Thursday, March 31, 2005
film really does wonder... it can make u laugh, make u cry, make u thrill, make u fear... tt's why i dream to be a director... to make such film, to let u feel wat i feel....
after all the sad sad feeling... ive decided to spend some money to stop myself from going even lower... i called for jiao... but she wasnt able to make it... so called weibin and gary for movie instead... any movie will do...
at 1st shd be watching the mask... but den jack and his gf joining, so we watched jian gui 10... so i thot, ok, lets do some screaming, scream out all the sadness in me... but in the end... i got another efx instead...
the show was a lame show... a very funny lame horror show... we got more laugh den horrors... thx to the movie, thx to gary and weibin... i felt better after the movie...
went home, online, ppl saw my nick and started asking me... thx for all ya concern ya?... oso... thx for chatting wif me... or else tonite will be a sleepless nite again...
tonite going to his wake... tis time i wun miss it... i wun...actually, supposed to go to a temple to pray... wanted to pray for him... but it's juz too late... but nvrtheless, we shd still pray, pray for those who're strucked in the earthquake tis time...
i dun feel like going to the temple already... always only when things happen, i'll try to go such places to pray, hoping that they'll help if it's true... i really failed as a buddhist... but i only believe in their teaching, im not interested in attaining the way, not interested im going to heaven or hell... haix... not being anti-christian or wat ah... but i got tis feeling tt now buddhist oso start to become like christians liao, keep pulling ppl to go temples... haix...
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to ah yang and huiqi's tag...
my standard not high lah... if not i wont be liking alot of ppl now:p hahaha... hua xin hoh? i oso think so... but i'll be zhuan yi and chi xin when da one come... juz like shinsian and jul...
dun feel like telling HER ya... coz i now like very hua xin, i dun wan make it unfair for her, and oso i scared i make the wrong decision... coz i still duno much abot her juz like wt always said... and anyway... i dun think she duno my feeling ba... u all always make till so... 1:p hahahha (private msg me den i tell ya more:))
ah yang... shinsian was the 1 i told her, and she avoided me... but we still can consider friend... jul was the one... where we cant even be friends... so?... ahhaha... better stay on the safe side 1st? since i oso haven confirm my feelings...
and... HUIQI!!! pple OPEN DECLARATION liao leh... so wat's ur answer?... bless u 2:)
anyway... i'll consider getting her flowers tt nite:)
Blue roses stand for fantasies, hoping for miracles, new opportunities and possibilities.
...it's autumn time, 2:06 AM
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
ive juz ended my presentation... was so happy, coz at least, i felt tt my presentation was perfect, the minimum is that wat i did for the audience and they reacted the way i expected...den came the BSAS and JB lecturer who try to destroy my presentation... and i throw him back wat eva shit he gave me... BUT! wif a smile on my face... he lost of coz... biangz, challenge me:p Oh Bi Quek:p! show some respect lah!... wana complain dun complain earlier...
wana humiliate us in front of other lecturers rite? now is the opp... dun blame me... coz the way u speak + sit is really unfriendly...
and den the presentation ended wif much appreciation... got a lecturer wanted treat us lunch for the wrk we've done... but i think we'll reject it... haha... troublesome + erm... awkward
when everything was happily eva after... this news came...
fai "eh bad news ah"...
he was msn, and he saw this nick... "rest in peace my friend..."... my other mates have similar nicks... he's gone...
all my happy feelings washed away... im not much related to him, but too bad tt im too emotional... as i say, he's still my friend.
i nvr got to see him... was planning to go after wrk today... and there's no more need to do so...
he's my 2nd friend who died... i wonder wat else more i'll experience as i go older... i cant imagine the day when my parents will go... i used to swear tt i'll not tear in their wake... but now?... im not sure anymore, i juz wish they'll go as long as they'll, till the time they chose to go... i'll not force them...
we does have to go some day, some time, but the difference will be, how much we've seen, how much we've done... my parents, they have almost completed wat they need to do... bringing me up, and it's my turn, to bring my sister up, and to take care of them... now they juz need to see more...
biangz... seriously i dun have any more feeling...
qi, yang, i'll blog tonite abot ur tag tonite when i got more feeling back...
i dun really understand the above myself too... it's juz some of the feelings that ive thot... nvm if u duno...
...it's autumn time, 4:26 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
today during wrk... fairus got tis news... the news tt andrew got in an accident and is in critical condition at hospital...and we still thot tt it wasnt true... till they wana go visit him at hospital...
i nvr visit him... had an appoinment...
wondering... we're only 20yrs old... and im facing my friends dying...
a year ago... i was told that my schoolmate died in an accident... i was shocked... really shocked... and now andrew...
though we're not close at all... but he's still a friend of mine... dun wish to juz go like tt... he still got at least 40yrs more to go to make his mark, to have his family, to go chionging wif his friends?...
it's juz too early... suddenly... 20yrs, doesnt seems so long after all...
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breaking from the sad news... some smoother 1s...
i was watching the tv commercial... NKF charity show is back... den i thot... wah... so fast 1 yr liao ah?... biangz... last yr i was still on TV performing wif zhang shan wei leh... den so fast 1 yr liao?
den i thot of someone... rouhui... haha... hey... i noe u for 1 yr laio wor... fast hoh?... remember tt time i oso nvr really paid attention to ya, since i duno ya...:p
den came 1 day u come asking me on msn abot how to play those videos on com...
and till now...:p wah... fast...
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after a while, i felt something's wrong...
i checked the photo album... and yeah... im wrong...-_-" last yr performance was NKF children medical fund... tis yr is NKF... and the date was 11th july 2004...
so tt rounds up tt i still got 4 more mths b4 i noe her for 1 yr...-_-"
why i so blur ah?...-_-" stupid...
...it's autumn time, 11:13 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
actually wana blog a long 1... but looking at the condition of my com, i better do it quick quick...went m'sia on wed nite for the sake of my ah gong, needa go shao mu... i thot it was my 1st time there, but my mum said it was my 2nd... no impression, muz be i too young liao...
this time go there no time to shop... visit relative spent 1 day liao (coz going NS soon, wun be able to go for the next 2 yrs) no time to shop:( was thinking of getting something so that i can wear for the DND:p and a pair of running shoes... but all pao tang liao:p
wah... as usual... go back they say, i very thin... even the bones can see liao, not nice... sobsob... not i wan 1 ah:p.... i'll sleep more to "get back" my flesh:p hahha (they say i sleep not enuff tt's why...-_-")
den the every yr remark "got GF liao? when gettin married? when u wana get married, muz inform us 2 yrs in advance ah..." (coz they muz save up $$ to make passport etcetc and expenses if they wana come attend my wedding dinner in s'pore, so they suggest i shd go m'sia to have wedding dinner too...)
duh... everytime can only smile smile to them as answer... stress... even my mum keep saying... some ppl like me already have babies liao...-_-" they feng liao lah... think of grand children think till siao... I HAVEN EVEN GO STEADY B4 LEH...-_-;
but 1 thing muz say:p haha, go back penang 1 time is like going back to kiddy land 1 time... so many kids and babies my ah yis and jiujiu have...
my jiujiu got 4kids, 2 grew up liao, left wif 2 still can play 1:p
my da yi got 3, but oso all grow up liao
my san yi got 4, but i see them only twice, summore they malay, i duno how to interact wif them
my si yi got 3, all very cute kid and babies
and my siao yi got 1 kid boy:p
see!!! so many kids and babies... haha... fun to play wif them... but once they go crazy... i'll go crazy too... NOISY AH!... den when they cry... even worse... u hide under pillow oso no use:p hahaha:p lol... (dun ask why no er yi, coz no 2 is my mum...:p)
anna, i'll help ya fix ur blog asap... but recently i got a presentation to prepare for, on wed LT4:p hehhe... so maybe after tt?:P
photo taken at a dinner at seaside restaurant
this is qian(4) tong(2), my si yi's daughter, youngest among all
and this is xun(4) wen(2), oso her daughter, 2nd youngest, cute hoh? my fav baby:p haha... coz she dun like ppl to carry her, so i muz play wif her long long den she let me carry:p haha
my jiujiu's daughter and son:p
the KIDS!... ok lah... here show little only:p da gal in pink is my si yi's daughter, the boyboy in red is siao yi's son
...it's autumn time, 1:21 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
ppl... pls kill me... AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!i spent so much time fixing my com and finally the CPU 100% is no more... my SATA disk has successfully installed in my com... AND NOW WAT!...
now ont enuff memory...-_-" Page File is at minimum 80mb... wah lau! WTH! last time like less den 10mb 1 loh!!! wat's wif the SATA disk... izzit add in slave disk liao den will eat up RAM??
experts in com... advice me! is there a need to get a better RAM??? biangz... i so sad now... tis is the 3rd week i guess i cant go online... i think 1 mth is coming... sianz...
i wana get a new com but no $... haix... feel like reformatting my com again...
...it's autumn time, 9:52 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
heyhey... long time nvr blog le? anyone got miss me? haha... dun think so... tagboard nobody 1:p muz be all bz wif exams, dun even have time to write/read blog:p
since so long nvr write, no harm for tis 1 to be a long 1 rite?:p haha here goes:p
1st, pls pray hard for me tt tis com needs no reformatting and needs no fixing again for the coming whole yr... ive finally got my 120gb harddisk in my com liao... i dun wan any more virus to attack my com, and no more pop ups... no stupid stuffs tt'll attack my com and costes the CPU to be 100% always...
ITP
next, abot ITP, ending soon le, 3 more weeks, 2 weeks later got presentation, i wonder we can call our own ppl to come down see:p haha, but i think i oso wun call anybody:p coz seems like i did nothing except flash:p anyway, dun think any1 will be free to come down to see too:p
the draft flash presentation i did i think is pretty well,for a novice on flash presentation i think quite ok liao:p at least the supervisor like see till mouth open:p Hahaha...:p but i still haven get approval from CLS director on whether we going to present anot, coz he haven see the draft presentation... maybe mon i'll get the ans:p
3 nites of dawning (tue-thu)
talk abot frm tue to thu, i helped weibin do his proj, den find tt acutally his course quite fun leh, especially make model tt part... but those 3D modelling on com is wah!!! if im not weili(classmate expert in 3D modelling) den i think i can die liao... haha, i thinking of making a model of my dream room... bin, help leh:p hahha
anyway, helping him was tough, real tough, coz we dawn through the 3 nites!!! when i still got ITP in da MRNING!!! hahaha... but anyway i still catch some sleep in my lab, coz i juz doze of when wrking my presentation:p oopz...
we wrked at his friend's house, den he got a pekingnese dog! wah!! cute!!! look like bei shi:p hahha but 1 thing for sure, HE'S DAMN SMELLY! not as in dog smell, but KOU CHOU! but anyway, he's still cute:p hahaha... den everyday mrning around 3am:p we'll eat our "supper":p haha, we cooked cha soba for ourselves:p yum yum:p now i gian to eat again:p muz try out myself sometime... who's interested??? i cook for ya:p
Wushu (fri)
after those 3days, the fri i nvr train:p coz i shagged liao:p but in the end i go play captain ball wif them:p den my running shoes spoil! biangz... really cant buy new shoes 1 leh... they'll jealous of each other...
last time my shoes is like wear 1 year b4 spoil 1 loh, now i wear like half yr den i get new shoes (coz CNY) den now it spoil liao... 2 times liao leh... 2 times i buy new shoes den the old shoe will spoil... diaoz...
anyway, fri oso slack, coz got mock competition for pri and sec sch... tt day, i was the acting announcer:p haha great, muz train my shouting:p hahhahaa... den after we packed, yanru and eugene was there chatting, den i say to yanru, we 2 compete see who get coach licence 1st lah...:p hahha... biagnz... bhb... my basix like KNS... den still wana be coach... go die lah... but haha. see 1st, if i really can be 1:p i'll be 1:p
WUSHU ROX! and it's COOL!
Sentosa
straight after fri:p haha went to sentosa wif the lamer club:p am i counted as 1 of da member? i think so ba:p... duno official anot:p hahahha!... anyway i overslept on train again-_-" i think it's the nth number of times i overslept on train... i reach raffles tis time when we meeting @ harbourfront-_-"
den when we walking to the bus, michelle say something den i realised:p she say she stand beside me den i like become giant... OOH!!! now den i realise she so small size!!!:p hahaha... biangz;p have always thot tt they all quite tall 1 sia:p oopz...
den she oso mentioned tt "now den i noe pai gu oso got muscle 1" -_-" wah...-_-" nothing to say sia:p hahha... coz i got this comment 2yrs back... CADC camp... when im forced to take off my shirt... den haijiao told me tt they were commenting tt kan bu chu lai i got build 1-_-" haha... mich, heng i u nvr see my body ah!:p Got muscle 1 hoh:p hahahha!:p
tt time i went their bday chalet, den they got friends they themselves dun even noe... this time they go sentosa... oso da same... got ppl they duno... eh?... i bu xi guan... muz learn this style of making friends more...
actually:p haha... whole day spent wf them oso duno who's who:p only remember 1 norman and 1 weiyang, coz ppl keep calling them ah:p the rest i duno liao... oh yah! and 1 peiqi izzit?:p
tt weiyang, he wore JJC bikila shirt, and i find him reallly familiar... so whole day keep thinking does he have anything to do wif jiahui(sec sch friend in JJC) they all anot, but no leh... den in the end i at home i remember liao... HE LOOK LIKE SHAWN!!! peixuan! u got shawn's photo anot? send me leh, i upload le den let them see...
ok lah... maybe they dun look really alike, but my 1st impression is they look alik
when we reached, they apply lotion, i dun wan:p coz dun like:p haha den anna wah... she got put lotion anot like no diff, after awhile in the sun den black liao... we took photos (biangz... my smile sux ah... i can feel tt... so fake... oh no... when u all take pict, see i smile liao faster press liao... my smile dun last...:p) den we played beach volley... almost da whole day... abit sianz ah:p hahah... but i think lesser ppl play better:p like more entertaining, den more chance of getting the ball:p
after somewhile, den i noe tt they not going to the sea lioa... girls matter?:p den i abit erm... haha... disappointed:p coz long long nvr go swimming laio ah... wana go da platform there play play leh... but anyway... i play wif them volley a little longer, den i left for my sea liao:p haha...
i scared sia... scared i drown... coz i not gd at swimming, summore last time is leslie pull me there 1... so i juz remember their "words", juz relax and swim slowly... and I MADE IT! hahaha... but nth to be proud of:p coz it's low tide and not current against me:p but anyway. i got wet and very shu fu:p the those ppl on the platform mei li mao... no space for me to dive water...so i swam back to shore...
jialat! in the end swimming back was tougher!...-_-" almost no strength ah:p weak:p hahha... but anyway, yeah:p fulfilled my wish... not long after we finished, packed up and go for shower
den after shower, we sat down at a table... after awhile, den there's this psn strolling her dog, schnauzer... waving at me... i looked at her... and...??? who's she... on a closer look, SHE'S MENGLAI! OMG!... my liason officer... hahhha... biagnz... cant recognise her sia... her dog so cute! chat awhile den she was pulled away by her dog laio... wonder when can i do tt...stroll my dog @ sentosa...
we took quite alot of photos on the way to dinner... all use hp and take photos... take alot...:p haha... i think michelle took the most... keep seeing flashes 1:p hahhaa... biangz... cannot make it lah... my smile really sux loh... muz look at mirror and learn how to smile laio... i dun wan grad nite tt day i look sux when i smile... biangz... my smile soooo FAKE!cannot cannot... someone teach me how to smileeeeeeeeeee:p say cheeesssssssssee:p
dinner at cafe cartel... needa q for 45 mins eh:p so me & anna stayed on the q while the rest go check out where else can eat... den we chatted...
anna say i easily like ppl ah... erm... actually no, but come to think of it, yes ba... i think i like ppl easily but not love? haha... duno... now oso blur blur laio... after the jul prob i think really lost myself le... i dun the "zhuan yi" me anymore... ppl does change, i think i bu zhi bu jue zhong change le... i'll try to change again sometime:p haha, coz i still dun like the current me:p
finally got seats liao, den we sat down... look at the menu... wasnt very hard to decide, though it's my 1st time @ cartel... coz hungry, anything shd be oso nice:p hahaha!... i ordered a pepper fish pasta and a drink "cooler den cool"... funny name, doesnt fit the taste at all:p hahha... juz passion fruit and peach in soda:p anyway, the pasta was nice, but as the more i eat, the more spicy it goes... ive finished half my drink b4 i even ate half of my pasta... hahha!... they all look at me and said tt im suffering:p hahaha!...
den duno why, i wasnt concentrating, den anna say... stop blink ur eyes... OH NO!!!! IM BLINKING AGAIN!!!... and very serious summore... oh no... i thot i relaxed it long ago liao... haix... cham... den after tt she keeps looking at me... haha... blink too much... oopz... hard to change leh:p
how many teeth does an adult have? i counted mine and i only got 28... i thot adult suppose to have 3o or 32? does tt means i not adult yet? tt means i still can grow taller? come come... fill me wif knowledge to this!!!!
DNDfor the coming DND, ive decided to make ya gals grad gift too... BUT! only provided i can think of a gift for each of ya... till now i only thot of 1:p haha zai jie zai li!:p heng... u all not wearing gown, so tt day i try to be shuai den can liao:p hahaha no need to get those coats:p but i still wana wear something special leh... if not like plain plain:p haha...hiao:p
oh yah... any1 got black leather shoes to lend? size 7:p
Family
my mum juz now nag at me again... say i can find wrk b4 i go NS anot... den go NS if can den sign on coz it's metal bowl(tie fan wan)...-_-" last time dun wan me to sign on is them, now dun wan me to sign on is oso them...-_-" they noe tt i like filming liao still say this stupid things... all for the sake of $$... damn... arghz... if NS give me chance to film i dun mind signing on... but wth hell NS need such ppl when they can employ pro ppl outside?...-_-"
haix... going to sign on anot, we'll see abot it... im still going to be the breadwinner after my NS, can think of my dream only...
...it's autumn time, 9:44 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
a quick update... recently my com down again... so nvr online:p oso cant blog...sianz... i cant change the harddisk to IDE 1... so no choice but to get an adapter... maybe tml den get it...
recently nvr sleep much... coz helping weibin do his proj... wah... xiong:p hahhaa... tonite gtg help again...:p but 1 thing gd is tt i learn how to make cha soba:p hahha nice to eat summore:p yeah:p
den sorry ah anna:p hahha... to bz liao lately... today juz finished my presentation stuffs, so think ur blog finally got time to look at liao:p
tml wushu confirm i not training le, biangz, damn beat (>>> tis means tired rite?) haha, so go training oso no use, no strength:p
nth to say liao... tis week is gonna be a Cong Shi 1.... since everyday i do so much thing:p but all i hope for is the com the recover:p haha
...it's autumn time, 4:55 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
1st, i wana congrats myself, for getting a 120gb hard disk...den, i wana smack myself, for the hard disk i bought is SATA and the slot is not compatible wif my com!!!! im unable to put it as an internal HDD... DAMN!... i thot internal are standard?!... LMAO!
now i only wish to able to get a casing for it and use is as an external...
3rd, i still wana smack myself... i found a 20gb HDD in my house!!! and i go put fix it inside the com as slave... den something happened! WTF! the com now slow like snail! i take out the HDD... and it's still the same...
and com expert out there can tell me why? ram izzit?...
wah... sianz... com got so much prob... i wish i have the $$ to get a new 1... arghz... someone help me!!! save my com!!!!
...it's autumn time, 8:49 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
wah... ystrday had a lame dream... real lame... so lame tt i woke up i still remember and i even thot it's true-_-" mind really not awake... really very tired, too much of "you're the one" and comics liao:p ahahhathe dream goes...>>>
hehe, beginning not so clear liao, but something to do wif jul... and somehow, i did something and she forgave me... wat's the most incredible thing?! i dreamt tt we're together!! LMAO! dreamt tt she's wearing her usual style of wear, wif her billabong bag and we walked to the bus stop wif our arms on each other's waist...
and wat queries me the most... i saw lamer club? (lamer club is: rouhui, anna, waiteng, amanda and michelle) and... they nvr saw me...
den i woke up liao... diaoz... stupid and lame dream... kui wo wake up liao still think... eh? i thot i at the bus stop wif jul? how come i on bed... 10 min later den i realise i was having a dream... wah... lame-_-"
...it's autumn time, 6:45 PM
wth... i thot it was going to be 1 fine day today... but it happened exactly the opposite...1stly, damn myself, i slept again... den supervisor came in to ask us whether wana go IT fair anot... actually we wana go ah... juz tt we dun wana go wif him:p hahaha
lunch, nobody eat wif me... so alone again... so ke lian... duno the no wat time this week liao...
den later... home got prob, den needa go home 1st, den? i kena diarrhoea... yet again...-_-"
after tt go club, i took keys frm eugene since he going off 1st... so? so at 630... training shd be starting laio, sam and jul and coach is still chatting, so i stood up, took my bag and say: go liao, time to go training... so as they're getting up, sam asked: who got the key? den i juz say: I got...
and tt jul really noe how to continue...-_-": liao bu qi lah!?...
wth-_-..... whole day training sian sian... no strength, summore nvr eat dinner... everything juz sux today lah... maybe the best time today is the time im sleeping and playin mahjong wif yongxiong at club...
...it's autumn time, 1:32 AM
Friday, March 11, 2005
i was walking back to my lab... den i saw this bird hanging on a tree on its feet. den i came to wonder...wat if humans were birds? usually how would u compare a bird to a man? their wings is our arm? and the feet is our feet?... suddenly i think it's all wrong...
if we'll compare, we shd compare our hands wif their feet, their wings wif our feet...
they use their feet to grab hold on to the tree, grab food etc, juz like our hand does...
they use their wing to fly them wherever they wan, and tt's wat our feet do...
so? is tis comparison a more reasonable 1?...:p
abit boh liao hoh? hahhaa...
...it's autumn time, 3:35 PM
today something wrong... i slept for 3 straight hrs in lab... in the end destroyed half day of my plan... but nvm, after lunch i got things to do liao...i go club to see got who to eat lunch wif me, but it's locked, so i eat by myself...
den after sch, i wana go club nua awhile b4 i go watch movie wif my friends but den, it's still locked...-_-" den i realised tt the new comm haven get their keys yet:p hahaha...
watched HITCH, great show:p i forgot why i was laughing liao but it was a great show:) wat hitch did to me was something quite true and noble too... wat he did was to creating chance and opportunities for those who failed to get into love... he was no cheater:p haha... all he need was 3 dates...(biangz... can give me his contact? haha)
actually got alot of photos to upload 1... but sianz ah... coz really too many photos le... tt's 1 thing i dun liek abot d-cam... it's juz too convenient liao, ppl juz keep clicking the shutter w/o and hesitate, coz it's "free" mah... and wat results is tt i always got to compile GIGs of photos...
i still prefer film camera... still remember those times we used to order photos wif tt piece of paper... we used to sit down and looked thru, chatted and commented on every photo...
now u look at those photos on computer, sometime oso will sianz... alot agrees, agree tt the photos now juz dun seem to worth as much as b4 already... we can look at our yr 1 yr 2 photos again and again, but yr 3 photo see awhile den sianz liao... coz we nvr got the chance to talk abot those photos anymore. we nvr will look at every single photos with details now...
im looking forward to the photos im going to develop out this sat... hopefully the "ordering" ambience will come back...:p
PROM NITE
sorry ah... still deciding:p hahhaa, but i think most prob i'll go 1 ba... juz needa find an excuse for myself... coz i really feel guai guai de:p
aunty: haha, i was thinking of wearing those jackets and stuffs too ah...:p but i duno where to rent... u noe?... i dun wana wear till too simple and lok cock ah... coz i noe those 5 gals confirm wear till nice nice (+ make up summore)... later i stand beside them den i zi bei den cham... haha... summore wana take pix too:p muz look nice, muz look nice:p
last prom nite:p haha... shd be said as my 1st ba:p last time sec sch grad nite supposingly at some hotel 1... but in the end tt stoopid principle change it to SCHOOL!!!
anyway, dun be my last prom... go OCS, got social nite:p haha but maybe no partner only:p hahhaa
oh yah, NAPFA... today when leaving sch, i saw jiao, she taking the test wif jul and gary... she got silver, jul?... i duno, but i think she fail... and the Qi Ji thing happened... gary failed!!!... biangz...
tt means im the only 1 not going PTP... oh no!... i planned to skip PTP so i can go play and have fun 1 sia... in the end they going in... sianz sia... sentosa, wushu... like tt only got me... wah lau... i can see my rotting days liao lah... wat to do?... :(
OH YAH! gary nvr go ns:p haha...oopz:p
...it's autumn time, 2:33 AM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
ystrday...yes... finally a load off me... wat load? the keyssssss... 3 keys off from my chain, now very light:p hahaha
after AGM, we went imm makan BK, den went Daiso shopped... wah... i almost cant resist and spent alot sia...
duno why, i have the crave for buying those boxes and glasses sia... duno why, i juz like to collect bottles and boxes... biangz... ystrday if i buy, i think will exceed $50 sia... heng i able to control and nvr buy in the end...:p
but i think i wun be able to resist long, coz i think when i save $$ liao, i'll go there get some:p hahaha
today anna suddenly miss call me... den when i call back, she asked whether wana go D&D anot... i think not very long den say yes liao:p hahha... but den she say $70 leh... den i paused... haha, not becoz it's $70... but i recalled... eh?... funny leh... they from SB... den like i only noe the 5 of them... erm... guai guai de:p though she say she'll call some guys too lah... but those guys i oso duno mah...:p haha... hm... we'll see abot it:p
...it's autumn time, 6:18 PM
yoyoy... check out my new tagboard... cbox:pbloggers still using tagboard... plsplsplsplspls change it liao lah:p everytime down 1:( very troublesome during loading... take very long... summore when wana tag den cannot tag oso very sian de... so faster change it ok?;p
...it's autumn time, 12:59 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
wah... xiong... lets talk abot ystrday 1st...ystrday was the last training for us taking our post, after today, im no more logistic liao! wah... relax sia... haha, anyway i oso nvr stressed wif tis post b4:p hahha
actually we planned alot of things the day b4 1... but in the end alot nvr wrk out...
the day b4, we went to weibin's house to do the ppt... den ate dinner there...
hong planned to do lame actions during warm up (which we really did, but no big efx, we went to ya tui at the vending machine there:p)
me gary and weibin planned to fight, we plan tt we'll suddenly quarrel abot something den we start to 3 ren dui lian:p hahhaa... den we'll frighten those juniors, den hong will tell someone (like eugene or kahboon) to stop us... den when he come, we'll all surround him and whack him instead:p haha:p
oso plan to treat those juniors pizza (which we did):p
but the whole day was like... erm... hahaha... sianz...:p go take photo... those ppl nua nua 1... i active active oso become sian liao loh... den take photo tuo tuo la la... tt's still ok ah... den ppl start to spread liao... tt 1 i sianz, i duno abot the others... tt's 1 thing bad abot digital cam, it's so convenient to take photos and ppl will juz spread around liao, den i'll had a hard time compiling them (lucky this time only got 2:p they've sent me their photos le)
den captain's ball... YAY!!! fav game:p played quite long sia:p think got 45 min... the last score was 25(seniors) 18(juniors, i think so ah... i forgot le:p haha) den finish game, ya tui liao den sian sian le...
juz slacking around... den she was there so sat around chat chat loh... she nvr wear the ear ring i bought for her bleah... i think i muz stay away frm her for awhile liao... she got jie xin on me le i guess...
alot yr 1 go home le... den the dui lian oso cannot continue liao... so? so the pizza came... biangz... really sian till pizza oso like cant attract them like tt... aiyohyoh... why our last training like tt... disappointed
after tt went to hong's house do the cert and ppt for tonite... wah... i sick again!... really cant dawn sia... alot of things to do:p but i still blogging here:p hahah during office hrs:p haha i rox man:p haha
...it's autumn time, 9:42 AM
Monday, March 07, 2005
heyhey... today ah... wah... wake at 6am... for the sake of meeting the coaches 845am @eunos...very tired and sleepy... but eh... ok lah... still alrite... anyway... wah... teaching primary sch students wushu is 1 damn hard thing to do... i now den noe:p
blah blah blah... the performance today wasnt tt bad lah... but if got jitidao den much much better loh:p... anyway, dui lian wif kimyong today... eh... haha... both got mistake in the end... and yah... my cudgel finally can zuo fei liao... the middle break liao....
suddenly i remember... jing shen = energy?...
something very happy after the performance... is tt a few kids came to me and told me tt i performed very nice.... wahahaha!! thx those kids :) haha... 1st time kena praised like tt:p haha...
den went to weibin's house do ppt for agm... tml our last training, it'll be FUN!:)
...it's autumn time, 12:57 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005
wah.... today is 1 day tt ive got all ready to wrk sia...:p hahah why? coz ystrday i fell asleep at 730pm!!!! i slept till 730am today!!! WAHAHAH!!!! finally... my long awaited sleep finally fulfilled...but wat follows wif it is tonnes of wrk:p actually shd be designing certificate, updating my logistic file etc for the upcoming handover... and i slept like a pig...:p hahaha but i go wrk today wif extra jing shen (can someone tell me wat's jing shen in eng? ive been using jing shen for abit too many times:p)
but... haha.... guess i wun do alot of ITP wrk anyway... coz tt RONNIE not here... now 1pm liao he still not here... damn... if he 1 day not going to call those lecturers, i 1 day wun be able to wrk... (but i'll do final presentation 1st of coz... wait till him... tortoise neck can oso become giraffe...)
yeah... today very active... going back to wrk laio:p sayo:[
...it's autumn time, 12:54 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
i did my napfa ystrday... results?... was bad... even though i think i grabbed a gold...results:
im 19... so follow 19 yrs old standard... so unfair:( i could get all As if i do 20yrs old 1:( except for 2.4km)
sit up: 66,A (>42 to get A)
standing broad jump: 251,B (>251 to get A)
pull up: 11,A (>10 to get A)
sit & reach: 49,B (>50 to get A)
shuttle run: 9.84,A (<10.2 to get A)
2.4km run: 11.40>>> shd be, forgot liao, C (<10.01 to get A)
sianz... SBJ 1cm, sit & reach 2 cm... wth... i almost get all As loh... maybe no... 2.4... arghz... i tot i can get a B... idiot... ystrday raining... weather not tt gd... summore i stomachache... when running i thinking of toilet... hahahahah... how to run fast like tt:p bleah:p
anyway disatisfied wif my results... coz overall, i deproved... think only pull up improve... (in poly yrs, if compare to sec, i all deproved)
sian sian sia... i muz train running le lah... who wana join me?? those gals wana jian fei 1... join me lah:p haha...
* nite, finally got my com reformatted... beg plsssssss dun make my com down again...
...it's autumn time, 10:51 AM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
ystrday was the last meeting im having wif the committee... i still got alot of plans haven implement... i oso wana organise IVP, i was wana organise QUN YING HUI!...haix... but tt's meant to be... juz hope tt i can be involved in some help in these 2 events ba...
these 3 yrs... ive always wana organise something... when the power came... there's only a chance... 1 sentosa chalet... tt's the only 1... haix... no big events, no nth... muz get into alumni, if not it'll be bye bye wushu...
jul say tt yonjin willing to give his post to someone... i wana beeeeee... but come to think of it... leslie would be a better choice innit? i got plans... but i need help to implement... who'll?...
disappointed... disappointed wif 2 ppl... samantha... juliana... sam... i thot uve changed, ive thot uve let it go... and my thot is wrong... u still need lots of time to control ur temper well... and yah... ystrday u lost ur cool... simply becoz u misunderstood something... uve conveyed weibin's msg wrongly... and it ended up?...
me and jul now dun quarrel... coz im tired, and she's sicked of it... ive let it go... but she still hold on... so wat's wrong wif speaking out during meeting?... isnt it meant to be so?... why muz u always show me tt bloody face?!... im giving u lots of space and mian zi liao loh!... DAMN U!...
why... why izzit when couple breaks and they cant be friends?... why do they have to put an extra wall against each other?!...
ystrday was the worst meeting tt i had... so many things to say... yet i cant say... and it's all becoz of u... i dun wana blame everything on myself anymore... coz u're juz so selfish for me to take up anymore blames and yah... u really dun worth for me to do tt now... dun make me hate u...
sianz... alumni... will she join?... in my heart, i hope she dun... in my mind... i hope she'll... in any case, i hope someone will pull me back to wushu... dun make me lose hopes...
...it's autumn time, 11:01 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
biangz... my life is in miserable now... arghz...i now can say tt the 3 omen stars is shining very very brightly above my head... why? MY FUCKING COM got problems again... wat the hell?... hey! i nvr do wrong things lately loh! why keep finding me troubles!!! arghz...
i go home switch on com only... den i saw VIRUSES!!!! POPups, anti pop-ups software... making the CPU to be 100% always...
ystrday already 12am liao... if not i'll get my whole family to wake up and find out who made my com full of these stupid stuffs...
slept at 4 ystrday... spent alot of effort but only cleared 10% of those stupid stuffs... i haven back up those new things inside my com... so pls dun make me reformat... haix...
why... wei shen me?... wo hai xiang ku le lah...
mentality break down... too much le lah... keep bombarding me wif such stuffs... today got wushu meeting... coz of my com... so many things i wana say oso duno wat liao... haix... tis meeting will be a useless 1 more or less to me liao...
...it's autumn time, 9:53 AM