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HaPpY BiRtHdAy tO Me!!22!!11!!
yoz! im 21!!! officially... haha, k lah, not really tt excited lah to be true, juz turning 21, but thx to all your well wishes:)

i got alot of things to blog recently, got my bday gathering wif wushu, got my nite cycling, got xmas gathering wif adidas, got alot alot alot of stuffs... hahaa... but not time, coz i reach home late everyday, den relative slp in my room, so cant use com:p

anyway, new age, got new resolution? hahah...
let me see...
new year, new age...

wish tt....
-family would be happy and got enuff to spend
-im able to get my portfolio done in time for uni application
-of coz uni application success and more importantly im able to get a job when i ORD
-org a mountain climibing expedition
-train gd enuff to run marathon... den maybe like leslie say, go join the china or tibet marathon:p provided he got go too lah
-org batam outing
-get my car license!
-learn scuba diving if can

and more to add on, later think liao den write:p hahahha

...it's autumn time, 9:16 AM

ooooh... i think im too excited? coz i cant slp the nite b4!!!!

k lah, im quite looking forward to tonite's gathering... shd be very fun:)

anyway now my house early in da mrning 8am already very re nao liao, coz both my grandma came to singapore!!! and oso my xiao yi came too, wif her son...:)

i can imagine how pack my house will be tonite.... oooh~ hope tt food is enuff:p lol~

...it's autumn time, 8:53 AM

hey yoz! xmas coming, so is my bday, and so is new year!!!!...

well, i think im going to end tis blog liao... ~ finally?... lol~

coz i think too much entries liao... i blogged here for 3 yrs le ba... quite laggy sometimes....

so thinking of a new blog, any1 can suggest me my new blog name?

...it's autumn time, 1:23 AM

im back in camp at 10pm:) but ive enjoyed!:p

today is the 1st bday gathering, with adidas:) and 1 thing to say, ive really enjoyed.. thx gals!:) and guys too! haha:p had a very enjoyable time:)

met up wif yang to watch eragon 1st, but im late, haha, coz alot of stuffs to pack at home... still haven pack finish... fri continue:p

anyway the show wasnt bad, but not very gd either, coz simply the story simply went too fast le... hm. maybe watch eragon 2 den see how ba...

anyway, quoted 2 phrase in the movie:

tt's the spirit, 1 part brave, 3 part fool
&
which horse is born faster den a dragon?

very cute and nice:p

went to NyNy, asked weiyang to q up for the places, den i realised tt the rest are inside already!!!! lol~

the food was simple but okie, and i was really hungry tt i ordered quite alot:p crunchy mushroom, nice:p recommended:p and the buffalo wings too:p anyway it's great to see u all after so long... 1st time like everyone present:)hehehehhe thx for coming!!!!!

after our meal, i went to and fro frm table den to talk to them... abit mafan, but tables there are small, so divide into 2 table... den anna and weiting went to make candy floss for meeeee:p gigantic 1... okie lah, they not skill enuff, so only big, nvr giant:p

den came the bday cake!~... wah...like the whole crew bring the cake and all come and sing de loh!... at 1st paiseh, but since paiseh liao, might as well join da fun, so i sang loud loud oso:p lol!~ bhb

oh yah, im celebrating my 25th yrs old bday, coz the cake got 1 big and 5 small candles!!! lol~ last to celebrate, yet im the oldest:p haha... den make a wish, oso forgot wat i wished liao, coz i nvr prepare for any wish, since it's not really going to come true anyway:p but it's spending time wif u guys tt matter:p hehe...

anna tried to push my face into the cake, but i strong;p hahahha cannot go in!~ bleah:p
but den amanda got me-_-" when we taking photo, she wana "feed" me, but i pull her hands away lah~ in the end she use another hand take the cake, next time i noe i got mango cake facial liao... haha... but she's no better, coz i took revengeeeeeee:p but innocent waiteng was sitting btwn us, den she haha, suay oso kena:p den actually end lioa... but i heard rouhui saying ~heng we sit outside... so she nan2 tao2 ci3 jie2.... oso kena:p

den we keep taking photos like grad nite like tt lol~ keep blocking the passageway:p

hm.... oh yah, my 2nd time using my master card... almost forgot how to sign loh!~ ahaha... after tt we go liao, go toilet 1st... den see got plan anot... but in the end nvr, so we took our last photo b4 we go home... weiyang found a aunty to help us take... she duno come frm which mountain, she really duno how to use camera! she even tried to see through the peephole (the older cams have no lcd screen tt kind) -_-" \

after tt we dismiss lioa... it's a pretty short gathering. 7-9+ like tt... a short 2 hrs... but it isnt the quantity... it's the quality tt matters... really really enjoyed and im so happy... yay!... hope u gals/guys enjoyed too:) thx for celebrating wif me:)

okie!~ shuang dao, coming sat will be wushu gathering 2nd bday gathering, im looking forward to it:) hopefully more ppl will come ba:) den hopefully got b4 & after celebration prgrm:p hehehhe...

hey!!! send me da photos!!!! if can, send to my yahoo mail????? arigato ne:) hehehhe
21 yrs old in 10 days time:) not excited at all:p but looking forward to the gatherings:p hahaha

...it's autumn time, 10:13 PM

Today is a gd training... if only i can be more enthusiastic...

ystrday training was pretty fun for me, though i didnt train, coz the kids really entertained me alot... lol~ very cute hahaha... we played badminton using our wushu shoes and plastic bottles... lol~ kids' innocense is so cute!~ lol... dun understand why there's ppl dun like it, * of coz those too noisy 1 i oso cannot take it:p

den qi today ask me a very funny qn... Do i like growing up?...

hmmm... do u?... to me, there's like nthing much ba... it's jzu a process of life, juz follow thru motion de... but of coz i prefer not to grow up at all lah. coz no worries, everyday eat slp play watch, you zai xia zai... not so much of troubles other den studies...

but still we gotta grow up... and so my mind matured, but not behaviour:p lol~ xiao di di sia.... k lah... think like adult, behave like kid... lol~ 2 more weeks is official adult liao... but does it matter?:p haha... tzeweng will still be tzeweng:p anyway adult got their own advantage too mah:p

b4 going training today, went buying clothes wif mum, coz she say got discount at bossini and saw a jeans, so go see see loh... got there, saw 1 jeans, no need try juz grab size 28, the only 1 left i guess... dun need to try coz sure dun fit, my waist is 27... lol~ so usually is go home mum tailor for me de... den got 1 shirt, i like it quite alot, though it dun really seems to be "the shirt" for me... haha... my 1st shirt of tt style 1...:p quite a mummy's boy eh? haha... got pros and cons to be a mummy's boy lah... but... lol. who care?:p part of being 'filial' eh? hahhah:p

anyway oso realised tt ive been spending liek nobody's business like tt for the past 2 weeks... the bank now still seems got money... but not till tml, and not till 23rd... coz tt day minus cpf and insurance money... den my bank will be empty... sianded... but tis mth's expense very hard to control leh... lol, nvrtheless, muz wrk it out somehow

today clement did his CE KONG FAN!!!! finally it's a success!:) glad for him and congrats... hope is not tai-ko, mon he'll prove himself de:)

alamak... so the ce kong fan b4 bday 1 thing, clement and fang(halfway) did it liao... left me:p lol~ sure cant 1... coz i nvr train enuff:p bleah...
looked at fang's nick... things are getting more exciting in wushu... well... im directly opposite to tt... ive lost all zeal in training suddenly... for the few trainings i haven been training well liao... always after warm up, a few kicks, and i already sianz liao... like nobody to train wif oso... go do my own thing oso sianz... haix... to summarise, is sianz, dun have the feeling to do anything like tt... so basically im juz walking around, doing things aimlessly... how???

cannot... muz find back tt zeal to pia again... if not u sure will become slacker and slacker... den i'll not go wushu anymore... cannot... lol~ muz find back the fighting spirit!~

today supper at the prata shop again... super hungry, but actually i nvr ate much, guess my appetite dropped alot le... not tt weng tt is small small size and eat alot liao:p hahha... quite nice there, chatted wif clement... he shd join the suppering regularly, got quite alot of stuffs can chat wif him:)

anyway, tml will be the 1st gathering im having for my bday wif the adidas clique, den next week wif wushu and the last week wif my sec sch friend... abit sadded wif wushu gathering, coz alot of ppl cant make it... sianded half... but nvm... i'll still enjoy i guess:)

now still planning wat's the b4 and after prgrm... seriously no idea wat to do:p lol~ i bought a few movies though... maybe watch movie at my house? duno... fang was suggesting ktv at my house... but i got no tracks... summore i look at my surround set...-_-" abit koyak for singing leh...

looking forward to tml:) and next fri, coz it'll be block leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~having abit of trouble wif trying to apply uni... coz not enuff time to make portfolio... howhow????

...it's autumn time, 1:30 AM

Angry
Disappointed
Agitated
Speechless
Misunderstood
Upset
Bothered

etc etc... it's a feeling that i cant juz use words to describe...
11 days to xmas
13 days to my bday

and tt's what im getting?...

...it's autumn time, 9:10 PM

All set, ready to GO!~

so fast tired liao ah?

our 'transport':p

OOhHhHh~ almost fell...

The Beginning of our mini adventure... x-ing road

Yeah! reached Kallang:p

Everybody ya-tui-ing... where's huifang? she's there lah, too low le

Check point:p

Finally reached esplanade.... our leg is like kena earthquake for the past 2 hrs

pls slow down ur speed limit... for our sake:p... haha...

woot~ finally reached back ECP liao...

no hands!!

...it's autumn time, 9:24 AM

Some updates for this few days ~ tired, seriously tired till swollen eyes and pimples in nose-_-"

yeah... exactly, coz i really nvr get enuff slp at all-_-"

so fri, after da march, we got early book out, so i went home 1st... den i was having fever liao... veyr tired, tired to da point tt i think i can slp and walk laio... but no choice, promise kimyong to help wif da video cam... haix... i wonder why juniors cant do it... but nvm, at least i noe im still of quite some help ba...

so there liao, set up tis and tt... den the others are like very kan chiong abot their grading test... i was really tired tt i cant be bothered anymore... hiang waved to me and i didnt notice, sorry ah!... really really tired, summore i thot u was waving to someone behind me... den clement said hi to me and i lagged for 3 or 4 s deni realised he said hi to me-_-"

the grading wasnt tt bad la... i dun understand why they keep so zai yi abot the result... it's not the result tt counts!... it's the process u all got learn things anot?... so wat if u got the 1st and u noe nuts abot techniques etc? u're gd juz coz u're gd at da 1st place rite? *not commenting tien eu, so xian, dun be too disappointed ya!:) wrk hard for ur upcoming events ba:) no meaning getting upset abot it liao

after tt went to supper @ clementi... slpt on leslie's van... den they wanted to mahjong... so i joined... quick game, chop chop 1... coz we "force" weibin to be fast, and we end b4 3am... gd!... so i slpt at his house till around 8 b4 leslie sent me home... which after tt i think quite wrong, he shd send me home 1st:P lol~ den no need tt rush.

anyway, so w/o adequent slp... we went blading at east coast!... thot it would be juz an easy leisure day at east coast... but guess wat?! we had a super adventure lol` mini 1 actually.

we blade/cycled from ECP all the way to Esplanade, w/o noeing the way totally... we juz go:p lol~
quite dangerous lah... coz im novice on roads on skate... so there's certain point really jialat... kena horned by cars:p but chensiang even worse... he got off his bike and walked:p lol~
had alot of fun and photos throughout da journey and we finally reached esplanade like in 2-2.5hrs time i think... and the no of falls for me is like-_- 4? 5? haha, kena slight scratches... why nvr break leg??????? den i can dun need got for exercise le-_-"

anyway, on our way back, all skaters (me, leslie and jul) all injured liao:p lol~, i slight scratches, leslie bang wall, and jul kena cut... but still, it's fun:p haha... we took 1hr back to ECP.. fast eh:p haha.. on blades hoh! though we took our "transport" (bike) sometimes:p haha...

k... seriously im tired liao... on our way to SP... all i did was slp slp slp... think today really tired liao, anything i train oso fail-_- cant concentrate too... so in the end i sat down at a corner play NDS or play badminton liao...

after tt we went NUS prata shop there:p yeah!... finally slightly newer dinner place and fang was back to her ownself!... lol~ coz she ate super alot:p

after tt go home liao... i wonder where will we go eat next time... any suggestions?

the date for gathering for my bday for adidas gang and wushu is set liao, 17th and 23rd respectively... hope tt all can turn up, though i noe certain no of ppl cant go liao... sianded... why so many ppl dec bday!... den summore 23rd near xmas liao... alot of ppl set even on tt day... arghz... i wish i can take off loh...
haix... nvm... hope wushu there got more ppl come...
den 4D1 there got abit prob liao... i wanted to set on 26th... but think some cant make it... ah!... do i have to make it belated?... hm... they wanted me not to make it belated leh... den how? 24th meh?????

24th cant, coz most prob going wushu to countdown for xmas, leslie planning for nite cycling frm ECP to Sentosa den we countdown there, den we'll have jiao's dad's lorry to pick up those bikes and send it back to ECP... gd eh!:) haha:p

sianz... i can only look forward to book out next week, coz it'll be my 1st gathering.... may everything go smoothly:) hehehe

...it's autumn time, 1:47 AM

was packing my room... den stopped halfway. Took out my hp and went to the draft menu... 1 by 1... i deleted them...

now... everything is really no more...

no need to wait till ORD liao... now everything is gd for me to go:) ive reset my aims and stuffs... yupz, filming... directing... i will reach to tt point de!:) hehehe...

美女与野兽，结局
最后一片花瓣徐徐掉落。。。野兽一个人待在城堡里。美女已经离去，而野兽也未能了解如何去爱一个人。。。

野兽依然是野兽，在美女的离去，它伤心，它难过。不过，它知道，美女曾在它生命中出现过，它也不再是从前的野兽。他会找个新的生活方式，继续活着，以野兽的形态，学着如何去爱。

不是每个童话都有个美丽，完美的结局。我的故事的结局虽然不完美，可是它何尝不也是个童话？现实就是这样，童话中的故事不会在现实中发生。

三年后，我期待三年后的故事会是怎样的。不过下一次的故事，会是现实，不是童话。我是这么期待的：）

...it's autumn time, 4:38 PM

ystrday was a pretty tiring day... woke up at 5 and reached MC b4 7am... k, saw joanne peh 1st, den alot of other stars... joanne really chio... haha, den felicia chin oso! lol... oh yah, they call felicia as Yoyo...:p

so the show is on Teresa, the campus superstar idol... her role was tt she's had a terminal illness, den she ran out of hospital to join a singing-songwriting competition, song title: 自己的梦... and of coz she topped the competition...

den me? me extra, act as other contestant, walk here and there only... and thier clothes for me is seriously out of my style... i wear liao oso feel funny-_-" im in black, so u guys sure can see me, but not my face most prob... lol~ anyway the drama is 萤火虫的梦.

there's another part timer acting as makeup artist... she did really stupid things loh!... she combed my hair-_-" joke of the day... everyone noes wat she doing but nvr say, in the end the director say her... everyone laughed-_-" the rest of the day ppl noe me liao... Botak!... it's wat they call...:p

den went for lunch, they say meet at 1250pm... so me and another part timer ate liao, time is 1240pm, so we went to buy something and came back at 1246pm... they already on the bus and the director scolded us for being late...-_-" though everyone on bus liao, but im still on time loh!... later den i realise the bus uncle his time is 5 min faster-_-" shit... and damn tt director... the way he treat part timer really sucks... i mean everyone is a wrker there loh... we oso noe u rush, we oso try to help and not to cock things up... den u there scolding ppl for the wrong reason (*not abot me late) den make fun of those part timers... wah lau!... they came to wrk not to entertain u loh! they're not clowns! for goodness sake...

they were like trying hard to put up with the humiliation loh!... sianded... hardlife as part timer... and diff btwn those stars and us... tt director treated the stars as if they were god like tt... trying to pls them like tt... wah shit... seriously, juz dun like the way he treat ppl... the rest of the crews are superb...

anyway, i think i recently build up my temper very fast, can feel tt im on the verge to losing my temper everytime, even today, i talk abit wif my friends i already felt tt im losing my temper like tt... haix... patience lvl dropping... building up my temper making me losing my cool...-_-'

nvm abot those ppl... think will control it soon... after the wrk, went straight to watch proj superstar... oooh, watching it there and tv really got diff... really can Hear them sing:p... ruowen singing is gd loh!... but too bad im supporting for averil...:p haha, her song ystrday was buangz... scored v low... but hopefully she can go to the next round... think she's the only contestant w/o proper music education, jiayou ah!:)

after tt went to thomson eat prata wif leslie's friends, those ppl really dun look like they're frm OCS... they're even more "rude" den me... rude as in rugged the way talk like ah beng etc... but they're real cool ppl, commando officer sia!... den got 1 nerd nerd like tt de lol~...

go back home bath le den slp, today went to sch meet menglai (my lecturer in poly) asked some advices and directions abot jobs and education... after the chat, im filled wif zest, got the power to push on like tt... but haha, i think it's still up to me to maintain tt zest lvl ba:p...

alot of things and aims now, going uni, getting the job, stabilise my career by when, my company, CV, portfolio etc etc etc... gotta plan for the next 10yrs liao... lol~ abit far and long, but u go count count, uni + wrk + stabilise career, oso around 10yrs le lah...

she mentioned abot production in singapore is really a small market, unlike other countries, they have their own trend or their own market to sell...

den i think abot it.. yah... how come other countries can sell to singapore? coz the got their trends tt sells... jap u got suspense, korea u got romance, comedy and horror, thai u got horror and action, hongkong u got a variety, but most is action and comedy and hollywood? efx...

so wat can singapore sell?... hm.... maybe i shd look into tis in future ba... wat u think is da best for singapore?

praying hard my future will be exciting and most importantly, i can get a stable job in tis industry... coz the industry is an either u make it, or not 1 de... if i cant?... i have to change my job liao, coz still needa support family... in the end, it'll be all abot money, no more interest liao...

...it's autumn time, 3:11 PM

today met them at harbourfront mrt... thot got quite afew going, but in the end only 4 psn went to the chuangyi warehouse sale...

saw eileen @ harbourfront station... she's looking into the reflection, trying to make her hair look better, when basically it's like tt... lol~ very funny and cute when i see my friends do tt... especially huiqi... lol~ constantly having a mirror on her hp, so she can check her frindge regularly:p lol~

so those who went is me, eileen, weibin and xinyou... seriously, i dun really intend to spend much, coz 1 more week to payday only... muz save abit... but i was wrong-_-" lol~

in the end i bought 40 books... loL~ seems like alot eh? but is darn cheaper:p lol~ eileen oso bought more den me, en le who joined us later got 70-_-... speaking of many...

anyway, every one is man zai er gui... next sun we going again, coz me and weibin is PAYDAY!!!... lol~ but i still cant buy alot... coz bday coming, gotta give treat... abit xiong...:p lol~ but i guess i'll stil lbe having fun:)

tml go filming, after tt go watch proj superstar, den tue go sch find lecturer to advice on job prospect, den wed booking in, fri 8km route march-_-", at nite spwushu grading, den muz slap huiying, so her face will be rosier, sun chuang yi again!:p lol~ prgrmed nicely

...it's autumn time, 11:17 PM

now is near 4am... ive juz reached home:p woot~:p hahha... almost cant get home sia! lol~

we was down at esplanade there waiting for nite rider, and it didnt came for very long, den we went to check the board wat time wiil the NR come... and the a lady behind us say today NO NR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... coz of the marathon today, roads will be closed at 3+am... haha... den jul start to kanchiong liao... lol~ i oso cant imagine, no way home!... not untill 530 where the 1st train shd start:p... but anyway, we finally got a cab and the uncle speed thru and chuang hong deng for her:p lol~ it's really fast, look at the speedo, think got reach 130 ba:p... oooh...

anyway hope she wun get any scolding ba

today started packing my room... wana give it a small change... big change will start in maybe jan or feb ba, will put in my blog sometime later:) for now juz small change will do:)

after tt went training, quite sianded, coz wat i learnt last week frm laken and junming, today i lost it all!... damn saded, took until the last hr of training den i finally got abit back...:(

after tt leslie and jiao went off 1st, den me, bin, fang and jul went to cityhall, wif the mind of going ktv or movie at 1st... den we reach le, go 7-11 for our "dinner" and we sat there chat until security wan us to go... which den we moved to esplanade...

OOOOH~! realllllllll happy:) we're talking abot wushu, NS stuffs, den abot our past.... wah... really shuang dao:) duno leh, dun u all think tt going thru last time stuffs very shuang meh? haha... recalled alot of stuffs...

i was glad im friend wif her again... like bin said, haha... abit too long, but it's okie:) at least wo deng dao le?... :) den bin said asked me abot something, why i stayed on in wushu tt time?... ive thot of it b4... i wanted to quit actually, but it's juz like tt, every mon and fri, i'll juz go down... friends are the one who kept me staying... and im glad i did... if not the weng now is sure a lifeless guy who might be thinking on signing on le... lol~ no friends, no nthing... juz by himself:)

anyway, i really enjoyed today... very happy:)

...it's autumn time, 3:58 AM

美女与野兽

从前有个王子，他的个性很差，很自私，没人喜欢他。

在一个风雨交加的夜晚，一位老婆婆经过了他城堡的大门，想以一朵花换取一个避雨的地方。

王子见她破破烂烂的，便一口拒绝了她。老婆婆劝他不要以貌取人，再三向他借宿。王子始终不肯。

老婆婆摇身一变，变成了仙女。王子这时才恍然大悟，他终于知错了，连忙向仙女道歉，恳求她原谅，可是一切太迟了。

仙女把他变成了一只野兽。然后在那朵花上施了魔法，给了他。“你太自私了。。。在这朵花最后一片花瓣掉落之前，你必须学会如何用心去对待一个人。不然你就会永远是只野兽，不能变回人。”

野兽后来就一直躲在城堡里，不敢出门，害怕别人看到他的模样。他就这样的在堡里过着他的日子，守着那朵花。

有一次，在阴差阳错下，美女进入了它的城堡。之后，他们的关系从陌生，发展成友谊，最后，渐渐有了爱情。野兽从她的身上学会了如何爱，如何去呵护，去保护。

野兽变善良了。

~野兽想拿着那朵花瓣还没完全掉落的花，拿到美女面前，然后问
“你是否愿意接受我这只还没能变王子的野兽?”

...it's autumn time, 1:32 AM

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