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...it's autumn time, 1:05 AM

Sianz... i was aibt pissed juz now... haix... nono... pissed too strong a wrd liao... juz abit bu shuang...

i dun understand why she likes to be angry at things tt shdnt be angry abot... even if she angry, she shdnt throw temper at me... haix...

and so we was playing, den i accidentally hit her hands... den i noe she pain lah, den she angry liao-_-" is not i purposely 1 mah... summore i apologise and sayang her hands... haix... dun understand... angry at such things making herself unhappy, make me oso unhappy... for wat? if she angry at more serious thing den i nthing to say...

nan dao shuo, girls angry really dun need reason 1? k lah, she got reason lah, coz i got hurt her hands mah... but is accident leh...-_-"

den of coz i bu shuang lah... coz b4 tt during training, she duno some actions, den i tell her, den she keeps saying no, see him he not doing, i want to win her... haix... is like, i teach u wat i noe but den u dun believe me...

*i start to noe how weibin feels when he met huiying...

super sianz... dne she keep throwing small temper at me... maybe today i quite tired le ba... i actually ignored her after tt... coz felt very not appreciated...

*i noe she wana compete wif the other gals... but there's something tt u noe tt u cant win, i noe she cant win but i'll support her to reach tt goal as near as possible... she haven listen finish den she angry and walk off liao..-_- arghz... double the sianzness...

den she always talk to leslie abot how to do... though abit bu shuang... but i no choice... shui jiao im not the li hai 1.. only noe how to talk, duno how to do-_-" kk... now i 50% noe how weibin feel liao... felt so darn useless and not appreciated.

k, so i pek cek, coz i got hong her, wan her dun be angry lioa but she keeps giving me temper... den i really pek cek so i leave her alone, go train sword... after tt train more, even more pek cek... bth liao den go run...

almost cant catch my breathe... juz keep runnnign and running... so long nvr run liao in the end the heart and appendice there pain...-_-" i wonder can i really complete tt 42.195 anot... i always think tt those who died in those runs are quite stupid, gary are impressed by them though, coz they got determination... to me, they duno their limits....

but i guess tis time i run the marathon, i think i juz have to forgo the limit part... if nto i think i cant complete it liao... die die i'll complete... coz to me... if i cant even complete tis race, i think there's a lot more tt i cant handle... haix... pray tt i'll not be 1 of those goondoos to be on the headlines...

*if im really there... u can start to save up to buy big houses and cars for me liao... i wan license too hoh, coz i have get 1 yet=p

haix... actually i hope tt day she can coe support me de... but she nvr take off... at 1st we said b4 to take 1 day off frm our schedule to meet up de... but she nvr took any next mth loh... i felt quite angry abot it... den summroe tt day she still tell me she's planning her schedule le, so i quickly tell her those important dates loh... in the end she all nvr take=( den she say ntie reserved for me mah.. *sianz again, coz nite she always wana go home early de... den where got reserve for me? is i go look for her after wrk den got de loh...

i duno... am i asking for too much? a day off a mth so tt we can meet each other? the rest of the time is i go look for her 1 loh... haix... she still used to wake up early juz to pei me go wrk 1 loh... im juz an idiot...

so i came back frm run. half dead, coz sick + tired + run + nvr eat bf, lunch, dinner = totally out of mind liao.... den i did situps... the super xiong kind, den i train sword again myself...

den jul came to talk to me... heng she came... if not i think i;ll really train to siao-_-"

abit shocked... she wana study uni... ok, wat's shocking is she's going for the same degree as me! lol... but i advice her to wait for 1 more year... coz the 1st batch student haven grad yet... ooh... abit excited abot study liao... coz got ppl i noe going le=p hahha... jul~! if duno can ask me, so i can revise too=p hahhaha... he zuo yu kuai=)

so we talked abot the course... and they finish training le... im still at the angry level so i dun raelly wish to talk to her but in the end i gave up-_-" i turn over i see how's her... finally she's okie le... but im still not.. k fine, say im petty... but ive been always giving in loh... so it's fine for me to be petty once in a while... i dun wan her to treat tt me giving in as a habit... i dun wish myself to be taken for granted... which actually im starting to feel abit le.. is tt illusion? think im juz tired... so start to hu si luan xiang...

im really tired... im strained to the max by relationship and wrk... slp is not wat i want... wat i wan is support frm her... wat i wan is a true rest... not a slp... im still wondering... why she dun wana take off... she forgot wat we said together le? or all the while is onyl i think so? haix...

why am i so unhappy recently?... i dun think im asking for alot... or maybe i am... am i? arghz(*@()#*(^*@%)*#_!)(_)*#A&^92835-19324

nvm...

so, dec coming, anybody wana buy gift for me? hahha... think eveyrone read till tis part faster close the window liao... hahha...

hm... thinking of wat to get for me? save the trouble, i tell u wat i wan=p

i wan a bag, i wan iPod touch, i wan a watch, fossil tt kind, lol, i wan a digital cam, i wan a hi fi=p

lol... juz jking lah... how u all buy for me all those stuffs=p

i think if got ppl remembers my bday... got friends cele for me... and a small surprise frm my darling, i think im very well contented already... but actually... lol... it's a lot...=p i dun even noe she's planning anything for me anot... haix... juz dun hope for anything ba... pin on high hopes, den a great fall might juz be there waiting for me...

im still recalling my 1st mth gift... maybe wat i wan for my bday, is an answer...

*anyone noticed tt my msn still black colour?... coz my state of mind is still like tt... empty, dark and no direction.... those photos i wana put juz isnt rite... coz i duno wat's her thot now....

sick le... tml still need to wrk... body dun spoil cai guai-_-" but i think nobody will really note oso... ja... byebye...

...it's autumn time, 12:31 AM

im abit unhappy ystrday...

i took the effort and try to end wrk early, so i can meet her...

though it was 4pm tt i can make it but it's already 3hrs earlier loh!...

den ask her to come my house de, but den she say, she dun wana go home late=(

it's liek i spent my effort to meet her early, cant she stay out a little later wif me? i was like (&*&^@#$... wat can i do? it's an excuse but i can do nthing mah... i cant say 'dun go home late' rite???!!!

sianz-_-"

den she say weekends lah...

weekends? she oso uses the same excuse de loh... go my house for dinner le den leave =( nvr pei me abit longer=(

haix!

...it's autumn time, 9:30 PM

after the sat's bbq... sun is another xiong day for me and her...

so i woke up at 6am when i slpt at around 1 or 2am the prev nite?

had a very hard time getting out of my bed... the body like magnet 1... stick to my bed den dun wana get up=p lol...

but anyway, my sis was worse... coz she nvr even set the alarm!...

after wash up, left to her house liao, but she was late too=p lol, in the end we took cab there=) reach there is like earlier den 8, den no shops that is opened... so nthing to buy for breakfast... in the end she got me mcmuffin, and i got her some cookies frm subway...

so off we went to LOT1 for the flag day, it's for the macdonald children charity fund... donate $2 to get a magnetic bookmark...

haha... im lousy=p coz the whole day i think i only sold 2 or 3 lol... i did approach lah... but im juz not the type tt can keep going to talk to strangers...

den i saw someone very li hai... tt's her! lol... eh... she relaly very li hai... is like 1 psn she sell all lah! lol... other ppl is shared de leh=p think she's da best liao... lol..

actually we were given this clappers to attract attention 1... den got ppl actually wana buy! so we sold it=p lol... den other ppl oso follow our trend, they oso sold theirs=p

but anyway, i really wana say, she really very li hai... best crew leader leh... lol.. dun play play, soon to be best floor manager=p hahhaha.... proud of her...

i wonder... do i have something for her to be proud of too? haha... duno... think no ba... hope tt i can have something for her to be proud of too=p

*talking abot tt... izzit tt alot of ppl have the impression tt im gd at photography? lol... coz aunty thot so, weibin actually asked me to go shoot, guochuan too!... lol... eh... im lousy lah... im juz better at video.. but haha... i'll go learn photography soon i guess=) hahhah... jiayou!=)aunty, read those books le den muz tell me wat u learn leh... hahha....

kk. back to topic, so we do till noon 1 like tt den we realise tt other ppl all go liao!!!!... sianz... so we left oso... we went to JE skating rink there nua... and i fell aslp there...

eh... i wana go skate someday... anybody on wif me??? think i wnaa org 1 event for skating liao=p hehehe...

so around 230, finally passed the cans and yeah! our turn to party liao... k lah... nvr party... i brought her to waraku japanese restaurant at marina square for our lunch=) eh... if u duno wat resstaurant, u shd really go try at least once.. coz it's really nice!... service is quick, and serves food quick too, and it's hot 1 hoh!... and best of all, it taste lagi best=) hahahahha...

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getting abit excited? coz only see the pics nia already think the food is very nice le=p

trying to act cool=p hahaha... muz act calm, but oso excited liao=p

ITADAKIMASU *izzit spelled tis way? lol... but anyway, YUMMIE!=p

oooooh.... her's was oso very nice lah... eh, check out the giant bowl size=p
hm... the udon, super Q... nice=)

our ice cream float=)

we ordered soft shell crab too=) whole crab hoh, hot and crispy, not like sakae de, soggy=p

Waraku Japanese Restaurant, located at Marina Square, beside UOB bank

after tt, bill... haha... paiseh sia... lol.. actually mentally prepared le lah, told her i nvr bring enuff cash, den my bank only the saving bank got money, but still try the card see whether can wrk anot... in the end cannot-_-" den they cant pay by nets... so she went to draw money=p lol... heng i told her b4hand, if not i really paiseh... hahaha...

*coz standard chartered atm not ez to find=p so nvr draw money b4 going=p

after tt, shop abit den left le... coz she really very tired le... the eyes oso closing liao... so we left and she slpt throughout the journey=)

a great day indeed today=) i liked both weekends=) weekends are great!=) looking forward to the next meal we're going=)

...it's autumn time, 12:07 PM

after wrk, went to meet jul jiao les and sam for dinner...

after tt, jul suggested to watch Stardust... i thot, since tml is holiday, why not?

so we went... i noe it wasnt a blockbuster show, but it's still nice for me... hm... fairytale, fantasy and stuff liek tt... hmm... not e kind of cup u'll like? well... i do quite like it...=) hehehe... but if im the psn, i rather not be the king=p

yah fantasy... i do like fantasy too... but ppl says, fantasy only appears fiction, they dun appear in reality... well... ive put some fantasy in my life too... hm... juz tt sometimes, fantasy might not seems so fantasy afterall... i wonder, can she felt the fantasy i gave her?...

...it's autumn time, 3:58 AM

I was waiting at the traffic light at little india, going to duplicate a set of keys...

holding in my hands... was my handphone...

i felt kind of funny... i wonder what is it

yuan lai... my phone hasnt been ringing wif her sms now...

it used to be ringing and ringing, while i reply her as soon as i can lay my hand on the phone... talking to her nvr seems to stop during those days... and every sms seems tt im talking to her face to face...

im missing you...

...it's autumn time, 4:14 PM

today went malacca... almost fell frm 2nd floor to the 1st...

k, my assignment was simple, go to this old old building, den take footages of it b4 it's being teared down...

den the building is really broken liao... coz certain part of the place has really been corroded and the planks on the 2nd floor has already collapse... but well, we still have to take footage of the 2nd floor...

so i went up to recce... den i saw this part in the middle tt can see is already corroded badly liao... once step sure fall de... so i kept to the walls... who knows -_-" tt seems safe plank oso corroded...

BUANG!...

yeah... my whole leg went it...

heng i sort of expected it... so only 1 leg go thru... den i grabbed hold to the pillar... hm... i might juz fall down like tt den u all can dun need to see me liao...=p

i wonder... if she's worried...

but anyway... nthing big deal... coz if fall, wun die 1... shd be at most a broken leg...

den after tt continue my wrk... den i joined the Blood Donation Drive!!!!... yeah, all the blood goes to the nature...-_-" super lots of mosquitoes... den my collegues really kena so much lesser den me lah! den i say, u 2 muz be not O+ blood 1... *true, they're not...

...it's autumn time, 12:05 AM

and so we woke up, and i sang her a bday song...

the cake i baked for her... hm... not really nice rite? haha... next time will be better de... coz long time nvr bake liao... lost touch=p

after tt we left for sakae for our lunch

that's all she eats!!!!

lol... no lah... oso got me lah... how come dun have my photo? eh... coz i look super ugly and er xin lol... so i rather dun put... later everyone pukes...

after that we went to watch the rat's show ratatouille...

hm... that sums up le...

dun sounds interesting at all rite?...

sianz... coz wat ive planned to do is not ready...=(

...it's autumn time, 4:04 PM

Shit... how long have i been dragging tis post??!! 2 mths le leh! lol

So that nite after the wushu display, we went to jiao's place... and we waited for jul to come after they returned the lorry...

and so, we made a small surprise for her...

a tiramisu cake, and 22 candles=p haha... cant find candles... so we use pocky instead=0p

She tried blowing out the candles... but she ate it instead

Den she went around flirting wif us... made us eat the candles wif her... Yi ren yi ban, gan qing bu san

and so off she goes wif leslie, while the rest went jiao's place.
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and so the next day came... i was so tired and slpt in sch after ive sent my darling back to sch.

den later at noon, jiao they all finally arrived with the stuffs that we need...

to bake bday cake!!!

yah.... so we made a mess out of the kitchen...

Look at the amt of flour... omg...

he persipired alot.. not coz of baking the cake is tiring.... but he juz ate something spicy for his lunch...

the women does the cooking, eh... actually is i bake 1 hoh!... lol... i the main chef, den they the helper? lol!~...

haha... in the end the cake seems small...=p

after that den they chionged to meet jul and les at west coast park while i waited for darling to end training.

den after she bathed, we went to pick up huifang b4 going to meet the rest

haha... actually no time liao, but we still rushed out the jelly and also, the red eggs

Happy Birthday to You!... our usual practice, sing loud loud=p think we're really the most havoc and loudest no matter where we go=p

the next day is darling's bday, so they decided to share cake=p *but i already baked her 1...

~woooohh... hm... wat wish did she made ah?

It was a short nite of fun and laughter... everyone muz have enjoyed that tt... especially tt bday girl... she got enuff surprises frm us and her leslie liao...

Happy bday once again=)

...it's autumn time, 3:30 PM

I told jul abot it le... she oso agree... and very can3...

i noe.....

i noe.....

i noe.....

but still.... i think im going to do foolish things soon....

cracks are starting to form on my heart le.... i noe im weak-_-"

...it's autumn time, 12:29 AM

Check tis out!!! these kids can really dance!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVKrbAFGfzI&eurl=http://www.xiu-preciousmoments.blogspot.com/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDpf9CN_OLM

...it's autumn time, 1:27 AM

do u all remember i once blogged abot more ppl are fainting in the mrts? yeah... i really think i sua ku last time liao... i think all the while this has been common... but i nvr travel much, tt's why i duno...

today, i saw 1 more psn fainted at dhoby gaut...

...it's autumn time, 1:03 AM

Was chatting wif aunty ystrday...

wat were we talking abot? i oso cant remember totally le... den i was saying... my life now... it's like coffee... it's bitter...

den she say coffee is nice... yeah... come to think of it... i hated coffee...

so i changed my life is now like expresso... it's bitter... very... den i thot... expresso... the aroma is still nice... so now... my life is a low class expresso... tt's bitter and no aroma...

i missed tt period where things is like pure hot chocolate... sweet, and full of nice aroma... every mrning u'll wake up by the smell of it... pure gentle sweetness...

i noe tt coffee is something for now... and nthing's much gonna change... keep adding on sugar will only cause the coffee to taste even funnier...

so i decided... im taking a break... im leaving the shop for awhile... go window shopping abit... b4 coming back...

by the time i come back... i hoped tt the waitress has changed my low class expresso to a pure hot chocolate...

if it doesnt... i think im juz hit back to the same spot...
by tt same spot wun be the same anymore...

i guess i noe wat i would be doing... and i noe the rest of u noe wat i'll be doing too...

gary and weibin is standing by... at the pub
aunty i noe u'll by the msn
xian... u noe wat im going to do...
jul and jiao will soon noe too...

ive prepared myself for the worst... im so pessimistic... i dun remember when i became like tt... where's the optimistic guy i used to be??!!! where's tt tzeweng where once used to be so +ve abot everything?...

...it's autumn time, 12:03 AM

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