Everyday is a sunny day!

haix... i thot tis yr will be a better year for me liao... coz nvr fan tai sui liao... but suayness nvr left me... still got 3 bad stars shining above me... and lots of small one...

and yah... february only... suayness attacks...

ystrday, lost photos... today... my printer dun like me... FUCK!...

... wed napfa... wat can go worse?...

john: "why me?... why me?"

gabriel: "john, listen to me... you're going to die young, it's becoz you smoke 30 cigrattes a day since 15. And you're going to hell, is becoz of the life you've chose... john... you're fucked"

me:"haix... so am i..."

...it's autumn time, 10:51 PM

i now have no wish to blog abot fri and ystrday liao...... can only say... it can be counted as happy and yet not...

ystrday 12am like tt... something terrible happened... something made me lost my sleep... something made me really really really sad...

i lost my photos... 1 cd, 700mb worth of photos, more den a thousand pcs of memories and effort... all lost...

i need to reformat my com... so i backed up all things inside my com... i guess tt ive used a wrong CDRW in sch... i think i brought tt cd and used it to burn other stuffs... and now.. it's all lost...

there's so much photos till i cant remember how much are there exactly... my photoshop work, my photography wrk, my pet's photos, poly 50, wushu, ppl's photos like shinsian, kaixuan, waiteng, rouhui, huiting, me, jul and jiao etc etc etc... there's still alot more...

why wHy WHY!!!! DAMN ME!!!!!!!!! why muz i go reformat com! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... slept till 3pm today.... now... i can get nth back... the only photo tt i might be able to get is poly 50 photos... but much lesser... i think i can only get back 20% of the poly 50 photos...

im so sad... juz so sad... even those music in my com... i backed up as the wrong version... now i lost all those music and songs too... ystrday... was the saddest day of my life...

...it's autumn time, 3:29 PM

今天，我过得很从实，回到家，心里却感到额外空虚。

一觉睡天明，中午十二点，我睡醒了，就拿着相机，开始我从实的一天，也开始了我嘴没关的一天。
从他们去表演开始，我就不记得我嘴把有关过了。表演完，下象棋，吃午餐，选漫画，我都没有闭嘴过。

回去上班也一样，一只说不停。我知道，我出事了。我的神经今天很不正常。可是我也没有去控制。
终于做了些东西，所以蛮从实吧。5点放工，我去买了个锁匙扣，写着我的匿名，ocean。。。好看：）

然后去看电影，又说了一大堆的话。该说的，不该说的，笨的，傻傻的，冷的，得罪的，没得罪的，通通都说了。好像一直在要她注意，却又想她别理我。矛盾。现在的我很花心，没资格谈爱情，所以还是当朋友好了。

精神还是很差，今天的话，特别多，特别无聊。。。说多了，自己也烦，却停不下来。。。

他变了，绝对变了。是为了她吗？因该吧。爱情的力量。想想，他们在一起的话，绝对会比较好。

现在的我，连我自己是谁我都不知道。更别说什么爱情了。
怀恋以前的友谊，
怀恋以前的时光，
怀恋以前爱她的时候，
怀恋以前的我。

我现在是什么样子？我不知道。我前方的雾很重很重，我根本看不到前面的路。不过，每当我踏前一步，路就会展现在我面前，路就会清楚。只希望，我不会走到一个悬崖，下一步就掉下谷底。

我好累好累，我不再是我，我到底要什么？想怎样？我，不清楚。。。
当我从千千万万个我找到自己时，才谈爱情吧

明天会是个美好的一天。因为，我相信是。

...it's autumn time, 12:42 AM

im so tired.... i need more rest den usual... i need more care den usual... i need more and more... but all i can do is.....

...it's autumn time, 1:05 AM

biagnz.... bth sia... mum now everyday nag and nag and nag...
she say bth my coughing sound. den she gimme those chapalang medicine to eat... arghz....

GO SEE DOC LAH! damn... i dun wana eat those ulu ulu medicine loh... but she wan me to eat!... i die earlier den u noe ah...

haix... noe she concern... but sianz sia... why muz i sick... arghz... napha on 2nd mar... can i pass? can i get a gold? i dun wana go the 1st 2 mth on training... i wana play more b4 going in...

...it's autumn time, 10:41 PM

when others are succeeding, i begin to fail.
when ppl fails, i'll den succeed...
wat can u derived from this?
im juz a failure who succeeds in others' failures...

say nicely is like tis, simply meaning... i sux...

...it's autumn time, 10:12 PM

tis is the set of clothes...

...it's autumn time, 7:27 AM

WARNING! - LONG ENTRY
Advice needed on Chapter 2

Introduction
Today is a happy cum spend money cum sleep whole day day...

1stly, show u my vday gift...

Nice? hehe... but if i wear, weibin will say dun suit me again... duno leh, tis yr like the clothes i got wana cre8 director style, but he always say un match, if not dun suit. Guess my fashion sense is different frm his. Now my fav combi is this set of clothes:p hhehe how? i think it's pretty ok leh... but maybe it's becoz of the psn, not the clothes
[set of clothes]

Chapter 1 ~ Happy
happy? as in only shinsian replied me... she ystrday studying for her quiz, so nvr reply me... now den reply me loh... but anyway, no matter how much gifts, how much thots & effort i put into the gifts, i wun be able to touch her, she'll oso not love me... coz luv is not abot making gifts, it's juz another tt makes the partner happier. so why am i still giving her? coz to make myself happy. it's a happy thing to concentrate on making something for the 1 u love. oso can bluff urself:p haha

Chapter 2 ~ Spend Money
i bought tis camera today

olympus miu, at 1st wan orange 1, bt come to think of it, jul like orange, dun wana let her have change to say things ah... so got pink instead. Went wif yanru to get it, since she's the only 1 who say can accompany me. the rest like all tired, dun wana go. Cost me $580, 256mb XD card, 1 more batt, underwater casing, 2x optical, 4mega pix, wat u think? ex? personally, yes... my 1.5mth allowance from ITP gone. actually my budget is $400-$500 for a 3x optical and 3.2megapix. the only thing i sad abot tis cam is it's not 3 ex, and when u switch off the flash, it'll be blurred. haix...

actually i wana push the price even lower 1... (damn, forgot to ask for a 512 mb xd card... pay abit more oso wu hua mah...) to around $550 like tt and get tt extra batt free:p but it's yanru's uncle ah, paiseh, summore it's like they say already discounted... it's "uncle's" price leh... hahaha... ok lah:p anyway... buy lioa oso buy liao:p haha, i'll like tis cam alot:p hahaha:p
after tt she went for her claz and i go take performance clothes frm kaixuan:p yeay! haha got my 2nd vday gift:p

oopz... but i nvr get anythin for her...

yanru, thx 4 ya accompany, but i still wun tell ya the secret:p haha... actually, since poly, i nvr say out others secret liao leh... but i leaked out some hahah:p accidentally1... worst was wif peixuan... haha... sorry ah... but if u're going to pay for the cam... haha, i might consider:p hahahah!

but after i bought, i felt guity. but not regretted lah... why guilty?
coz my budget is $500, den exceeded, so i call my dad ask his opinion, oso ask him to sub me some $$ lah...
translated:
'huh... u decide urself lah, i duno tis thing 1'
'you really need it anot?'
'u noe i now dun have alot of money 1 ah'
'i sub u $100 to $200 loh...'
'dun let ur mum noe ah'
den i bought it liao... asked him to sub me $80, den i told the family i bought it liao... like tt my mum oso nth to say... my allowance on ITP now all spent on tis camera and CNY clothes liao... but still have some left to treat my family movie as promised... my back go back to square 1

i always say my sis so big liao still duno how to think... wat abot me now? i now also nvr think properly for this case... actually ive been spending quite alot lately... as in the clothes, vday, ktv (oso duno why, like recently go alot), cafe etc (tt day sushi buffet too) but all these i pay myself lah... only hp bill dad pay... (haix... tis mth sms explode already... sianz... think bill will be $40+ liao:( )

mature... actuall yi juz starting to mature ba... as in appearance... ive juz started at the stage of spending... the stage where alot of ppl, poly yr 1 / sec sch students are doing long ago... buying clothes, go ktv, cafe, pub etc... i juz started on the clothes and leisure tis yr...

it's only tis yr i spent on such stuffs, think it's oso a reason why ppl see me as sec sch student... coz i wear like 1 too... but i think i really change alot tis yr... my hair, my wear... remember? i used to be centre parting, wear plain shirt and jeans wif simple sport shoes or sandals...

still feeling guilty for the $$ ive spent, but wat's done is done... march faster come... so i can take feb allowance... den my bank will look full again, den i wun feel so guilty liao:p (* actually i planned to get a v-cam b4 a d-cam:p)

Chapter 3 ~ Sleepy Day
shdnt say sleepy, coz i slept whole day! 930 i reached office, ive been reaching at tis time lately, i really cant replenish my sleep. duno why... today's the 2nd time i slept whole day in office... tt time i dawn few days oso slept... but tis time is only 2 days and i like tt liao... tt means tt i got weaker le...

i logged in to my laptop, wana do wrk, but 10min later, i fell asleep liao... till i heard my supervisor's voice den i wake... later he left lioa i orh again...

the next time i wake up is lunch wif sam they all le...

eat finish, took a nap, in the end become sleep... woke up @ 130pm... weibin overslept too... his claz @1pm...

went back office, i did something, den my eyes closed again...-_-;
when i wake up? 4+pm... can pack liao...---'

sianz... in the end i nvr do anythin... how to write my log book?...

im still tired... go sleep soon ba...
maybe im sick too... tt's why i sleep so much...

Surprise Chapter~
wat so surprising? my sis change religion liao... to wat? biangz... she oso duno! idiot... she only noe she go church... ask her christian or catholic? duno... ask her she worship jesus or mother mary? duno... she keep saying tt the cross dun have psn 1... den her service is on sat... told her to ask her friend, den she tell me they worship jesus... so? is she a christian or catholic now?... -_-" nvm... she dun even noe wat god does she have den go for wat-_-? follow blindly only...

...it's autumn time, 11:01 PM

basically... today is tiring juz like ystrday... coz at nite i bia editing the music for today's performance rehearsal... at the same time, im making rane's vday gift...

but most of the time is spent on the music.. did till 5am... really cant tahan laio... so went to sleep, wake at 7 again to edit... ARGHZ.... finally finish at 8... BUT! i haven finish the GIFT!!!!!!!!! haix... 9am muz report at store to prepare for caiqing... so faster pack lioa den leave...

in the end reached around 940 ba... after tt lion dance... ate lunch, around 1230 i went... to continue doing the gift in club...

tis is the 1st time i felt so guilty abot making gift... coz im in such hurry tt i nvr make it nice nice... biangz.. when i gave her the gift... i felt like giving her rubbish:( nvm... her bday i'll make up for it...

Gift: it's a box, based wif sand and shells, den covered wif transparency, on top of the transparency, there's a scroll made by binding satay sticks, wif wrds written on it (at 1st shd be macaroni wrds... but no time... so i write wif marker... SO UGLY! and so small... duno she can read anot.. :( ), den cover wif another layer of transparency and on top is cotton wool. by rite inside the box i shd be painting a sea... den got shells as beach... den cotton as sky... bleah... failed gift sia...

sorry dear... will make it up next round... anyway, received her gift... it's a glass pendant, if can i'll upload, den hehehe... im so happy... coz my 1 and only vday gift:p haahha... very nice, i like it, summore i think it suits the clothes i bought for new year:p

today i cocked up alot of things... ystrday too... recently cocked up too many things liao... yes... tonite i shall pack my room asap... den sleep asap... i muz regain my jing shen... if not i cock up even more...

cough oso coming to me liao...-_-: omg... im going to get pretty sick again soon...

at nite... rehearsal... b4 tt i still have to go back to wrk... den i gotta call up staff centre psn to tell him tt we going tml... i forgot to call him... den he scolded me... haix... too tired, mental not strong enuff... think i almost cried... sianz...

weak for the rest of the day liao... no feeling at all... walk here walk there... do things oso anyhow... den some psn... u noe who... nvr fails to piss me off... especially when now tt im so weak... i got flared even easier... bth her... go out buy drink... drink finish, still angry so rest outside...

den went back inside auditorium, sleep... heck everything... wake up... oso forgot wat happened... i suddenly become very active... like crazy like tt... mind weak... can control...

sianz... at nite i sad... coz shinsian online... wana ask her whether she received the parcel already anot... but she nvr reply me...:( haix... i think i did something wrong again...

wei shen me zui jing zai suay de dou shi wo?... is those 3 stupid bad luck star shining very brightly above me?

...it's autumn time, 4:28 PM

oh great... ystrday kena flu... and today? diarrhoea... wat's next... today's diarrhoea serious sia... stay in toilet for almost half an hr-_-" wat could be worst rite? WRONG!

worst is tonite muz bia the music out and weibin is not home yet... i oso needa bia rane's gift out... den tml got caiqing at 9am... den 3pm go wrk... 6pm rehearsal... and damn! tml full dress rehearsal and i duno... so needa call them at 11pm-_-: arghz...

...it's autumn time, 10:28 PM

today is valentine's day, how's ur vday? happy? had fun? mine? mine is 20min of happiness, 5min of OKness, 1 min of disappoinment 2 min of guessing... and the rest is sleepiness....

today is 1 tiring day... frm ystrday 12am, ive started wrking on shinsian's gift... predicting to complete at around 6 or 7... but i seriously seriously wrong... it ended only at around 230pm... -_-"... anyway... nvr slp, den have to go sch asap to help those FYP students in the lab... haix... hao ren nan zuo... go so early...-_-:

den help them abit? sort of lah... wif printer stuff only... den i keep on wrking on the gift liao... duno wat to say... the 1st 10 min of happiness comes frm here... when i complete it, im damn happy... coz it's SO NICE!!!! duno how to say, but it's very very nice:p hahahaha too bad im so tired tt i forgot to take the pict lioa...

den went to clementi eat wif peixuan and sam so that i can go post my gift to her... the psn asked me whether wan speed post send by today anot... i said no... -_-" STOOPID LAH! i shd have said yes mah! wah lau! lame-_-" i really dun have enuff sleep... whole day really blur... even escalator is upriding i wana take it when i wana go down... but anyway, another 10min of happiness is when im sending the gift... :p

tonite sleeping late again... coz still got rane's gift...

tml meeting tingyun pass her gift too... eh... sorry to all those who are expecting gift from me... i only bought gift for jiao(best friend), tingyun(ex-wife), rane(wife), shinsian(love).

after tt go back lab... i slept my way sia... really shagged but WAH!!! still have to help thsoe students... den dismiss... fairus very hao yi si 1... he juz left when im sleeping...-_-" leaving me alone in the lab wif those students... wth...-_-: den i wrk OT... coz wrk till 6... SHUHUI! if u reading... u all really owe me big favour ah!

5min of OKness... is during wushu... duno when... blur, cant remember, den the rest is sleepiness liao...

1min of disappointment... make a guess? nvm... i'll tell ya... she, really only will try to treat me better ONLY during those special occasions... tt day we go tuan bai... she like no transport to go home... of coz other west side ppl too lah... i helped them find, go online, try recalling wat nite rider they have... when i talk to her... she seems fine... today?... nah... everythings back to square 1... i really think tt it's a stupid hope for the 3 of us to go back together again...

after she gave me tt feeling... i oso duno wat laio... whole psn feel numb... i oso forgot wat i do liao... basically i think i really got a dead heart on vday... the feeling is like worst den a single going thru vday...

2min of guessing... i read my friend's blog... aiyoh! wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai... biangz... gotta guess who's who again... coz 4eva their blog wun tell u who the psn is... sometimes i have to even guess... is it myself?... nah... nvm... i 4eva cant guess correctly 1... so might as well stop guessing and blog my own 1... aiyoh... lazy to guess liao lah... write down da names lah...

k... i think i'll wake early instead of sleeping late... go sleep le...

vday for couples are meant for them to be together...
vday for singles are meant for them to realise that friends are still around...

sianz... i sick oso liao... diarrhoea haven cure... now flu... i can die very soon wif my gastric too...

...it's autumn time, 11:56 PM

yoz... one year one time valentine's day is comign again, it's tml!!! f or those who are attached and spending the day together, ENJOY! for those who are not, aiyah, nvm lah, everyday is a v day:) hahaha

for the rest who are like me, singles, aiyoh, go find 1 lah... nian ji bu xiao le:p hahaha...

this yr... vday is really juz another day ba.. da girl hates me... xmas is already my last gift for her, so no need think abot her liao:p hahha...

anyway... i really sianz abot tml...
not becoz im single and im spending alone tml...
not becoz i got nobody i like...
and not becoz got nobody like me...

is becoz.... I CANT RUSH OUT MY GIFTS!!!!!! haix... especially shinsian 1... i wanted to post it by sat... but till now i haven do finish... tml she sure cant receive it unless i meet her 1...
haix.. tonite dun sleep die die muz rush out...
den tml post it... tue she receive... hopefully nobody gave her vday gift... but dun think so... she sure got receive lots of gift 1...

going to fill a wine bottle wif glow in the dark sand, den outside will use macaroni to make a poem, den wrap in a box... den post to her... vola ! surprise! haix.. but now da surprise like oso not very surprise liao...

sian sian... vday next yr i guess i still spend by myself again...

...it's autumn time, 10:26 PM

today duno why... i felt today is so shitty... v bad mood in the later part of the day... be4 i begin... anyone... noe where else got Man Studio other den JP?

haix... duno where the shitty part begins... but mrning, i did all the stuffs tt ive planned whole day... ive scanned those images, check those documents, met terence, met kinming, met gary, met coach... edit his music, wrote my logbook... 1st time i did everything, but i dun felt satisfied at all... juz----

went IMM for lunch, on the way saw anna they all, oso juz waved, coz i got alot of stuffs going thru my mind... took coach car there, eat liao go Daiso buy something laio den go back lab edit music

was late for wushu, coz i wana go buy shoes, shirt and a visor cap... in the end only bought shirt, my mum was late, so nvr go look at the cap... tml ba... shoes, i was actually planning to buy running shoes, so napha can oso wear, but den no nice design... so sianz... den think of NS oso got give... arghz... nvm... in the end i juz got another shoes, duno wat is it, start wif W 1...
den go man studio there see my shirt... DAMN!... it's sold out... i think the shirt is nice...:p like the style:p and ITS PURPLE!!!!!! hahaha... hey the purple is nice loh! tt's why it's sold out & left wif those green, beige, brown, black...-_-: haix... who noe where else got the shop! i wana buy... sob sob...

go training... erm... so so oso... got do pull up can do 7x... like not enuff to get gold... den training was like shit too... i wana do something... but i oso duno wat to do... wana find someone to chat, but oso nth to chat... think coaches are all stressed out? sianz... actually those ji ti gun quite ok 1 loh... but he v v picky... even more picky den me... the worst is... jitigun always train 1 day gd liao, den next training everything gone...-_-"

haix... jiayou ba...

den finish training finally, go club, wana announce something... abot caiqing on chu 2 who can make it... it really made me flared up for nth... juz announcing only den already making noises laio... already xin qing swinging liao still add oil and fire den make me flared... sheng qi>:( even worst... wushu only 4 psn going caiqing... so now u ppl feel how they felt last time??!!??

even more sick when somebod told me: but i wana go bai nian... biangz... as if i dun rite?! i still have to quarrel wif my parent den have to ignore them to go this caiqing loh! F*** if u thinking of those ang baos u are going to take, den jolly well FO! shut ur mouth! if u really thinking abot those respect and tradition, den bloody hell go their houses another day! arghz...

shitty!... den i need to change my name to SUM BOH DI... coz there's a gal keep Sum Boh Di here Sum Boh Di there in the club... trying to hint which idiot kept those stuffs on the wall...

damn... shit!

den they wana go clementi eat dinner... wana join them, coz home nvr cook... they took bus, i took train... reached there, they told me they at mac... there goes my $3 laksa and come a $5+ meal... haix... broke... but den i was thinking of mcspicy double filled wif 4 packs of chilli sauce, den fries wif mayonaise and coke wif salt... seems disgusting hoh? but im craving for it... dun eat chilli usually... but maybe bad mood... tt's why...

den all seats taken, ive to sit by myself at another table...---" went to queue, and went back to my seat again coz i saw my wallet left wif only 20cents... eat shit ah!... den i was there by myself the whole dinner time... lots of stuff crossed me lah, esp the Sum Boh Di thing... biangz... my skill of controlling tears already reached another lvl liao... not a drop came out today...

sianz... diarrhoea for 2 weeks liao still not ok yet... this is a shitty day lah! everything is shitty except tt i haven shit today yet! shit me... damn! arghz... think it'll be ur shittiest read blog ba... haix... tml still gotta wrk, they go maha bohdi see show, den got go play tennis... chu 2 i go caiqing, chu 3 got go sentosa?... den nite still got training... sat tuan bai... sun, if i still dun do my vday gift i can go and die...

...it's autumn time, 1:44 AM

taken off shinsian's photos... coz got quite a few ppl think it isnt rite for me to do so... but eh...
duno... i dun think it's wrong in any case... coz im not defaming her or wat... but... nah... nvm... but the next time, i guess i'll post on here again... coz it's my blog anyway... rite?... haha... mind me...:p continue wif>>>

woahhhh... today's one of a fun day! hahaha... and oso god damn i overspent!!! 1st time i spent $100+ in a day...-_-" muz control... hopefully mon the supervisor zi dong yi dian, give me january's pay, haha, cannot owe money over new year:p bad luck:p hahahha

anyway, today went out wif jiahui, junren, zhijie, siaohui, kaiyi and zirong... meet in suntec @ 1pm, in the end 2pm oso not all reached:p hahhaa we have a hard time deciding where to eat... tt junren lah:p haha, now den i noe he dun eat so many things and he's the chicken king...:p haha

in the end settled down @ swensens wif my 1st expenditure... i spent $33.70! ah! 1st, they need 4 main course in order to get zhijie free meal (his bday today)... den i share wif siaohui sambal fish, den i order bake rice coz i noe i not enuff... den when the food come, zirong was away, which i share wif siaohui again... den for ice cream, eat Tuo Guan 5 (topless 5) wif cold fudge topping... and plus the GST and service charge... there goes my $33...

den we went to another restaurant to eat... "Just Noodle"... coz jiahui still hungry and kaiyi and rong haven eat... over there we chatted v v long ba... but most of the things i get half half only... coz they were talking abot JC, Uni, 2B1... haha all not related to me... so muz imagine alot:p

later go fountain there sit sit.... arghz... den my stomach complain liao... so went toilet... diarrhoeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... 2 weeks liao still not ok... there's really some prob wif me ah...

den went shopping wif yi, she bought a top, den i went adidas... buy bag:p $39... bleah... abit ex, but i like... 1 yr 1 bag, shd be ok ba? anyway i use it to pei he my "director style" during the year:p

tml i still wana buy shoes and a shirt i saw at mans studio, visor cap? think abot it 1st:p but i think quite nice...

so, $33+$39 gives u $72, where does the rest go?

so we seperated, & i went to meet peixuan, haijiao, joel and gary to go chinatown, the rest arent free i guess... but anyway, it was v v fun oso! hahha... long long nvr so happy too:p it was like, we went crazy:p keep wanting to take pictures... but haha, peixuan's camera bu zheng qi:p keep dying off....:p bought a pants $15:p den during the whole trip, WE ATE ALOT!!!!!!! esp gary, coz he haven eat dinner... tis time i die liao, eat $33 lunch, still got dinner... hahha.... and tt's how my $100 gone...

shall upload the photos when i got it:p and muz complain... chinatown's mosquitoe si bei li hai... i kena 4, 3 on my knee cap and 1 on my feet...i wonder... i was wearing sport shoes and jeans... how did they do it?...

...it's autumn time, 1:19 AM

today i juz cut my hair... so how? any comments?

1 week ago i look like tis

now i look like tis

change hairstyle le.... but i not as surprised as the 1st time i change hairstlye... this is a new look and it is the 2nd last cut for me... 1 more cut den im preparing to shave botak le... NS here i come:p hahahha

anyway, i got abit disappointed wif tis hair... why? it's not abot the hairstyle, but the colour... disappointed...

there's actually 3 colour, black, gold, and purple... u wun be able to see the purple coz it's not well lit here... but anyway, the purple is nice! bluish violet... the colour is nice, but i got only streaks of purple here and there... suppose to be a style lah... but eh.... haha, felt abit little leh...
last time is this colour 1

den the colour like more prominent... tis time if under sunlight shd be prominent too... but too little to be noticeable?

hey, u ppl think i shd go buy dye to dye more?

biangz... tml my hair style wun be liek this liao, coz i duno how to style hair 1:p hahahaha

...it's autumn time, 1:11 AM

爱情虽然不是说了就算
但为何我们又是那么不堪

乌云覆盖着雪山，下的是刺刺的心痛
在对面遥远天空的你，随着白云带你离去
天空开始下出了万分细雨，你离我越是远极
雨天后，就一定有放晴的时刻
晴天时，天空就会出现一道彩虹
寻觅着雨天后的彩虹桥
随着彩虹慢慢移去，直到桥尾
带着那七彩缤纷的颜色，到达你那片美丽的天空
然后再默默守着，你与彩虹的快乐

~冰冷的雪山~

...it's autumn time, 1:43 PM

... why show me that pict? why?...
my broken heart no longer breaks anymore...
it's shattered...

to bits and pieces,
atoms and molecules...

i need time to stick those pieces back... dun bother me...

this vday, doesnt seems as red to me anymore... its purplish...

...it's autumn time, 2:37 PM

hey, anybody wans caiqing at their place this coming new year?

SP wushu and lion dance club is organising one this coming new year

date is as follow
10th feb(thu), 14th feb(mon), 20th feb(sun)

price as follow
HDB - $88
Private Estate / Condo - $168
Shop houses - $188
Factory/industrail area - $218
country club / unlisted company - $288
listed company - $368
Special arrangement - $688

contact me if u wan

...it's autumn time, 2:27 AM

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