Everyday is a sunny day!

Internet is really getting more and more useful to lots i think...

nowadays, opening up a business isnt tt hard as last time now... why? coz of internet, for the convenience of setting 1, and the exposure u can get... no wonder many approached the www.

even me myself is going to start 1=p

http://mydar-ling.livejournal.com/

another of my friend started her business online=) well... no harm taking a look, u might juz get wat u wan here...

...it's autumn time, 9:16 AM

What is life?... hm... gd and deep question...

these 2 days... it's a coincidence tt i met 2 of my friends at the east side of singapore, singapore expo... when im doing a shoot... qutie funny... coz nvr expect to see ppl i noe there... actually... last mth when i went to expo for a shoot... i saw my sec sch juniors too=)

why is there so much of natural disasters happening? it seems tt almost every 2 yrs there's 1... izzit coz ive grown up already and paid attention to more of such events?

Im watching the news juz now... as the news keeps updating me... there's a uncontrollable feeling inside me... juz like when the tsunami came b4... there's this rush tt if i can, i will go down to the site to help...

When im still young... i did want to serve the army b4... i thot is was adventurous... but for now... it's more like a purpose rather than the fun...

During the tsunami disaster... i thot of this b4... if im a ich guy, i'll dedicate a army... for fighting, fighting the disasters... i read the news... it's a death order... no matter how much it's going to risk, jzu get the ppl out... and they sent in 9000 airborne... tt's the extend to where ppl will go in extend to save another...
and that would be the type of army i would want... elite force for saving... (lol... abit dumb some may think... but i dun think tt way...) fen miao bi zheng.... fighting with seconds is the motto for now... in the 48hrs they had... really.. every seconds counts...

touched, though some were sacrificed... but they've opened a way for the rest to come in...

the china army even go to the extent to carrying supplies into the site via foot!... pls... imagine how we ns man always complained abot walking for tt few km march... when they even had to walk for days!!!

i might not be gd at saying all these... but in singapore... as a normal citizen... we cant do much...

the only we can do... might be praying and donation afterall...

singapore is ready to help in the action... so hope all things goes well... which will.

quoting frm jet li: $1 I wont think it's little, $1million I wont think it's much.

juz do watever you can for now=)

life is unpredicatble. pls help...=_

http://www.redcross.org.sg/chinaearthquake_src.htm

...it's autumn time, 10:49 PM

Today is mothers' day, oso another day for me in anniversary...

We went to asian kitchen to eat for our dinner... quite filling for me... shd be quite enjoyable... as it's a rare chance that the whole family would go out together... but think dad dun enjoy as much... eh... duno why...

kkx... next mth the treat for fathers' day even more xiong! jack's place!!! anyone got any idea where have? i only noe bras basar centre... any place where it can be more conveniently located???

today, though not the actual day...

we celebrated our 11th mth together...

lol... i remember i still used to say we shd celebrate half yearly... but seems tt we're still making it every mth=) but it's juz great=) coz i really could see how we much we progressed and constantly reminding us tt we're in love wif each other=)

today... it's juz a small gift... part of 1 big one... the following consecutive mths she oso noe wat im getting her le=p hahah... abit big expense=p but i guess it's quite worthwhile=)

well... knowing wat she's getting doesnt means that she knows how she's getting it=p

i bought a ring pillow online and asked my colleague to help me photograph our rings=) it's really very nicely done=) it's our wallpaper on our phone now=p

~photos from 36frames photography, lawrence=)

Under the bubbles, with smoothing music, i went on my knees, asking for her hands...

lol~ sounds like im proposing=p yupz... abit childish act... but, tt's me=p i might not be in the position to propose now... but i think... in a few yrs later, i'll be more prepared=) when our relation is more firmed=)

i slide the ring into her finger, middle 1 though=p and i saw tt great smile and appreciation on her... im defintely the most fortunate... as there'll be no one else to see tt kind of smile...

it's a kind of appreciation... a kind of love... it's heart felt...

we left for the meal after tt....

though juz a simple gift... wif great thots and sincere... a simple gift would be as wonderful...

darling, i love you~ happy 11th mth anniversary=)

...it's autumn time, 1:50 AM

Recently... really felt that the club is deteriorating... why izzit so?

Does the older batch feels the same way when they saw us?

i believed so...

if then, does tt means that the club is really getting weaker in it's organisation?

haix... it's not abot grabbing hold on to the past... it's rather more to sad to see the club like tt... coz it's a place where we spent 3 years of fun and laughter, tough and serious trainings together... we've made alot of things happened...

brought chances for the juniors...

but yet... they dun seems appreciative...

kids nowadays... can scold coach... can say i dun wana train already den go one side... it's totally a cca to them... 1 that they can control on their own... do watever they like... it's no longer a passion...

the new batch seems promising though... but are they guided the correct path? will they have positive thoughts wif the help of the alumnis around this time round?

i hope to see some changes... coz to this point of time... i still see nothing positive in them enuff to cover...

it's a kind of disappointment...

...it's autumn time, 10:38 PM

im quite a fortunate guy...

well... ppl always have this saying... beauty and the beast, the handsome and the ugly...

they'll always say this when the walk on streets and saw this pretty girl/handsome guy with someone which dun really match themselves...

today, someone asked for hp no frm my darling again-_-" pls note, is again...
yah... when i jioed her, i noe she got quite afew suitors... but it was when im wif her... den i noe, there's really alot of crows around=p...

biangz... ive nvr ever kena asked for no in the streets b4 lah!-_-" lol~ expected oso rite???

tt's why u can see now... beauty and the beast... i guess u all noe who's da beast=p hahhaa...

im still da 1 for her=p... im juz so glad tt she's not giving any other guys attention... okie, maybe some-_-" coz maybe they really look handsome... but i dun look at guys...=p... aunty oso rite?=p i mean aunty oso go look at other guys=p

well... im juz so glad and fortunate=p im da lucky 1 who appeared at the right time, right place. am i the right person? well... only time and accompany will tell now...
for now, we're happy wif each other wif whom we're now=)

darling, hope tt we'll be together forever=) ~love

***aunty, so which 1 is ur type? beauty and da beast or handsome and the ugly? lol... answer properly ah=p lol~

...it's autumn time, 12:46 AM

There's alot of things happening at the same time... i mean im busy...
everything is going on and on and on and on... i wanted a rest... but seems tt it went on and on and on and on again... haix...

sad and unhappy moments, frustrations, confustion, decision... alot of things i wana skip over... she wana skip over too i guess...

but have u watched the show Click? well... i'll choose to live thru every moments of my live rather den skipping all the way... if i do tt... i think b4 the end of the mth i might have passed away already!...

unhappy stuffs will juz keep happening and nvr leave, coz when the happy 1 comes... u'll noe=)

wish everything smooth for everyone and my darling... and of coz me... i wana get more slp...-_-"

...it's autumn time, 11:30 PM

Juz when u're sick of photographing wif a spoilt camera... why not try scanning???

darling gave me this cute recordable plushie=p hahaha... 1st mth she gave me a mushroom=p lol... i can see the continue of lots of mushrooms in my room soon=p

but i loved the small gift tt she gave me... made me happy for the whole day=p haha... wat message was it? for me to noe... only=p hahhaa (u no need to find out liao=p)

mushroom in white weather... *how i wish now raining, so hottttttttt

it's nite time! YA!!!! -(continues...)

HOOO!!!!!

ive gave her a small organiser, in the hope it'll help her organise herself better=)

writing her aims and goals, so that she can wrk towards it=)

and of coz, the final aim is to hope tt she can spare more time for me=p lol=p~

...it's autumn time, 2:08 AM

On the nite b4 i received my letter of conformation...

i actually had recalled of all my teachers... duno why... juz suddenly remembered...

i wana thanks to all those who trusted and believed in me, gave me confidence and taught me well... but duno they still remember me anot=p

Primary 3 - 6
Ms Hariyati
Ive joined the scouts during primary 3 and she had given lots of attention to me... she saw the qualities in me and gave me the guidance to lead...

was made being the sixer when im in primary 6, leading the group of juniors wif my fellow mates who believed and trusted in me as well... *come to think of it, they're really great friends and playmate, my primary sch life wasnt so bad afterall=p at least they trusted and believed me... not like during ncc....

oh yah, she made me understand something! lol... i think it's called grammar???
I am, past tense is I was, not I were... lol!~ i think she spent afew hrs trying to get me understand this... lol~ my english has always been poor=p

Primary 3 - 6
Mrs Rose Tan
She's a mother... took great care in all her students... i wasnt the special 1... but her care was really motherly i guess... hahahha... wat's mroe important is she remembers her students well... even when im in secondary... she still recognises me on the streets! maybe im notorious=p lol!~

Primary 4
Mrs Lawrence Tham
She likes me alot... lol~ and praises me alot too=p tt's why im a happy kid in her class... those were the times when we have spelling and those who scored full marks will get stickers, i have the key to those stickers! haha... im da 1 who gives out those stickers!=p sometimes she'll specially buy some stickers for me for those help ive been giving too=p i think primary 4 is da time when im da cutest during pri sch=p hahha... though there're some teachers who dun like my noisiness too=p too active liao, hard to control=p

Primary 5
Mr Anthony Chew
I duno why, he gave me the feeling tt he's worth to be trusted... so i used to talk to him, but usually is sch stuff... he doesnt really gave me anything actually, but maybe his lending ears... but ive gave up trusting him after 1 incident where he accused me wrongly... he claims tt i have poor sportsmanship=(

the case was tt during PE lesson, we're playing basketball... being a lousy basketballer, my job would only be intercepting the ball, since im fast... den there's this once, the psn ran to me and knocked me down... i fall and hit on my head... went to one side and rest... but actually, i think i fainted... coz all tt i remember was ppl carrying me to 1 corner... *dun even remember me sitting down, den the next thing i noe is the bell rings for dismissal liao...

in the end the next day he reprimanded me for being no sportsmanship... playing rough against others... den i was like???? i nvr defended myself... coz i noe it's useless... coz the other students dun quite like me well... and yah, they're frm basketball team, they're gd... not like me so lousy... so they pai chi me tt time...

yah, so ever since tt day, he's nt someone i talked to anymroe...

Primary 5
Ms Quinnie Ng
She's 1 very active teacher... she organised lots of activties and im nvr out of fun... we went out doing charity, we had our own parties, and she encouraged me in times when im not doing well... at sports...

she was my maths teacher too... during primary 1 or 2 if not wrong... she taught us an equation i'll nvr forget and improves my maths by alot...

my english is lousy... so i always have problems doing such qn:

10 is how much than 2???

den i start to think wth are they asking abot... lol... is plus or minus???

juz form the equation she taught... make the how much a blank, is a euqal, more as plus... and u get it...

10 = ____ + 2

but when i grow up... i realise if u say how much is 10 more den 2? den it wun wrk liao=p lol~ primary sch english... hm... hopefully i dun remember wrongly ah,... if not i lao kui=p

yah, she taught me product is multiply, of something is oso multiply and stuffs like tt=)

Primary 6
Ms Lim Sai Ngim
My primary 6 form teacher... she's more like a friend rather den a teacher, we can really play wif her... so funny... everytime kena bulled by us although she's so senior=p but i guess, we still respect her as a teacher... we can even go out to have lunch together and stuffs like tt... she's really great=)

there's once when we gambled in class... though it's only 1c, she nvr informed the principal... she talked to us and informed the parents thought... well... it's better den the principal i think ... coz tell principal will make us be popular in sch, coz we'll be set as an example for the rest of the students to see... (sha yi jing bai) den still have to inform parents... but well... she understands us, the mind of a pri6 students and really guided us well...

Secondary 1
Ms Niclotte Ho
She's a new teacher... and we nvr really talked to each other much... but i duno why, she seems to be attracted to me... eh... not in da sense of like lah!... but maybe coz im too quiet when i went to sec sch... coz total new environment to me... im not da kind of psn meet strangers den can talk 1...

think she got da feeling that im the noisy type, so kept talking to me... lol!~

there's this once when selecting the class management position... *i noe nuts abot this... den she asked me to stay back... i thot wat wrong i did sia!... but in the end... she said sorry to me-_-" 1st teacher who ever said sorry to me... i duno why... den she explained tt she made me the co-management head instead of the management head...

huh????? i was blur... lol... it was later den i noe, management head was someone else, there shd be only 1 management head, but i was made the co... coz by right there's no co-mamangement de... but im still happy though...

she's young, she's new... and i think we really wrked alot together... in the sense of wrking and implementing new ideas or things like tt...

semester ends... and it's on writing comments, liao, i was like helping her to type out... wah! she v hardwrking, maybe coz she new... eveyrone's comments is different!... and when reached my 1... lol!~ she say not enuff space to put everything... ask myself to delete wat i wan... loL!~ i got blur... haahha... in the end she edit herself, trying to put as much in as possible... i think the management head has as much as mine ba... but maybe tt 1 line lesser=p lol~

but too bad she left us after the 1st semester... i wasnt sure abot why she left, but it was later in sec 2 den i noe she's the sub editor for 8 days... she invited to me to an theatre play too!~ was abit shocked as well... she actually invited another psn, but he/she cant make it... so i was the onyl 1 who went... lol~ i slpt in the theatre, coz duno how to appreciate=p i think i was still shy tt time... coz so long nvr see liao, summore the meet up very strange...

abit regret nvr maintain contact... coz last time hp still not popular... i think she would make a very gd sis=)

Secondary 3-4
Mrs Wang Poh Hong
okie, she's even more motherly... coz she nags alot... lol~ keep saying and saying, nagging and nagging... lol!~ but she's really motherly as in she cares alot of our welfare and future... though alot cant tahan her nags... coz they bad mah, so of coz dun like her nag loh... i not tt bad=p lol... juz slpt alot in claz=p so nvr get so much naggings... eh... i slp but my acad still gd hoh!

being so active in sch, im the class management, prefect, ncc asm, wushu and study, she oso took notice of me... and yah, i like organising!!! yeah, my peak of organising... kept having chalets, parties and class tshirt, spring cleaning and stuffs... it's loads of fun=)

even after we grad, i think she's da only teacher who maintained contact wif us and kept having gathering... last yr wasnt tt successful... coz sch moved liao, and she changed her no=( hopefully this yr still can see her=)

Secondary 3-4
Ms Therea Tang
Very strict english teacher, alot of them dun like her as well... but funnily... under her teaching, my english improved alot... prelims i got a b4! she told me this, getting a b3 at the Os wouldnt be a prob for me... it gave me more confidence... but jiao bing bi bai... lol~ i failed=p wrote out of point for compo=p hahahhaha... retook and took back my b3=p

Secondary 4
Ms Ang
She's my maths teacher for sec 4 onyl... sec 3 changed alot of teachers... den there's tis teacher called murali... he super sarcastic... hate his claz... always suan me... coz i slpt in class... but duno why... i juz will slp-_-" no matter which class... *** except chinese, the only 1 i dun slp... maybe coz im interested ba...

i failed terribly for A maths... F9 case...

den ms ang came in... i nvr slp in her class as well... and if her teaching, damn! A maths became so darn easy!!!! ive became and A1 student instead-_-" teachers does matter okie!! saw the difference?????

she's oso da onyl teacher who gave permission to slp in class... lol... im the 1 given the permission... lol!~ coz i completes all her homewrk=p lol!~

i still remember tt there's this period of time giving a junior of mine(now she's a model) tuition on a maths!!! lol... funny sia... but i guess im really gd at tt time... coz she improved as well... see!! ming shi chu gao tu!!!=p

but u now ask me to do, i think i'll fail=p ... basics all forgot le lah!

Poly year 1-3 (summary)
Leon Chua, Meng Lai, Anna Phang

hm... seriously... i think during poly years... we called them by name... coz duno leh... calling cher cher... abit like small kids... so we called my names... or maybe adding a prefix like mr or wat infront... but they quite close wif us, so we usually called by name.

hm... their support for us generally is in technical wise, and oso in terms of stuffs we duno and learnt practically...

wat's grateful is after poly, they still recognises me and helped in my searching of job....

well... finally ended... all the teachers... and uni, here i come=p

...it's autumn time, 12:21 AM

i juz received another comment frm a psn on youtube regarding the video clip ive done during my year 2...

lol... those were the days where i really think tt clip is gd... even till now... coz it was on the amt of knowledge and skill we had back den...

well, great job for me=) and my mates who produced this clip... going back to uni... it'll be another wonderful time producing again=)

...it's autumn time, 11:58 PM

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