Everyday is a sunny day!

Ystrday. i went to a shoot... it's a golf event for BMW... so many bmws coming in... think more den a hundred i see... wahhhhhh... lol... but seriously, it's no big deal... coz i noe tt i wun be able to own those cars... it's meant for business ppl only... i dun think even roystan tan can get it too... *only busniness man can... think u can deny the fact tt ppl in business still earns more...

but anyway... i was wrking, den i realised tt there's tis gal who looked at me in a funny way... but i oso dun care... coz wrking... den she was talking to a photographer... her name is amber den it strucked me... she's yingying!... my sec sch junior...

wah... see her again, den i realised why i failed to notice her... coz i think got 5 or 6 yrs nvr see her le... den she's now a model... so got prettier lah... lol... den she oso dun dare to call me, coz she scared i forget her... lol...

nah... wun forget... coz she's 1 of those juniors ive go xtra impression on... i actually gave her tuition on Amaths b4-_-" cant imagine... worst... sometimes she got prob den we solve the equation on phone!!! *imagine saying those () and squares etc out -_-" it's really tough...

but anyway im glad tt she recognised me... biangz... even took photo wif me den say going back to show others-_-" den she was like keep telling others, he's my senior leh....

am i really tt gd? though i noe i helped her b4...

sometimes it jzu felt great when someone recognise u...

i lost something at wrk... a tripod stand handle... but later it's found... lucky me... the crew kept it for me...

fangfang say to me... not everytime tis heng 1.... muz be careful... i did. but when i went back to find... it's gone... haix... i hope there's someone tt i wun be losing... actually im trying hard now... will i get lucky agian? coz i seriously dun wana lose her...

the golf event was quite smoothly. coz the psn like dun need alot of shots... den my partner was like confident of the footage liao... but i was still scared... coz i scared sam(my boss) later will say... eh why like tis, why like tt... den if he not enuff footage, den he'll start coming to me again... haix... wrking wif my partner is really different... i talked alot ystrday, okie, not alot, but much more when im wrking wif strangers...

cant believed tt i actually chat wif my partner *1st time meeting him, den talked wif the organser, den interviewed ppl!... ok... the more interesting part if we get to drive buggy=p wahaha... i drove!!! keep dun wan to let my partner drive... he say i drive v dangerous... eh... no wat...=p i wana learn driving.... think 1 or 2 mths later den can le

things in my life is still bumpy.... but at least wrk stress isnt very high now... but i can see it coming again... im juz praying...
family is oso giving me less stress now... coz i expressed my thots liao... now i juz need to move the chinchilla back into my room, which i serously have no time now to do it...

i hope tt ppl who;re reading my blog... give me abit of praying, and lots of blessings... coz i really need it...

...it's autumn time, 1:25 PM

把握身边每一次相遇

人与人的相遇就像是一个随机抽样
在不同的时间空间之中.....
彼此相遇....
有些时候...你会发现.. 你一开始最看不顺眼的人竟然是你的好友.......
因为你发现了他的好....
有时候...你根本不想去认识一个人....因为觉得无趣...
后来你却发现...... 他是你想要认识的那种人...
有时候.....你非常喜欢一个人....但是你知道...你们根本不能在一起....
爱你的人....你不爱...
你不爱的人...却是那样的爱你...
这复杂的习题却又如此的跟着我们....
解不开算不清人家说在对的时间爱一个人...
你是幸福的...
在错的空间遇到一个人....
你是痛苦的......
有些人你就是有一种一见如故的感受
有些人你怎样就是说不上几句话......
像是一部公车...... 大家在这一站上车...... 又在另一站下车
事事总是充满变数与未知...... 曾经感情很好的朋友......
即使感觉还在...... 可是大家都有自己的事情而疏离
所以大家要珍惜每次的偶然邂逅
因为你根本不知道错过了这次
你跟他会在哪个空间在相遇......
也许这是你们唯一一次的相遇....

现在的我，在把握这次的相遇。我知道我不会放弃的。请你们为我加油着。

...it's autumn time, 2:56 AM

Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics

[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

All i want to do is to find a way back into love...

...it's autumn time, 10:56 PM

was it only me or is it really happening?

it seems tt there's alot of ppl fainting in mrt nowadays... or it has been happening all the while and i only realised it now???

today when going to work, there's another faint in the train, i didnt noe until the train stopped for so long...

i wonder... wat will happen if im the 1 who fainted...

...it's autumn time, 11:16 AM

Harlow ppl, u muz be cursing and swearing, this tzeweng finally came back le...

sorry... coz im really too tired and bz to update a proper entry... really tired... i even dun have the energy to go thru blogs liao...

come home i can only slack for an hr which is including meal and bathing time b4 slping...

yesh... im really stressed frm wrk... it's rarely i felt stress, if i stress means something got prob le...

yah... at wrk... imagine everyday when u go wrk happily, den u suddenly feel like quitting ur job-_-" tt's how i feel most of the time... coz it's like everything i do got things go wrong 1... sianz... edit video, the colour wrong, when go shooting, some of the setting is wrong...

it's like everyday u go wrk... u muz be prepared tt 1 of ur mistake will suddenly appear den ur boss will say u... saying is not really a prob... but having it continuously for 2mths??? seriously cannot make it...

the beginning interviews already made my confidence v low le... den plus now... even more low morale... it's like now i hold the camera... i dun even dare to shoot... will sweat-_-" coz i got tt kind of feeling, something wrong will be going on somewhere-_-"

but anyway, i wun quit now... coz 1st, it isnt gd in resume, 2nd i really dun think im only to tis level... im sure tt i can do much better...

hm... or shd i really go search for a new job? advices? but im really a noob... think go where oso shd be da same?

kk... im sick now... not only coz of the stress built up. plus the weather not gd oso... think alot of ppl oso start to sick le rite?...

kk... tt day i juz received my cert for ahm... 3hrs 5min... eh... is lesser den tt loh=( sianz... coz me and leslie started off late... went to put our stuff den not in time to start off... so we late for 5-10mins... but anyway... shd be quite satisfied wif da result le... coz 1st time running... and i route march for at least 5 km... lol...

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anyway, the whole experience wasnt as great lah... as in imagine alot of times u're actually limping on 1 foot... lol... but hm... still muz say, everyone has it 1st time... my 1st time 'running' 21km... w.o training summore! lol...

but coming 42km i think is even worse... i duno how much i'll be limping... or even can complete anot... but i'll complete de!!! lol... muz prove something... hardwrk and endurance will still leads u to the finishing line! so i muz jiayou too=p hahhha...

kk... gtg... hopefully the next time i blog would be something better...

anyway jul, nice entry there, really talked alot... but got sense tis time... grow up le wor! lol...

...it's autumn time, 9:43 PM

everyone noes wat's STM... short term memory... everyone shd have experienced it b4... like finding ur towel when it's alreayd on ur neck... finding ur keys, but it's in ur hands... stuff like tt...

recently my STM got really serious... i can forget things tt i juz thot tt i wana do, forgot things tt i said, juz send jul some songs, den realised after she told me... she wans 881 songs, not secret...-_-"

biangz... think i really lack of slp... tt's why stm.... muz earn more slp backkkkkkkkk...

...it's autumn time, 12:11 AM

爱情，有时像手里握的沙。
有时你想握紧它时，它却从你指缝中流失得更快。
就在你慌时，你却握得更紧。
就这样，爱情就只剩下沾在手上的那些小沙粒。

你会拍拍手，从新在沙滩上再抓一把沙吗？
可这是意味着，一段新的恋情。

我？
我会把小沙粒一颗颗装进小瓶子里。
然后随身带在身边。
因为，那是我唯一的爱情。
我会珍惜的，因为从开始，我都不想失去。

...it's autumn time, 11:03 PM

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