Everyday is a sunny day!

I abit buay tahan liao... been in school for 2 consec nites... it's really tiring and shag but ive still yet to finsih my assignments... and it's going to due TODAY!!!! FML...

The sem is going to end soon... like within 2 weeks... but it's so saddening for me, for being a pok kai this holiday. Comeon... it's a 3 mths holiday and i dun have a single cent to splurge on??? i wan my jap buffet!! all these debts are really weighing damn heavy on me especially this year i dun really get alot of jobs for wedding...

I cant even pay off my own bills for the past 2 mths! it's really nthing v happy for me to see the sem ending soon and i cant do nthing much to enjoy myself...

haix...

...it's autumn time, 10:13 AM

YAY! one paper down! so happy... coz it's the first time i know how to do a paper w/o the need to think!

Okie... a first time experience where sharing really paid off in full amount.

Ive been sharing all the knowledge i know i have on the topics and we've went into discussion and even to the extend on how to answer the questions in past year papers. All these information that i had was passed to others as well who asked me... and so all the information was drilled inside my mind like a hot stamp.

Went into the exam hall, flipped through the questions, and the miracle thing happened. those questions that we spotted and prepared all came out! and i need not spend much time to think on how to answer and what is the answers, coz everything is already known and prepared b4hand.

Juz glad that by the time is up, i finished my last sentence, finishing all of the points that i wana mention.

Great, one paper down, 1 more paper + 2 assignments to go.

But somehow... paper down, i felt relaxed, but i dun feel happy....

...it's autumn time, 5:14 PM

2 days ago, xinni introduced 海派甜心 to me. With luo zhi xiang and rainie as the main cast, i took no time and started downloading it and watch it immediately. All within 4 days away from exam. I spent the night before chionging the whole series within a day. Too tempted to watch and too addicted to stop watching.

Sympathize with the characters and really really loved the show. Being the usual me, I emo-ed again with all the story plots in my mind, those sweet moments, those heart wrenching moments, those funny comedian moments. Summore it's acted by my 2 fave artists, and all the more it's so unforgettable.

My friend actually said to me... such dramas makes you wana fall in love all over again. haha, funny, but true to a certain extend. I also duno why i emo-ed... it's juz so in-built into me... Though i dun really have someone in my mind at this point of time, but i cant help to feel sad. Affected my study progress, totally cant study.

So all this love shit that makes me emo, was a great twist today. why?

coz... ANNA IS GETTING MARRIED!!!! hahhaha... at first i thot was a joke. coz i didnt even know she's attached! wth-_-" tt proves so much of me being a friend=( but either way.... im still super duper happy for her=) in the end she got married 1st. haha... i think in the clique, i will still be the v v v v last to get a knot tied=p

Happy for her, and i can attend her rom. but sad too, sad coz another friend, hanpin, his wedding dinner i cant attend!!! coz got reservist briefing, dun even noe wat time end loh=( haix... tt's really disappointing, coz ive been waiting for his wedding since n no of yrs ago... still remember during poly, we're always asking when he getting married... nearing 7 yrs lioa, finally he getting married with his long-run relationship, but i cant attend!!!=(

Anyway... im still happy for both party=p

When's my turn? hahah... not thinking, have already given up quite sometime ago liao, juz hope that you others will be getting married soon too!=p

...it's autumn time, 7:04 PM

Ive been blogging lesser and lesser... and i know what finally...

coz my life is like still water now... nthing is really happening...

...it's autumn time, 2:19 AM

一条细长的小路，八分钟的对话，分享的开始。

...it's autumn time, 11:17 PM

Haha... it's quite funny to blog about this at this hour of the night... but im juz curious or rather felt wierd after i experience this today.

Have been staying in school these few nights, and today, it's juz another nite. Just that the school have supper night, where we'll be having free supper. So i went to take my order, and there i saw her... i duno why, but i know that my heart says that i dun wish to see her. NO, is i dun wana see her.

And i naturally went to take my supper, she's beside, but i think i nvr reacted much (which is a big reaction) and went off. Somehow... i felt that this sem, i isolated myself really alot... to the extend that im not meeting new people. Not even friends... is it me or really they dun have time to meet me?

bah...

Anyway, yah... i ate in the lab and went to the toilet and wash my hands, chance her upon there, and it feels like i juz watched horror movie like tt. The first emotional feeling i had was im actually frightened! not because she appear suddenly... but juz a natural feeling of being scared.

Yeapz... it's damn wierd... and this is the time when i think that i got some sort of psychological barriers liao... im not daring to know other girls, im not getting close to people i like, instead i get further away... alot of signs showing that yah... i think im afraid to get into r/s or not kind of things...

What a loser...

...it's autumn time, 4:03 AM

www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-drama/liar-game-episode-list

They always say... you must have a motive to tell a story.

What you wana tell is in the story.

And when you have your motive, then you develop your story.

It's the same where you should always have your concept first, den your idea.

Not like I wana do a Pop Up book, den you think of a concept for it.

It works the other way round.

You need the seed, to see the idea.

This drama series is the simplest way to show it. *though the moral/motive was slapped into your face, but still... a gd example i think=)

...it's autumn time, 11:08 PM

爱情中互相亏欠的，本来就会欠一辈子。只是看你选择用亏欠的心去面对这个人和这段感情，还是用感谢的心，去谢谢曾经跟你相爱，一起走过一段人生旅途的人。～藤井树

...it's autumn time, 3:06 PM

School has been hard this semester... simply extra tiring due to stress...

workload seems like lesser but the overloading of modules and the level of work i need to produce is so much difference from previous. and now considering, im not SU-ing my astronomy, means that i needa put in extra effort in studying that module to get my A for tt as well.... if nvr get it... haix... my GPA will be dropping to a 3rd claz sooooon=(

It's really sianz in this sem... getting more and more alone in school as well... friends are like disappearing into thin air... cannot find 1... same to the wushu ppl oso... i cant imagine for the past 2 mths after countless attempts, i still cant watch a movie with someone... sad.

...it's autumn time, 1:04 PM

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