Everyday is a sunny day!

k... ystrday presentation... dun wana mention abot it... not becoz it wasn't gd but some bad things happened tt day and before...

the day b4... my computer spoil...-_-" nvr did back up... hope tt my harddisk nvr spoil... if not tt's it man... all my FYP stuffs, projs, wushu stuffs etc etc... adds up to at least 40gig worth of stuffs... haix.... wana cry laio lah...

den after presentation... was happy 1...

but den gotta go training...(hopes tt mon can go watch anaconda wif z cup...) so train train train... k... juz felt the club members so stupid... simple instrcution like go open up carpet oso duno... muz shout at them den they noe how to move... especially yr 1s... haix... alot to teach them...

break time... i wana go by drinks using cash card... den i found out tt... I LOST MY CARD!!!!! AH!!!!! sianz!... really pissed me off with this sia... inside got $20+ sia! can last me atleast for the whole of this sem leh!!!! ah!!!! pls help me find.... sob sob sob

finish training.... went up to club to put things down and oso to take some stuffs... went up came down... den realised i forgot to take my stuffs... so went up again...

when reached home... i cant find my home keys-_-" duh! 1am plus... dun wish to wake my parents... so ransacked my whole bag b4 i found it...

ended my day like tis... so sway... i mean suay...... now u noe why i dun wana mention abot the presentation... coz my feeling sux now... btw, my com not fixed yet... i now in sch blogging...

...it's autumn time, 10:30 AM

haix... internship coming liao... i looked at the survey form to see our area of interest.... i sian half... biangz... video and audio... vefx... only this 2 area i interested in... summore sp is like so little opportunity for video internship... if i nvr get the video internship... wat will i do? summore video is with audio... i nvr study audio leh... haix... maybe have to go self find... but who in the hell will wan me sia... my video result oso not very gd loh... arghz....

came back home and got a even worse news... my dad is going to lose his job...-_-" his company is moving out of singappore... so everyone will lose their job by november... biangz.....

wei shen me wo hui zhe me fan??!!??

...it's autumn time, 6:30 PM

what is a director? what is his job? who is he? everything and everything... i dun feel like im doing it in the producing of my projects... it's way off from wat im expecting... and the only reason is... becoz this is sch proj... i can imagine wat i'll be doing as an director if im wrking at mediacorp now... no way man... no way i wana be a director tt way...

it's jzu now wrking... not wrking loh!... went to yahoo and searched Role of a Film Director... inside is wat im expecting, wat i planned and wat i wished for... but now...

i really duno wat's the post of a director in the group's project. basically... there's nothing i can do... only thing ive done as a director is the postitioning of the camera... and it's becoz im the cameraman myself... the rest?... nvm... i juz have to find out real hard wat i can present during the presentation...

dun think im trying to act hero and wana control everything... coz I AM! there's no doubt abot it... and oso stop using the word GROUP and pressurise me... ive compromised alot liao! it's UR turn to wrk something out...

...it's autumn time, 10:24 PM

kk... i'll shall mention the unhappy part abot the day 1st... i woke up in the mrning... den kena scolded by my dad-_-" coz i was fixing my printer ink... he accepted a fax... and he said it's for me-_-" (someone called and said wana send me a fax, my dad nvr inform me who the hell the party was...) of coz i can receive the fax... den he shouted at me etc... den i scold him back.... got my stuff den nvr tell me... early in the mrning wana scold me liao... etcetc... anyway... the fax not received... so whoever the hell who tried to send me the fax... too bad... i noe nuts.

2nd unhappy thing... arghz... Tommy(gift from jul and friends) was kena bitten by the female hamster...-_-" biangz... already got a broken leg... den now kena bitten...-_-" live so harmoniously for so long liao... now den fight...-_-" decided to let tommy be bachelor liao...

k... the happy part...

5pm, sets off to the competition ground hehehe... den reach chinese garden, saw dawn... den go there liao have to buy entrance fee-_- " $3 leh... sianz... weibin's hui guan not there, cant get my tix so have to pay... den buy kfc, eat liao den nua...-_- really nua until 9+-_-: wah...

leslie's di tang quan veyr disappointing... he oso said tt too... haix... wasted... he could easily win the gold 1 leh... sianz... he not on form today... (dun ask me abot other's score, i not very sure:p haha...)

kk... here comes the Zhong Dian:p hahha I WON THE 3RD!!! hahaha... so happy:p b4 competition, it was like a sure lose thing, the most i can get is the 5th or 6th position:p BUT I GOT 3RD hahaha... summore is not tai ko 1 leh!!! is zhen ping shi li :P hahhaa... 1st medal won with my efforts and skills:p hehehe...

happy till i fly liao:p haha... muz thank alot of ppl... muz thank eugene coach for teaching me all the things he could teach and all tt i have asked, leslie, weibin and laken, who has been helping throughout the competition, giving me advice and motivating me to train (esp les, really gave me alot of support tt i need), haijiao... for tt last support tt she gave me... for my "wife" rane who oso encouraged me alot, tingyun, waiteng and all those who have keep saying jiayou to me too:) and last but not least:p muz thank myself:p hahaha... for putting in so much effort and it paid off:p

yeah!!!! after the few week of unhappiness and sianess... im really damn happy today! haha flying liao!!!! :p so went to watch AVP

k... like they said... it's a lame show! hahaha... biangz... u can laugh 1:p hahaha... storyplot abit bad lah... coz got loopholes here and there... action wise... nah... they concentrate neither on predator nor alien... so nothing much oso... basically... duno wat's so gd abot the show:p haha... i juz so happy tt i think... GREAT!!! hahaha... anyway i oso long long nvr go watch movie le ma:p waiteng... when u free:p hahha...

*** shall get on form for the coming interim presentation:P yay!!! haha...

...it's autumn time, 4:42 AM

arghz...... interim presentation next week...

den everyone looks so sianz like tt... is this the official week for sianess?
got ppl sianz... sianz until duno how to describe...
got ppl call me up say sianz... coz quarrel with her husband
got ppl sianz... coz they think life sux....
wah biangz... cheer up lah!... now make me oso feel sianz sia...

now inside room... cooping in here quite long liao... parents outside fighting... yah... practically... duno wat's going on outside...
eating dinner... den suddenly trigger off... den dad muz shout... den scream... den &^*(*#&@) wrds.. den i go into room... fight... haix... so now... who's more sianz?
-_-"

haix... now no more clear directions i heading liao lah... all getting blur... duno where i heading... the clearest goal i can think now is holiday coming... i wana go watch movie with waiteng, wana go the farewell chalet... others... all sooooooo blur...

these few days... go for FYP "meeting" juz usual gathering in the room... den they doing editing... i juz sat there nuaing... occasionally... den they approached me... eh... wat this transition shd be ah? eh... how come no sound ah? hm... wat shd i add this? is this ok?....other den the occasionally... i doing nothing... everyone is wrking hard for the interim... and me? nothing...-_-" i dun even noe wat to present for my interim lioa!!! last week still so confident say i sure got things to say...

haix... the more i help in the editing... the more i felt im going off course... wat shd i say during the presentation as a director? i cant say abot colour correction, coz it's meant for the editor... i cant say abot the script, coz it's for the script writer, i cant say abot the music, coz it's for the composer, i cant say abot the sequence of the video, coz it's decided by the grp... haix...

as an assistant leader... i did only writing minutes and marking attendance and contribute as much ideas as i can... den?... nothing laio.... how to last for 5 mins?.... ahHHHHHhhHhH!~

less say abot FYP, acan and adva... haix... all i duno where i heading... animation nvr finish... nvr even go continue doing... adva, after holidays muz hand in... yet i still dun even have the game idea... wushu... muz organise chalet... yet proposal haven hand in... grad nite video... oct 1 the grads going in NS... yet i haven touch it...-_-"

ahhhHHHAHHHAHhhhh!!!!!!!.... i really need a clear goal!!!!!.................................................

haix... recently oso left the editing room early... since i got nothing to do... wat can i do other den sitting around reading comics?...

seems so many things to do... yet i doing nothing... biangz... im doing something wat... how come i cant see it.... everynight i stayed up till so late... wat am i doing????? im doing proj rite?!?!?!? but how come i dun see the results!!!!....

baingz... prone to sleep... now go eveyr where oso wana sleep... in lab sleep, lectures sleep.... the moment i wake up, sleep... -_-" when i wana start wrking... sleep...

...it's autumn time, 10:11 PM

yah yah... the black friday... yah, abit black for me...

early go sch meet anna... den she late. nvm... den she suggest "useless" advices tt we all noe...
anyway... juz wana say tt ppl are getting stress and tired... so do we... but dun vent anger or even shout at others loh...-_-" control lah...

and oso... shermeng... u better give me some respect b4 i throw all the rubbish words at u... wat kind of hair i styling is my business... no need you to describe it until...-_-" REN!!!!!!...

kk... so gotta go shooting today... den reach there laio the incharge say she duno we're shooting... in the end we have to wait for clearance etc... den wat we got is only to shoot the intern at his desktop...-_-" waste time

den go back sch... sat down and really talk wif fairus... abot the presentation, the video, etc... we gave our ideas... now i really noe how he thinks and he noe how i thinks le ba? haha... hope our communication maintains:p haha...

discussed alot... den i oso tired, sufian sleeping away... we returned the equipments le den go liao... (gd news... FYP finally got 1 STAR! haha... huang hui:p hope tt we can get her successfully:p haha)

club... etcetc... nothing to mention... going to organise a chalet (talking abot nite time liao)... den Joel, i told him to find ppl to cook food during chalet... he go ask jul... she say she nvr go... asked why? she replied... i wana go to the chalet... but i hate the organiser...(me)....-_-

&^$&!)((^!@&* im here organising an event trying to gel the club together... she's there trying to tear thigns apart?!!?? baingz... OK JUL! U WIN! the whole world noes tt u hate me to the core liao ok?!??!! can u stop publicising? esp to yr1s??!!...-_-" so big liao still duno how to think ah! ... arghz... enduring her is 1 tough job liao... haix... ren ming.... admit fate... i still muz endure her...

i go up club to change shoes... den i saw laken... den i suddenly say:"laken... guan guan ni de Jul ba..."...-_-: did i did the wrong thing? erm... hope not ba... hope tt laken can wake her bloody mind...

friday the 13th... not a very bright day eh...

...it's autumn time, 2:09 AM

yah... finally finish my acan... xiong-_-"" causes me so much nites nvr sleep properly liao... sickness coming back... but heng... no need to endure 1 more nite...

thinking of sleeping awhile juz now... but yi shui jiu bu xing ren shi... sleep liao nvr wake up till now...-_- missed my show:p hahaha... singapore idol... who's the banana man??!!??

anyway... TT NO THE END OF the business... i mean busy-ness... arghz.... fri... got shooting again... den muz meet anna oso... den come to think of it... authoring dateline oso coming soon and yet ive planned any games to make... argh... acan muz oso do alot of refinment... sianz... my eyes really getting from perfect to bad liao... ** worries... i still wan my perfect eye sight...:(

haix... this week i looking forward to sun... hehehe.... go see firewrks:p

***z cup 7... wana go kbox? feel like going sia...

...it's autumn time, 1:46 AM

i wana cry liao lah... now going to 6 le... all my efforts in going into waste...

i duno why... shinsian's video... i try exporting out... and all the pictures i added dun render out!!! wat happened??!!... sob sob.... now all my hardwork gone into waste... sob sob...

think i can only change the video script into a letter now...

why now adobe den hang on me!!!! sob sob... wat an imperfect bday gift im giving now...

somebody tell me why i cant export the pict!!!!!!!!!

...it's autumn time, 5:45 AM

ystrday... no, this mrning slept at 7... accidentally slept till 12... was doing video for shinsian... den when i woke up... was so shocked... my god... i dun have much time to do her video liao...

today quite cool.... but with bits of disappointments here and there...

kk... wushu outing canceled... so going out wif aifen they all to watch the firewrks instead. suppose to meet them at 4... haha... but i meet them around 6 i think:p coz i went to clementi with mum:p

hehee... b4 she came home, she bought a giordano red coloured t-shirt with "qing" on it... nice:p haha, actually i tell her to buy 1:P hehehe... den we go clementi there shop shop (she promised to go with me 2 weeks ago) den we went there, reaching around 5... go samuel and kevin 1st.. haix... the shirt i wan no more liao... den we go bata... bought 1 sport shoes, den go see around, go baleno bought 2 shirts and a pants....

hehehe... so total i got 3 shirts 1 pants and a pair of shoes, which totals up to around $85? :p hehe... but $40 came from myself:p

den went to LJS eat with aifen they all liao, city hall there... wah... so many ppl... den i heard this lame announcement : "the station is flooded with ppl, passengers not taking trains pls leave the station" haha... flooded:p 1st time heard b4:p

anyway... juz so many ppl now... almost cannot walk... eat liao, go shop awhile.... aifen den wana buy the giordano "qing" shirt i wearing... when she go there... den complain sia:p haha, coz i bought the nicest among the other designs...:p haha... aifen buy lah:p haha dun mind qing lu zhuang:P hahahha!!!
***skip***

go by marina reach esplanade... ppl ppl ppl ppl.... they really look like ants... k, somehow found a place, sat down... waited long long for the firewrk to begin, den the disappointment comes... blocked by a building den cant see the firwrks liao... den the explosions all so low... veyr little high 1s... summore it lasted quite short:(... but anyway, i dun think it's nicer den the new yr's celebration 1... haix... think tml's firewrk sure nicer:p haha... bad i dun i going out unless jiao they all going.

k, everything over in 10min... den ppl left... biangz... used to be so proud of being a singaporean..., but now felt more and more disgraced by singporeans... (still proud of singapore)... ppl left... leaving big pieces of newspaper and other rubbish around... expecting cleaner to come clear...-_-" den coz got many ppl, they juz stepped through the bushes jzu to get to the path (marina there) juz step and steo, making to human made paths... (pls recall millenium countdown at orchard... wat happened to the plants there... all destroyed and have to replant them all) tt's wat singaporeans are truly now... grace and clean city... wat a stupid name we have... and ive not include the pushing and the kiasuism some ppl have...

k... disappointment over... den is the cool part... i met so many ppl today:p hahah, though i dying to meet shinsian, waiteng and rouhui, haha, i cant meet them:p i saw tze keong(sec sch senior), den got 3 of my cadets aat 7-11, den 1 wushu junior:p hehehe... not bad eh:p hahaha

kk... gotta go back to make my video laio.... *** wish tml can got out:p haha. rh, weibin, les, jul, laken...>>> ENJOY NDP!!!! baingz... 1st yr i going to miss NDP:( next yr muz try harder to get tix liao

...it's autumn time, 11:30 PM

haix... finally im defeated... defeated by sickness... fri after going to club and accidentally took a nap... tt nap triggers off... i woke up... started coughing and sniffing... den the carper we using so dusty... and furry... makes it even worse... slept at 1, wake at 8... den yah... sick liao... kena flu and cough, and abit of fever...

go sch do acan... den headache... in the end i slept more den i wrk...-_-" (worries by still no choice) haix... tue den have to bia again:p

now... doing video for shinsian... her bday coming laio... hope tt today i can finish soon... den go sleep... needa try install 3dmax again... if still cant den i forget it laio...

tml wana go see firewrks? body abit not well... den wushu there wana go... i oso wana go... biangz... wushu so long no outing liao... but if they little ppl going den i oso not going le... coz very sianz... den might be joining clazmates instead:p hahaha... sick still go out... if let my mum noe she'll nag again:P hahahaha!

anyway... singapore is getting more and more "donating" country liao...
tis yr is like every week got flag day going on... everytime i take bus to interchange den there'll be lots of ppl with their cans on stand by liao...-_-" haix... like everyday oso got like tt -_-" singapore shd limit this thing... abit getting on my nerves...

...it's autumn time, 1:23 AM

today... suppose to go sch at 9 to do acan... but in the end... overslept...-_-" 11 den woke up... wah!!!!! today is the 3rd consecutive day i overslept liao!!!! wat happened??!!??!!

anyway... juz in time to complete the stuffs and rushed to club to meet xuan... but she actually reach even later den me:p bleah:p

den club got ants liao... *starts to worry laio... if really got ants den i got trouble liao sia... den i oso dun want to ban ppl from eating in club:p coz i myself oso eat in club:P hahahaha:p but later when the meeting end peixuan ban it liao:p haix... no choice... next psn i see eating in club will be looking for trouble with me laio:p haha...

haix... me getting abit louder and louder... i mean my speaking volume... a friend told me to take note of it... coz it's very rude for me to talk so loud at someone... summore it's kinda disrespect... haix... im a loudhailer sia... last yr got ppl say laio... but cant change... but more like nvr pay notice to it... i got talk till veyr loud meh? ok lah:P hahaha... sorry to all those i speak loudly with:p

today, disappointed jiao again...-_-" sad case... the meeting starting laio... den wana call everyone to gather, den chensiang still sitting there... den i juz say FU... ,move lah... (since i always the ah beng ah beng type at club) anyway, usually we'll call him gay... den jiao diao me... wei shen me ni zhe yang de... erm... 4th time she said tt? actually im more disappointed with myself liao....

k... stop here... hope tml wun oversleep again... if not i can really open my window and jump from the 8th floor...:p hahhaa but i wun do it for real:P hahahaha

been more cheerful lately... why? i not prettu sure too:P hahha

...it's autumn time, 10:59 PM

talking abot my friend who juz got attached, i knew it only recently...

her love goes like this...

she's wrking in a travel agency... and one day... HE came... he asked for certain package and she made a mistake... his parents came and somehow... they chatted with her... and den... his parents ask him to ask for her number... and den... tt's it...

abit like huh? like tt oso can ah?... she came to see us training today... den she said it's yuan fen (fate)... maybe she's right... the more i search for it, it may juz escape and run further away from me... maybe i shd juz wait... shun qi zi ran?

but then again... im a guy...in her story, he's the motivator... i dun have parents who'll ask me to ask for a girl's number... so to summarise... haha, i cant juz sit down and wait for it to come... i still have to be more zu dong:P LOL

PS: who go Happy birthday, Crazy (britney spears), Only Love, Shape of My Heart mp3s/ midis/.wav... anything... can send me???!??

...it's autumn time, 2:11 AM

eh... today gone sch do proj... yeah... finish the 2 models liao... though i think i nvr put alot of effort in it still... :p den was suppose to join sam they all for movie... but instead have lunch wif them... they watching i,robot... financially unfit to watch it again on a sat:p sorry ah... but den we go eat bk...-_-" which oso cost me $6.20...ex ah....

den later i go home liao lah... did abit of shopping wif weibin... shinsian's bday coming... muz get her something...

den go home... nua here nua there, do this do tt laio den sleep... den woke at 9... felt so ... nothing to feel like tt... sianz ah... den go online oso not much ppl there...

den sam like going back to her old self liao... haix... she these few days quite ok mah... why become the old psn?... biangz... i muz control myself... if not i oso become the old me den i sianz liao... but anyway... i got change alot meh? nvm...:p

today got the news of another friend got attached... haix... another 1... nowadays got attaching trend ah? suddenly so many got attached? biangz... abit empty... kong xu de gan jue... duno why... maybe i felt jealous? maybe ba... i wonder wat will happen or how i feel if i got attached... but nvm... think now oso no use... who will wan me?...

aunty say she and aaron think tt im gd... yah, i think tt im gd oso... but not gd in another sense... yah, she said tt gd except my attitude.... muz shou lian shou lian yi sia... haix... attitude... if not becoz of sec 3 sec 4 NCC... i'll still be the 4eva optimistic happy tzeweng...

arghz... im not gd at giving advices... but den... nvm, hopes tt she'll recover soon...

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photo taken by ifen when we go shooting on fri

...it's autumn time, 3:00 AM

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