Everyday is a sunny day!

And so i helped gary do his art project all the way till 5 in da mrning... and he left for wrk... and i left to dreamland...

Slpt till around 12 ba... den wake up do my stuffs le, coz later going out... BOWLING!!!! biangz... felt like 10 yrs nvr bowl b4 liao...

went to SPGG... but wth!... need student pass... duh!... the prev time i go dun need leh! muz be i wearing wushu shirt... tt's why...

in the end went long john there makan 1st, b4 going to bowling @ chevrons...

so long nvr go there le, really nthing change... the lanes are still as good:)

had fun:) laughed quite alot, and actually, felt tt i did improve a little though so long nvr touch le... coz my average score is over 100! finally... last time less den tt:p wahaha... but tt's still very poor and lousy...

come to think of it... oso long long nvr go ICE SKATING le hoh??? anyone interested???!! hahha...

maybe june go?

*provided i can really get a job....

sianded... got the 1st reply liao, rejection email.. aiks... still got 1 more coming tml... pls pls pls... dun be rejection letter... sobz...

anyway, mediacorp finally replied after i sent my resume 2 weeks... but i have no confidence at all lah... after the last interview seriously felt i have 0 worthiness...

after the bowling session, went home straight, and surprised to see so many ppl near my house... yuan lai... my baby chins is da talk to my neighbours now... lol~ den the baby boy opp my house came, and i took the chins out to let him touch... hahha... he muz be very excited...

now he every time come will go pass the cage there to look...

den his mummy, someone weijie keeps mentioning abot last time, oso came... wah! serious... i think i live here few years lioa, but the no of times i see her can count within my 10 fingers. lol!~

ate my dinner, met gary liao den we went to leslie's house... for? yeah... usual, mahjong...

abit diverted when playing, coz keep sms-ing... haha... in the end? lost... but okie not alot, and really fun:p got quite alot of spectacular... den leslie got 1 time he got 4 'kang'... 6, 7, 8 ,9 circles!~ wat the shit!.... super nice... but oso ex for tt round... lol~ weibin almost made a Xiao San Yuan... and he is winning the same card as mine, but in the end we lost tt round to leslie... lol!~ coz he 'sacrificed' himself... lol...

played till da mrning, den i straight went to eunos meet my parents le... coz eat zhai(* how to say zhai in english???)near there... today Vesak.

Mei Li Mao! he told me 9+am... in the end i waited till 10!... whole body sticky sticky... bth, super hot today... went to the temple and i really felt like im a zombie...

but when i pray... i put in 100% heart... pray pray... tml is da next reply... not rejection... pray pray...

so eat zhai liao, den my dad stun me!... he say wana go friend's house at hougang! waT!!!! i told him i really cmi liao... so in the end nvr went... we took our relative car den i slpt liao...

ended up at YEWTEE!!!! shit! i tot go home liao???!! they went there for lunch-_-" arghz.... seriously half slping, half awake, den smsing oso feel super tired...

finally ate finish, went home see my bed.... cannot juz drop on it:(

Hot bath + air con + cold weather (*raining now) + blanket = ultimate comfort... shuangggggggg

Later going out to pass something... hm... tt's all for these 2 days...

...it's autumn time, 8:04 PM

Biangz.... nvr skip meal!!!... today woke up late... coz ystrday play mahjong till 5am!... slpt till 12+ den wake... after tt juz 4 pcs of bread for my brunch...

den went out around 3pm to meet shiyun, den we waited for gary... to help him do 'art' project...-_-"

we skipped dinner... and seriously... no joke.. super hungry...

went home juz gobbled down all the food... den now indigestion... -_-" wana vomit, but die die oso dun wana vomit... if not wasted dinner...

like i keep vomitting recently hoh? lame...

now helping gary wif his wrk again... no need slp loh!...

~ meticulous... a word given to me by someone... i wonder does this word still follows me...

...it's autumn time, 11:38 PM

OKIE!!! TIME FOR RESULTS!!! This time only 1 participated in the game...-_-" diaoz... so little... lol~...

but anyway... contestant are revealeeddddd....

Contestant 1: YVONNE!~
Contestant 2: YONJIN!~
Contestant 3: YANRU!~
Contestant 4: XINJIAN!~
Contestant 5: WEIJIE!~
Contestant 6: WEIBIN!~
Contestant 7: ME!~
Contestant 8: SHIRONG!~
Contestant 9: QINHAO!~
Contestant 10: GUOCHUAN!~
Contestant 11: JULIANA!~
Contestant 12: JULIANA!~ again-_-"
Contestant 13: LESLIE!~
Contestant 14: KK!~
Contestant 15: JERRY!~
Contestant 16: AUNTYYYYY!~
Contestant 17: GERMAINE!~
Contestant 18: HANSONG!~
Contestant 19: HAIJIAO!~
Contestant 20: Right MOST!!!
Contestant 21: ELVIN!~
Contestant 22: GUOZHONG!~
Contestant 23: CHANGXING!~
Contestant 24: AARON!~
Contestant 25: ZHENRUI!~

Satisfied wif da results??? u wana noe wat award did they get??? well... u have to invite the welfare head of tt era to tell u:) muz invite.... JULIANAAAAAA~....

...it's autumn time, 12:49 AM

im quite satisfied in today's training...

Did alot of sprinting... really alot to me... challenged Gadz, Clement, Fang Fang, Law, Shiyun, etc... yeah! i won all:p lol~... but in exchanged of tt... i think i over exerted myself? lol... coz i felt nausea... and yeah... i vomitted in the end after completing another 500m run...

Training was as bad as usual?... nthing much to do de gan jue sucks... but wana train, oso duno train wat... no direction...

Unsatisfied... coz i haven finsih the big prob of my life now... which is employment... can they reply me earlier? so i can decide wat to do next? very sianz to hang around 1 lehhhhh...

tired tired tired... tired of staying at home feeling so useless...:(

...it's autumn time, 12:40 AM

I think i sucked ystrday... seriously...

Felt so worthless, low confidence and cant provide anything to the company at all...

Setback 1: What ive learnt in poly is all not needed, coz all the software i learnt is considered outdated... maybe only photoshop and final cut pro is the only updated ones...

Setback 2: The director was surprised to know that im not taught adobe after effects... yah... me too... when im searchin for jobs, almost everyone asked for this requirement for knowing after efx... somethings can be learnt by urself... but i dun even have the prgrm...

Setback 3: He points out things that im weak in... im not good at drawings, that's why i only used regular shapes. Im not good at editing (my strongest point), coz they can edit some footages in 3 days but i replied mine as 1 week... overall... he says that i dun really have a very good base...

Can feel that he would want to employ me... but seriously, im too weak to do anything... okie... maybe there's only 1 gd point... i can read and write chinese-_-""" he does mentioned abot teaching things, coz in the end, everyone will have to do abit of everything...

The director says that he'll need to consider... a week or 2 den can reply me... coz he need to think of wat position is possible for me, & he already noe where my standards go... moreover, there are still other candidates.

felt so shitty...

anyway, 2nd and ystrday's company both are more willing to teach me things den the 1st 1... and prospect is better... more clearer..

and mum juz wana pour ni more cold water on me... go wrk the 1st 1 lah!... wrk 1st dun like den quit.. wth... they already mentioned that they wouldnt like ppl who come already, taught them the stuffs and den leave... and im going to do that???!! film industry is very small... if im going to do that, seriously that's no integrity and i think next time oso hard to wrk there...

shit lah!!!!!!!!!!!

SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

seriously, i need much more den luck...

...it's autumn time, 2:34 PM

Lol... listening to YES 933 now... 金罐头颁奖典礼, Golden Can Award... lol~... it's a prize presentation ceramony for their on-air dramas...

Den i came to recall about an award presentation we had... When You Are Young award presentation...:p

Still remember who's who????

Jul, wat award did we have ah?
Only remembered cutest award goes to weibin and chioest goes to jiao...:p

Contestant 1

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Contestant 8

Contestant 9

Contestant 10

Contestant 11

Contestant 12

Contestant 13

Contestant 14

Contestant 15

Contestant 16

Contestant 17

Contestant 18

Contestant 19

This one sort of give away, it's zhenghong...but which 1?

Contestant 21

Contestant 22

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Contestant 24

Contestant 25

hm..... the club really has little activities now... but even if there is... they dun seem to be very enthu like we did last time le...

...it's autumn time, 9:56 AM

Sometimes i will think...
Aiyoh... Why so stress? Chill...

And sometimes i will think...
... Why bother?...

Anyway, what about Haru and Aki? It means spring and autumn:p

hm... anyone noes how say 5 and 23 in jap? or may(month)

Oh yah! aunty shuang le hoh???? finish exams le... bet that u're going to be very bz... bz mapling... loL!~

hm... the rest who are having exams shd finish soon too le ba?... adidas gang!... i wonder does any of you still reads my blog... but i still does.. though urs dun seems like there's any updates at all...

think only weiting still updates...

Hope to see u all again soon...

...it's autumn time, 1:36 AM

Today's da 2nd interview, at river valley court, which is somewhere near somerset.

Today's interview oso da same, gd and bad news...

BUT... generally, i felt better with today's interview.

K... overall, the company is made up mostly of Freelance workers... which means work on project basis, no proj? no wrk... so tt'll means no pay too...

Due to the fact that im new, and haven been in the industry wrking b4, and i nvr really did film stuffs b4 *multimedia not counted, they would offer me a job as an intern 1st like others... den 3mths probation, after tt they'll review and offer me a Freelance part time/full time job...

okie... the prob is... freelance??? cannot lah... so i asked whether can perm job anot... she say can... adjustments can be made and stuffs... okie, tt'll settle 1... den when i asked her for intern's pay?... hm... she say how much would i be comfortable with? and also tell her my expecting salary....

omg... so i needa tell her my expecting salary for being an intern? pls note, is intern.. haix... tt time i dip only got $400... but now i sure cannot get $400 de... if not i can die... im thinking of saying $700... coz after minus my transport fees, insurance, meals and stuffs... i shd have around $150 left... den i can save.. wei yu chou mou...

also... felt that there's more space to do what i wan and can fa hui suo chang... feeling only... i duno exactly how the company wrk still... but prospect, i felt that tis place is better den ystrday.... at least they seems that they are willing to help me wif it...

Tml is da last interview i have... everyone... pray for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

...it's autumn time, 7:10 PM

23rd May 2007

I HAVE 2 NEWBORNS!!!!

Damn excited abot it... lol~

Returned from interviews and im reallllll tired... so took my nap...

Den when sis came home, she asked me...

Gor!~... Wat's tt 2 thing in the cage ah?

I was like??!! 2 thing??? wat thing???

She thot it was rat... *^(*@*&#

I go took a closer look... den i saw something small running around...

ITS BABY CHINS!!!!!

wahahah!! damn cute and kawaiiiiii...! lol~

okie... so, ppl, i do not noe tt the chin is pregnant at all... and chins need 111days gestation period... which means b4 i got the chins, she's already pregnant!... duh... think the prev owner didnt noe? all he nvr tell me... but anyway, it's da same... im still glad that the babies came... very very very cute...

loL~

Any name suggestions? i wun be giving them names 1st... coz whenever i gave names to pet, they dun live long... so i dun wana name them... hahhaa... maybe u all can give them... so come come... any suggestion? Jul will be giving me all those *(&&*^*%&@ names already:p lol...

though not very nicely taken... but still enjoy the new kit in da family

...it's autumn time, 11:10 PM

Today's da 1st interview... very tired, coz ystrday prepared material till 4am... den wake at 730am... den left house go lavender liao.. eyes really cannot open...

Interview how? can say gd... can say bad... wat's gd? gd is tt they already offered me a job... Tape Op... meaning i have to dubb tapes, digitise tapes... things like tt... simplify, it's juz put videotapes inside computer...

It's the bottom work... so will be the pay... ~$1.5k, irregular hrs is expected...

Prospect... neutral, no promises... coz tape op dun really have link to anything else, but i can use my free time to learn video editing, which later chances may arise for me to shift to video editing... but mind me... it's chances...

I was sianz halfed... coz partly of the salary... summore it's at lavender... think transport $ already quite alot le...
Den i actually expecting something more den a tape op... i mean i noe i can do much more den tt... but wat we learnt in sch and the business is different... they're using different machines and stuffs... they dun use prgrms tt we learnt in sch...

and worse... sch projs are sch projs... they're not broadcast quality... so they dun really wan to see it... and internship... the worst... i knew that such case would come 1 day and i did violently objected abot my internship b4... doing it in sch doesnt help in getting a job... coz they dun let u have relevant experience in the industry...

sianded... den i was compared to other interviewees who came few days b4 me... abot their skills related, internship in production houses, freelancing... wth...
anyway, im juz going to be a new boy in the industry... those diploma... might be useless...

okie... see how ba... see wat the other companies can offer me...

Plans: Work 1st... for a year or 2... if there's no space or possiblity to go up, i'll go back to study 1st... and make sure I does wat to the industry and broadcast level... if im ever going back study... my aim wun be a 2nd class degree... but anyway... see how it goes to ba...

*told my mum maybe might join star search for fun... she's shocked and laughed wif me... lol~:p

by right there's a 2nd interview today at selegie... yongxiong's bro-in-law... but he went indonesia last min and nvr tell me!... in the end it's a wasted trip...

maybe not wasted... i think they're finding animators... if they're employing me as animator... i guess tt's going to disappoint them... coz i noe how much i sucked at it...

...it's autumn time, 10:38 PM

Was supposed to wake up at 10am today... and yeah... so i did... but later i wake again is at 1pm-_-" lol~

packed my room and stuff... and i got a call!!! wah... now i receive call from unknown no will excited for awhile... coz... it might means........

and yeah!!!! i got 1 more interview:p loL~ moving visuals... yeah:p hahha... finally 1 more updated company le:p hahha... so i got 2 on wed... 1 on thu and last 1 on fri.

wahahha... im happy:) at least got interview...

Went sch early... was supposed to help jess pao gun... but in the end nvr... coz she nvr open club, and the stuffs are inside... actually i oso sianz of doing it le... but she even bought me chocs!...

in the end i asked kahboon to help us bring to his sch to try use the wrkshop:p lol~ and i tell si yun to share the chocs... she gave out all... but nvr give me!!! mei li mao-_-"

like gary said... she very nice to disturb... wahaha.....

k... nthing much today le... very tired... lots of things to do and plan... hope all things goes well...

...it's autumn time, 1:52 AM

我要声明，
我不喜欢一脚踏两船的人

...it's autumn time, 1:57 AM

i REALLY LOVE TODAY:)...

Ystrday was already a great day for me at the prata shop...

Today oso quite shuang:)

Though whole day slacking but with your friends together, it's different...

Ystrday cant slp again... all the way till 8am! finally den fell aslp... den i couldnt hear my alarm... the time i woke up was 12!!! kan chiong abit.... faster call jiao see where are they... hengz.... still at eunos there... so faster wake gary and wash up...

everything done le den left liao... in the end we're still later den them:p

6 of us, me gary fang leslie jul jiao... we ate at long john b4 going to jul's house watch PRESTIGE:p

Watching the movie with not having enuff slp and a wooden chair is really very xin ku!... i can hardly breathe... old prob... keep moving around trying to catch my breath...

after the show finish, den we did the true friend test.... actually dun wana let leslie do de... coz i noe he sure score very low, coz he dun read blogs... and i rarely talk to him abot things... lol~ and he even asked me... who's this tan shin sian? lol` Chinese star? lol~

but oso cannot blame... coz he really duno... but he's a gd friend:) hehhehe...

after tt they watching la bi xiao xin and i fell aslp... woke up when some bloody fruit trying to pluck my leg hair...-_-"
dinner at jul's place can nvr leave u hungry... forever tt filling, forever tt much... eat till u scared.... lol...

den we continued wif mahjong and la bi xiao xin... and den all the way till 10+ liao... like tt nua whole day le!!!! lol... den leslie they all left 1st... while me and gary returned to fix jul's com....

den settle le den go home.... hahhaa... me and gary both agreed tt though nua whole day liao... but we enjoyed:)

...it's autumn time, 1:35 AM

hm... who was saying that i nvr took photos of my chins? isit peishan??? hahha...

there u go... juz some pics:p

Pooh nua-ing

Guess wat's Sleepy doing in that corner?...
kk... that's her peeing place:p loL~... yeeeee...

Sleepy: Im scared of heights!!!!

KOWAIIII!~

~Chin Short Story~

Pooh: Hmmm... very sianz... duno wat to do...

Pooh: Nvm... maybe i can edit some photos den give it to Sleepy:)

Pooh: Yay!!! Done!... Now muz call Sleepy tell her... Ring Ring

Sleepy: Moshi Moshi:) Sleepy here!~ Juz woke up:p (....) Ohh reallly???

Sleepy: Okok... i go check my mail:)

That's pretty lame:p hahha... if only they dun poo tt much... den i'll consider letting them on my bed:p lol~

...it's autumn time, 3:35 AM

Today whole day very sianz... coz ystrday nvr slp...

Go training... really no wish to move... :p den actually wana ask jul to teach me drive car de... but in the end she wanted to train... rare:(

So i sianz sianz go change loh.. den slowly get myself hot-up... cannot warm... warm not enuff to make me move:p

Good to have someone to train with... trained ying zua... den can see clement mistake and my mistake... he ask me to grade with them... hm... shd i? can consider...

Den went eat prata with leslie, jul and jiao... juz the 4 of us... and it's great.... long nvr juz a few ppl sit down and juz chat... really enjoyed their company.... next time if really wana open shop... i'll really consider cafe... coz it's really cosy... BUT!.... cafe really hard wrk to earn $$... next time it'll be even more competitive... considering u have to fight with those franchise companies like TCC, Starbucks, Coffebean, Coffee place etc etc... combine it with my multimedia company? lol~

Anyway... leslie they all suggested me to go to the film directly instead of sending resume... hm... i scared leh... but reallly... after much thots... can consider leh... think will be more useful?...

Den shuping mentioned to me more stuffs!... national geog, discovery channel, animal planet... though those firms in singapore doesnt have production in singapore, but sure i can ask whether they wana employ den i go overseas??? hm... something to consider abot

Den, let's bring things slightly further... was chatting wif peishan the other day abot joining star search... den juz now was telling me and jiao go join star search... since we nthing to do... go join for fun...

and now... i think shd i join? to boost up my self confidence... since ive always been like... dun dare to do this and that... shd i join? but i oso scared... haha... but still thinking:p loL~ it can oso be a step to join the film/video industry mah:

...it's autumn time, 1:56 AM

6am... and im still wasnt able to slp despite i tried my best...

okie... let's see... there's something i forgot to blog abot ystrday...

JUL'S DRIVING!!!! DAMN SCARY!!!!....

ahhaha... no lah...juz jk...

actually... we not kan chiong but she really kan chiong till duno wat... as if cockroach is on her like tt... keep screaming... loL~

the car cannot go... den she kan chiong liao... in the end is nvr put to 1st gear... lol~

she even more kan chiong when there are no other drivers in the car!...

but okie lah... other den not smooth at breaking, suddenly accelerate so tt she no need to wait for other vehicles... and her screaming, she's a gd driver:)

OEI! i say u gd driver hoh!... but muz practice more:p hgaha...

And clement is really getting more and more lame and funny... gd 1... coz today he juz told me wat course he's in...

Diploma in AERO NAUGHTY GIRL... lol!~ *aeronautical

...it's autumn time, 6:12 AM

It's 315am liao.... and im not slping... and that means???

hahaha...

Finally CNB sent the rejection letter liao... Biangz... haha... sometimes being truthful wun get u the job:p lol~

I very confident I can get the job de, if i dun answer truthfully:p lol~ coz got qns like, how u feel about ur future lah etc... actually... my answers all quite negative... so... who would wan such psn to join them?

But anyway... the most confident job im in is rejected liao...

Now got 3 interviews to go... hope that i can make it... if cannot... means i have to start all over again... haix...

Was talking to Morby *a very gd graphic designer frm my course... haha... my gd friend too... so glad that he and weili already had plans and actually wrked on the career liao.. they've been wrking and preparing for 3 yrs since... wow... okie... im so glad and happy to see their wrks... though i think they haven start yet... but still, wish them all the best of luck!

hahha... still remember during my poly... was still saying next time i'll form a grp, den we'll make short films together and join competitions to boost our names... hahhaa... hahha... looking at it now really is NATO... no action, talk only... only him and weili got shi ji xing dong...

SIANZ... got the idea... but dun have the power... but nvm... i'll make it 1 day too:) I may not make out big, but i know i'll be fulfilling watever ive dreamt for:)

Another reason of insomnia... as usual... my mind is Hu Si Luan Xiang-ing again-_-"""

...it's autumn time, 3:14 AM

http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/
take a look at that site, anybody interested to go?

Guess that nobody would be doing the test anymore...

Which is my favourite colour?
Pink
Yellow
Blue
Purple

What is my dream?
To be a producer
To be a director
To sleep all day and slack around
To be rich

Which is most important to me? *nobody got this right... lol~
Friends
Family
Love
Money

What's my vocation in the army?
Infantry
Sniper
Artillery
Armour

Who is my no 1 idol? *okie... i think i nvr mentioned this b4:p
Lindsay Lohan
Tan Shin Sian
Erika Sawajiri
Ou Xuan

What does the 'cap' in my nick ocean_cap stands for?
Captain
Cap
Capricorn
Capital

I have stitches on my...? *got it during my primary sch days... helped my mum clean her sewing machine, den... WHAM! the machine took my palm in:p
Palm
Head
Leg
Knee

What brand of HP am I using now? * my next phone maybe samsung? the mp3 and hp combi seems cool
Sony Ericsson
Dopod
Samsung
Nokia

What is my chinese name? *Wenqi... im a cantonese, so is wu not huang:p
Wu Zhi Wen
Wu Ci Rong
Huang Ci Wen
Huang Ci Rong

My english name, Zen, comes from which word in my name?
Ng
Tze
Weng
Felix

How many shoes have I painted?
2
3
4
5

Which is the latest drama Ive watched?
宫，野蛮王妃 (Princess Hours)
转角遇到爱 (Corner With Love)
东方朱丽叶 (Tokyo Juliet)
一公升的眼泪 (One Litre of Tears)

When did I get my car license?
Last month
Last week
2 weeks ago
I dont have a license

Which type of girl do I like?
Cute and innocent
Beautiful and clever
Sexy and havoc
Playful and cheerful

What is my thot of my ideal marriage age? * I keep saying 3 yrs later le mah:p hahah... so now you know jiao's ideal marriage age? lol`
24
28
32
36

What's the usual reason when i blogs in chinese?
Coz I like it
Coz Im giving thots and serious abot it
Coz Im making it sounds nice
Coz others are doing it

What's the name of my pet chinchillas?
Snoopy and Peanut
Pooh Bear and Sleepy
Mickey and Minnie
Pinky and Brain

What's one thing Im afraid of eating in Macdonalds?
Fries
Fillet O Fish
Mc Spicy
Mc Chicken

What will happen to me when I have problems? * eh... diarrhea only wif mcspicy:p lol~
Insomnia
Diarrhea
Eats alot
Talk rubbish

...it's autumn time, 1:02 PM

Blog seems like a very useless thing when the only thing you do is stay at home...

SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Need a job...-_-"

If not I'll start thinking those you de mei de liao...

Anyway... life isnt gd after ORD yah... coz no pay = no $$ = cannot go out...

So im trying to find wrk... sent out over 40 resume i guess...
only 4 replied... den 2 interview...

So i admit it... not all resume sent will be replied... so i juz gotta send more... but how many films houses are there in singapore???? not alot really... i think ive sent to most of them le...

Now im going to send to post production houses le... den wat i can do is limited to video editing and indoor works le...

and I got this feeling that I have to take even more steps back in finding job... hope that i wont need to go further den finding and multimedia company...

yanru say try finding other country... biangz... i freshie... like super hard to find other countries 1 loh... anyone got lobang?

Peishan is going to vietnam soon
Chensiang, boon and yewming going over to disneyland
Aunty going to london...

wah.... i wana find a job!

...it's autumn time, 9:37 PM

What a hot day....

Lets start off the day with...