Everyday is a sunny day!

today is an emo day... 心痛没人知

...it's autumn time, 10:12 PM

Remember my locker design?

Yupz, i got feedbacks=p

However it's few mths back... so yah... now no more new notes le...

...it's autumn time, 6:18 AM

Felt so pissed off and fed up...

Felt like im such a rubbish that only when im needed then ppl approach... when im not needed, im given fuck.

This girl walk to us, sat opp me, look at my friend and told him that she forgot to bring her wallet, den she look at me to borrow money from me... WTF?

During lunch, she offered my friend her soup and im there also... is like as if im invisible like tt...

Today people keep coming to me today coz ive reformatted the sch's computer and they all coming to blame that ive never informed them about it when ive already placed a notice outside the lab for 2 weeks and everyone who attended lessons there will see it coz it's on the door in bold and right at your face level. And why is everyone calling me when im doing the workstudy with that friend above as well?

It's juz so frustrating when im helping them... they juz take it, and when trouble come, they juz blame it...

I seriously loathe going to claz now, especially now im not having rest and troubled by all the money issue...

If i ever can complain... maybe... i shall juz blame it on my luck... im juz not that lucky...

Wish that i can talk to someone... arghz

...it's autumn time, 8:01 PM

It's been quite a while for now...

Xinni asked me how do i feel now?

I just replied... numb... im feeling quite numb now about all this...

I dun feel that im liking anybody now... it's kind of wierd...

Even if i might feel tt i like the girl... the feeling is juz a simple like... not in the sense that i will go jio her and ask her out that kind. Seems like im not getting that kind of feeling any more... the kind that i feel like wanting to protect, the feel that i want to keep going back to her.

Ive searched my feelings once again but all has faded... ive forgotten how does it feels like to love someone again... or maybe... im juz too numbed to feel for anything special now...

Haix... anyway, 2 weddings upcoming, happy for Hanpin and Qinhao...

Looks like the singles are selling out fast... =p Who's next?

~being single is not always freedom for all~

...it's autumn time, 2:57 PM

Recently got quite sick.. i duno why this whole week im so prone to giddiness and headaches. Am i really that overly stressed?

Im not quite sure but from my sch schedule that im having now, i think im really neglecting my life. My Life as in my Social Life...
Other den going sch, im juz at home... im not out with friends, or rather friends are more busy then me somehow... school mates are either with their boyfriends/girlfriends, if not it'll be their other closer grp of friends where they could enjoy themselves...

Me? i'll be staying at home and rot or do work... i think tt's where all my stress built up... ive nvr gotten to go to watch any films i wana go simply coz i cant find anyone to go as well. Come to think of it... it's quite fucked up... People would say, come on, get a life... den one to consider is, how to? when everyone else seems to have somebody else to attend to?

I juz cant fit in to this uni life now... it's getting more and more boring... why should i feel tt?

I think i juz need some sort of real break... a break tt i can stop thinking abot any stuffs in singapore... shd i juz plan an overseas trip myself? but den again... im still alone... wth-_-" sucky uni life...

...it's autumn time, 2:29 PM

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