Everyday is a sunny day!

Small little things that your loved one did for you but you might not know:

1) He's holding your hands, not juz clinging there like posing...
All he wans to is to hold your heart... hoping you would too...

2) Always prepared his shoulder for you to lie on.
So that you could always find a place to rest in when you're tired, when you need
him

3) He tried hard not to move when the bus suays here and there.
So that you would not be waken by it. He just wants you to rest.

4) Always punctual
But you didnt know that actually he run and rushed just to be there 1 min earlier
den you, so that you do not need to wait for him alone.

5) You're always dry during rain, warm during cold weathers.
As he's always there to help you block away the winds and rains for you. But
usually he ended up wet and cold-_-"

6) If there's only 1 jacket during a cold weather, you'll know that it'll be on you.
Coz he nvr want to let you catch a cold.

7) He rather he's tortured, than you having to suffer

will there be someone who still do all this?

...it's autumn time, 7:41 AM

Hm.... so wat's annuity?... it's something tt makes ppl who dun wish to live so long like me to live longer..

...it's autumn time, 6:08 AM

True Colours
True Colors by Cyndi Lauper

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you fell so small.

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
Like a rainbow.

Show me a smile then
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there.

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
Like a rainbow.

~dedicated to my darling...

...it's autumn time, 7:19 AM

夜里的风是幸福，也是痛苦
在寂寞孤独时
冷风刺进的不是骨，而是心里。

...it's autumn time, 11:51 PM

What's the most common thing ppl do on streets, when they're outside?

Hm... after a few days of observation... i guess it would be yawning... think singaporeans is really tired? lol...

Early in the mrning go MRT there, u can see ppl reading newspapers and stuffs, but they'll be yawning away...

but even more funny... i rarely sees an ang moh yawn leh... hm... maybe i nvr see alot of them.. tt's why... lol...

haix... no time for blogging so can only post short entries like tis for the time being... =p

will find time de, friends out there... take care leh!!!... lol..

...it's autumn time, 8:00 AM

It's been too long since im with proper english language...

Izzit : Im on bus already. or izzit: Im already on bus?

hahaha... which 1 is singlish?...-_-"

Still remember last time pri sch i had a hard time learning english and my teacher had a hard time too, telling me the past tense of I am... lol... it's I was =p

But still i did make it till 'O's wat... lol... to my surprise, my teacher say i can make it to B4 before the exams... lol... in the end i failed coz i wrote i out point-_-"

but at least i got back a B3 for retest rite? heng i go for retest... haha...

...it's autumn time, 7:49 AM

Ive come across this contest... wanted to join de... but no inspiration... summore is in english, twice the difficulty for me=p anyone interested? can ask me to forward u the form=)

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...it's autumn time, 9:04 PM

一人一半, nice song... it's from the movie Royston Tan recently made... 881...

when i 1st hear the song... i always think of jiao they all always say... 你一半，我一半，感情不会散...

Enjoy the song=)

...it's autumn time, 11:34 PM

Stress... i can start to feel pressured at work... but shd be not from my boss.... maybe a little... but more stress i think ive given to myself...

though it's onyl these 2 day den i felt it... wanted to complete the projects tt's piling up, and already made plans to complete it b4 these 2 weeks... but it seems tt ive pressured myself quite alot tt i cant wrk well...

gd thing tml boss is not around... shd be able to relax and wrk... think tml would be a great fine day...

AUNTY!~ try tis Beau Tee Teen Yun... er... u can get it anot???

...it's autumn time, 9:12 PM

i have a friend, her name is Tee Teen Yun, her eng name is Pre

i have a friend, her name is Tan Jing Xing, her eng name is Rambu

...it's autumn time, 8:14 AM

I have no appetite... but the food is placed there in the kitchen...

If u were me... wat will you do?

Keep in fridge? throw away?

I finish it...

coz there's no cook in this world like their food untouched... especially ur mum...

...it's autumn time, 11:31 PM

Some ppl might say, animals have a tiring life

but think alot of u have already realised... in this world... there's 1 animal who have been wrking really alot...

we do say... wrk like a cow... things like tt... we already noe, we're wrking more den them le...

ppl say having a hard live...

making lives meet

love someone is so hard

etc

etc

etc

Next life... wat u wana be?... human again?

i duno... if life is going to be better as a ghost... i wana be...=p haha...

...it's autumn time, 10:34 PM

Im so freaking hungry now yet im so darn full!

Filled wif anger and tears... &I*^*&@!^()$#&@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wrked till later... coz i wana complete something b4 i go...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

K... cooled down slightly le... continuing...

Went into the room and freak saw her dirty clothes on my bed... so i grabbed her clothes and complained to my mum... *reason coz it's not the 1st, not the 2nd... is N no of times... and ive been telling her N times not to do it again and she always give a nod and Orh... F*** den expect me wat to do???!!!! still help her take her clothes to wash lah!...

and so i went back to my room... den my mum came... den she talk to me saying abot me dun look like a brother at all... always mind such things and etc etc... and i was really quite pissed off already... so i talk quite loudly... those who noes me will noe how loud i can talk...

den she started saying im not concerned abot things and stuffs like tt... wat hurts me most is when she says this '现在你眼里就只有你女朋友，在你眼里就没有你妹妹，就没有我们'
it stabs right inside my heart... and tt moment, i nvr did say nthing... coz i noe im not!... and i talked back wif her...

i asked her to think abot wat my sis always do... and wat i did?... coz of my mum i changed alot in order not to let her get fed up... ask herself, when is the last time i slapped my sis! when is the last time i got violent??!! she says tt im not doing anything, well, i say... when did u do anything!!???!!! of coz even b4 she speaks... i noe uve been doing alot of things! coz u're doing it behind me, w/o my presence... so how i noe u're doing something???!! BUT I NOE!...

Wat ive did for the family is wat uve always nvr paid attention to... u say i nvr care for my sis... den ask again... u got give me any care and concern tt i needed???? i noe nagging is part of it but??? who likes tt to be considered as care and concern? come to think of it... is threatening to throw away my pets considered as care? but wat to do???? did i ever complained??? i noe i had a troublesome sis so i kept myself shut... trying to create less trouble for u all... coz i noe i probably had one of the best parents in the world! im already so damned fortunate le loh!

but wat hurts me most is wat u said...

ive been trying so hard splitting myself into 4... ive given alot of things tt's worthy for me... ive tried my best to go home for dinner... even tt means a late dinner... ive trying to wrk hard and keep my job so i'll be earning to support myself and is trying to earn enuff so i can give u all money too! i wan u all dun need to even care abot me!... and wat i got back was a "u're not concerned abot tis family"

*so and adivce to everyone who's reading... NVR! blame others 1st b4 asking urself wat's the motive behind the action... and is tt the truth... well... saying is easier den done... nobody does tt...

there's a gal who said b4... DUN ASSUME... yah... but how many ppl actually did tt?? the fact is... she assumed too!... but i did think it's her fault... coz, maybe it's a bad habit of mine... things went wrong, is not coz of others...it's urs... ur fault to be blamed... always blame urself b4 blaming others... others might have fault... but tt doesnt mean u dun have!

and to my friends... pls... im not zhong se qing you... juz tt time is being spreaded... tt's why lesser time was spent wif u all... try to understand... im trying hard le...

*meanwhile...

mum was saying she's very troubled le den now me!... i noe she's troubled tt's why i kept all these to me for so long le loh!!!... sis, let's not say steal, take my money w/o my permission, dirty my room, make a mess off my computer table after use, took my clothes *friends' gift w/o telling me... k... so it means so small to the rest of u???? try thinking if u're someone who's neat, and at least cherish friend's gift???!!

mum is troubled coz now sis keeps coming home late... *** i swear tis time she goes out late dun come home is not coz of me loh! she's using me as an excuse... it's been long ive lost my temper... and ive been going home late too loh!... *tt's wat mum cant see... and im to be blamed...

so i msged my sis and tell her wat have she done... den she replied, i only ur coloured pencil mah... *double the fire... den realised she took things again... nvm... throw tis aside... i noe she's using art material for her proj *she took too w/o telling again, but i kept quiet... believing tt she'll put it back after use...

Den now she say i oso made her room dirty... coz of my pet... k... i take it... fine, i shall either shift them to living room if not back to my room.. but tt'll make my dad unhappy... coz ive history of sensitive nose... he dun wan me to get sick like him...

'k, now u quarrel wif my mum my fault again. cant quarrel wif me izzit? everytime com back wan to kill ppl like tt, might as well dun go back' GREAT! 1st thing, i nvr say is her fault, but fine wif tt, coz if me i would feel the same... cant quarrel wif u??? im GLAD TO DO SO!... den u come back quarrel wif me lah! waste my sms sending it to u... and pls... stop using me as an excuse!... it's been yrs since i throw my violence on u!

So u wana talk... great, den come home and talk!... u're now wif ur friends rite??? bring them along... talk once and for all!... i noe she had been telling things abot me to her friends... but i nvr mind abot it... coz i noe wat impression im giving her... i wanted her to bring her friends coz i wan them to be sis support im even fine if their friends points fault at me... and she replied "wat friends? can dun pull in my friends can?" told her the reasons and she nvr reply liao...

my friends told me... let her be... she'll noe and understand 1 day... seriously i cant see tt... im not worried either... coz i noe everyone have their own path... ive been trying to support her to go her path but she apparently dun get it... and now parents too...

giving up...

seriously... there's always this saying... when parents cant handle kids, let the police do... im not saying she shd be thrown into jail... but i think some displine sch will do her gd...

im tired le... ive been wishing the same wish these few yrs... during new yr, during bday, during every occasion where i might made a wish... wishing tt my parents having gd health... but most importantly... for my sis to be more matured... think for others, b4 herself...

...it's autumn time, 9:11 PM

I am Cow, hear me moo, I weigh twice as much as you
And I look good on the barbecue
Yogurt, curd, cream, cheese, and butter's made from liquid from my udders
I am Cow, I am Cow, hear me moo!

I am Cow, eating grass, methane gas comes out my ass
And out my muzzle when I belch!
Oh, the ozone layer is thinner from the outcome of my dinner
I am Cow, I am Cow, I've got gas!

I am Cow, here I stand, far and wide upon this land
And I am living everywhere
From B.C. to Newfoundland, you can squeeze my teats by hand
I am Cow, I am Cow, I am Cow!
I am Cow, I am Cow, I am Cow!

...it's autumn time, 1:24 AM

Im sure afew of us here are wrking in these way, especially my course mates...

Uses both mac and windows...

Now i keep mixing up the both OS... at home, when i wana copy things, i go Alt+C, coz in mac, is Apple+C (alt is juz beside apple) biangz...

I really have to differentiate both...

...it's autumn time, 4:57 PM

i think im crazy or wat... lol...

think maybe abit ba...

juz signed up for Singapore Marathon race... which will be held on 2 dec, 530am...

WOOT!~ pray hard i can complete wor loL!~... i think im like qinhao last time... nvr train den go run-_-"

hahahhha... but b4 tt... AHM! yeah... signed up for army half marathon too... 26th aug... coming soon leh!!!... i think im going to die... lol=p any supporter????

...it's autumn time, 9:24 PM

Retribution(报应), tt day we was saying abot this word...

Do you noe wat it means?? hahhaa... u're trying to tell me it's an event or something tt will happen to the bad guy when he did something wrong??

Den ya, u're wrong... well u see... ppl have been using it so commonly to comment it as a punishment... and yah... tt's why uve got got brainwashed by it...

Retribution:
requital according to merits or deserts
Theology. the distribution of rewards and punishments in a future life.
Something justly deserved; recompense.
Something given or demanded in repayment
Theology Punishment or reward distributed in a future life based on performance in this one.

But there's no denial, all dictionaries will make a note, same to the chinese dictionary too, they'll add in "Especially for evil"

but still, retribution actual meaning is a neutral word.... so next time u do gd things, u oso will have retribution 1 wor! lol... so do more gd things, get more retribution ba:p haha...

juz jking, juz do da right thing, and u're get the gd retribution, and bad things, of coz nthing gd outcomes u'll have=)

...it's autumn time, 1:48 AM

Singapore Kindess Movement is around da corner, and tt oso gave me some thots to think abot...

How much have u actually helped others? okie, lets not say helping friends or parents... but someone you duno, a stranger... will u lend ur helping hands?

Maybe ive grown to be more 'daring' now, or maybe not, but at least, i can talk to strangers who asked for help now... actually im still wondering why would they ever approach me??? im well-known for the aura tt ppl wun come near me loh... *coz i noe when i dun smile i can kill u:p lol!~ who ask i got such a fierce looking face? lol... but they still approach me lah!... so i wonder why... lol...

and wat's da best deal? okie... they're not singaporean... and i have to try so hard to understand their slang and stuffs sometimes... but come and recall of it... when they say thank you, u suddenly juz felt much happier to have helped him/her... even sometimes u nvr helped in the end... but their thanks really does make my day better...

these few yrs helping such strangers dun seems to be as hard as b4 le... coz they approach, and i happily lend my helping hands, nvr reject them, tt's why...

teaching art claz, helping a china lady who's accent is so darn strong tt i took 10mins to understand da qn, and another 10min to explain how to go another station ang mo kio... and ended up finding another psn for a pen and paper to draw up a set of instruction for the lady-_-"

think da best case would be helping the blind guy at clementi... i think if u pass clementi around 9-10pm everyday, u would see him asking for help to take him frm the mrt to the bus interchange...

i think he everytime calls for very long b4 he got help... coz tt day when i helped him, he seems to have stood there for a very long time le...

recently was juz simply asking for directions and where to take the trains frm caucassion... and a thx frm them was so simple yet sweet...

hm... try helping more ppl each day ba=) dun be stingy in such things, there's nthing to lose rite?

Enjoy=) next week going to do some video on this le... hopefully i can do a gd job tis time round...

...it's autumn time, 1:33 AM

Hm... recently it's small things abot life tt i have thots on... haha... well... juz thot of it today... i wonder, do u prefer double decker, or single decker bus? or maybe trans-island super long bus?

okie, i definitely dun like trans island, coz their seats so hard and their bus engine super violent and loud... but gd comment to their aircon, though super cold sometimes, but i like it=p and the smoothness of the bus is gd=)

i like double decker bus the most, coz
1) it's really more smooth travelling on double deck... they dun shake as much as singles but tt only applies when u're sitting at the upper decker, coz lower decker juz shake as much, and even more violent if u sit at the back

2) coz double deck aircon is simple juz much better=p imagine got gd aircon, den not shaking so much = gd journey slping:p hahahha...

3) no need to squeeeeeeeze with the crowd

4) when alight, u can have easier time alighting too, no need to squeeze as much when u're at the lower decker

5) u can have a great view when u're sitting at the front:p my fav seats during sec.. lol, coz u can put ur leg in front, slp, eat, and have a great view, like rainy whether den u sit in front, can see the rain drops splatting on the glass:p

hm... think got other advantages ba, but still double decker rox! lol...

...it's autumn time, 1:25 AM

说了又不听
听了又不懂
不懂又不问
问了又不做
做了又做错
错了又不认
认了又不改
改了又不服
不服又不说

...it's autumn time, 1:14 AM

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