Everyday is a sunny day!

wah lau eh... sadded sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

i was still saying tt i wana get together wif my friends... is it possible... den suddenly like can sia! but i dun have tt time-_-"

i msged jiahui today abot some bowling competition thingie... but den he joined another team liao... nvm, den he jioed me to go bowling today loh... but im not prepared, summore got 5km run at bishan... so no choice to reject him...

den today anna they went KTV!!! she jioed me too... arghz...

den jiahui gave me a call again... go his house drink, as in vodka lah!... and wif some of my sec sch friends... wah lau eh!!!! cant make it!... tml going m'sia...

den tml? anna they all going sentosa!!!! lol~ ... aiyoh... timing so wrong... sadded sia... really sadded... but nvm... jiahui will be telling me when he'll be training bowling, guess i'll be joining him soon ba:) den sentosa? no prob de... sure will come v soon i guess... den next week? i think army friends are going ktving... so as wushu friends too... yeah!... you guys rox!!!!!!!

k... i'll be returning frm msia safely de:)

...it's autumn time, 12:28 AM

i was pretty gla don tue, im gald tt new ppl are going into their lifes, making them happier. For some, maybe you all cant accept them now, but at least i noe, you're getting happier le:) things will get better de:) 幸福是否摆在你眼前，你的试过才知道。 For some who are still having problems, yu noe who you are... i'll still be praying hard for you, hoping tt things will turn out fine, and may you be happier by each day...

祝大家幸福快乐
* there's a sergeant in my company getting married... think he's only 22 or 23? omg!... so young, but nvrtheless, im happy for him, congrats!!!:)

Was watching commercial tt day, den there's this show upcoming in january... 'so u think u can dance'. i got a feeling tt shinsian will be joining, no, is she'll ne in the show. lol... we'll see:p think i'll be telling ppl tt another of my friend is on tv again? hahhaa...:p

Reading blogs... there's lesser and lesser updates le... and frm the adidas gang? i simply have no idea how are they... of not coz of the recent bday chalets... i dun think i would have any idea tt there's new couple in the gang:p hahha... juz as i was typing this, saw amanda's blog update le... and anna got date me out... :p haha... but too bad i cant make it... next time i'll make it de!:)

i wana go out wif all my friends leh... adidas, dmmt, wushu, sec sch... is it possible?

There's this dream of my cousin, making my parents worrying now... background of my cousin?
He's somehow related to such stuffs ever since someone died i think... den he went to bai shi xue yi, so such supernatural things her'll be the 1 handling it. de he sometimes got bad dreams and it's an omen... the last time he dreamt, we're able to catch the last sight of my da bo mu...

He sent tis to my dad ystrday mrning:

"Hello uncle... im 阿宝... last night had bad dream..... in my dream you people cannot find your eldest son Yong Yong (me)...... Then your first wife came and said 'time is up... Now is the time to take your son away... Now is the time for me to be with him......' after saying this she leave with anger..."

Juz in case anyone haven noe... my biological mum passed away in a car accident when im 9mths old...

Now my parents are worried abot me and sianz the whole day coz of the sms.. duno wat to tell the oso... coz certain part of me noe tt something gonna happen, i oly can be more careful, tt's all... somethings u juz have to believe when youve met it... this sat im going m'sia... this is the thing tt really worries them. haix... duno... but i'll still be going... may everything goes well.

Actually, when my dad forwarded me the sms, i dun feel anything much, coz i do miss my mum sometimes and i dun mind accompanying her... but why? why do she leave wif anger? wat is she angry abot?... dun quite get it...

anyway, i prayed to guan yin liao... hoping tt it'll ease my parents a little... now they starting to qn me where im going etc etc liao... but i still duno the details yet...-_-"

i'll be returning on sun:) den plan my 21st bday:) no worries:)

...it's autumn time, 8:32 PM

歌曲：我很可爱,可怜我没人爱
歌手：杨臣刚专辑：老鼠爱大米

每个人都有这样的感觉
生活在这世界的确感觉好累
看着镜子里自己的变化
可能再活几十年想法都会改变
总是在夜里想起很多往昔的你
我知道这一切都不能重来
那些曾经的关怀也都变成了尘埃
至于到现在我还不明白
直到现在我还不明白
我很可爱,可怜我没人爱
可惜我不明白,不需要你们的关怀
我很可爱,可怜我没能爱
不是我不明白,因为这世界有太多无奈

我很可爱,可怜我没人爱可惜
我不明白,不需要你们的关怀
我很可爱,可怜我没能爱
不是我不明白,因为这世界有太多无奈
*这世界有太的多无奈

...it's autumn time, 9:47 PM

wah.... something is wrong leh... ystrday training got so xiong meh???? my thigh is aching loh... walk oso got prob... sit down still okie, but stand up is jialat de loh! and why do my shoulders ache too??? lol... wana put counter pain liao lol...

let's see... today quite fruitful... was able to chat wif 2 of my god sis, my dear rane and xian:)

chatting and trying to pack my messy room till around 3+ ba, den i cycled to return the bike to fang.. shit loh!... my whole thigh like cannot move like tt... den my butt oso pain-_-" lol... i told her tt i'll be there in 5 mins time... but i think i took longer... seriously liek cant cycle like tt... lol~

den after tt went home, bath le den left to meet anna at clementi liao, went to qi's chalet together...

the ringing in my ear? mrning is softer lah.. but i go out liao everything different again... any louder sound going in my right ear... the ringing will get loud oso...

anyway... today once again, life has proven me tt the world is small... and singapore is oso small...
coz i met qinhao while waiting for the bus at pasir ris... and when i reach the chalet... qi's bro is someone i noe loh!... lol...

anyway i wasnt really able to help in any case... lol... coz qi got her bro got her dear got so many ppl... lol... i dun even need to be cameraman:p hahha... so i guai guai sit down and eat:p
den later i took out my mini size mahjong to play:p lol... big big table, small small tiles...:p den the whole nite i was like munching chocolates loh hahha...

den later amanda or qi took out even more chocs!!! lol yay!!!!!!! haha... my crave for chocs was cured today loh!... yummie summore got alcohol choc... wah... satisfying:p lol... anyway, today is international choc day wor!...:) den i left at 1030, gotta catch the last train... those staying over? were 2 couple... i better zi dong ba:)

on trip back... i was starting to think... haha... shd i seperate my bday celebration? or juz gather everyone?... coz if seperate, i think i got no $$ to invite le leh... lol... im abit looking forward to my bday... hm... not coz of the reason tt im turning 21... but the fact tt it'll be my 1st time really celebrating it big? haha... den i can gather wif them... hehe:) best:)

21 yrs old... tt means 1/3 of my life is gone le... ive been spending the past 20 yrs preparing... preparing for my next 20yrs... the 2nd third of my life... i'll be concentrating on my career, my family... and... haha... dun think i need to think abot tt ba... hopeless:p

and the last 20?... wait till i 40 le den say ba:) hehehe... 21... let's kick start wif hoping everyone could turn up:)

...it's autumn time, 2:04 AM

wah... ache ache ache:p lol... shoulder and butt ache, waist oso... lol... but heng nvr got cramp tt i was anticipating:p ringing in the ear... still there but softer today le....

ystrday went to CIA building wif qinhao to change the photo on my passport... duno why, the face still the same mah... haha, but think after a few yrs, it's compulsory to change the photo ba... so go change loh... den qinhao his passport expired totally:p so gotta make new 1:p

oh yah... b4 he came, i went to bugis and go the library there, couldnt find the book i wanted, so went popular instead... COOL! I FINALLY GOT IT! haha.. Train Man... i duno izzit a gd book anot, but looking tt ive been finding it for sometime le, den there's only 2 books left... haha, i dun think it's bad till where rite? hehhee... cool:p

anyway went to orchard after tt, qinhao wana look for job and oso his friend's present... hahah, a new combi ba, me and him like nvr go out together 1 b4 leh... den oso duno wat to talk abot... guai guai de:p lol. but okie lah... go out a few more times den got things to say le lah:p

after tt, fang er wana go wu zhong le... so i accompany him for abit longer b4 i left to serangoon...

so i reached there liao, looking at the time, and judging the time... i think im earlier den her ba, coz she's taking bus frm SP... so i went on to find the place 1st... in the end i went to mac, bought a large coke, sat down, and read my book... sending her sms tt she reach le den call me ba...

so i waited there for like 40 mins... ehhh... like not right loh, so i give her a call... and i got "Sorry, the number uve juz called is currently not available" -_-" wah lau eh... i noe cham liao lah... so i quickly got up and went to the place and check it out... yeah... the psn say the certs are collected long ago-_- by huifang... ahhhh-_-"

lame... so i took the bus there and go back SP... kena fly big aeroplane ah... lol...nono... is flight delayed, den flight canceled... lol...

reach sch... den hungry till i nua liao... so went eating...

after tt when i go back club... the burping thing starts on again... i really duno why now i'll burp after meals or drinks... i dun do tt in the past loh!... it's damn arghzzzzzz.... izzit something wrong wif my stomach? haix... seriously dun like tis habit at all... think it started when im in NS... tis is no gd at all:(

training today... hm... not bad? at least my ce shou fan got abit improve liao... think so much finally got improve... haix.. but nt gd enuff... december 22 coming soon... muz be able to do ce kong fan by den... can i do it?...

during training, my ear keeps ringing loudly suddenly, or anyone shout abit louder or i talk abit louder, my ear ringing will become intense... wat sia... irritating... abit pain oso... bleah...

training ends wif a physical training... wah... leg nua nua liao... den im riding bike *bicycle home wif fang er... den only go clementi, my leg kena cramp twice... lol... only drank there, no appetite sia...

so around 1115 like tt den we left le... an hr+ later den reach home... but i think the route is long ah:p lol... next time i'll bring fang to go by my way... think it's so much shorter...

oh yah... they were talking abot making mooncake at the kopitiam... haha... suddenly gian oso:p shd i go learn too? lol... maybe ba... if time allow... den i can tell my mum to make for me to eat next time oso:p lol!!~

den was telling xian, my sis learned piano on her own... she asked for a "piano" lah... but my parents got her a $30+ keyboard... den she go try her own loh... den the day b4 was having dinner at home, and she's playing it... i was like....??? huh? is she playing the default song anot, meaning the keyboard play, not she play... but wahhhh... she's playing it on her own loh... ask who taught her she say nobody... think her fingering is wrong ba... but was quite impressed wif the songs she played... no score no nthing... pure memorising? but anyway, cant let her go piano lesson or get her piano oso... no $$ to let her do so... so tis thing juz let her be her entertainment ba... unless got any kind soul to teach her...:)

hm... anyone got gd private driving instructor? coz i think i'll be starting my driving lesson starting jan... muz find a gd instructor ba... i wan 1 time pass:p haha... den can save $$:p lol

read a book... Feelings of loneliness of lead to behaviours such as excessive sleeping, television watching, or computer use... er... lol... ive been doing all tt like.... since pri 5? lol... and Surrounding yourself wif people is not a cure to loneliness... u need to feel complete by urself. need to nuture a strong connection wif ur inner self... den can more fully connect wif others and find their company rewarding...

say is always ez lah ah....

forbidden city.... it's a nice show isnt it? was still thinking who can i call to go wif me... in the end xian went to watch le!!!... lol... think next time i wana watch plays den i go find u ba:p hahah...

...it's autumn time, 11:08 AM

~ 摩多车很快的就在熟悉的道路上奔驰，对我而言，是那条名为“错误”，连接蓝色世界的道路。
我把车速加得很快，想藉由强烈的狂风摔开过去的阴影，一些我犯的错误，但没有任何效用，只有皮肤被寒风刺得发疼 ~

...it's autumn time, 8:49 PM

k.. finally bloggin wat i wana blog...

12th sept...
Hmmm... wana blog abot sentosa 1... but guess not le ba...
basically tt day it rained whole day, abit dampened my spirit but was able to hang on till the very end ba... Enjoyed myself tt day, we dunked and slammed each other into the sea... den fang er small size but she challenged everyone. in the end she being dunked till she scared liao:p ahha.. i guess same goes to jesslyn ba:p haha...

later den got myself burnt when playing volley, and my skin start peeling today le:p... talked for a very long time wif xian, den played and do ce shou fan in the rain, eat ice cream even though weather is cold... and finally, a very enjoyable dinner... it's a fun day, though cant be compared to the 1st few times we went sentoa... but it's still fun!:) too bad i forgot to bring my water proof casing for my cam, if not sure can take more photos de...

thinking... maybe every mth we have an outing? hehehe...

tt day, b4 i booked out for nites out... i looked outside my bunk, towards the field... the bmt guys were playing captain ball... they look like children, cheering when they scored, jumping around, running here and there. it's fun, there's so much laughter.

i find tis view very attracting... of coz not the guys who attracted me lah... it's the children in them tt attracted me... and tt's wat ive been searching for all these while i guess. Those whom i liked/loved... i saw the child in them... im attractde to them... but is tis the x factor?... tt i nvr noe... im not sure either...

den i realised... i dun seems to have any favourite things going on in my life...

u ask my, wat's my fav food? i dun have an answer, alot ba... fav drinks? no idea.. no preference? fav moive? alot leh... no fave... but u ask my fav colour? i'll not think and tell u it's purple... though i also like other colours, but they cant be compared wif this 1... got it?:p

maybe 已经习惯了吧... maybe, 初恋是最难忘的... haha, but i vnr gone into r/s b4... so not counted as 初恋 oso ba:p hahha...

...it's autumn time, 1:39 AM

Reading Her blog now...

Dear... stop blaming urself okie?... it's quite pointless lah... dun go hurt urself wif this...

actually, comments to u i more or less told u le ba... 是该收敛一点了... since ur entry is all replies, i'll comment as i read ba...

So things are more or less explained le rite? frm wat i read, she more or less answered le ba.. but i noe u sure got more things de... both talked le ma? if haven, i agree wif the rest, it's time to talk... again... and let tis talk end well, not in another argument...

"we were nvr official"... yah... tt's true , and both of us made the same mistake ba... assuming things tt weren't suppose to... are we misleaded somewhere?... dun think so... u shd keep a clear mind and open heart now... do u noe who u are? know it!...

Hug... actually if me, i confirm will misunderstand 1... actually i did!!! when i 1st noe abot u 2 hugged. i was really surprised... when did u 2 progress so fast? tt's my thot... no choice, nvr been hugged or hugged b4, so confirm will misunderstand...

hmmm... did i mention tis earlier? guys like to protect the one he loves/likes... i have a cousin of mine, he have a steady, she's a v nice gal... strong and independent, but she's too strong le... he cant protect her, coz there's no need to... they broke up in the end... maybe tt's another form of power ba...

Freedom... when a guy ask a gal abot where they go, who theyve gone out wif etc... wat will she take it as? concern? or ripped of freedom? same thing, same qn... when asked by ur mum.... is there any diff? but we all noe tt it's a kind of care and concern, but many juz dun like it, and even deny it... a little of such, maybe still acceptable... too much? it'll become a nag. wat's worse? lose of freedom?...

Finish le.. finally after soooooo long...

there's a lot of communication prob in the r/s both going in different direction... i believe both shd build up urself 1st... in all areas, both is not ready ba... alot of things...

this entry, juz wan tt both of u can improve, in ur character or watever...

okie... blogged so much, bound to be shot... im ready, so those who wana shoot, shoot ba:p

~治标不治本，换汤不换药~

*** think both of u settle it quite okie le ba... all the best to both:)

...it's autumn time, 1:24 AM

Den ive got to rush thru another 2 important blogs but no time, so printed out and brought back to camp to read... i read le, felt really sad, pity, feel like scolding them... mixed feelings... tt day i read, i felt like blogging everything i thot for them to read immediately...but it'll be too late ba... and im not really in any position to say them actually...

im 21, but ive nvr been thru any relationship to give any good advice either... all i can say to them is frm an "adult" view and general comments... and of coz, some of my experience and perception... but my experience, it doesnt means tt it's yours... it's only comments and advices... think thru it ba...

im only 21, i might juz see the world abit longer den u... and my thots might be slightly more mature... but wehn comes to r/s, im juz an amateur... still learning...

im reading a book, 100 little secrets to gd relationship... made me realise alot of things and factors... im more learnt now... butdoes tt means i'll be practising?... nvm... tt's not the main point... hopefully there's a chance for u to read tt book...

reading the guy's blog 1st...

unlocking all ur feelings... u shd have done tt long ago... both haven improved abit in opening up urself... wat's there to open when there's no one knowing it?... there's a serious communication prob frm the beginning...

actually when im reading ur blog, i felt quite irritated abot u, but at the same time , i pity u too... coz i too, went pass the time... when i made the same exact mistakes u made...

when u liek someone... pls, like her 优点 and her 缺点... dun go liking her, thinking u can change her. maybe she might compromise, but tt's not changing... she is still her... wanting her to change doesnt help. accept her for wat she is... if she wants to change,, she will de... *(general comment, not pointing to 'her')

friends are important, freak true lah!... who are u wif when you're not wif her? ur buddies? they not ur friends ah?... i noe alot of guys wana be priorised in the other's mind but have u thot tt tis priority dun really wrks? it's been formed since young and nobody except the psn him/herself wana change it... u might not be the no 1 on the list, but be glad tt u're on it... maybe u might juz be equally important?.... pls... there's bound to be disappointment 1 mah...

and shit!... i hate ppl asking tis qn... if who and who fall into the sea, u'll save who?... i ask u, btwn ur mum and her, u'll save who? how to answer? 手心是肉，手背也是肉, unless u telling me either side not gd to u den u dun wan save lah..

dun ever ask tt qn again... it's pointless, leads u to nowhere and it gives u no answer...

aims, goals... uve focus too much on the word 'us' tt uve forgotten to give urself, and maybe her, personal space... give urself somethings u want, for urself, not 'us'... too involved, u already lost urself in it... in the end, u missed those aims and goals uve intended for...

Freedom, change again... so, ur freedom is lost when u're changing? so how's her feeling when u wana change her? mentioned le, change is a willing thing, dun ask for it... changes is for urself, not her. ask urself, have u become a better psn after uve changed? if not, wat for change?

i think we've made the same mistake... regarding someone who is not... it's a wrong identity given to her, tt's why more and more assuming going the wrong direction......

ignoring method, another shit method. i dun understand why they like to suggest tis to me. personally, i feel tis mehtod sux... wat's there to test? and so? the one who break the silence 1st means he/she needs u more? admit it... those who uses tis mehtod are the ones who needed the other more. this method sux @ proving things... too... glad tt u didnt feel good... i mean if the other party is oso putting in effort to talk to u, why ignore? ignore would only be gd when u're giving each other some personal space... and not to test things out...

and lastly, wat's there to hate?... is hating someone really tt nice?... i duno wat's the outcome when im writing tis, but hopefully things dun go to the extreme... Your As... it's for urself, not for her... wrk hard ba!:)

In His Blog, For Her...

minus mark thingie... i wouldnt say this is not gd, it's still a way to judge and making points down... but instead of -ve pointers, try making +ve ones instead? you noe... -ve thots can nvr leads u to +ve outcomes?...

Eh! You!... You & You!... hmmm... tt sounds like ordering someone isnt it? i think u shd noe wat i mean le ba?... who wouldnt wants to be called by name? but being called 'names' at, tt dun feel good at all loh.... glad tt u didnt join in...

during tis time, if im the one being called names at, i would be hoping for someone who would stand up, protect/defend me... im always in tt situation... the colour purple, or me being called to be a gal... i always wish tt someone would be there to speak for me... and tt happened!... the day when i wore purple costume for the trial competition in sch... i was so so so glad and happy...

And to him... when u got tt hair... uve already prepared for all this le rite? have to take it ez... have to endure it... coz u noe, they're juz joking... 忍一忍吧... at least ur hair will grow back, but my traits will not gone...

Im waiting for someone who'll defend me again...

...it's autumn time, 12:30 AM

*** divided into diff entry, hopfully easier reading...

Friends, broke up... i really hate to see seperation... maybe i fantasize love to be too perfect le ba... but tt's still wat im searching for, wun give up de... but for now...

why do ppl have to seperate? coz there's no feeling le? coz unhappy? coz dun match in character? though all are good reason to leave, but i oso think tt it's not a reason at all... who will always be happy in a relation? i duno... maybe it's the bond tt binded them together is different.

i live in a traditional family, but the way it works isnt tradition. more like friend den fanily, but i have high respect for my family, coz i noe how much they were for me... i dun think my parents everyday have feel for each other, they came home frm wrk oso tired le, sometimes they dun even talk. sometimes they even quarreled for a few days or weeks for small matters... even till they have to slp seperately... but? life still goes on...

i believe there's something binding them together, maybe it's me and my sis, maybe it's marriage, or maybe it's juz love.... but in this era, divorce is as simple as abc, all they need to do is to fight for custody of child, maybe dun even need...

the bind tt courting couple do have such bind, it's different, maybe tt's why seperation is inevitable. the feeling of seeing seperation to me is half as sad as the one who's seperating, especially when both is party is ur friend. no matter wat reason the seperation may be... i wish the best for the both of them, and may their friendship still remains... though it's really hard... will i see tt happening?

to the one who have juz broke up, i duno whether u willing to be mentioned anot, but i shall keep it silent here... you're going thru wat everyone will go thru, ive oso been thru tt period b4... dun worry, tears will stop one day when you're tired, let urself out, you'll feel better de...:)

i noe u;re strong, you're not acting... so do take ur time to recover ok? and tell ya, ur 3 yrs werent for nthing, im sure there's something for u to keep and be glad abot...

rest well k?

...it's autumn time, 12:08 AM

13th sept...

So many things happened for juz 1 nites out... friends and family... Going thru this 1 by 1... will be v v v long.

Family 1st... sis's prob again. she use hp openly in the claz den kena caught... her reason? another teacher allows them to use. -_-" this teacher allow doesnt mean another allow mah... so she "saboed" the teacher indirectly lah...

So her hp is now confiscated, and her teacher checked her hp sms... teacher called my mym... answers to my suspicion found... i said b4 my sis is a les... yes, she likes gals. but i think she dun have gf now, simple coz the other party dun wan. according to my mum, the teacher of the other sch actually called and say tt my sis has been harassing his student.-_-"

She talked to my mum le... she claims tt she only friend with the other party... i duno. the last time, when things happened, she talked to me, and promised she'll tell me things if she got prob... den wat's now? most of the time im in camp and weekends she go out wif her friends. i did alot le, even to the extend of tracking her blog liao... but i could do nthing much at all!!... she's not opening up and worse, she's a cantonese, like me... we inherit a tread, known as stubborn...

i really duno wat to do le... ive been giving in so much to her, trying to make her happy, let her feel like going home etc... but wat do i get?... im letting mum handle tis le. it's not a weekly thing... it's a daily effort she needs to do now... and only she can do it now...

how will you all handle tis prob? i guess all will oso duno wat to do ba... i duno... maybe i would send her for counselling? or maybe the whole family shd go... i told my mum, we muz prepare to accept her as she is... seriously, i cant... but i'll try to compromise. Very confuse now. how many les out there actually got "converted"? and to my friends who once worried tt i might become gay, dun worry, i can tell u i wun be... i'll stay single if it need to be...

im not depressed, i juz felt lost... wat to do?... can i change my sis? or can my sis change?...

...it's autumn time, 11:48 PM

juz made myself a supper which incl 2 hasbrown, bacon, and cheese omelette... hm... sounds like breakfast lol... oh yah... oso a cup of icy neslo (coffee + milo) duno why... i got tis addiction to neslo liao... it smells nice, taste sweet... haha... but it dun wake me up... coffee doesnt wrk on waking me up... actually nthing wrks... lol

earlier on went out wif fang, thot can watch a movie... but in the end all started liao... so forget it, we went home... reach home only... tt empty feeling come liao... so sianz.. arghz... how come... haix...

nthing to do... juz keep bloggin... im crazy...-_-"

...it's autumn time, 7:47 PM

last day of the training camp le... haha, im in my camp of coz...

hm... tt day i reach there sch only, huiying den comes "那个家伙，你看我脚有什么不同" lol... nvr really take a look den i say nthing ma... but den i straight away take back my words, coz it's swollen-_-" lol... and tt means another gal injured...

duno why, liek the gals all kena injury like tt... xingyan, mingxian, eileen, huiying, den the rest like oso got here and there...-_-"

but anyway we ate some sushi 1st *oh aunty, hahah, dun think summary yet:p lol!:p

k, memory starts to fail me liao:p haha... but anyway i was there and i think bert oso there? yah... shd be... den they got alot of things to say to me like tt... i juz kept listening and laughing i oso duno wat le... too much liao:p haha...

den went to ginza there for dinner... wah! the gals... order like a table FULL of food loh... den we 3 guys, me alex and bert liek quite pathetic like tt... lol... but anyway they juz kept laughing throughout the meal... i wonder how they digest their food:p haha... but anyway, they finished up all the food:)

after tt went restocking their food at sheng xiong and den went back to sch le... sounds simple eh?... but by the time we reached back oso near 10pm lioa... wat happened to their movie screening?????

xian went out cycling i guess... den xingyan went out talking on phone, den wennie sewing the 1st aid kit, den liek everyone got their own things to do... i? nvm... got laptop wif me... juz go online surf all those mtvs loh... den quite boh liao... only after quite sometime later got fang eileen and bert join me in watching youtube...

hm... den ah?... den yan talk till no batt come in charge hp den continue talking loh, den she hit her leg-_-' to the metal table.... diaoz... too engrossed liao lah:p den encounter some spider thingie... den i she bu de zhou... lol~ dun wana book in ah!!!!... they oso wan me to stay... for i can help them feed mosquito-_-" eh! marymount! *copyright frm xian:p haha.. it means mei li mao, no manners... haix... no i dun wana slp in the room ah... is the guys bunk too stuffy and den the smell will make my mucus keep running... tt's why i chose to slp outside de...

but in the end still have to leave ba... den yan keep saying bye to me... machiam liek wan me to go quickly like tt:p:( boo:p haha... anyway back to camp got tt sianz feeling, coz 1 week of cv life is quite heavenly ba...

overall, the camp not bad for me ba... at least i got to noe more yr 1... or shd i say they got to noe me? lol... and had quite some laughter after the 1st day:) great:) happy too... looking forward to next week's training:)

slpt around 12 ba... next day i woke up, im quite surprised my phone rang at 1am... by xian... diaoz... 1 am leh! 1 hr i got slp till so deep meh? i think i really trained hard during the camp...-_-" anyway wat's tt call abot? i didnt noe till later part of the day... biangz!

xian called, i pick up... den i began to hear shouting lioa loh!... lol... called juz to comment my video skills! lol!~ mei li mao! haha... actually i was really sianz liao lah... glad tt someone called me... the rest of the day was quite brightened up by tt call... though is abit diaoz oso:p lol... eh! my video skill not bad 1 hoh!... hahha...

fri... go back sch to take some of my stuffs back... den there muz laugh again... the gals really got alot of things to say 1... haha... make me laugh till i peng... but i stronger:p lol, they laugh till stomach cramp, i haven:p hahaha... and ya.. they missed me-_- doesnt sounds rite eh?... yah... coz they kena mosquito bites... so they miss me liao... den say next yr camp i muz go again-_-: eh!... lol~ go there feed mosquito sia... den wennie say it's during the nite, den they realise my ke ai...-_-" bu hao xiao leh...:p ke lian mei ren ai lah:p lol~!

but still if nthing goes wrong... i shd still be comign for the camp ba... haha.. but think not staying over le ba... coz by tt time, i shd be wrking le... where got so ez to stay overnite? :) maybe can stay, but cant train loh...:) help feed mosquito leh...-_- too wei da le... lol...

den they go training, i juz nua around b4 leaving to rouhui's chalet...

when i reached, was quite surprise sia... coz im the 1st to reach... i thot i was late le leh... haha... in the end anna they all came later den me...

den i become gu hun ye gui for like half an hr b4 they came... haha, duno anybody there so i only went makaning at a corner:p lol... hm... den we went mahjonging at the chalet beside us? haha...:p got ppl 1... but they left, so we played there...

around 10 plus ba... we sang the bday song and den amanda came... wif tubs of ice cream... lol... den we had ice cream frenzy there:p i think i ate half a tub ba:p lol! QI!!!! i wan 2 tubs at ur chalet hoh!...

hm... after tt i left le... took cab wif kevin... haha... at 1st is wana stay 1... den i realised those i noe not staying... den summore... haha, all couples... dun wana be extra, den later left out den think too much:p haha... sorry rouhui:p

reached home, hm... kevin live very near me, a street and some blocks away... next time can find him liao... haha.. but think hard oso lah ah... haha... he oso not very shou wif me:p summore he's the 6days in tekong 1...

k... den nthing le... today whole day at home... not very wisely spent... juz added alot of new friends in friendster... those i juz got to noe in the camp... hm... wait ba... tml sentosa:) hopefully it's fun and happening, den at nite book in:)

...it's autumn time, 5:41 PM

梦，
掌握在自己手心之中
活跃在自己理想之中
实现在自己行动当中

...it's autumn time, 4:45 PM

continue from ystrday... hm... i oso forgot alot le... haha... let me see... after the last training ystrday, we went bathing.... wah!... now den i noe SP got hot water to bath... damn shuang loh:p lol~ but our bunk quite far sia... lol:p

after tt we stayed around in the bunk area, waiting for agm to start, den i was blogging lah:p den xingyan started asking abot horoscope thing, abot the characteristic of each zodiac, something like tt... i looked at mine... was quite surprised, and oso alot of ????... lol... coz seems like it's very different from those i was told and those tt ive read b4... haha... but some still matches me ba... but looking at it, haha... i think it's still far from who i am:p... maybe shd go read up others too:p hahha...

after tt agm... abit funny abot the agm... it's super informal:p and the idea okie lah... the idea is correct, but like they anyhow juz go thru... like only eugene's slide really got tell what his duties are...

hopefully they really got listen and think thru abot who they wana nominate for the postes etc... frm wat i see... it's getting harder and harder each year... jiayou ah SP wushu!

after tt we went makan at clementi, not the usual kopitiam, another 1 liao... den laughed quite alot... duno why, alot of lame jokes here and there, flying everywhere:p hear till i luan oso:p haha... but indeed, i enjoyed tt day:)

go back le, i oso super tired liao... so i blogged the last few den i go orh le... real tired, meaning real trained... lol~ too long nvr train hard le ba, tt's why ez tired... i slept outside again, bth the guys room, though really go inside, stay 5 min den the smell okie liao, but, i still dun like the stuffiness... so rather sleep outside... and wat's the price? yeah, mosquito bite, and abit of sweating:p

they kept moving around till duno wat time, i was there listening to my mp3, slping on the floor... abit sianz seeing ppl walking around, but i think i fell aslp soon after oso ba... heard from yan tt she's slping outside on the table in front of me ystrday... haha, heng i nvr wake up? coz i wake up i sure xia dao de...:p but anyway, woke up quite early, coz alex cant slp or wat, keep walking around...

woke up wif lots of red dots on my hands... did my best to shield myself liao, but hands still hahah:p yeah bites bites bites, abit itchy, but still can tahan dun scratch:p

helped them prepare the breakfast, eat le den we went training le... today's training was so much simpler, and really lesser... haha... so finish it quick den we went back liao:p sleeeepppp... haha... den me and fang went home around 140 ba, after waking xian up... hopefully she did well for her interview:)

den we went to JP coz fang er wana get some vcd for tonite, movie screening, den i was trying to find helen and the fox... i cant find leh... interested in tt show... den go online find oso dun have... wonder when can i find tt movie...

after tt go home le... later will be joining them for dinner den movie, den book in liao... abit sadded fri cant go training:p but nvm... u guys/gals enjoy ya!:) den i'll oso be enjoying myself at rouhui's party:) though i'll be there quite late:p haha

欠人的，总是得还的.
but i guess tis time i'll owe it ba...

sambal michelle nathan

cant find helen and the fox

...it's autumn time, 3:20 PM

using yanru's laptop to blog now... heyhey... not bad having a laptop around leh... hahha...but tt's only when u wana do something or wat lah.. if not it'll become a burden ba:p

hmm... so training camp... not as fun as i expected ba... last time our camp was more fun.... tis time more regimental... see le i oso sianz... maybe coz im the only alumni staying ba... tt's why sianz... duno who to clique wif, or shd say i cant click wif any?...

anyway 1st day training quite sianz... coz went monfort for exchange like doing nthing much oso... den was dragged down to perform yingzua.... abit paiseh... coz i noe after the competition i buang yingzua le mah... so dun wana throw sp face....

but anyway, still did my routine, since they already all eyeing on me, calling out name liao.... qinhao oso kena sabohed haha, but can see he dropped quite alot liao... he's zui jian was much more powerful last time... haha, nvm, spwa will work hard to achieve our goals 1:p hehehe

den after tt duno why lah, we did some stunts here and there.... den like tt end our day at monfort liao... go back sch, i was already feeling pretty tired le... the training, i duno wat's going thru my mind, i wore weights... wah... quite xiong, really till leg no strength... den whole mental oso going down liao, coz really tired... keep yawning...

den some stuffs oso keeps going thru my mind till i abit sleepy oso...

oh yah! i really think there's something wrong wif my tooth now... coz everytime i jumped or any action tt have impact on my body, like jump le den land, sit down suddenly, hit my head etc... 1 of my tooth hurts, really pain 1 loh... duno why oso... feels like the nerve is linked to every part of my body, den touch le will pain like tt...

after tt went to bunk get my wallet le den wait for leslie they all at convention stairs...

there, talked a little wif fang er... somethings that i dun wish to happen, have to tell her... so next time wun touch the wrong topic... wait wait wait... finally they came and we left to kopitiam for our dinner, or supper:p...

den in the end, fang have to go ta pao everything 1st, so kb can bring it back for the gals 1st... den me and her eat till later ba, but we still made it back to sch b4 1130... haha, at 1st we wana go back later 1... but the z monster really strong... haha... cant help it... so went bath le den go orh le...

my nite wasnt so gd... slp halfway, my leg kena bitten, wake up, go put on long pants, den go slp, den now attack my arms... i go wear sweater le den slp, den the mosquitoes attack my face-_-" but heng, it rained soon after, and it chased away all the insects, duno why... but though of the loud thunder, bright lightning, cold weather, ive slept pretty well after the rain:) niceeee...

today's training, hm... can say xiong, can say not xiong ba... tml wake up den will noe how liao:p haha... see if i got muscle aches anot loh... but still can take it ba... not tt bad at all...

hmmm... today whole day considered sianz 1st half, den later half more active ba... coz lesser and lighter training mah:p... mrning do so many sets of exercise, very tired, oso very sianz... den lunch time i oso feel like orhing le loh...

anyway afternoon nap after tt... heng got, if dun have sure cant continue training 1... anyway later part of the day is simply do napfa test... no prob at all for me... since already doing army standard le, so civillian standard is ez...

had quite alot of fun and laughter ba... like i made alot of markings on the netball floor lah, etc etc...

hm.. not bad for the rest of the day... now tired le... tml got time den i update again ba...

...it's autumn time, 6:20 PM

reached home... at 11 like tt:p... feeling... tireddddd... coz it's only at around 4 den i realised i nvr slp for 2 days le!!!!!!!!!!!!!... no wonder my hei yan quan so super dark and eye bag so super big-_-"

hm... the rest went at around 6 ba... i think, dun qutie remember the timing, but i stayed wif teng, in case she needs my help... den 830am, by right my hp shd ring leh... lol... but i duno wat happen, teng woke me up at 9... lol~ did the alarm went off and i switched it off? really, i got no impression at all, and teng heard nthing oso... lol~...

den when going home, frm pasir ris to boonlay, freak oso will noe tt tis journey super long rite?... but duno why, i felt it was fast today, reallllllly fast... i nvr slp on train, i juz took out my hp, den trying to mass forward gd mrning sms... by the time i finished doing so, i was like at cityhall le loh!... lol~... den meantime i still got sms fang and teng for awhile... so trip seems so fast....

september... biangz... CHALET month:p lol~ next week, no, coming week, is rouhui's chalet... den break 1 week, den huiqi's chalet liao:p lol~ everyweek have to stay outside:p hahha... tai shuai le:p...

but 1 thing not very shuai, which is my expense... wahh... lol~ sept alot of babies leh... lol~ rouhui told us tis thing... lol... so u back track... 9mths b4... is around jan/dec, holidays mah... haha... den parent u noe u noe... haha... tt's why alot of babies come out tis mths... lol...

september would be a super fun mth tis yr...:) every week booked... now left wif 1 more week... haha... wonder wat will i do on the last week:p

hm... fang most prob getting me a bike, as in bicycle, den we'll be cycling to sch for our camp... though i'll be leaving on wed, den i need to wonder how to return her, den wat time muz i leave sch etc:p but nvm:p i think tis bike will be loaned to me for quite sometime? haha... can use it to go supper wif her next time oso:p hahhaa rox

oh yah... today is superstar audition rite? i think laken and brendon got join ba... haha.. gd luck to them... and weiting too!... next week ur turn rite? jiayou!... hm... if i still got strength, maybe i go down jiayou for ya? :)

* stars in da making:)

...it's autumn time, 12:19 PM

woohohoh... i now blogging live at costa sands chalet:p

now nothing to do, so bloggin loh:p haha... hm... ystrday early mrning wake up le, do things tt i wana do they day b4... haha... canot waste my time slacking when i having leave... hm... den around noon time went to k-ster wif anna, weiting and waiteng:p hm... sick:p sick ppl cant sing much:p really sing afew songs i already bth liao... summore like sing till so nan ting:p den duno why like we 4 psn shagged out like tt... take turns to slp:p lol`

after ktv-ing, they went to the chalet, i think, den i went to SP for my usual training.

ystrday training wasnt very progressive or shd say constructive... coz it's at the netball court, with no lights at nite... like they say, dangerous, but heck lah:p hahhaa....
hm... den we was trying standing borad jump lah... biangz! i can jump 260 loh! shit... haha, netx time wear wushu shoe take IPPT liao:p haha... my IPPT wear tt sport shoes can only jump 250:p haha...

hm... enjoyed myself at training tt day, duno why... felt the spirit of alumni is coming.... alumnis are coming back to wushu! hurray!... glad to see them coming lah, though they nvr train.... really hope tt tis spwa will wrk... fang er! kao ni le!... den i thik i'll juz keep reminding them to come down for training ba,... seeing and training wif them really makes me boost up, oso wana wrk harder oso:) hahha... got the kick and spirit:p

shiok!...

ystrday training ends super early, coz theground not gd... w/o lights summore... i urt my ankle,but oso not serious, tt nite den okie liao...

suppering at mac today:p fang joined us again!:p hahaha... think fang er going to join the east gang like me liao lah... hah... coz after suppering, we went east side again:p mahjong:p den she oso come:p but wat to say... though tiring, and FAR! but we always enjoyed ourselves.... hm... am i rite? fang got enjoy anot?

muz learn how to lame at mahjong table liao... biagnz... leslie and laken, esp leslie, shit sia... he lame non stop... haha... laugh till i pengs... but he lame gd, den i oso wun fall aslp:p muz lame my style, next time at the table den more fun:)

haha.... hm... i wonder when's the next mahjong...it's realy fun to be with them laming around

hm... den the last few rounds tired liao, den we juz play super fast... den laken suddenly went on winning streak:p think he win $30, leslie lost all:p i won jiao/fang... den after we went bf at pasir ris.

wah... ke xi leslie and jiao nvr go join the Bao Xiao Xin Ren Wang loh!.... they was conversing in hookien den juz like talking only lah, but laming around, jiao is mummy and leslie and us are the sons.... den alot of thigns lah....den the whole kopitiam filled wif our laughter.... cannot make it:p

den after tt ta pao for the gals in da chalet:p * hm... maybe really needa get a licence and car, so next time come east side oso more fang bian... leslie fetch me, and yeah... im here!!!!....

had spicy for my lunch... wrong choice... lol~ u shd noe why...diaoz... why i juz cant learn to be guai? lol~

* abit sian diao ystrday cant join the standard chartered run at early bird price... so i wrote an email to the organiser, see how... haha.... though i hate running, but i see them all join liao, i oso gian, den is super gian tt kind... hopefully i can get some gd news frm the reply:)

k lah... gotta go back to them le:P maybe tonite den continue bloggin:)

...it's autumn time, 3:07 PM

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