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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Let's see... Thu... went to airport to send peixuan off... in the end i reach so early...-_-" and i thot im going to be late-_-"

it's seems like the same last yr... but it's very different actually... last yr, i went wif a grp of ppl... tis yr... im juz by myself... everything juz seems so familiar... in the end i slpt on the train... juz too tired... and im freaking sick... not again-_-'

Reach le, only saw leehong there by himself.... den went to find eugene at coffee bean, which not long later the rest joined us...

saw mingxian there... she's wrking there??? i didnt noe... anyway she went off for her tai ji... hm... seems like it's really different for me le...

den today sam brought her boy boy to intro us...

aiyah... i oso sianz to blog those stuffs liao-_-'
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stay at home oso sianz... coz the whole house smell of chao da... tt day when we sent peixuan off, mum forgot to turn off the fire when she go out... in the end the whole pot burn... and the fire engine and police oso come-_-" den the whole neighbourhood like come and see see look look...-_-"

anyway, nthing much, juz a burnt pot... and the whole house smell of chao da...-_-"
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oso duno why... actually i got alot of things wana say de... but like nthing to say suddenly...-_-"

today they having tuan bai... actually wana go at 1st... but den jiao they all oso dun wana go... coz it seems boring... yah... agree too... summore dun wish to see some ppl too i guess... so i think like tt loh... next yr no more big tuan bai le ba... juz a few of us...

tis yr new year really got no new year feeling at all... duno wat's wrong...

anyway, today is ren ri, happy bday everyone!!!

...it's autumn time, 11:48 AM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Think i shou shui until around 6am in da mrning den slpt till 9 den wake up...

den prepare liao den wait for my cousin to come 1st...

sianded... he's new year blessing: faster find your wife...

and the rest of the day i got similar blessings liao... like: faster find a gal, next yr dun take ang bao liao, next yr ur turn to give ang bao etc...

the only way for me to next yr to give angbao... i guess is shotgun liao;p lol~! anyone available?:p

went to the temple 1st... den was on the van, and i thot, hm... will i see jul tis yr at the temple again?... funny... as if someone listened to me... when i reach there, it's juz 2 min b4 i already see joanne, den i saw jul... lol~

peixuan, next time we muz talk abot jade again, got a feeling later she appear again:p lol~

after tt is a series of long bai nian-ing...:p hahha... nvr went alot of house, but every house we stay quite long and the crowd is big till like cannot find place to sit de... lol~

today it rained... shd be my 1st or 2nd Chu 1 tt rained... usually wun rain de, but, water is wealth, so today god of fortune gave us some heavy wealth:) hahhahha... anyway it cooled the weather alot, very shiok:) coz sitting at the back of the van is no fun at all:p hot sia:p

hm... considering tis new year, i was really having fun or enjoying the new year like tt... duno... no feeling, seriously no...

summore im seriously under-informed of stuffs again:( arghz... today den i noe my cousin's wedding date is next sat!... which crashed into grad nite!... very bu shuang wif mum and dad, coz they say they long ago noe liao... and they thot i noe-_-" coz the invitation card is on the table... double -_-... today noe liao den really very bu shuang, but nvm... i decided to go half grad nite den go wedding dinner... den later my cousin invited me to the church wedding, which den mum reminded me there's tea ceramony... Wat the!~ k nvm... i think i can forget abot going the grad nite liao...

den ask my mum, confirm 100% nthing to inform me further liao? hate to have prgrmed something and den later something more important came and interupt original plan...

she say no more...

den juz now she told me Da gu's bday on wed, and Er gu's bday on thu... triple-_- wed if got nitez out maybe still can go... den thu??? peixuan departing... wah lau eh....

bleah.... shall not sigh for tis 15days

anyway, confirm getting the chinchilla liao... but i think i wana try asking to lower the cost...

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im seriously under informed.... wedding on sat, cant go grad nite

new year blessing, next yr dun give me ang bao

...it's autumn time, 11:17 PM

Happy Chinese New Year!!!...

hm... it's already new year liao... but seriously... i still dun get the kick new year is here already...-_-"

Mrning went to chinatown wif jiao, jul, joa, bin, leslie, fang, xuan, boon and hung. tis yr chinatown seems quite boring leh... last time we go den like endless shopping and fun... tis yr like super hot and nthing much to go abot... is it becoz of how i feel? or really is the case?

and my dad wasnt very happy abot me going out on eve... hm... 1st time nvr stay at home for lunch on eve... den dad wasnt very happy like tt... den summore i told him abot the chins liao... he's okie wif it... den we not telling mum 1st... xian zhan hou zhou... and cannot tell mum tt there's cost involve...:p

hm... after tt went yewtee to eat reunion dinner and my cousin's place... alot of families came together under 1 roof and we had steamboat... but no appetite... i think i ate quite little, but felt very full... den i told my dad there's cost involve in adopting the chins.. he thot adopt den no need cost mah... so he's unhappy abot it lah... but he's still okie wif it:( haix... new year only make parents unhappy... zi ji dou bu shuang...

after reunion, stayed till 11+ den my parents decided to go chinatown as usual. and i chose to go home... coz not feeling well liao, den summore noon go, like nthing to get at all...

heng i chose the correct thing... i kena diarrhea!!! on new year... lol~ actually expected... coz think ystrday i ate "Xue3 Yu2"... why i "" the fish? coz my mum told me tt the fish shd be "You2 Yu2"... u noe the reecent case whereby ppl eat tis you yu and kena food poisoning or something like tt?... haha... mum warned me liao... but i juz ate:p since she cook...:p lol~

k... so today, juz prepare to go bai nian and collect lots of hong bao:p hahha... let's get ready for new year!

...it's autumn time, 12:54 AM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

hm... think i can officially say tt im injured liao... my yao really hurts whe i do certain action, especially jumping:( when i land, i can feel tt bloody pain... arghz...

but the rest, small turning still okie... but like aunty say... dun risk it... hmm... now training i can only bi hua and max 2 'vigourous' action...

den when finished training... i realised tt im going to have ACCT(advance close combat training) next week!!!... simple meaning it's something like a combination of taekwondo, karate etc... tt means alot of falls... tt means im sur gonna injure my yao further...

wed book in muz go see MO liao... den muz tell sir... haix... injury came at the wrong time sia... performance in june... i wonder can i last till den anot... currently not much ppl noe... so nvm...

today got xi ke... gary came... lol.... wah! as if like 1 yr nvr see him... 3Sergeant liao wor... intel spec summore... signing on summore!!!!... tt time told him alot of stuff liao, he shdnt sign on... but since he already decide liao, den let it be ba... juz wish for the best for him... and muz nag him go study and save money... if not i wonder he come out liao den can do wat...

hm... cny is juz tml... i seriously got no feeling of new year coming... why ah?... dun have very gd feelings abot tis yr sia... nvm... juz give me a job... i think i shd be satified abot tis yr le ba?... nah... oso some space for leisure hopefully...

haix...

den suddenly like im so un-informed of matters lately... grad nite... if haijiao nvr ask me, i oso duno they already started spreading the date venue etc... dun even noe it's 345pm till eileen mentioned abot it on train, tml going out at 1pm den i oso blur... wah alot of things...-_-'

Haix...

last haix b4 new year...:) happy chinese new year to all!!!!

...it's autumn time, 12:25 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

hm... blogging for the sake of blogging... coz felt like nthing to do... but actually there's 1 big pile of duno wat thing at the corner of my room to pack... muz do all these b4 eve... coz new year cannot clean liao...

let's see... ystrday whole day at home, packing my wardrobe... tis yr duno why... i nvr throw away any old clothes... instead i see some old clothes tt look new and put them in the "new" clothes section... lol~ den i spent 1 whole day reorganising my wardrobe... now... they look like OP shop... organised by different colours... lol~!

den nthing to do le... slack at home liao... nvr go out, actually going out wif xuan de... but den she say movie cancelled... den u all go dinner bo jio!!!! haha... but nvm... gd thing i nvr go out too... chu jing shang qing u noe?:p...

today... early mrning wake up and book in... took taxi... arghz... damn sianz... coz tis mth im left wif $30 only!!!!!! wtf... no choice suck thumb... parents nvr give me $ to buy clothes tis yr, coz sis spent it all liao... lol~ so buy myself... den now left wif this... lol~ muz spend tt wisely... can survive de!!!:p

book in, settle the admin stuff liao, den get some briefing lioa, den book out-_-" lol... nvm... i oso wana book out today, coz tml whole day dedicated to spring cleaning... my room damn dusty i guess... my sweep, mop and wipe:p

waited for quite long b4 zihui and desmond come my house... they need to use my com to view some pictures... zihui is helping us to design our shoes... sadded... my design, he have the wrong strokes for the chinese character and need to bring back to edit... hm... hopefully he can do a better job, coz it's far frm wat ive expected.... sat is the day i take my shoe... see how ba...

den show them my photo album on computer etc...

den they say... how come i no gf ah?... some friends do told me b4... the girl who is my gf will be very lucky... i wonder how true can it be sometimes...

maybe it's either they're not lucky enuff... or simply im juz not suit to it...

happy chinese new year in advance... lots of plan... need money... trying to get...

rob! steal! burglar! lol!~...:p

nah... max i go is borrow, or give up:p

...it's autumn time, 11:47 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

today went to eastpoint, disappointed... coz the pet safari there downsized liao, den not as vibrant as i went last time... den i couldnt find the stuff tt i wanted...:(

nvm... so met up wif weijie and we went to Vivo... lunch at Long John 1st, b4 going to DBS and apply debit card... biangz... i nvr practice my signature den sign... ugly sia... but nvm... we applied the capitaDebit card... got some priviledges and earn points when we spent at capital land malls...

after tt it's shopping time... our main target, JEANS!... saw we really spent time around den reached I.P.Zone... yeah!!! we found it! $29 summore! worth deal... but freak sianz!!! i dun have my size, and if ask mum to sew oso quite not possible, coz too think liao, summore is like frm size 29 to 27, pretty hard... so i had no choice but to give it up... sianded sia!... den weijie oso dun wan at 1st... coz dun have the colour he wans... but after we walked the whole vivo liao, he decided to get another 1 which he less like, but got his size... and hehehhhehe.... i got my sleeveless there:p x2 summore:p hahahha. but i got 1 by mistake:( thot is $15... in the end is $29:( wah... twice the price...

at 1st wana get zinc bag 1... tt bear bag... but dun have:( den other bags oso not very interesting to me... so we left... den walk walk walk... i still need 1 jeans, weijie too... so ive gotta decide btwn these 3 places...: 1) Fox Men: Grey jeans ($79) 2) Giordano: Grey jeans, not as nice as Fox ($53) 3) Fresh Box: Grey jeans not as nice as Fox but better den Gior ($60)

so in the end i got the fresh box 1... sianded... i very gian tt fox jeans oso!... haix... why IP dun have my size? if not i can save even more:( hm... the fresh box jeans oso abit sianz... coz the thigh there abit tight, tt means i cant put wallet or hp... lol~

den b4 we go, i saw the standard chartered booth... so might as well... went to apply the xtra saver acc, or izzit esaver, nvm... doesnt matter... basically tt acc have higher interest, but have no atm cards or watsoever... only got online bank acc... den they give u another acc so tt u can transfer $ to tt acc and draw out... they'll give check book and debit card for tt acc... DEBIT CARD??? lol... now i have 2 debit card... lol...~

after tt we went off liao, going towards mrt... we're stopped by...? Prudential ppl... wah.... sianz again... den i was like slow... nvr "escape" den weijie stopped too... lol! but i signed the plan b4 liao... in the end he was there listening instead... and i listened to another plan, investment 1.... but he not bad leh.... his advisor is a chio bu loh~ pretty pretty lady...

haha... her name very funny... Foo Yu Yuan...:p but nvm... psn pretty can liao... i told weijie go jio her lah, den he say tis kind eye candy can lioa, dun go think so much... lol~

den we seperated ways, met up wif jul les jiao xuan and ying... walk around den settled somewhere for dinner... wah!!!! sakae buffet-_-" my 2nd buffet in 2 days...-_-" seriously i was feeling full already the moment i hear buffet... lol~ but nvm lah... anything oso can:) den in the end i guess i ate the most again...-_-" can see tt leslie his appetite like drop alot....

he keep saying tt even if we eat ala-carte for sushi oso wun hit $20 de... den i say huhhuuh??? impossible loh, last time he anyhow eat oso 15-20 plates of sushi loh... $20 is like 10 plates, so ez... but when eating i see him eat... really... he eat very little... hm... is my memory playing wif me? i remember he eats alot when he go buffet last time wif us at bugis...

but anyway, we really had a filling dinner... den huiying... bth her... everytime see her eat she oso very messy de... like kid like tt...lol... i think kids oso do better den her:p haha.. but see le we really laugh till pengz...

had fun today too... ah... great:) huiying will be wrking now... so everyone is wrking liao... nobody to go out wif liao... except xuan... duno tml how... high chance spending alone... but nvm...

haix, thu muz book in... i tell them, they say, den fri book out ah?... yah... no choice oso:p muz move all my barang barang back... alot of stuffs leh!!!... see oso sian

...it's autumn time, 12:49 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Today was a very very very satisfying day, although burnt quite a hole in the pocket, but i really enjoyed today:)

1st, i finally got hold to my Final Fantasy 3 game le!!!! waited for a mth for it, coz out of stock... actually wana dl the game de... but i think think, better get the original 1 for tt, coz i can pass to my sis to play after i play finish... if not she wun have new game to play liao...

den met weijie and larry at cityhall, which we're late, but not latest, zihui and yang was even later!...

we went to Kuishin Bo to eat... yummie!!! jap buffet:p actually they dun wan to go de, coz they think it's ex, $16.8 for an hr buffet... so we went sakae, but their buffet only starts at 3-_-" the time was 1215, shit... all hungry liao, so no choice go kuishin loh:p hahha, i intro 1 leh:p the last time i went was when i BMT POP:p tis is my 2nd time...

actually we made a mistake.... the buffet is $23.8++ den if u eat within an hr, they'll charge u cheaper... oooh... hahhha... anyway, i brought them to the rite place, seriously worth it lah... at least can change abit of taste frm sakae... always eat tt oso sian 1 de mah...

enjoyed there, coz the food is yumMmMiEeEe...:p but i think standard dropped abit frm the last time i ate... den we chat and laughed abit... wah... super full... but not bloated...:p lol~ enuff le lah:p so we left, brought them to Sky Garden... coz they nvr noe tt place and nvr went b4:p

after tt we went shopping around suntec, hoping to get some clothes for new yr... den me and weijie wanted to go apply debit card de, but the Q super long, so gave up... hm... in the end not very fruitful... none of us gotten anything so larry brought us to Fox Men... haha... i went there earlier le... cannot decide to buy anot leh... den i see them all go try out, den i oso go loh:p lol... after trying, i was thinking... aiyah... anyway oso wana buy 1 mah... hm... so buy loh:p lol!~ yeah... the pants was $69 and shirt $23... quite nice:) at least to me:p sianded... like tt 100 gone lioa...:(

den still shop around, like nthing, but desmond got something frm Guess, black long sleeve shirt, looks gd on him, so is the price... $99... wah... i she bu de... really...

but i like tt really... so still okie... den me and weijie went to simlim to get ink refill while the rest went to Levis at raffles...

when we boarded train, we saw IVAN!!! lol~ weijie say he always saw him in tt area 1... see ghost:p hahha... summore we alighting the same area, going the same place-_-"

he bought a bluetooth headset or ear phone i duno for his gf, vday gift... me and weijie is thinking ... wat a gift... lol~

den we sat down at mac for awhile waiting for larry to join us... they still shopping at levis!!! 1 hr liao leh!... they really got alot to buy sia??? den later, they call us and say they leaving lioa-_-"

so ended up only me and weijie shopped-_-"

hm... bugis village, seems like got alot of things to buy leh... but really cannot find anything to buy... not wat we wanted... den those jeans tt's nice 1 all oso $60 $70 de... we're trying to find something cheaper like $40 to $50...

so went parco... topman 1st... saw some nice jeans, correct colour... but dun have our size-_-, den we carried on to other place like S&K, adidas, POA etc etc....

weijie wana get a red Flash tshirt, but dun have his size, den we saw jeans tt we like, but too ex, or we saw jeans tt we like, den when we choosing, we saw size 26-_-" lol~ tt means those are gals cutting!!!... den ask where's the guy 1... den see liao dun have the one tt we like:( disappointed sia... den go the edge there oso disappointed...

saw basically... we 2 failed to get a jeans... and me failed to find sleevless shirt...

tml will go hit the shopping centre again:p after applying debit card wif weijie, den we go vivo, hopefully can get something there:) 1 jeans and 1 sleevless!!!!

hm.... 1 more thing to blog abot... ive sent some of my friends tt my engagement is on 29th sept 07, den got quite afew kena tricked!!!... hhahah.. pretty funny:p gary gong gong even ask me who's da bride???? lol, i nvr tell him he oso nvr realise, den kaixuan she was totally shocked and replied me wif exclaimation and caps:p lol~ eileen oso tricked, peishan and jessie too:p den yisi... i thot she noe sia, coz her reply seems sarcastic... but in the end, she oso duno!!!!... den today she go ask others, tzeweng getting engage ah?:p lol~

quite funny lah... sometimes dropping a small joke like tis can entertain their life and my life oso:p but next yr cannot liao, coz next yr got 29th:p

hm... so i reached for wushu very late... 9pm... haha.... oso nvr train much lah, juz commented abit on ying zua, den do physical... when doing physical... i think i felt something wrong... my yao the pain like got worsen.. tt particular spot... but i thot is coz of bei ji den liek tt...

so i tried do ce shou fan, wah! i felt got improve leh!!... den do a few more times, den i jialat liao... tt spot... painnnnn... haix... i muz think properly how to train liao... muz train w/o worsening the condition... wat's happening? when did i hurt my yao huh??? haix... my 1st injury due to wushu...

hopefully the injury isnt serious... coz yao very important... w/o it, i think taiji oso cannot do liao... ah.... better dun...

den huiying wana take the challenge to Ya tui and touch the head within a mth... haha, dun wana join her, me no confident lol, but will still try my best, coz pi cha i think is still 1 of the criteria to do Ce Kong...

kk... tired liao... going orh le... pray hard tt i will recover frm my injury okie?
*vday might not be alone le!!!...

...it's autumn time, 12:25 AM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

think today's conversation went abit out... how did we get to the shotgun topic???

juz hope tt she dun mind tt much lah...

*** today abit ghost... was talking abot jade over lunch wif xuan... den in the end we saw her in SP at nite during training-_-" aiks... too bad, she nvr see me... you yuan wu fen, you fen wu yuan...

anyway.... vday coming liao... let's face the fact... vday are meant for couples, not friends... so singles... dun go saying vday are for friends too liao... coz it's juz consoling ourselves... isnt it?

anyway... a small dedication for all the lovebirds out there...:)

10 sweet things to do for ur love 1:

1) Change the lyrics of a song if you can, den sing it urself, recording it into ur mp3 player... den play it in the middle of other songs when you're listening ur mp3 wif her.

2) Put ur gift in a glass bottle and bury it in the sand by the beach, take a stroll wif her, talk to her... b4 stopping at the spot and taking out ur gift at the correct time

3) Do a super large mosaic pic of u and her photos and make it into a pic, ie a bear?
Take a flight at the dhl hot air balloon and have ur friends taking them out to display, and give ur dear a surprise frm the top

4) Display your msg at every overhead bridge along AYE, ie, 'Esther' 'I' 'Love' 'You', 1 at each bridge... to ur creativity:p maybe u wana make a phrase?:p

5) "50 first dates", Create a mini documentary tt helps the 2 of u remember special moments u may have forgotten abot, while reminding her of the wonderful journey uve undertaken over the course of ur r/s

6) "The lake house", Choose ur favourite area in singapore and walk down ur fav path while noting down all the things u enjoy abot the place & wat u like to look at. compile tis into a letter, or mp3, and let ur gal experience a place tt's close to ur heart. stash a hidden gift for her at the end of the tour:)

7) "My sassy girl", juz get a time capsule & bury some letters and gifts for one another in a special place with a promise to recover it a yr or so later.

8) "Jerry maguire", study lots of films wif nice speeches, ie Notting hill, She's all tt & When harry met sally, take notes so u can write one for urself. den choose a nice location and unleash ur emotionally charged monologue on her.

9) "Love actually", Write down ur feelings on sheets of cardboard and go to her place and ring the doorbell. den cross ur fingers

10) "The wedding singer", tis time not a plane:p, try doing it over a PA system of a shopping mall, or even at sch? pick a song tt's sweet & romantic


haix... spending it myself... duno where to go, duno wat to do... guess i'll juz slp at home, if not book in-_-"

~Merci pour écrire ma vie, je t'aime~

...it's autumn time, 1:10 AM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

okie... im awake lioa... but nvr slpt long... coz my computer, it's okie liao... now the DVD reader got prob... all my anime tt i burnt last time cannot open, den open halfway, the whole com hanged on me... arghzzzzzzz... im getting impatient wif my com alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

anyway, im oso not interested in blogging abot my 8days outfield liao... shall sum it up with a boring exercise with some interesting events here and there, knowing how up 1 guards unit are, and wat are ppl's conception with snipers...

no much mood for blogging those interesting stuffs... coz my mum juz talked to me and sis abot my dad... she say tt day she wanted to meet my dad, but she couldnt recognise him when he's juz in front of her!... she even called my dad-_-"

my dad has grown pale and got thinner and thinner my mum said... ystrday i was going through my friend's blog, his dad is in icu, i dun wish my dad to go through the same thing... and i dun think he'll unless he suffer frm kidney failure, the highest chance of getting tt, coz he's suffering frm diabettes currently, diabettes run through my family... can say it's inheritable 1...

as my mum said, she had tears rolled down her cheeks... seriously i cannot stand it... took some time b4 i can change the topic and bring back slight smile on her...

i noe wat's the prob to my dad prob... fatigue... but he had no choice... he had to wrk OT in order to support us all... he's the kind where he'll give us ge enuff life if he had to slog... and tt's what he's doing...

juz a few mths more... juz a few mths more and i hope i can lighten his weight... but i noe clearly tt i cant do much... my family need quite an amt to cashflow in order to sustain 'normal life' on the outside... normal as in can spend without worry, can save enuff money...

we're all worried... not abot us... we're all worried abot my sis... coz they noe tt they can dun need to support me anymore... now is left my sis. and she is still not in the state where she can think!!!! as in mature lah... my mum even asked her to try hard tis time... she nvr try hard in her studies b4... and my mum always believe she can do well if she puts in effort... she hopes tt my sis can minimise her amt of study time *tt's why i wana go express, JC at 1st... coz i wana use the least time to get to society... summore i still have to add on 2yrs NS life... tt's a very long time...

haix... i think my family is the hardwrk den can get paid off 1... seriously... i think ive been in here blogging and praying so many times b4 for my sis to be more matured... at least, think for the family...

i think i now have to set my aims alittle higher... tell ya all... my aim and hopes... used to think tt having a 2k salary is very gd already... but i dun think it's enuff now... not enuff for my parents and sis... im going to wrk hard... wrk hard enuff to earn at least 5k!

haix... say ez... im the rough kind of psn... if im in my dad's era... i shd be wrking as a coolie... omg... how am i going to take care of my family????

haix... stressed up... hopefully i can get some gd news frm my lecturers... den i dun need to wait long b4 wrking...

hm.... i shd think of someways to let them have more comfort... shd start getting some new dvd players etc for them liao...

hm... maybe tis yr i shd start giving ang bao to them oso liao...

i might not be able to do big things for them... but at least... i can do small little things to spice up their life abit...

i dun have much time... im not very optomistic abot life span thing... they say now ppl average ppl will live till their 80s... but i end my in the 60s... not say i curse my parents... but tt means i got lesser time to show filial piety... and oso... will cherish more... it's only a short 10yrs more!... will they be able to see my sis mature? or even married? arghz... i duno...it seems very far... but oso, very near

damn... juz realised i 3 weeks nvr see my parents lioa-_-" tml going breakfast wif them... hopefully...

okie lah... though still got alot of things to rant abot... but i think tt shd end now... rantings abot life is nthing but doing something abot it means alot... so i'll try to wrk hard... and hope u guys can support me ya!:)

okie, let us look forward to CNY! hahha... not looking forward to Vday... coz it's going to be me, myself and my bed again tis yr... lol~... haix... last july i was still planning for tis vday to come... some things juz cannot happen:p... hahha... shall blog another entry abot vday for u couples out there!:)

...it's autumn time, 10:51 AM

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! finally... from 8days of outfield... im so tired... try to update later... think of someway to update w/o getting caught? sir, dun bao toh me:p lol~

...it's autumn time, 1:23 AM

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