Everyday is a sunny day!

Yesterday was really tiring, yet very satisfying. It's a relieve of so much effort put in and seeing it on the big screen.

Really, there's a difference in watching the film on a computer and in front of a big screen.

Yesterday at 730pm... im still busy helping xinni wif her film. Like she say, it's a miracle for hers to be finished and screened.

Well... she gotta thank herself for it. If she gave up... i wun be able to help her get it done too.

AHHHHH!!!!!! Finally... quite touched and especially happy to see everyone's film on screen... Duno wat's got into me, but im really really really happy whole nite yesterday. I think maybe coz of esmonde's last film as well... super impactful to me... he saved himself for his film in the end i think.... it's hilarious and surprising for me.

After that most of them was tired and went back home... afterall... the screening ended at 1130pm! crazy timing...

Thanks to elvin, leslie and gary who came... you wont know how much it meant to me for my friends to see it on big screen after so much effort and hardwork in it.

I was even more surprising when my parents actually stayed throughout the show! haha... even more happy...

AhhhhhhhHhHhHh

really wana shout out... but it's not ending yet=( i still got alot of assignments dueing and ive not done them... i need help this time round=(

hm.... though alot of people dont get my film, but those who got it, kudos=) hope uve enjoyed, coz personally, ive enjoyed=) haha...

...it's autumn time, 4:16 PM

If disappointed alone is not enough....

Then,

More disappointment joins along

F.*.R.K

...it's autumn time, 1:52 AM

It's so wierd how sometimes when a person affects us, it seems that the kind of aftermath they brought us can prolong for so long and everything that happens thereafter seems to be all linked back to the same person.

Kindof sucky eh? Like its none of my business and yet im blamed for it. lol...

I was shouted by a guy juz now juz coz of his girl cant get back to slp and started crying.
I think im really zenned... reaching the empty mind part whenever im suppose to be really flare up. I got damn pissed off.
I was caring for the friend and i scared that she overslp too much and forgetting to do her work and in the end all the fault just come back to me. The way i disturb all other ppl is da same i dun treat anyone better den the other. If you're my friend, i paid my attention to ya and try my best to serve as being a f.r.i.e.n.d.

Though i understand how this guy felt, but i cant stop thinking that this guy really dunno how to control his attitude. As if like want to fight, behaving like a gangster. *Jessica! beng dun have ah, gangster u wan?

I really really really dun understand how the university works. Why are these students here behaves like secondary when they're way above JC? seriously dun understand. is it that 3 to 4 years of age gap with them really that much? i dun understand their thinking at all...

Sianz... girls... if this goes on... i really think tt i'll start hating all the girls... they're really getting on my nerves... like everywhere.

...it's autumn time, 6:22 PM

it sux trying to be good....

hm... let's try bad...

...it's autumn time, 4:38 PM

if i can choose a day to end my life...

WHY NOT TODAY?????

AHHHHHH

THIS IS SO FARKING CRAZY!

1) Asian film special proj
2) Analysis of film treatment
3) Locker Manifesto
4) Manifesto final crit

okie...

i going to die now...

and my AAH is only B!=(

...it's autumn time, 11:29 PM

crazy crazy crazy!!!!

everything is in crazy mode now...

and some ppl are still around to irritate you...

A.R.G.H.Z

give up... dun wish to do wrk liao=(

crazy shit!

...it's autumn time, 1:58 PM

i dun get it when you're starting to get enthu abot something and willing to put in effort... den there's this someone who'll always throw wet blanket on you...

it has been long since she's getting on my nerves.... maybe im stressed over other stuffs during this period and i find her post reply extra offensive...

think she shd juz shut up sometimes...

...it's autumn time, 6:06 AM

In days when i cant make up my mind...

I think im really kind of soft sometimes when i cant make up my mind... it's like there's always so many deciding factors, so many options, all seems to be good and yet nthing seems will turn out fine after you choose...

So i went around asking... should i owe debt and continue to go taiwan, or should i clear debt and not go taiwan. haha... seems like a pretty obvious answer to lots...

but my context is that i wana go coz they've been saying it for so many freaking years and finally it's gonna come true. Missing it is gonna be like missing a milestone in life. It's the kind of thing that you shouldnt miss in life at all. So ive tried making spaces for it and it seems possible for me to go. it's like juz nice! from a period when im having exams to the period on my last week of sch holiday...it is like meant for me to go.. juz that i need wrk HARDER to earn my trip fees...

if im not going, it doesnt really makes the big difference. It juz means that i'll still be on my track on returning my debt (i already planned and is already doing on returning the debts i owed, so whether i going or not, i'll still be paying off my debt, but if im going, it juz simply means i gotta wrk harder).

But well... maybe the way i phrase is wrong... no one sees the background of the returning debt already laid in line, i got a scolding from leslie. haha... duno considered scold or not but the tone seems harsh... totally can imagine the tone=p

But anyway... yah.. thanks to him with his strict impression in me, ive also made up my mind in whether to go or not.

After so many years... i really still think that their batch of wushu ppl are really like brothers to me... brothers of seniority, not brothers of buddies. They really taught me alot and nvr failed me looking up at them. hahaha... Thanks leslie=)

and oso to bin=p same advice, but ur approach too soft to scare me=p LOL

...it's autumn time, 6:55 AM

im stressed over academics now...

too many assignments deadline

too many incomplete

too many yet to start

and im now so dead

...it's autumn time, 5:04 AM

in a summary.... gd ppl dun have gd endings....

With all the help ive rendered during the production... trying to save for everyone in spite of me overwrking...
Trying to help everyone so that they can continue with the productions properly....
and all i land up in is a shit pile of debt.

with a stupid carpark accident to begin with...

it's not even considered an accident... a stupid plastic tt drop off the back cost me $2.8k???? there's no way im gonna pay for stuffs tt ive not caused... im so gonna get to the bottom of this...

haix... hate this...

as if sch wrk is not stressful enuff for me... im gonna fail 2 modules already lah!

FARK!

...it's autumn time, 11:14 PM

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