Everyday is a sunny day!

如果你问我，难道我不害怕再去爱一个人吗？

如果我说我不怕，那是骗人的。。。因为今天，那份感觉来过了。

...it's autumn time, 11:02 PM

530am in da mrning....

My dad woke me up....

MY CHINS ESCAPE!!!...

lol.. this time is da baby chins... think i nvr close the cage properly, got a tiny gap, small enuff to let them go thru...

Previous few times was the adult chin... i think is the male 1... my dad says that the chin noes how to open the cage and come out... but i still dun think so... coz if like tt den the chin everyday shd escape le mah!... i still think i forgot to close the cage:p hahaha...

...it's autumn time, 5:56 AM

It's a really small world i must say... if not den i really have to say Singapore small liao... why????

Coz Jul knows my colleague!!!... lol...

Today while i was packing the tapes in the company, den i saw this tape, Agility Ceo retirement... lol!~

Vocare is da company i wrking for now, den Jul's company employed us to do the photography(George) and video...

But den i oso duno alot of ppl here still, quite noob, den Sam (My boss) say i very serious for these 2 days... haix... new environment mah, i not jul, cannot so fast hyper de... muz know each other liao den can see muy hype:p haha...

Hm... real small world... lol... Winhung's bro-in-law is my boss and his partner george is my colleague who know Joy and Joy is Jul's colleague... like this link oso can ah!...

Hm... Sam says tt if im employed, i would be getting 1.2k... but i think i would be able to increase it to 1.5k... if my job scope is wider * im going for wedding videography next week... hope i can do well... den i can make myself more important too:) hahah... seriously, wedding shoot i did twice b4... though tired, but quite satisfied, coz i'll have alot of nice nice candid shots of the couple... will i do it da same next weekend?

Wish that i can get it as a perm job, earning 1.5k for da moment... den think abot study a yr later or 2... but meanwhile, start thinking of portfolio... *Sam oso dun mind i taking his equipment for personal use:p or even org grp to do short films!!! whahahaha... gd boss rite????:p

...it's autumn time, 12:06 AM

Are you afraid of showing love to your family?

Somehow i think this problems lies throughout every era... coz the prob doesnt lies in generation, but lies with family education, or u can call it communication...

I read shuping's blog...

I understand tt all of us knows exactly how much our parents cared and concerned for us... but sometimes, you juz cant bear it and you'll consider it irritation or nagging...
After a while, den u felt bad... coz u know that their intention is out of their love for you...

Im born in a lucky family, where age gap doesnt really exists... coz it seems tt my dad is very hip, and im old fashioned... lol... tt's why age gap like minimised super alot... *but i old fashion coz of him loh!... made me love all those oldies... lol...

My mum? oh pls... u can see her always gossiping with me... lol!~ but coz she always gossips abot her wrk place tis and that while she's cooking, and i'll sit by the chair at one side of the kitchen chatting with her... so she knows alot of me....

Generally, they both noe me ba, but not really... coz they nvr see me in front of u all mah!... but they noe me... *ba... :p lol... they duno tt i cant tahan their nagginess? lol...

Wat's even more lucky is tt they will auto give in to me 1... maybe today quarrel... but next day will be okie le, or maybe dun say again next time... things like tt... den on my part? tone down loh... juz be nicer in ur way of talking can le ba...

It's not a trend to cele parents' day or really bday in my family... so when i see other ppl so excited abot those days... i dun feel as excited as them de... not even think of buying gift, but got think of something special sometimes...

Well, in my family, i think it's abot compromising and dun take things for granted ba... family is like tt means like tt de... u cant do much abot it...

Now is my sis... she noes tt the family cared and loved her... but she's not reciprocating!!!! sianz... -_-" at her age now, 1 of the thing tt can show is simply by having a better attitude, or better academic result... but she's not showing both... everyday come home after basketball, throw socks at living room, den watch tv till dinner is served * as in rice fork spoon everything prepared nicely le, den eat, den watch tv again w/o keeping nor washing dishes... den go bath w/o taking the socks to the laundry area, den leave her pantyliner in toilet after use, leave dirty clothes inside toilet aftert bath etc etc... bad stuffs i can list 101... but gd??? sometimes she can talk nicely only when she's in gd mood...-_-"

Cherish ur family:)

...it's autumn time, 12:08 AM

Im... BZbzBZbzbBzbBBzbzbzbbZ...

But im happy:p

Ystrday the rain too poweful... drives me to slp totally tt im late for wrk... lucky i got a call... if not im dead:p lol...

...it's autumn time, 10:41 PM

It's raining heavily now!!! Dun slp is really dui bu qi zi ji...

...it's autumn time, 1:38 AM

4days not blogging? haha... coz im really bz?...:p

kk... let me see...

Thu went to sign contract, but in the end nvr sign, coz they haven prepared it for me yet... actual wrking date will change to 3rd jul, but this wed going to wrk for the 1st day, to handover stuffs to me...

Pay would be $1k per mth, not including CPF, even after probation, there might not be CPF too... * is this a real disadvantage? and after probation will revise my salary, $1.2k to $1.5k.... hm... abit little hoh? but juz wrk 1st ba...:p later den see how:p

Wrking hrs is 10am to 7pm at little india, they're flexi wif punctuality. say u late for 30min, den u simply wrk 30min more loh... den weekends might needa wrk if there's shooting, i say i wana follow de, coz muz learn more and be more active mah... den if say wrk on weekend, they'll give me off on weekdays...

Transportation wise if say there's no train or there's shoot on weekends simply take cab, receipt and claim:) hahah...

Basically quite okie lah... i'll be doing video and design stuffs most prob...

After tt go home slp liao... tired... really tired for these few days sia... not enuff slp:p haahha... after tt enjoyed a nite at pasir ris watching stars:p

The next day? slp again loh lol... den late noon went to collect pay... sianded... thot 1 time can get $100 plus in the end only got $77... coz 1 more day pay haven processed yet-_-"

Den went shopping around 1st b4 going wushu...

Hm... after wushu prgrm ah... MAHJONG!... seems to me like very long nvr play le leh... but they say ming ming is not long ago... hm... watever... im juz very tired, but since weibin long long book out once, muz go gather gather mah...

Hm... did i said tt my luck is getting better? OMG lah! i lost $37-_-" den leslie helped me topped up and i lost $30instead... sianded... lol... owe alot of money ah!!!

My cousin: $200
Juliana: $100
Gary: $80
Leslie:$30
Parents: Unlimited

lol!~ abit sianz to use parents money liao... but no choice... really broke... those part time money i earn seems to be gone very easily... shit sia... bus fare really ex!... Hopefully the july GST package will help me loosen my belt a little...

Anyway to all whom i owe money to, i'll try to return u all asap ah!...

Sat was supposed to go sentosa de... planned alot of things le leh!!!... but in the end canceled... coz too little response:( but anyway, we made up wif celebrating tingyun's bday by having steamboat at yanru's house instead!...

So after mahjong i went off immediately to go see doc... after tt go home take nap... in the end? haha... overslp:p im the 1 who's late instead!... damn gary.... thot he'll be late instead... lol...

Think i reached home abot 12+am ba... hm... the rest shd be even later, coz i left early...

Den today? i signed up the mio plan at singtel... wonder will it be a gd decision? hm... my dad took the hp and sell it away for $200... tt'll means tt we sort of have a free subscription for like 3mths? lol... hm... but abit sianz leh... coz actually wana give the hp to someone 1... but nvm:p tt'll be a next time:)

Going to wrk mon to fri tis week... muz get CASH!.... wrk wrk wrk... hope i'll still have free time!:p

...it's autumn time, 11:24 PM

Stupid bus driver... juz got irritated by tis stupid driver juz now...

We're trying to catch the bus and of coz i ran faster den my parents... so i waited at the entrance there for my parents to come mah... den tt F****ing driver say in a very guai lan tone... *he's a malay or indian wif tt freaking tone...

'EH! Arlow! Arlow! U can board the bus anot? Dun Bloke the entrance!~ I will wait 1'...

WTF! Obviously im the only 1 at the entrance and nobody else is boarding and obviously he cant see anybody running towards the bus coz my parents is in the middle of the crowd loh!...

Almost wana pick a fight with him on the spot... ask him to touch his heart whether he'll wait anot if he really see ppl coming to catch the bus!... shit... how many drivers actually waits for ppl? sometimes they even faster close the door and act as if they nvr see you when you're already at the door... wtf!...

My parents came in time and so i nvr started the fight in the end... pissed off....

...it's autumn time, 8:25 PM

Time for a little update...

hm... wat to say?

Lets start frm job, yupz, though prev few post seems short, but u shd noe le, i got a job liao, but it's probation only... for 2 mths, will be revised at end of august...

Den jiao, i think she's oso getting her job le... glad for her... issit personal assistant? oooh... cool hoh? very pro like tt... next time her boss go overseas maybe she oso have to follow?? dun forget our souvenirs leh!

Aunty, u noe wat to get frm london hoh? lol:p

Wish me all the best in this job okie? i really hope to do something tt's abit related... den maybe can borrow their equipment to do my portfolio... oh yah... my portfolio really sux... most of my interviewer says so to me... coz it doesnt show anything abot me...

So i got tis job is really tai-ko loh... if not means yongxiong's bro in law give face liao... *but he have another partner de...

Thanks to someone tt day:p haha...

And i think my luck got even better? i was wrking at suntec... den suddenly my hp rang... the no nvr see b4... den i picked up... it's frm mediacorp!... wat sia! they rejected me already loh, den they call now say they got another position to offer me, i think is junior editor... but 3mths probation 1st... sianz... i have to tell him i cant do it coz i got another probation... i told him tt maybe if the space is still empyty end august can call me again *** of coz i dun mean tt i wun be able to stay at the current job, but... better to leave an extra path:p

Family? hm... oso better ba, at least lesser quarrels liao... maybe coz i brought someone home too... tt's why...

But now family current financial state oso tighten tis mth... coz we juz attended a wedding dinner at m'sia. i think there we spent some few hundreds at least liao, imagine each bus seat is let's say $40 (*pls do not be mistaken, there's no such cheap seats, actual shd be around $70-$80) den plus return it'll be around $320 liao... plus hotel? food? shopping? wedding angbao?... think u noe wat i mean...

Den my grandma oso got into hospital... diabetes i think... im not really sure of the condition but, we needa remit money back to share the hospital bill... den dec we'll be going back to see her...
And so the jobless me... have to thick skin to take money frm them to pay my hp and insurance bill... CPF bill oso... bleah...

But i guess next 2 mths wun be better either... coz my job on probation, not high pay too...

Hm... i juz got very happy these few weeks... for those who knows le... muz bless me okie? haha... for those who duno... u all slowly guess ba:p hahaha....

*remember my theorem on happiness? For the amount of happiness uve enjoyed, u need to return it by suffering the same amt of sadness... pls dun let tis be true...

I already felt some unhappiness in someone... and i think she shdnt felt it tis way...

Oolala!~ who are u? u still haven tell me...-_-"

...it's autumn time, 7:23 PM

Im perfectly fine, nthing wrong with my health...

Doc says tt im too nervous and stressed up... gave my some med tt have the same effect as tranquilliser...

a drug used to reduce stress or tension without reducing mental clarity

...lol... but it says will cause drowsiness leh... lol!~

...it's autumn time, 11:52 PM

Generation gap,

tt's wat most parents have problem with their children...

Today on train, i saw a very interesting sight... beside me, sits a child, he's holding on the the pokemon game scenario book... and his mum, was discussing with him abot pokemon... lol... and tt mum quite pro loh, really understands wat he is saying and ask him abot pokemon stuffs too...

If you're a parent, can you do tt too?

...it's autumn time, 11:50 PM

I have health problem?

Slightly worried...

...it's autumn time, 12:36 AM

Hi Zen,

Let me know when you can start work ...is 2nd July fine with you .
We will try the probation for 2 months and see how things goes.

After the 2 months, we will do an evaluation of your progress.

Let me know when you are free to meet up next week.
than i will prepare the contract for you .
Kindly bring along copy of your ic and certificate.

Regards
Sam

...it's autumn time, 2:53 PM

Hi Zen,

Thanks for coming down with your portfolio.
I have spoken to my partner, we have decide to offer you

$7 per hour

or

$1000 per month, 5 days ( 10 to 7 pm )
Overtime rate will be $14 per hour
Transportation will be cover for shoot.

Probation will be until end of August.
if you are able to shoot or work independently
i will readjust your salary.

Let me know by monday .
Regards
Sam

...it's autumn time, 2:52 PM

1st day back at wrk in suntec...

wahaha... it's a ghostly thing... lol... coz i went there, and everyone noes tt i wrked there b4!~ diaoz...

and they think tt i really noe everything le... lol... eh! i think i 2 yrs ago wrked there loh... now alot of things changed le ba...

anyway, da pay is $5.5... i jioed jiao to join me too... wrk part time lah... muz survive wif some cash on hand...:p den she tell me why i dun go starhub wrk? $9/hr leh!... i was ??!!! but straight away i say... customer service rite? ... i cannot make it lah...

anyway she'll be interviewing for my part time on next wed... and she's taking advance theory tml!!!! everyone wish her gd luck!!!

liked wrking at suntec, coz it's stressless... coz really juz wrk loh... den no need to think alot de... coz it's more of labour job... lol!~

anyway... it's a tiring day... but after that was feeling better... happier... :p wahahhaha...

Counting down 96 days:p

...it's autumn time, 10:49 PM

Hm... abit update on my chins... the young ones is steadily growing up... increasing weight, now is 90g:p hahha... getting fatter and bigger le... lol!~! cute:p they're growing quite fast lah!... i think by the end of 8weeks, they shd be grown to full size le...

Anyway, their names... given by Shiyun... Haru (spring, male) and Aki (autumn, female)....

Im still trying to identify them w/o looking at the ***.... lol... actually... im not even skilled enuff to confirm tt 1 is female and 1 is male!!! lol...

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I'll be giving Haru to weibin when he ORD... :p... im thinking of suggesting him to change the name to Tamago... lol!~

...it's autumn time, 2:20 AM

So wat's the next prgrm? went steamboat with the rest of the wushu ppl...

Went there w/o any cash on me loh!... shit... den cant find atm-_-" so in the end? hahaha... i went to use other's chopsticks instead:p lol... they put down dun wana use liao den i take:p till they wan use le den pass them back... lol... but i think in the end i juz use:p lol!~

Nvr pay at all loh!... heng nvr pay... coz i really nvr eat much... eat abit the can feel my stomach rejecting me eating more food lioa... so i talked more den i ate:p

After that went to marina park there lie down for awhile... and that idiot gary tell me look into the sky and asked me... is that a spy plane?-_-" super duper diaoz... i think tt guy is starting to go bonkers...

Den a call frm eileen, i think, and it's the annual Bao ceramony, where all servicemen to be have to go thru the ritual... lol!~

Kahboon... i duno wat's in his whopper, but really, can see that he really endured throughout the whole bun... it's something like a big mac... fillings? i duno... maybe got balacan, chilli, wasabi, butter, oil, eggshells, hamster food... etc etc... things like tt:p lol....

den tt youming... wth! he said his is yummy!!! either he's crazy or the psn who made that special Bao not skilled enuff:p...

Laiheng and Leehong nthing much ba... they quietly and steadily much the whole thing down:p

So much commotion tt day, lol, we're the loudest! got 2 ppl bday, we duno who, but we joined their singing, lol! super loud lah! next time u wana find ppl sing bday song loud loud, u muz find SP wushu... lol!`

Den lots of commotion again... but different area... jul they all in the Lamest area... coz they talking abot qian bian wen da ti...

Den the other area is juniors, duno wat they doing...

Im in the area where ppl dares to do er xin thing-_-" lol... Gary, Jian wei, Alicia and Shiyun is doing this 'challenge' or 'bet' watever u call it... so 1 psn have to chew some food and juz pass to the other by mouth... ---" so gary gave his to jian wei and alicia, while alicia gave it to shiyun... lol...

After tt most of them go home le... den the others went to kbox at cineleisure... seriously i thot it'll be more ex... in the end i spent $20 including cabfare!... diaoz... usually we spent at leat $30 1 loh hoh??!

We got 2 rooms.. my room is da more havoc room i guess... den the other room is the gentle room... sing all the sentimental songs.... den only got 1 guy: laiheng, my side? 1 girl: wenqi lol...

They all order alcohol loh!... cannot make it... abit paiseh i cant drink... lol... but i really dun wana touch alcohol anymore leh... coz i noe i very lousy... haha... den gary bought more beers frm outside, and started playing dice... wah biangz.. super NOISY!!!!

sing sing sing... den i realised me and wenqi really sang alot... coz my room got: gary, me, kahboon, lihong, youming and wenqi... so u shd noe who's singing and who's not:p....

2am!~... bth... muz stop liao... really sing those high song for too long till no voice le:p lol.... joined in the dice game... not really fun, i still prefer mahjong:p hahha... more fun:p *my dad said last time when they young they oso like mahjong, but they like Dai dee now... lol... hm... will i like dai dee back again? lol...

3am... the waiter came and pack the room and very buay song wif us... coz of those outside drinks and beers... den we acted blur... lol... but abit bu shuang with his last attitude lah... like wana throw us out like tt...

Reached home by around 4 and slpt around tt time:)... nitoezzzzz

...it's autumn time, 1:42 AM

Woot!~ back frm m'sia:)... actually is 2 days ago... back on sun nite le... but now den got time to blog:p

Hm... fri nite, mum cooked curry chicken, and only curry chicken, coz she dun wan left over... and i dun dare to eat alot... coz??? yeah... i scared halfway i diarrhea... den really no joke lioa... m'sia isnt like s'pore, where toilets are readily available... and up to standard... * though they've improved quite alot now... but still... far frm us:p lol...

730 by rite was the bus... but den?... drag drag drag... den bus came at 9+...-_-" wat's worse? we thot we'll be going by tuas... den in the end we go woodlands-_-" super waste time... in the end only able to cross to the other island by 11+pm...

Tired... was listening to mp3 at 1st.... but after tt i noe i slp le...

Break time!~ toilet break... den i really cannot make it le, hungryyyyyyyyy... so ate a cai tao kuay and mee soto... my relatives den looked at me... wah... eat so much?... lol... *** btw, we booked the whole bus:p cool? lol...

Wrong decision to eat so much at tt time... it's 1am...

Reached our hotel at 3am... bth... go there, they tell us no rooms!...

Biangz... yuan lai my cousin(Biao ge) booked le lah!!!!... xia shi wo...

As usual... 4psn in 1 room (my family) sianded... bed too small... so i slp floor while the rest on bed... think around 5am i wake up le... why? coz i cold till shiver liao!... no blanket loh!!! den my leg super cold... so used the jacket to cover my leg... still shivering...

Idiot... 7am, my parents wake up, say too cold, switch off aircon-_-" i still scared later not cold they wake up sia!...

So we woke early... and went for breakfast at lobby... me? ate alot... coz hungryyy... lol...

But idiot... dad nvr told me he wana go eat dim sum!... den when we go there, i cannot eat le... juz ate the usual har gao and siew mai... *not really nice:p lol...

After tt go back i continue my slp, die die oso wana go slp on bed... lol... so shuang loh!... but i can only have it for an hr, coz gotta go for the tea ceramony le...

*** side track, juz remembered the last time i came m'sia for wedding dinner... i was so super shocked, coz it's not my cousin getting married. It's my nephew!!! lol... in case u haven noe, yes, my 辈分very senior 1... lol... but im the youngest, *male, lol... and my sis is of coz da youngest female... we're the last of the generation tt haven get married:p okie, back, tt nephew is the 1st time i see him... and he have to greet me 叔叔!... damn paiseh... in the end he oso nvr call, coz i oso duno wat to say... lol... he's around 30yrs old i think...

Woot!~ his wedding car is a sports car! not very nice lah, but still, 1st time i see use sports car:p haha.... quite shuang hoh?

After tt shopping!!!... cannot make it... coz while shopping, my whole mind was thinking of the bed... lol... in the end i shop till i gotten very hungry loh!... went kfc... but they left chicken breasts for us only!~... lose appetite...

Go back, nap again coz dad not feeling well... den around 7pm we went for the dinner le...

Did i tell u all b4? M'sia wedding dinner very diff frm s'pore 1... The got entertainment show 1... got those hot singers singing and stuff... den they really is eat dinner... not much interaction 1...
tt's why i dun really like:p... prefer singapore's wedding... hm... i think im going to have 1 more dinner tis yr... still got 1 more couple haven 摆酒:p

After the dinner, which lasts less den 1.5hrs... we went to a pub... his friend's pub... biangz... even more sianz... lol... coz only got beer, no other alcohol, but tt's not the prob, coz i ordered coke:p lol... the place isnt like singapore's pub lah... it's juz a place sit down let u drink nia, den the ktv = pirated vcd loh ;p lol...

Dad finally cannot make it liao, so back to room and sllllleeeeppppp...
* oh yah... missed 1 point... though im hungry, but my stomach not feeling gd le... so haha... diarrhea yet again... wth...

k... the nite, better prepared tis time round, i got 1 bedsheet to cover me, and 1 more jacket... and 1 sms to warm me up.... but... lol... i still ended up shivering... LOL!!

Today's appetite nvr change, coz of tt nite ate so much food at the wrong time, my stomach oso got prob liao... lol... nvr eat so much for supper-_-"

2pm the bus came and we're on the way back home le... and they played Dai Dee on the bus... lol!~ *recalled back the past... when my grandparents is still in da soil, we oso booked bus and go shao mu together, den they'll gather at 1 corner to play dai dee, den the children will stay at the cooler box area, coz there got yakult to drink:p hahha... after shao mu, they eat the roasted pig etc at another corner of the bus... lol!~ memories:p

On the bus... i wished... pls... let me alight at Tuas... and? wahahah! it came true!...

Reached back JP at around 6+... and i went to myg next prgrm le...

My nephew and niece... hahha.. cute right? they slpt on the way home... Me and my sis's relation was used to be like tt... but grow old liao, everything change... :(

...it's autumn time, 12:58 AM

Okie... so many days nvr blog... so many things happened...

Gary
Finally... Gary's nitemare, or maybe mine too... has come to an end... coz he finally no need to chiong all those things liao...

Now he and me can really have a gd rest le... biangz... he got 2 days mc loh! for being too stressed. lol!~ i say is not enuff slp, not stress... :p

Interview
After tt i think i went somewhere... came back home den slppppppp... b4 going for interview at mediacorp... it's a 99% hopeless thing when i go, pretty obvious, mediacorp video editor??? my standard? wait long long...

And im right, sianded, they called me and rejected me today.... yah, expected, so not upset at all... sianz..... i wana wrk in those film houses...:( mum started nagging at me again... tell me to find other wrk, dun find those im finding now:(

Job Search
Biangz... they really dun understand... it sux!

Already told them that i'll wrk part time 1st while finding job liao... they still tell me tis and that... arghz... muz rennnnnnnnn...-_-' now mum starts to nag when i start wrking part time liao... haix...

Parents always at wrk, so they dun see u finding wrk, den they came home u not finding wrk, den they think u not finding wrk, den they starts nagging u to find wrk as if u nvr find wrk... -_-" bah!...

Asked Derek to help me ask his company le... something abot teaching video to pri/sec sch... we'll see how ba...

All right! today going m'sia le, take a break ba... come back, muz all geared up again, restart finding wrk! muz start frm square 1 again... regenerate!!!!

Tagboard
I must really say i have a very funny tagboard... it usually stays silence with once a while tags... den suddenly, it'll will be blasted with so much tags, like war like tt...

See oso abit sianz... summore recently oso not very shun li... but anyway... really thanks to all:) noe that u all very concerned and defensive abot me, very happy:p hahaha...

So this misunderstand have not really been cleared, coz i still haven figured out who's oolala...

Sorry, think very long and hard, guessed and discussed liao... i still duno:p my bad for not remembering a friend's nick...

Thanks to all concerns and care given to me here:) really blessed to have u friends here:)

Unappreciated

This is dedicated to aunty... eh... really sorry... know tt uve spent alot of time in tt blogskin, and it's for me, and it's nice too, wif my favourite purple... but im simply prefering the current one now, coz it's brighter, livelier... and it's oso done by u... sorry, and ur efforts defnitely not unappreciated by me...

Girls
Read Qinhao's blog... What do u see in a girl? He's really seeing alot, alot more den i thot, alot more den i see... i wonder... i wonder did i had such thots b4...

Treating everyone good seems to be a gd point... but it isnt really as good when u're going to let someone feels that she's being treated better, or special... that's seriously a very hard thing to be done... i guess, other den hardwork and efforts, the most important thing is, she needs to see ur heart... for every small thing den shall be seen as special...

Happiness Theorem

~For the amount of Happiness youve enjoyed, you will suffer the same amount of Sadness to repay?~

...it's autumn time, 4:45 PM

hmm... it's not tt i dun wana blog long... but seriously felt sianz...

nthing gd seems to be happening and there's nthing to blog except my sianess...

so better dun blog so much sianz thing ba:p hahhaa...

im needing lots of luck i suppose... and i gotta restart finding my wrk again... haix... i shd have changed my course to FSV... den i wun be hanging nowhere now ba... at least wat i learn would be at least related to wat i wanted...:(

am i not a trustworthy guy?...

that's another question ive met today... 1st time im encountering such thing...-_-"

...it's autumn time, 12:58 AM

When a parent's concern became the child's irritation

Irritated...

...it's autumn time, 2:08 PM

I nvr nvr say... silent silent...

den tt idiot starts to take my clothes to wear again...

WTF! NBCB!

im pissed...

...it's autumn time, 12:35 AM

Today super injured... duno is lucky or suay?

Went wushu... in the end forgot to bring sockls-_-" so went to spgg to buy...

Came back and went to eat wif jiao and jul, but den i oso wana play captain ball!!!... so i say i join capt ball when they finished warm up.... but they went to play at a very un-pro place... the sports stadium...

At 1st is okie... den it went wrong, lol~ coz i ran thru someone and hit my knee cap wif wayne's!! arghz... ouch... swollen after tt... but kept playing...;p hahha...

Ran and ran... nono... is sprint and sprint coz there's no formation in da game, ran up and down... super tired... den my knee oso pain:(

After tt training... i still dun have the wish to talk to her... duno why... i oso duno why myself... still cannot understand why am i feeling like tt... irritating... dun even wish to hear her name... does jul felt like tis too tt time? but i dun hate her!!!...-_-"

Train cudgel, hit head, den later play wif someone, den kena leg cramp-_-" after tt i accidentally caused he fall down, den her back got hit the cudgel... den let her beat my arms to fa xie loh... in the end over liao... so my arms swollen... bleah...

After training took out my shoe... den wat? blister due to lousy socks:(

conclusion: right toe blister, right knee hit, left leg cramp, both arms swollen, head hit by cudgel.

but my recovery is fast:p at least now only knee pain:p arms abit den the rest okie liao:p

Mahjong at leslie's place again.... ooooh... 1st time win so much:p wahahahahha....:p next week can survive le!!!!!

...it's autumn time, 5:36 AM

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