Thursday, November 30, 2006

Finally... took some time... slowly read them all...

More> Delete all msgs?> Yes...

Finally deleted every msgs with her name liao... now left wif the drafts...

Guess wun be long b4 everything is gone from my hp... wun need to wait till ORD le...

Everything is left in the memories, kept in the heart:)

...it's autumn time, 9:18 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Back home... wasnt really tt gd in camp...

Sat, last min decision to go leslie's house for mahjong. Gd game, coz i really wrecked my brain cells to stop others frm winning hihg stakes:p... summore have quite alot of times i muz do so... haha, now i noe why playing mahjong wun get u lao ren chi dai so easily le...

we've talked quite alot abot wushu at the table, finally got ppl saying ive improved le:) happy:) 1 step nearer... but still very far away frm the psn i aimed at... lol... den they've talked abot some coaches like Su lao shi etc... i dun have the chance to train under these coaches, it's a pity, im sure tt i'll benefit alot frm them... too bad, wo bu gou ge:p (not gd enuff) to train by them

so im learning Sword (jian) now... which my body dun really suit to it, but heck, i like jian alot more den dao:p haha, come to think of it, i was suppose to learn dao 1... but i nvr touch it den jump to cudgel (gun) liao... but i like gun too:p shuai:p haha...

as we played thru the nite, i drank a few cups of herbal tea by leslie's mum... and maybe tt's the reason for the next day's event...

Sun, back home by 8, den woke at 1230... kena diarrhea... yet again-_-"... too "cooling" liao?... haha... i duno, but seriously, how often have u all been hearing me kena diarrhea? very oftern isnt it? almost frequent. seriosuly think there's something wrong wif my body, but i duno wat to do...

anyway i thot it wasnt serious, so went wif the original plan... met up wif bin and gary @ marina... but it's more or less a mistake...

kept going to the toilet and really got very giddy... couldnt stand for long and gary have to shop for clothes... pratically ate nthing for dinner... times up, we entered the cinema, fo HAPPY FEET!!!

it's really a very gd show, next to nemooo.... too bad there's not enuff advert for this show i guess, if not sure be a big hit too... It's gd, it's funny, and real too!... how the penguins walked, the feeding habits of the killer whale, the ice, the humans etc etc etc... seriously, muz go watch!:p 4 stars for me:p oh yah... somehow, it's rather touching for me... certain scenes quite meaningful, & sends out a very clear msg:)

show ended, the moment i get up, i noe i needa find toilet again-_-" heng, at least i nvr go during the show, coz im seated right in the middle...

after tt we went to 7-11 to have a drink, i had hot chocolate... but it followed wif me going to the toilet vomitting-_-" food poisoning izzit? wat i ate ystrday nite???...

seriously half dead liao, dun feel liek booking in... but still booked in in the end..

had an early nite tt day, mon was okie... but today diarrhea again-_-" skipped acct... can someone save me frm tis cycle?... summore is consecutive day diarrhea... 2nd time... sianz...

...it's autumn time, 5:20 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

so it's been raining everyday this week rite?... and im finally down wif a cold ystrday... the moment it rained, i started sneezing lioa... all the way till i get home-_-" and later still gotta go sentosa for pdf family day...

sianded... planned to rearrange the layout of my room today de loh... but cant do it now... go there oso duno do wat, summore my skin juz started peeling not long ago... den no go there... dun wana get burnt once more... haix... but duno wat to do... maybe go rent skates ba...

today after training, was asking weibin whether he'll be free for the gathering in dec... he says 14th is the enlistment, den 2 weeks confinement...-_-" tt simply means a not free... haix... he's the 3rd liao... even b4 i started asking who's free to come, i already got 3 psn sure cant come lioa... sianded... summore they're 1 of the i really wan them to come de ppl loh...

den bin said... 21st bday, if u got gf sure they bday will be more fun, happier and meaningful... maybe im still single, tt's why i agreed wif him... tt time i was still planning happily wat to do when my bday come... but wat's all those plans for now?... it's all useless, can throw into dustbin liao...

den i read aifen's blog... yeah... she's rite... though not feeling excited, but better do something abot my 21st bday b4 i regret 5yrs down the road...:p haha... and i was still telling bin tt guy's 21st bday oso no need to make too big de lah... i already considered my 3 gathering very big liao...-_-" at least till now i haven attended any guy's 21st yet:p lol~ (was telling him im preparing vegetarian for him liao, but he cant come, so he say use the money to buy better food for the rest)

i still dun really noe wat to do for my bday, i wun call it celebrate... more like gathering, wana gather my friends together... coz really long nvr see them le... haha... felt quite lonely sometimes w/o them... but sianded. haven ask already 3 cant go-_-"

anyway, see how ba, later after vivocity den go around see where i can gather my friends... hopefully it'll be fruitfull:)

sudden thot... my dad was discussing wif my cousins abot next yr's yun chen(err... next yr which zodiac lucky or unlucky those stuffs)...

damn-_- ox are the ones going suay again... Xiong(as in bad)... only duno whether is Da xiong or Ji Xiong... but anyway... i think ox very ke lian... they've been suffering for qutie a few yrs liao leh!... den prev yr was Da Xiong summore... tis yr was considered the better yr for ox liao, coz the yun chen is normal, not xiong nor ji... haix... considering tis yr was suppose to be better de... maybe it's nearing the end of yr, tt's why going bad ba... health oso isnt gd now...

...it's autumn time, 12:03 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

有一个时期， 我也跟他们一样。。。
拿起手机，不由自主地写了一些字，
发送去某个手机，把思念传了出去，
期待的，是一个回音。

有一个时期， 我也跟他们一样。。。
拿起手机，按了几个号码，
往绿色小按钮一按，
电话接通了，连着的是两颗心，
期待的，是你的声音。

...it's autumn time, 9:11 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

For the last nite b4 i booked out... i was reading the book "trainman" throughout the nite... finally complete it liao... not say touched lah... but was rather happy for the main lead... he's very xing fu de loh...

Geek having an adventure and wah lau... the gal oso like him... envy lol~

The whole story goes a geek "saving" a lady frm a drunkard... and to thank him, the lady got his address and sent him something... only to find out later, the gift is of great cost... geek went to the blackboard and starts saying abot his incident... everyone gives their advices and comments, and geek started to be out of the geek circle... he changed, he styled... he tried hard...

everything is juz in 2 mths... 2 mths... very familiar... but his is a happy ending... mine?... i duno how to say... anyway, it's a very nice story:)

hm... there's a point of time where others who supported him cried for him when he announed in the blackboard abot his "final battle", where he'll be confessing his love for lady miss hermes...

oooh... it's cool lah... the way lady hermes actually oso liked him, den supported him to say things out etc... cant imagine:p lol~

and in the end i oso cried-_-" quite dumb, but cool:p coz i think i really happy for mr train (btw, it's based on true story, coz the book is simply being plucked down frm the blackboard)
his "adventure" was read, watched, and supported by thousands of ppl... ooooh.. cool eh? lol~ they even waited for more den 24hrs juz to wait for him to report his "final battle"....

if u guys dun understand wat im toking abot, read the book!!! or catch the movie:) hehehe.... i got the book, movie i think i going to buy soon le, can borrow frm meee:)

k, tt's it, ja:)

~Lady Hermes, Mr Train, A meet of Destiny

...it's autumn time, 12:16 PM

today wasnt in the "mood" to train... coz this and tt... plus sun burn lioa, the pain pain efx came today:p didnt do alot of stuff today, but we ended training early, so as to go cele nick's bday

those who went are the usual sat training ppl... at 1st was planning to watch step up today de... but tis and tt... in the end we ended up at clementi pizza hut:p

really laughed my head off over there, alot of lame stuffs lah... den we have a very friendly waiter who tahaned our lameness lol~ her name was doreen...

huifang was seriously disturbed by jul and jiao, den nick was telling us abot someway to hook up gals... like, if she ask for raisins, den u say dun have, how abot date? my name is james, or u can call me tonite... things like tt... cool~ do they really say those things when they wana hook up gals? lol~... still got some other stuffs lah, but i cant remember, coz i noe i can nvr use those sentences in my life lol~ hm... huiying and yisi was quite dead today, think they oso super tired frm their outing liao lah... den clement, 1st time joining us, think he really saw the lameness in us... haha, muz join us more!~

finally we left the place wif a "loud and eye catching" event tt everyone looked at us... lol~ paiseh paiseh, den we left liao, wif them saying bye to us and bye to them:) cool~ their service and attitude damn gd:) can tahan us already very miracle liao loh:) summore they join us:p lol~

walked all the way to mrt there liao, den a blindman there was asking for help... so went to help him, at 1st thot others will leave 1st den i called huifang to go wif me, in the end all waited for me:p den after everyone entered the gate liao... huiying found out tt she lost her ez link... hm...

so i walked back wif her to the pizza hut see if she dropped there anot...

the moment we reached there, doreen was walking out wif her mate, den she was "!!! ni de ni de..." den she went running in to the kitchen after i help her complete da sentence "ez link shi ma?" lol~... very kind gal she is... tell u loh, she really RUN to the kitchen lol~ anyway owe her 1... and after passing to us le, she even says gd nite to us and helped us open the door... wat sia...
1st time i really think gd service... it's going even beyond:)

...it's autumn time, 2:03 AM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Which Baby Are You?

December babies [my comments]

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! [seriously impossible] Loyal and generous. Patriotic.[muz serve NS okie!] Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty....
Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.[as you all noe] Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.[yupz] Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. [haha, think only wrks wif my parents:p] Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative.[i can be very dao de] Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character.[they mean able to show attitude] One guy/girl kind of person.[100% true, but who isnt?] Loveable.[really?] Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds.[i think they shd say prone to getting diarrheas] Loves music. Pretty/handsome.[wah! super fake, super false] Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. [they repeated sensitive, so it really sensitive? lol~]

...it's autumn time, 4:13 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

hm... i haven been blogging for quite some time le rite?... actually i everyday got things to blog abot lah... but recently is like i think liao, by the time i reach home oso late le, so nvr blog...

den the next day got new things happen, den blog the day b4 oso sianz... so in the end i juz forget it... there's so much things lah... but i forgot wat oso liao...

k... so after i had my hair cut... things does seems to be happier lah... coz i felt better... more refreshed... thx for all the concern given... some ppl i expect to get frm, and some i dun expect... but anyway, thx, arigato!:) im fine:) so no worries, i cut hair not means i got a very big 打击...:p

i thot i will be quite fan at ppl looking at me, den keep asking me why i cut till so short... botak to be exact... but i take it quite ez leh... haha...:p

recently quite alot of happy stuffs... but got oso unhappy things, but doesnt matter

tt day training... see her very cute... the ants she's trying to keep away frm den she make all those stupid noises... see le oso wana laugh:p lol~ k lah, tt day actually not tt happy de, coz mrning kena something frm camp... but after tt i think i oso cheer up liao... coz really funny mah:p but too bad... i wasnt beside her...

if i say im not tt affected now, maybe im still lying to myself... hmm... i still duno yet, but im quite okie now, coz i still gotta help others oso liao.... cant keep myself stucked there if i wana help others to get out of their situation... maybe after things settle le, my mind den oso clear le, den i'll see im still affected anot:)

tt fri we went mac for our dinner... v long nvr go le... i took a dangerous order, known as mcspicy... and indeed, lol~ i go home got the diarrhea feeling:p lol!~ but heng in the end i nvr get:p

anyway we celebrated laiheng's bday there... it was quite crazy there... sang so loud tt everyone looked at us... damn paiseh... den alvin and huiying singing there... really duno face muz put where... but it's fun anyway... life goes brighter wif them around:)

k lah... happy week tis week...

~tired... ystrday 4am den slp... tonite muz slp early liao

...it's autumn time, 7:49 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

today's training hmm... abit tired... no, is very tired... coz not enuff slp:p lol~

helped kahboon do the tshirt stuff oso do till 4am... den woke at 10... duno why... sianded, wana slp more the loh... something wrong wif me-_-"

anyway thot wana go cut hair today de... but think think, tml cut better:p

went to PLC last week... stayed there for 4days... and i got full of spots back... yeah... coz i kena pimples outbreak again-_-" sianded... and my back oso super lots of bites... mosquito bites...

juz now forgot to wear shirt den mum saw it and she nagged liao-_-" diaoz... not my choice mah, those commando mosquito wana drink my blood i oso cant stop de... but it's quite er xin too lah... so much spots on my back... i see i oso sian...

itchy...

hm.... today basically nvr do much thing le... juz help the juniors ya tui etc... den did abit pf physical, den we went to supper... or dinner u can say...

we've played some games there till the ah neh who order drink stand there look at us play and laugh at us:p ahhaa... very fun mah:p

...it's autumn time, 12:44 AM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

recently was quite low isnt it?... i mean me... okie lah, not tt low though...

but did alot of thinking and reflection... maybe im not tt much affected anymore, maybe im still... history looks like it's repeating itself, and it really resembles alot tt made me confuse on which path to take... and wat decision to make...

things do look slightly different, coz i didnt suffered as much as b4... noe how to console myself le... so doesnt hurt tt much... noe such thing called divert le... den can look things more open... kan kai le... den can move on?...

k... recalling back... im back to those time where vulgarities anyhow fly again...-_-" biangz... k...
so change change change... aunty remember my 1st change?... haha...

think im going to repeat it again:p... 1st... im going to do something very stunning... abot my hair... i think... haha... i still considering whether i shd do it anot... coz confirm alot of ppl will be stunned by me.... den will keep saying, den i'll be sianz... lol~...

den change my vulgarities... actually oso not vulgar lah... juz all the ns term all out... i nvr say CB or F*** etc loh... but nvm... still will change...
den cut down on AH!... which i got it frm leslie... and GUI AR~ frm ting yun... haha... gui... tt's something im changing tt time, but in the end i nvr did anymore...
very wrong...
since start le... den shd end it...

den maybe get some new clothes! yeah... but tt'll be in dec... lol~ nov expense all count finish liao.. will be broke lol! yet again:p which mth i wun broke de???? tell me? lol...

hm... made quite a funny thot... k... not funny... but is quite baseless... i thot... the next time for me to chance upon love again... it'll be 4 yrs later le... frm sec i met her... den 4 yrs later... i met her(2)... and another 4 yrs later... i met her(3)...

u got wat i mean? lol.. nvm if u duno... i juz shdnt think too much abot it anymore isnt it?... or at least... 4yrs later?.. 24yrs old tt time... not v long ba... nvm... i oso duno wat i think... haix... juz hope tt by tt time, im a better psn... and dun make the same stupid mistake again... haix

...it's autumn time, 4:48 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

...it's autumn time, 10:29 PM