Saturday, April 30, 2005
i had a funy dream ystrday...i dreamt of me, weibin and gary... i forgot where we went... but while going back somewhere, we got so tired and decided to take a rest in a motel... eh... summore i think is geylang...
ok... we really rest there, nvr do anything funny ok!~ but den the place is like a room den divide to 2 like tt... the other side got ppl... they are doing...
den when they finished their business... the gal walk out, we saw her... i saw her... she's a secondary sch gal (coz she's wearing a familiar sch uniform) her name is "~~~~~" i forgot the name... damn... but hard pronounce...
she's cheerful, she's friendly, she's cute, she's everything juz like i wished for... she saw us, and introduced herself, tt's how i got her name... the familiar uniform she wear... CTSS, my sec sch...
how come such a girl have to become a prostitute?... a sec sch gal, wif such qualities... haix...
den something, i forgot wat...
we met her on the roads, it's the 2nd time, on the same day we met her... oh yah, we rested at nite, den mrning go out duno where...
he approached me in her cheerful way... behind her is her family... they dun seems to mind us... and i duno why, we juz shopped together, together wif her family, weibin and gary, but we're in our on world...
she came up to me, chatted wif me, and say hi to weibin and gary... after tt, all tt i can remember is she's holding my hands, and we're walking down the road together... wif her parents behind following... but i dun feel abit of discomfort at all...
but at tt moment... i think i was blurred... confused... how come there's a gal holding my hands now? wat did we do?... she's really my dream gal... but... but she's a... tt qn keeps stiring in my mind... can i dun mind her background, can i really accept her?...
i think in my dream, i only can hear her voice, but none of mine... it's all abot her... i think i can accept her... tt' wat i thot...
den duno how... we went to a house... actually is my house... but den, in my dream, my house is smaller and they have 5 lifts-_-" i live quite high...
oso duno why... the rest of da ppl in the house, but me and her stayed in the lift... the no is 35... and we didnt let the door close...
and my dream juz stayed on like tis... we in a lift... wif no 35 pressed and the door not close...
until it waited too long, the door finally closed, it went up to 35... den i duno why, i nvr get to my house floor again... i pressed those no.s that aren't reaching my home... the lift goes up and down... and finally... i realised she's not beside me anymore~...
i got home in the end, to realised tt her family is still there... they said she haven return... i didnt panick... i nodded, and went out looking for her...
and i woke up by my alarm...
how's the dream?... haix... too bad i cant complete it... it's really a sweet dream i guess... but wat does it mean?... is it meaning tt im desperate again?... but the truth is... i would really like to meet tis gal...(except sh'es a ... part?) she's really my dream... haix... but i forgot how she look in my dream liao... damn... so now even if i really see her i might not recognise her...
CTSS summore... lol... i wana noe the ending of my dream... did i found her and we stayed together anot?... but i got a feeling, i lost her...............................
...it's autumn time, 10:20 AM
Friday, April 29, 2005
today is the eve of grad nite... i wonder wat will happen tml?will i cry? will i be happy? will i really be touched by wat they've done for us?...
tml, tml is the day when i'll be grad frm wushu wif nthing much achieved i guess... 3 yrs liao...
3 yrs ive gained wat?... enlightened by weibin... ive gained nothing actually... maybe except friends...
yeah... maybe only friends is the 1 thing ive gained?... but it's only during yr 3 ba... some stuffs tt happened really does disappoint me in yr 2...
haix... bu yao ti le... wang shi zhi neng hui wei...
k... the others say they put in alot of effort in doing gifts for the juniors liao... so the presentation i can relax... if cant do den nvm, jing li jiu hao... ok ba... jing li ba...
mum told me dad got into an accident today... (dad now a taxi driver liao)... -_-" only the 3rd day den got into accident... wat happen to his driving skills?...-_- she say have to pay $2000... WTH!...
my bank $$ is depleting... i really dun wish to wrk, coz i still got alot of stuffs i wana do... but no no... i needa wrk... coz i dun think my parents got extra money for me lioa... taxi driver isnt a job for him... summore the rent for taxi is $90+ per day! biangz... den he oso nvr really put in the hardwrk to earn the money... he wrk from mrning till 9 ba, den in between i can see him at home 3 times... come home for nap... alamak...
he better get a job @ factory soon... den he can be more active... now the whole family like going -ve... i wonder how much he borrowed frm relatives again... sianz... next time i wonder how long i need to return all of them...
anyway... weiting going audition tml? gd luck!~ superstar:)
...it's autumn time, 11:05 PM
very quick post... now super tired, juz came back from KTV @ woodlands... actually by rite shd be wrking on the presentation now... but i really tired... those who can see tis, pls wake me @ 9am today.. friday...anyway, earlier went to sentosa... and i thot they were there liao, so i juz went ahead to siloso beach... only to realise that they haven reach sentosa at all... den wait for them for quite sometime ba, den we went to palawan in the end...:p
wah... hot hot hot hot... but had more fun tis time playing beach volley, coz got more chance to touch the ball... but soon we got "bubbles" on our back liao... meaning we going to peel soon...
today whole day at sentosa is drink water, play drink water, play... basically tt... and norman kena "seen" by some female caucassian when bathing... coz those females entered the guys toilet and he was bathing in the open...
after tt we went to orchard for dinner?... i blur blur liao... den weiting went to buy shoes, coz her's spoil half way and den we went KTVing....
so now at home... bth... i go orh liao...
~till now i only cant talk wif 2 gals... 1 is shinsian, and the other is rh... juz like they say, how come i cant talk to her the same way wif them?... how?~
...it's autumn time, 1:27 AM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
752am in da mrning... yoyyo! zao an! ning hao! jing tian hui geng hao!lol... and guess wat? i nvr sleep thru the nite...:p
i thot i'll only use 1 nite to finish the junior powerpoint... in the end im seriously wrong...-_-" i spent the whole nite editing the photos only-_-" heng got weibin and gary here keeping me awake... if not i oso sleep liao... edited around 100 photos... xiong...
most prob tonite we going to chiong again:p hahha...
den they'll be going to plan some other stuffs... den go buy formal wear... lol... i dun wana buy anymore... prom buy liao, juz wear back da prom 1:p lol... buy summore and i really burn a pocket in my pants...:p
grad nite i might be adding 1 more thing to my wear... wat? hahaha... slowly guess... suggested by weibin... see if i got wear tt day loh:p lol...
anyway, later going sentosa:p lol!!! SENTOSA AGAIN?! lol YES!!!~... i think tis mth i really sentosa crazy liao lah... hm... think go 3rd or 4th time in 2 weeks liao?
think i'll use the time to take some rest ba... den at nite chiong again...
so glad... my grad nite is coming liao... pls pls pls... i really hope tt my grad nite would be gd... like heard alot of bad news abot grad nite like tt... and hopefully i wun cry?... coz i expect tt i'll if it goes something like last yr:p lol...
yeah! later going sentosa again... triple burn my body... not gd news... today muz apply sunblock
...it's autumn time, 7:52 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
aiyoh... i was like trying to read blog... but den like... erm... out of 27 blogs i going to read... only 2 updated? lol~ wah...anyway, today we planned to do the junior presentation today... but noon i went to art friend wif weibin to buy some stuffs... den we decided laio... for guys? heheh... we not giving grad gift le:p ahhaa... 1 is no time, 2 is since we so shou liao, we jzu find 1 day go out eat ba:p... anyway we dun feel like making for weijie ah... den if tt day we give da guys nvr give him oso bu hao:p
after tt... went back to JP and bought some tidbits while waiting for jiao, den off to my house...
and wth... my sis brought her friend to use com for her proj... alamak... den wat we do?... in the end we played mahjong... lol~ ehh.... haha... and oopz, i won:p i won my pocket money for tml:p
but hahaha, mahjong is my new kick game:p quite fun... but play long le abit tiring:p but it's fun, hm... maybe more fun den dai dee ba:p but both games are fun to me:p...
den yeshh.... after dinner we started doing... lol~ and guess wat? coz we dun have the correct photos... so in the end we like nvr do alot... so after jiao see my photo albums, weibin and gary finish their chess game, zheng hong sleep finish under my bed... den they left...
tml will be a bz day... mrning go club take photos, den meet yanru take job, den go gary's house scan photos, den come home do the presentation + yanru's job... den go JP meet dar dar for dinner + fix her com... den come back overnite do the presentation... woahhhh....
dar dar... hopefully i can fix ur laptop k?:)
...it's autumn time, 1:24 AM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
lol... ystrday went sentosa:p haha u ppl might think... again???? lol... ok lah... 2nd time nia:pgot ppl go everyweek 1 leh... lol
hm... we shd be meeting 930am @harbourfront... and gr8... i woke up at 9am-_-"
faster sms anna liao, wash up den run out liao... but the bus gen wo zhuo dui... waited 10min for it... biangz... shd have walked...
haha... guess wat, i got on bus, den i saw qinhao:p lol
so i reached there at around 1030 ba... then saw weiyang there... i oso duno wat he saying, den he say go buy breakfast... den i realised tt he oso came late... lol~... eh! still tagged me dun be late! lol~
got to noe tt he dedicated song to qi ystrday nite and she heard it... yoz... shuang ma?... i wonder when i can hear songs dedicated to me...:p
eat already, off we went to sentosa... the weather is... HOT!!!!!!!!!... i juz took off my shirt awhile only, and im perspiring like wat sia... tis time no choice... have to out sun block, but on my arms only... and in the end i got my body burnt-_-" hopefully now balance liao... (coz last week burnt arm only... den body white white..:p hahah)
we played volley for quite awhile... den later to kayaking...
den weiyang tt idiot... took my paddle!... left me and waiteng wif 1 paddle... so we went chasing them... idiot... turn here turn there... tired 1 leh...den we tried to push qi and teng into the water... but they dun dare... althought they near the shore liao:p lol... had fun :p haha
after tt back to volley... but i slack... slept on beach...
till i too sianz liao, so went to 7-11 wif qi, den we passed by the ice creammmmm shop, and i saw rh there... the others too, so we went over eat ice cream instead:p
after the ice cream, dar dar (oh yah... qi is my dar dar... coz she call me dar dar...) she say wana cycle or not? den we chose the double cyclist bike... nvr try b4 leh:p lol... excited:p hahha... nervous too:p coz she pressure me... say her life in my hands... lol...
beginning was abit funny lah... but after awhile, u got the hang of it, den u cycle wun be like guai guai liao...
we sang song while cycling, go 7-11 buy stuffs liao den went back, lol... lang man as she said... aiyah... she wif her dear more lang man ba:p haha...
anna wanted to ride too, wif rh... but i duno wat happen to them lah:p lol... like bang here bang there... lol... rh duno how to cycle?... :p bleah... duno:p
they wanted me to teach rh how to cycle... but rh dun wan i guess... anyway in the end is me and teng went cycling:p
after tt the gals went bathing... the guys went too... den yang went to the beach, he squated down... and started drawing stars on sand... to his dear... he say coz they actually planned to watch stars at nite 1... but nobody staying overnite... so he draw stars give her loh...
yeapz... yang... tis is the thing tt wat i'll give to my special her ba... i wun do tis thing for my friends i guess... such sweet.... no, more den sweet stuffs shall be reserved for the special her... u noe?
hate to say it... but i finally see someone sweet liao... as in guy lah... i noe ppl will come complaining to me say their bfs oso sweet... hahhaa... but i can see 1 is yang lah...
actually i oso got 1 planned reserved for the special someone at the beach... but too bad no chance to display... though maybe it might be abit not environment friendly... but shd be can lah:p
hope tt someday,
someone will be able to find the candy,
open up the wrapper,
and taste the sweet inside...
but the result wasnt very nice ah... she came out 1 step late... the tide suddenly came in too fast and washed away half of the picture he made... she didnt get to see actual 1... but heng i got take photos of it... oso shoot 1 video for yang...
mai hiam buai pai lah ah:p hahha... at least got photos and video
help them edit 1... coz qi not in time to take photo wif the pic... hopefully it looks ok, though it dun really looks ok to me...
after tt dinner... it sux... as in not the food lah... but me again...
coz i got burnt on my body and biangz... i was liek scratching myself when eating... how gd can i feel?...
but anyway, forget abot my itch... i went to causeway in the end, go watch movie wif yang and qi... be light bulb... nono, candle, sounds better... den i saw leslie on train tis time:p lol...
lamed my way to woodlands... they wondered, how come i can talk so much wif them but not rh... eh.... haha...
we watched shikoku... duno wat wulu show is tt... it's a show full of ?????? not a nice show really... den like wat qi said, we're like 3 idiots there... why?... coz we took turns to sleep...
den they was there... taking care of each other when they sleep... diaoz... tt feeling is back...
blah... and so... the movie ended wif such lousy ending... and we proceeded home... took 187... last bus is 1130, heng... juz in time... actually oso no need wurry hoh? train not so early rite?...
too tired... the day b4 physical training and now im motion-bounded... coz my leg got too tensed up... muscles aching liao:p lol...
...it's autumn time, 1:33 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
hehe... warning... lots of photos...
their make up session in the room
rouhui and anna... i like tis pict:p
rouhui
amanda and me
me and anna
me and waiteng
anna's portfolio:p haha...
the pretty gals
another portfolio:p
weiyang in his slippers:p lol... coz he bought 2 left sided shoes:p
table 21 gals:p frm left. elaine, amanda, anna, huqi, waiteng and rouhui
table 21 guys:p andrew duno where:p tt's jimmy, weiyang, den me
myesterioussssss
me and rh...
At the pub... cheeky monkey...
"Oh NO! im caught drinking!~"
so near yet so farrrrr
me and rh again:p lol
weiyang, his dear, den me... how come i soooo bright ah?...
...it's autumn time, 2:54 AM
Friday, April 22, 2005
lol!~ came back frm chalet...really muz say, it's a wonderful chalet... i mean Lion Dance ppl real fun loh... it's a different experience:p
SP Hoh Bo Hoh!~ Hoh!~ SP SP Pa Buay Toh!~...
very fun... though some abit religion-ist... so wun say here...
den the nite was quite long ba... in the end after they went beach, we (me weibin and gary) take turn to bathe liao den slack on bed... play daidee... den talk cock... real nice talk ba... talk abot when we young... and of coz... fav topic of all chalets... ghostttttssss:p lol....
LD they all took some "ghostly" photos... got prints of faces on the pics... juz liek shutter...
but i see liao... erm... haha... ok loh... u can say it as ghosts ba... but i think they think too much... juz like kinming said... "see longer, later mickey mouse, donald duck oso come out ah"...~ lol~... Km is a real joker sia:p hahahha
later got training... tml sentosa again:p den mon dinner... 30th grad nite, 6-8th may chalet...
i dun wish to wrk!!! i really wana play all the way till i go in NS... haix... reality is always cruel... my bank doesnt allow me to do so... hai shi guai guai qu zao gong zuo ba:p
...it's autumn time, 1:53 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Warning... Super Long Entryshiok... after 5+ hrs of sleep, my headache is gone, i felt refreshed, and it's time to blog:p hehehhe... biangz... later still got chalet... tml got training, sat sentosa... i can die:p lol!~
ystrday 1pm i slept frm boonlay to orchard den went BK to take the tix from elaine... lol... she kena shocked by me... coz she duno me:p nvm:p
den went back JP cut hair, went home, change liao, den go bugis-_-"
reached there liao den took the flowers i ordered, den go 7-11 buy food for rh they all... omg... i seriously look like a guy juz came back frm market...
got 2 bags of flowers, 2 bag of grad gifts, a coat and a bag of food on my hands... in the end i chose to walk to the hotel instead:p lol:p take MRT i pasiseh ah:p hahahha
Pan pacific hotel... 5 star hotel? but the TV sux... the rest was... hmm... not bad:p toilet v nice:p lol... anyway, anna & rh came down to fetch me, since the lift needs da room card to operate...
go up, abit paiseh... they was putting on make up... wah... heng i nvr totally believe them sia... all wear till so nice!! den + make up summore! ... really chio:p den rh... lol... she "电" wt... i 不小心看到，差点就触电而死...:p lol... her lashes really long, den eye so big... guo ran shi mei nu:p hahha
den wt's make up oso very nice, blue blue de... anna oso:p her hair same like mine:p lol!!!
aiyoh... they there make up i oso duno wat to do... juz keep walking here and there... den we took photos:p wa... cant wait for the nite to come...
den came weiyang and the rest...
wah lau... come only den no gd wrds from them... they call me bell boy... coz i look like 1 (coz of my shirt) summore amanda still say i look like im wrking at sentosa...! biangz...
got nthing to say... all wear till like... erm.... duno how to describe... all wear till so chio! + make up + high heels... oh no... stressed...
den jimmy and yang, aiyah... tall ppl anyhow wear oso nice liao lah!...
both of them oso so shuai... zi bei zi bei...:p haha no lah...
anyway... in da middle stuff i oso dun wana say liao:p too long:p lol... we went down, continued take photos... OH YAH!!! 1 damn funny thing yang did... he bought a pair of shoes BOTH LEFT SIDE! lol~ in the end he called for norman to bring him shoes... so meanwhile he juz wore slippers around in his shirt and pants:p lol~
hm... dinner started "soon" after:p and dishes started serving... table of 10 suddenly become table of 3!!! lol... the gals all went off to take photos wif their lecturers etc etc... den left me jimmy and yang there... lol... we today official photographer, table seater, bellboy:p lol...
den came table games... lol... in the end only we 3 playing:p hahha... but we gave up in the end:p lol... den lucky draw, anna got something... but i forgot wat liao, think is voucher...
finally the came backkkkk:p we 3 so ke lian... whole nite duno how many times we're left there:p lol... but when they seated, i simply juz cant take my eyes off them... coz they really look different ah!... chio summore:p lol... amanda looks like doll, mich in her princess dress, rh wif her mi ren de yan jing, wt wif her bright make up, anna wif her punk hair, elaine in her bright look... wah.... :p lol.... >>> sounds as if im se lang...:p lol
den games... anna and weiyang saboed:p haha... anna have to "sexually arouse" her lecturer... lol! in the end she only touch him on the shoulder 1 round den walk away laio:p hahhaa...:p den yang got into the "man hunt" competition, in search of the most arm pit hair:P !!! lol... lucky i wasnt the 1 saboed... hahhaa
dinner ended like very fast leh... eat eat liao den dessert le... finally... got the chance to take photo wif rh... diaoz leh... haha... take photo oso muz find jie kou... hen bu xiang wo... anyway, it was ugly:( not she ugly... is me:( haix... there goes my photo... oso bu hao yi si to take another 1:p arghz...
hm... anna got a fished hooked:p hahha... joe:p mei xiang dao... anna so gd at fishing:p lol...
but later at nite... i think rh even better... summore her's like, she nvr even put the rod and got fish come?... duh... duno... dun wish to noe... zi ji pian zi ji:p lol
went to cheeky monkey, pubbing... wah! messy place... cant regular those place... once in awhile still can take it... regular, i think i can go bonkers:p i drank rum+coke and duno wat alcohol... HOT SIA! lol... but it taste much better den vodka i think... went dancing... lol... see they dance i oso duno wat to say...:p chiobu laio + dance gd:p lol... den rh was there, nvr touch alcohol, nvr dance, she actually dun like it:p but wat to do?
i went back frm the dancefloor to keep her company while the rest went dancing... biangz... all the while i only talked wif her 3 sentence? "you not going dancing?" "u stay here not sianz meh?" "wana play game?" lol! shi bai leh wo!!!!
aiyah... really need alot of time b4 i can really talk to her... or shd say she talk to me... quite shutting me off ba... aei!~ be friend friend 1st ok? rh, dun think too much:) :p erm... is she reading?... lol... so small paragraph, think she oso wun notice much... let's make it longer:p
k... it's like at the pub... the bell rings "ting ting ting" it announced tt i confirm not her type of guy liao... so i can oso stop thinking so much:p but be friends still ok rite?... really hope tt can talk to her more often... coz knew tt she's not tt quiet 1... anyway... i oso dun have zi ge to think too... my heart hasnt settled yet... when settle le den man man think ba
she's a very guai guai girl... shi wo xi huan de ba... BUT!... haha, it's not only abot me mah:p lol... i thot i can use laming to talk to her... but (daaaa daaaa) FAILED!!! lol... im still very very far frm her...
couple couple couple... rh say she'll be the last in the grp... think think... oh... she'll be the last single in the grp... think anna or who said tt joe acutally suits her more? i duno... headache liao...
the drinks really giving me headache... den wt keep saying... u dun get drunk ah u dun get drunk ah... so i foreced myself to be awake... hq cant make it... in the end she's drunk:p not very ... but yes she is...
seeing those 2 couple together... haix... jiu shi zhe ge yang zi... tt's wat i wished for ba... seeing too many couple together affects me?... na... im juz a guy who simply prefer couple life den a single's life...:p
den chatted wif qi... blah blah some stuffs... den she say... im a sweet guy... but it's juz like eating a dish... if u continue to eat it for a week, u'll feel sianz rite?... i noe wat she meant, but wrong metaphor lah:p lol... sweetness... shd actually be reserved for 1... and u cant display it always... if not she'll felt sianz?...
i duno... it juz run in the blood... jiang shan yi gai, ben xing nan yi... me is me, and im tt... the 1 who loved me, shd love me tis way too... but of coz i think i still needa change abit...:p
being a sweet guy... other says it's a you dian, but i say to me... it's more to a que dian den you dian... coz anything den goes more den enuff, is bad... and i think i got it more den enuff... and it makes me seems like i flirt...
believing... every gifts, is meant for 1 psn, every gift, shall be unique... and every sweetness shall be given in a different meaning... for the HER... my sweetness given to her will be unique, will be in life... will be something that i display in everyday life, but not seen in everyday too...
tis is my life... my life is still single... actually... im really afraid tt i might be single forever leh... haha... jialat... 19yrs only den think till like tt liao:p lol~
after tt we went back to hotel... yang, hate to say... but he's quite sweet too... it's not by seeing, it's by a feeling... a kind of sincere action is felt... it's different... zhu fu ni men:) hehehe...
and den i got gd news the next day liao:p lol... QI! hehehe... my grad gift wrked wor! lol~
and so... the 1st time going to sleep in a singapore hotel... the 1st time kena kicked out... the management found out tt we got too many ppl in the room laio, so we're asked to leave... we went to esplanade there... wah..... headache headache... how i wish i oso drunk... den can juz vomit den sleep... no need care abot headache...
there i cant sleep! no becoz i not used to it... but coz too much bloodsuckers!!! lol...
so in the end i went to talk tif rh and anna... biangz... like tt talk indirectly den she talk more:p lol.... den anna oso bth... she too tired:p lol... think rh is the most clear minded 1 liao... den am i oso clear? i guess i am:p lol!~
620+... finally, we left for the mrt, went home sleep, the other 2 guys went back to their gals... wait for them:p
k... short liao hoh! i still got alot to say 1:p but nvm... everything inside my heart laio:p ystrday was a fun nite... really... thank god that b4 i grad from poly... i got to know you gals, and guy... anna, waiteng, rouhui, huiqi, amanda, jimmy and weiyang... great to know you all:) hope that we'll be in contact oso:)
Photos? wana see my freak face? lol!~ other days ba...:p going chalet now:p hehehhee
...it's autumn time, 4:50 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
fast fast 1... muz sleep... if not later i'll look like zombie at prom...whole day doing grad gift till nite went to analakshmi for dinner... yum yum...:p
den went to arcade for awhile @ bugis... percussion freak... hehehe... i think im starting to addict to tt game le:p haha.. coz the drum like lion dance drum like tt:p lol!~
anyway... at noon i bought "man tian xing", the white white flower tt is used to decor the main flower 1... OMG...-_- it cost even more den main flowers such as roses loh!... diaoz... how come florist use such ex flowers as side flower...-_-"
...it's autumn time, 4:43 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
ooh... so now there'll be 2 casinos in singapore? i think abit too much to start of.. hope nth wrong will go wrong...biangz... entry fee is $100 sia... casino is 1 place i cant go den...:p lol... but im looking forward to the 1 @ sentosa:p coz we're da targeted audience! yeay!:p more fun to be anicipated:p lol...
palawan oso renovating:p by next yr july den finish... sooo long... hope tt it can finish faster i go there play again:p but oso hope tt got ppl go wif me...:p lol~
...it's autumn time, 1:14 PM
Today was like a 1 day science course...Science Lesson 1
Venue: At home
1st lesson, sleeping is the strongest enemy of waking... and so, the alarm rang, my dad tried waking me up... but sound did not travel to my ear, therefore my room is of vaccuum... that's the reason why i slept till 1pm in the end-_-"
Science Lesson 2
Venue: Daiso
Left my house @130, wana rush to JP buy some straws 1... but i saw the IMM bus come liao, so change strategy, rush to the bus instead and got myself all wet... coz the sky so gd to me, rain immediately...
Reach there, timed myself to leave exactly @3pm, & so shopping starts... wat's the science lesson here? actually nothin:p lol...
it's when i get to the bus stop (needa go botanic gardens)...
i cross the road to get to the bus 105 bus stop, den they are making road there... den got those black black hot hot smelly stuff on the floor rite? den those big big machine will press those road material 1... in the end, it's my 1st time to step on those hot hot stuff in order to board the bus...
and i thot how hot it'll be... in the end it's juz like nth lol~ tt proves that heat does not conduct fast in rubber (my shoes:p) lol~ aiyoh... die die muz oso make science out of it...-_-~
Science Lesson 3
Venue: Bus 105
This lesson is incredible!~ I realised that some humans are made of glass! Tou Ming de!! (transparent) & tell ya, im the xi you (rare) 1... im one made of glass...
juliana was on the bus b4 i boarded the bus, den when reach SP bus stop, she juz alight & quickly walk away w/o even saying hi or bye... (i duno she on board till she alight)... win liao loh... still say dun hate me nor dun like me to haijiao... does any of her actions say so? she's not making peace...-_-" haix... nvm~ sui ta ba...
Science Lesson 4
Venue: Botanic Gardens
aiyoh... tis place all abot science liao? lol~:p guess wat im doing there? aiyah... go pick saga seeds... coz sentosa i duno where to get those seeds...
the place wasnt hard to find... juz tt the shortest route was blocked due to upgrading wrks, & i took a big round abot to reach the place...
on my way...
hmm... i forgot wat's tis called liao... some sun of joy?... lol~ cant remember:p
PURPLE FLOWER!!! cool~ tis flower nice nice, but i duno wat's da name:p
and i found "the swinging gal"
the moment i saw the place... i was O_O!!! omg... i thot sianz... the tree kena removed?... juz when i was abot to leave, i try my luck finding saga seeds around... heng i did tt... coz the tree was beside "gal on hammock" instead...
interesting picking those seeds wif mosquitoes, ants and ka kas (cockroaches) accompanying me picking seeds... the feeling is 1 of a kind of experience man!... the ants around the trees... u really cant imagine... u might wana use millions to decribe! wth... the seeds lying around all got ants infested!~... wah... have to becareful i dun disturb their nest.. den everytime i take, i have to be careful i nvr get in contact wif centipedes or wat... coz i was frightened when i saw a millipede suddenly and got an earthworm-_-"
those mosquitoes were very FRIENDLY... suck my blood till my hand bleed-_-" ants oso very FRIENDLY... they climbed up my shoes and bite me to say hello... omg...
in the end, after an hr, i go check the amt i collected... BIANGZ! it's barely enuff for me loh~... so i have to go another round again... tis time cant concentrate on finding nice nice 1 (im trying to get all the nicer 1, bright bright 1)... i juz find and take...
den those wrkers there was looking at me... they muz be thinking wth is tt guy doing under the tree.. crazy... hahaha... i oso abit ps they seeing me... but no choice ah:p... now i noe why is it commonly noe as lover seeds liao... coz u juz need lots of patience and effort to uncover love (those seeds are actually hiding under dead leaves... i needa "dig" them out during my 2nd round)
around 5, i ended my search... hopefully it's enuff (and yah, it's more den enuff in the end:p haha, thk god:p) den i went back SP, training loh:p
*** bloody hell... in the end i found a shorter route out of the place... tt means ive spent half an hr walking when i had a 2 min exit...
Science Lesson 5
Venue: Clementi Kopitiam
training was xiong, very xiong... 2 weeks nvr train liao den suddenly train really jialat...
anyway wat's the lesson learnt here? i think learn = no learn lah... we discussed abot NKF stuffs, den abot wat organs can be donated or not donated, den wat's brain dead?... when 1 is announced brain dead, is he still living or not? wat organ is the last to die? ( i say is brain... but they say brain is the 1st to die & when u're brain dead, u're totally dead... izzit?) i thot zhi wu ren are ppl who are brain dead...
anyway... they was saying, next time NKF shd not ask for money, they shd ask for kidney donation... more realistic...
so next time u see tv, they'll say, 请打19001128888 捐出你的肾吧，您的每一棵肾将会是给我们莫大的鼓励... lol~... 我们今天筹得了100万个肾！谢谢你新加坡！
diaoz... den like tt NKF can only have tis type of charity show once every 10 yrs... if not not enuff kidney to be donated...
den we say... wah... like tt china got tis show den best liao... imagine the amt of ppl dey have, den how many kidneys they have... confirm enuff to save everybody in s'pore who kena kidney failure...
joke is joke... everything ended... u still support NKF anyway... coz there's alot things i believe in and anyway, high possibility i might get it too... coz yi chuan:p so? muz support:p lol...
Science Lesson 6
Venue: MRT
my god... all abot science? on mrt den they was talking abot blood type... wat recessive not recessive... i duno... dun understand... only noe tt my blood can save alot of ppl, but i only can get 1 blood to save me... so ke lian...:p lol...
no more lesson... go bia grad gifts... sianz... i think i really cant finish all...
...it's autumn time, 4:07 AM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
today go sentosa:p lol... next week oso go... next next week might go! lol-_-today suppose to meet em 10am @harbourfront... in the end only eugene and tingyun reached early... the rest late... esp tt wanling... diaoz... still say wana meet earlier when she came so late... den everyone meet liao den realised tt leslie still sleeping @ home...-_-"
when all meet laio den we off go da bao @ the hawker 1st... wanling my god... u shd really improve ur chinese loh! she read chao luo bo gao(carrot cake) to >>> chao mian dou bing (fried noodle bean biscuit) -_-""""""
hm... super... we go there liao i got free admission... but eugene went to buy tix liao-_- in the end he's the only 1 paying... den we took blue line and we wana go siloso beach... duper!... i told em to get off @ the wrong stop! in the end we took a 20 min stroll down those construction site to get to siloso... but it isnt a waste u noe! coz we found NEW ZEALAND! ice cream... the shop where "Huo Xia Qu" took scene at...
den we decided to go there eat ice cream after everything...
wanling putting sun block... wait for her so long...
hm... beginning abit sianz... so we started off wif PLAN A... so me & gary grabbed tingyun and off to the sea.. followed by wanling (eugene and hong took her)... LMAO! she tored my poncho!!! when they catch her... and tingyun even worse-_-" got hp in her pocket oso wun say... and soaked in water so long summore!!! tio sianz... my responsibility liao...:(
so fast started eating... piggggg
hm... den eat eat... while me & eugene go explore siloso awhile...:p after tt we play abit of volley... haha, quite long lah:p den we went DIVING! lol... jump water... jump till my mucus keep running... lol... i think today my salt intake too much liao... drank too much sea water...:p thru the nose summore! lol... DAMN! den i was wearing sleeveless!! when i notice it, it was too late... i got double colour liao-_-"
after tt we went back & got to noe tt wanling injured herself... -_- lmao... play oso dun how to play... the reason for her getting hurt abit funny lah...:p anyway, she washed up & i brought her to do abit of 1st aid... sob... felt guilty... i organiser in the end 1 hurt 1 hp swimming in sea...-_-"
anyway, after her treatment, leslie they all oso come liao, den we set off to kayaking... hehe.. tingyun wif me:p EX WIFE!!! lol... taught her how to paddle... but in the end i did most of the paddling... coz she too slow:p lol... haha... den we took some photos... in the end gary and eugene decided to capsize us juz for the sake of getting ty into the sea:p lol... u shd have seen her behaviour! "Oei! mei li mao! Bu Yao! Bu Yao! Ohoohohoohho (ty's luffter)"
went back again den volley... etc etc... stayed quite long ba... after wash up den we went to NEW ZEALAND! lol... ice cream lah...
new zealand ice creammmmmmmmmmm
when lamers get together... lame things will happen... and so peixuan & tingyun acted out the "Huo Xia Qu" final episode there...-_- den px suddenly fainted there (she acted liang yi) and ppl was staring @ us... oh no...-_-"
ice cream was YUMMMMIEEEEE:p lol... den after tt, we went to the fountain beside to take photos... and yah... gary did something lame!... he took some stones or rocks and put on top of those water, so tt it'll splash dfferently lah... in the end, 1 of the stone dropped into 1 of the pipe! den no water come out liao!!! LMAO!... we quickly get away after tt:p lol
and so off we went to our dinner... my god... the 3 lamers juz keep luffing non-stop... dun understand wat they toking oso... they juz kept luffing and luffing away in their own world...
our dinner @ pastamania was goooood... not expensive, yet the food is nice:) hehehhe... den we saw dawn after tt... wah... meet alot of ppl today... not bad not bad:p
after pasta, ty, wl, px went home while we + yanru & sam went off to ktv... xiong... really overspent... pls pls pls... i needa job...
...it's autumn time, 4:32 AM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
let's recall the song... small small world...tis world might really be small ba... or shd i say singapore is small? maybe is my social circle small lah...
hq and anna is same pri sch classmates, so is wy but he duno. hq, anna are my friends... den during an outing, wy knew abot their relationship laio... den wat does it have to do wif me???
wy know sp... sp is my sec sch friend, wy JJC friend...
den now! jasmine know wy, jasmine my wushu friend... she oso know my sec sch friend xq, coz they clazmate on NP...
chim hoh? humans are juz related wif these sorts of link... and each individual link will group us up... tt's how friendster work... that's how the world run...
im linked to the US president... so does he and Osama...
lame... ignore the above... too boh liao...
...it's autumn time, 11:45 PM
ah.... finally... i got my coat and pants for the D&D... somehow... i think i'll juz look very common tt day... unless my shirt inside i wear something bright lah... but it'll still end up myself ending up common:p hahhaa...juz hope that i wun be looking too bad beside those girls...:p hahha
anyway... why common? got i got my coat and pants from U2? haha... common shop... so common ppl wear:p i at 1st wana go dockers get 1... but in the end still ended up at U2... coz aunty say the design oso not much diff ah... so might as well get the cheaper 1 loh... since i dun wear it frequently...
everything doesnt go as i 1st plan... 1st plan wear black coat... in the end now grey... everything diff lah... and i finally realise 1 thing... i always think of wat i wear... but i think i forgot abot my ht...:p i look short in my coat! hhahha.... pray hard... they dun wear high heels till too high... if not i die...
tml go get shirt wif my mum... love shoppin wif her... coz she can help me match clothes... den she oso noe the price of wat's worth and wat's not...:p hehehe
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sianz... sick of ppl asking... who going ah who going ah? cant they juz reply... yes or no 1st b4 they ask tt qn?... very idiotic 1 leh... arghz...
...it's autumn time, 1:02 AM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
wah kao... enlist liao... 8th july... fast?... ok lah...so much for getting gold for napfa:p bleah... last yr they all october den go in leh... wah lau... me so fast go in liao! cant even make it for the wushu competition in august... arghz...
me in bmtc school 1... anybody same as me?...
...it's autumn time, 6:22 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
YOYOYOYO! Oh CynDi, WhAt'S wRoNg WiF mE!?! Ai niiii...:phahaha... tt's the song she danced last year... tis year... she dances HoNeY!~
hahaha yesh! she's SHINSIAN!!! :p hahaha...
today... i took a nap... in the end sleep till nite... sis woke me up to watch nkf... in the end i go out carry on sleeping... den come to tis part... cyndi came out...
i thot... oh... it's her... last yr shinsian was there... haix... tis yr duno have anot... den da next moment... i saw shinsian's friend 1st... my sleepy eyes quickly teared and wake those sloppy feeling!... immediately... im refreshed and ta-da.... hahaha... she's there!!!!
im so excited, almost jumped:p ahahha... but nvr, coz there's guest in my house:p hahaha... shinsian was there dancing again... so xian mu... not xian mu she's there performing... btu xian mu she's there... haix... why im not there? why not like last time i was there too... ke xi ke xi...
haha...think my hp going to have the song honey soon:p hahha
next yr NKF i oso wana go!! as long as cyndi is there... i believe she'll be there too:p hahaha...
haix... me and her... really is like you yuan wu fen... we do meet... after 3 yrs apart... we met last yr at the studio... but haha.. really too bad:p somethings are juz like tt... meant to be seen frm far and admire... not meant for u to hold in ur hands to keep... she's da prev 1....:p
7 years already... you're still deeply in my thots... in my mind... in my heart...
haix... hua xin... i mean me...-_-"
...it's autumn time, 12:38 AM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
today i went shao mu... took a plane and flew to new zealand... the place is so green and the cows are feeding... i took some of them down...
o_o" lame... nah... these cows are another gimmick done by a new advertising company called moo-vin, guess uve seen it on TV, and those buses wif a tail sticking out...
i guess the place i go shao mu is da same as urs wanling:p haha... actually oso not surprising lah... there's not much place in singapore to put our ancestors ashes... confirm got more ppl i noe going there 1... juz tt i nvr meet...
anyway... another -_- thing happened...
i was wondering... how come my sec sch friends like suddenly all not online... den today i found out something...
I DELETED ALL THEIR CONTACTS!!! biangz...-_-" think is when tt day i was organising my favourites list and i click delete favourites... muz be deleted off like tt... heng i still got yahoo mail... duplicated frm there... but now muz try to add them back in MSN liao...-_-: so peeps of 4D1... if u noe tis situation, pls kindly add me ok? thx thx thx:)
...it's autumn time, 3:34 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
juz wana blog some of the -_-" stuffs recently happened1) today... i slept till 5pm...
2) ystrday supposed to meet my friends at bugis mrt... den i reached 1st and i fell asleep while waiting... den when 1 of them reached... he sat beside me till i woke up-_-" he was supposed to go makan wif me 1st... in the end he sat there for half an hr or so while i slept for an hr...
3) tt day went pub... yanru was asking for our palms... she wana see how many steady will we have in our life... and diaoz... mine is either 1 or 3... coz 1 obvious 1 and the other 2 not so obvious...
erm... so that means wat? it's either it'll be 1 long wait b4 she appear... or 3 loh... nvm...=_=
quite sianz... but i think frm mon on my life will be more active liao...
mon go orchard, tue passover logistics stuffs, wed or thu go sentosa, sat or sun go sentosa, next week got sports award ceromony, D&D den got lion dance chalet, after tt 3rd week got grad nite... den may we'll have a grads chalet... after den hang... maybe oso got 4D1 gathering ba... aiyoh... hopefully may will be filled soon... i dun wana slack... yet i could find no jobs yet...
...it's autumn time, 10:29 PM
ystrday was the last day of ITP... den eugene duno why... suddenly say wana go watch movie... den ask me to decide time and moive... so we went to watch The Pacifier... (my god... tis is my 3rd movie in tis mth liao?... only 1 week leh... wo de tian...)Funny show i would say:p haha... especially the duck... it's name is... GARY!!! GARY!!! u saw tis? u're on the movie!...
after tt we went to a pub... siao... i really cant drink alcohol... i drink abit only... den my face red red liao... after a while... i hot liao... as if i got fever like tt...
den i think we left around 1am... den went to 7-11 eat supper and chatted on... till 3am...
i reach home liao... but still got stuffs to do... den oso do yanru's work... wah biangz... ru... ur $14 very hard to earn leh!~...
anyway... today went back to sch for debrief... tt ms ghem ah... like more friendly den anna leh... ahhaha... and her dog!!! so cute!!!!next time go sentosa muz tell her... den she bring her dog there:p hahha
ok... basically today after tt met wb go shopping, for grad nite gifts, den went for training and now... and now i really cant tahan liao... i muz sleep... byebye... nitez...
die... not enuff time to make grad gift...
...it's autumn time, 12:55 AM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
and so... everybody is bloggin abot their last day of itp... and me?... aiyah.. oso nth much to say... sch u nvr see b4, nvr go b4 meh?... only like tis loh...hm... we have to meet the supervisor for sort of discussion thingie... 1 to 1 talk... den talk abot his comments to you, wat are my thots etc... not very interesting...
den when he talk abot my faults... expected:p haha... body language, me too quiet (where got?!)... needa engage more i my work environment etc... yah yah... in the end i tio complain by some lecturers i guess... if im not wrong... it shd be the 1 i pissed him off... oso nvm... i nice nice talk back to u u oso wana complain den complain ba... heck
such GUY is so petty... lose liao den bu gan yuan?
haha.. i oso dun care much either, he die oso not my prob...
we went to fc5 to get thank u card... in the end, there's no thank u cards there... so we got those Locust poster, A3 size 1... den we write behind and treat it as thank u card... biagnz... we photostat A3 summore hoh...-_-"
haix... though last day liao, i dun feel any happy or sadness ah... juz like tt loh...maybe abit sianz... thot of no $ oso sianz liao... den think of nth to do even more sianz...
0102 ppl... go sentosa leh? ok?:p
oh yah... jessie... where u think shd go for our gathering?...
...it's autumn time, 1:29 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
WOOOohhOOhhhh:p today 2nd last day of ITP! wahahha... shiok:p but oso not shiok!:p not job = no $$ cham...today whole day very bz ah... bz doing grad nite video, bz doing instructions for next batch of interns... i oso forgot abot the thank u card laio:p i tml den go fc5 buy:p hahhaa...
today found out something really interesting abot the 5... and yeah... wt, rh, hq, anna and amanda... u all really cute sia:p hahhaa...
wt likes pink tulip, rh blue rose, hq, purple lavnder and anna yellow sunflower... only amanda i duno... but i guess she'll like some green flower:p haha coz left wif green colour den they can form rainbow liao:p... but where got green flower 1? den i was telling jasmine white oso can mah:p coz white consist of 7 colours... green included:p
and yeah... they really formed the rainbow... amanda is white roses...:p biangz... :p hahhaa
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魔王：你尽管叫破喉咙吧！没有人会来救你的！
公主：破喉咙~破喉咙~
没有人：公主~我来救你了！
魔王：说曹操曹操就到！
曹操：魔王！你叫我干吗？
魔王：哇嘞！看到鬼！
鬼：靠！被发现了！
靠：胡说！谁发现我了？
谁：管我屁事？
魔王：oh~my GOD!!
上帝：谁叫我？
谁：没有人叫你啊！
没有人：我哪有？
从此。。。魔王精神分裂
很冷。。。 小心感冒。。。
...it's autumn time, 10:44 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
u ppl started looking for jobs liao?haix... cant find mine...
enuff of my mum nagging so better go get a job b4 she nags again...
will be free till july earliest ba... skip the PTP... so earliest im going to be enrolled is july le...
anyone got any job offer?
...it's autumn time, 1:03 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
hey... have u ppl checked ur cca points?i checked mine... and some real stupid stuffs happened... i got 185points, not enuff to get distinction:p but gd enuff lioa lah... wat stupid things tt happened... is that i think at least got 10-15points is by rite i shd not get 1...
some are given by my seniors last time, he juz put all names down and submit i guess, so i nvr attend den oso got points... den today i checked again... aids talk?... yr2002?... it was only updated today and updating yr2002 stuff?... and when did i eva went for an aids talk?-_-" someone write my admin no ah?
today go training at kallang wif weibin... den when we are going, we went to cheers to get something to munch on transport home... den we saw this vodka twist thing... quite interesting, $3.50... so we got it... wah lau!... it taste quite... bleah:p ahhaha... but ok lah, not so bad either... den it wrote something like 20% something something... bin say tt it's only only 20% of the drink is vodka (it's half vanilla, and half melon flavour vodka) den he say so little... wun drunk 1...
i wun believe him again... it's 20% alcohol!!! how i noe? coz i got seh on train!!! 1st i got very hot... think face damn red oso... since ppl looking at me... so i decided to get some sleep b4 i start to vomit... den when i wake up @ chinese garden... oh... it's juz hell... felt like vomiting liao... at lakeside i sit up prepared to go... @ boonlay, i rushed to the escalator... and waH!!!! i cant walk straight sia! pespiring too... wah sianz... faster get out of gates and take some rest...
biangz... is tt how u feel when u get drunk?... heng i still got zhi jue... if not i really 100% drunk liao... now den i noe i so weak @ alcohol...
btw, jessie, wat outing u wan? bbq?... go sentosa?
...it's autumn time, 4:56 PM
today very bz... i go sch earlier den usual so that i can quickly finish those outstanfing wrk i had, den can go send andrew...fuke... i really lost touch of 3dmax liao... biangz... alot of things i forgot... almost forgot how to animate... den come daryll... he asked me abot how's my ITP?... i say ok loh... so so... den he say... remember @ the beginning i was whining?... den i>>> -_-" if return back to tt time again, i'll still whine...
after tt rushed back to my lab faster do my stuffs and left...
in the end i reached earlier, so go in 1st... i go in to see andrew for the last time... his parents was hugging him... not too fang bian for me to go oso... i said b4, i want to kai kai xin xin to song ta shang lu... but i failed to do so...
b4 the rest come, they had a ritual and we're not allowed to see... den his mum i think... she cried so badly till i oso cannot control my tears liao... his other friends oso ren and ren and ren... but i ren bu dao...
the rest came in time to see his last sight b4 they close coffin... juz so sad tt i duno wat to say liao... den we song him to mandai crematory... 1st time go there... the place was... wah.... when i reach the place... the design was so solemn, but it's tt design tt actually give ppl a calm feeling... gd...
juz when andrew is going to be cremated... his family cried so badly... i saw rayston cleared his tears, i heard xiangjun cried, and i noe tt i oso did too... sorry... sorry that i cant be kai xin to send u off... cant do so... it's juz too hard...
after tt, we went out, den saw a group of army personnel... someone died in army again?... haix...
we went back to amk... washed up... den eat alittle... alrite... wo men ku ye ku guo le, shang xin ye shang xin guo le, so we shd let go of the past and walk happily again. his family recovered fast... even faster den me sia... tt's gd:) im sure they could accept it more den us do. and they'll live happily again.
talking abot happy... something real "happy" happened... aifen almost ate a shiny green bug!!! there's tis insect in her fried mee... den jian fei chua tiok... coz he eat den nvr look 1:p hahaha... so funny... we start to laugh already... glad to see all of us back again... hi!:)
went back for training... only to realise only 6 psn training... -_-: sianz liao.... but i try to be hot lah... so we ran around da sch... play basketball den train...
den we have to do 1 duan routine... and i did mine... and my cudgel flew off and hit eugene! oopz... hahaha... very kua zhang:p hahha
after tt we end at 9+... den me, gary, hong and huifang went to watch "House of Fury"... coz of wat i oso duno... maybe is coz i keep saying they increasing cost liao den muz faster watch... we watch 1140 show... wahaha... yeah! midnite show:p
den we were at the arcade and saw shuqing and junxiang:p
the show was NICE! but only u interested in actions lah... there's some lame shows inside lah... but i still think if u wan laughs? go to "See Ghost 10" ba:p for actions... wah... Fury will stunt u:p
...it's autumn time, 3:26 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
sianz... was reading the newspaper... and tt stupid cinema is raising their cost again...mon-wed: $7
thu, eve:$8.5
da rest: $9.5
wth... the cinemas say tt compare to other countries such as US, london and hongkong, our prices is very low liao... damn lah! u comparing wif wat cities! hongkong ex tt's why piracy so xiong mah!
juz like the news report, confirm lesser ppl will go cinema liao... den all will change to rent video, pirated vcd... den? wat abot movie? wah lau... films are rated by box office 1 leh... lke tt all dun go cinema... den my dream how?!... damn... senior citizen da best... $4... arghz.. student shd oso get such price hoh? now how student afford to go movie frequently?
nvm...
today rained whole day... very sianz... no feel to do wrk oso... until our supervisor came in den i wake up... juz like derek said... the moment it rained... we thought of andrew... it juz depicts our feeling... and derek closer to andrew ba... he told me he cried in office...
juz returned frm andrew's wake not long ago... so called 1st to reach there... wif fai and sufian... den waited for the rest... all wearing black, i wore brown, abit extra... but i think shd be ok ba...
they all look so solemn... den nvr talk 1... i oso dun dare to talk much... (i used to "xi shang" liao, family custom is like tt, so they all look so sad sad 1 i oso duno wat to do...)
but as time goes... they start to talk liao, gdgd... everybody cheered up a little liao... at least there's some laughter... if andrew is there... he'll confirm laugh wif us. i think he also dun like to see us sad sad 1 rite?... so we shd not be sad anymore... tml he'll be on his way... so we dun sulk ok?... kai kai xin xin de song ta hao ma?... i hope ba... coz they oso wun see my blog oso...
erm ah qi ah... make my feelings known?... but the thing is i dun even noe my feeling!... ive juz "normalised" all my likes... and so i nvr really like who more u noe u noe?... erm... meaning no special feeling ya? but i still like her... haha chim hoh?
and... got ppl like to get rejection 1 meh?... haha.. though i used to it liao lah...:p
sometimes... when u do not have the confidence in putting into a relationship, it's better to prepare more 1st? coz it's juz like u're not prepared to put in ur heart to the relation, den suddenly pop out the qn... den later u realise tt u actually dun like her but another... isnt it hurting?... i'll feel like tt lah...
current me is like, i like some ppl... (excl shinsian... coz i always liked her... i noe unfair, but when the one comes... shinsian will be kept in my memories... haha... anyway she only can be kept in memories ah... coz we nvr meet 1... seriously dan lian...) den i oso nvr felt i like who more or something like tt... tt's why i dun pop the qn to her ya?... dun wana hurt her... she's a gd gal... but the more imp thing is... is she my type of gal?... or shd say... am i her type of guy?...
...it's autumn time, 12:47 AM