Monday, April 28, 2008
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...it's autumn time, 11:14 PM
Short updates...i think alot of u might have known it already... yupz... ive got into NTU liao... studying ADM, digital film...
well, im not extra excited to go back to study though... somehow i felt insecure actually... coz 1) ive gotta give up my steady income... 2) uni leh... i said b4 if im going uni, im going to aim 1st class-_-" 3) im going to part time wrk oso... 4) alot of commitments! im super busy!
well... even though how insecure im now... im still going to strive very hard over the next 4 yrs... it somehow seems to be the years that ive gotta set my roots well
and yah, so im considering opening my business too... qing qi dai my wrk piece ba...
i might be procrastinating, but im gonna make it come true=) coz this is da only time i can afford to fail liao...=p hahha.. support support support... these 4 yrs i guess i really really really need lots lots lots of support=p
anyway on the day ive gotten the letter, my darling gave me a veyr beautiful mug too=p wahahha... it says best "Most brilliant boyfriend in the world!" lol... im darn happy lah!... lol... double happiness=p
recently she gave me a plushie toy, wif her voice recorded inside=p sweet=) hahha.. everynite can hear her voice b4 going to slp=p hope the batteries will last though=p
more wrk is coming by, coz wedding peak is coming... im looking for the next few mths too... coz of the gifts im getting for her... cant wait to see her happy face, our happy moments...
and of coz... my business is related to such happy moments too=p... cant wait to get it done as well=)
there's alot of things i wana do! but i guess... it sums up wif lots of patience... coz i need time=p lol!~
*ps... im really getting old lioa=( coz i juz realised i need to shave regularly le=( last time 2 to 3 weeks shave once oso can... now every 2-3 days muz shave liao... think it'll be sooner or later b4 i started using shaving cream...
...it's autumn time, 1:46 AM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
today at the church....heard something funny frm the priest... lol!~
Something abot disability... lol... disabililty is needed in marriage...
Man, u're blind, and deaf=p blind to ur partner's fault... u dun see them, nor do u focus on them... u're deaf... so that when u're wife talks(nagging)... u'll noe=p
Woman, u're blind, and dumb=p blind to ur partner's fault... u dun see them, nor do u focus on them... u're dumb, (seriously i forgot dumb for wat liao... lol=p)
but anyway... if u still dun understand... the father is trying to say tt in marriage, u need compromising, and understanding... sometimes, u gotta open 1 eye, close 1 eye... u dun find each other's fault and pick on them... but rather, live wif them...
well... aunty, guess this is for u=)
...it's autumn time, 1:46 AM
i think... today is juz not my day ba...b4 i left house for wrk... i remembered to bring out my wrk charm... i think ive said b4... ever since my darling gave it to me, it has been wrking it's magic... tt's why everyday i wrk, everytime i go out for shoot... i confirm will bring it along 1=p
but today... i think it wrked too hard liao... so it rest well today...
the day b4... we've spent whole day in office trying and planning out wat to shoot for today's wedding... coz we're changing our shooting styles liao... den in the end? almost everything of wat we wanted was not able to get-_-""""""
and i really got very pissed of wif myself... really sianz... i board the taxi, i say kampng bahru road, st teresa church... the driver say:??? the church is not at kampng bahru!... it's at bt ***(forgot wat liao)
den i blur... coz i checked online it was tt address mah!... den i say since he noe juz bring me there loh... den i take note of the road... wth! tt road is kampng bahru lah!... bt *** is the small road tt leads to the church... how small is the small road? it's a direct path to the church... machiam like small road turn into carpark like tt... -_-" stupid driver... make mekanchiong...
den the march in, i cant get any shots... the decoration of the church was poorly done... i couldnt get any of the shots i wan... wat can be worse??? in the end i nvr catch the couple kissing after unveiling!!!!! WTH!-_-" coz duno why... i accidentally pressed the stop button-_-" i didnt realise until everything over=(
so i didnt get my shot, fiona oso didnt get, but her's worst... shoot whole church in the end like not even 1 shot can be used... haix... i foresee todya really not a gd day for me le ba...
editing was quite slow today... maybe alot of tapes ba... den new style...
so edit edit edit... nite comes liao... burn to dvd le, den found out, GOT ERROR!!!! +( quickly edit le den rushed everything out and to the ballroom at marriott...
sianz sia... haix...
talked to weibin, he oso like very pissed off like tt... wrk again ba...
my darling oso... but i noe she's getting very stressed up recently... i hope i can help her release stress somehow... im searching for something... hope can cheer her up abit at least...
think im quite useless... wat u hope ur bf do when u're in stress or trouble???
tml is a rest day... but i might be going back office... for??? editing the grad nite video... coz they passed my the dvds liao... sianz..... i dun wana wrk tml leh... haix....
...it's autumn time, 1:32 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
juz looked at the counter on the right...10mths already... i wun say that we've been going very smoothly since we've got together... but ive tried hard, so does her...
maybe coz it's my 1st relationship, and that's why i duno how to handle things sometimes... quite at lost... quite helpless... i wanted to show her my life... but sometimes, it was her's tt i saw...
sometimes i wana teach her abot my perception... but in the end, she rejected...
i hope tt she can learn something frm me... something frm someone... who's so called an adult...
on occasions... she's more matured den me... especially in spending wise...she saves for my pocket... knowing tt im going back to study... she helped me alot in cutting expense... but haha... i think im juz too willing to spend on her=p but i still save too=) juz tt i spends lesser on myself=p
sometimes, she's juz as petty... but she still claims tt im petty=p... lol... but it's juz her... hope tt she'll learn to get less petty at times... and noe tt i really loves her... compromising, is both party... juz like love... it's shdnt be taken for granted=)
frequently... she's still my cute and pretty girlfriend who nvr fails to cheer me up upon her appearance... at wrk, at home, at club... she's someone who's willing to support me too=) juz tt for now... we really need to know more of each other's characters and behaviours... and of coz... learning to accept... accept the fact of who we are...
changing for partners, shd be done willingly, not forced to... for the better of each individual or for the relation... have i changed? i think i did... and of coz, yes, im still trying to change for the better, i hope...
recently... izzit the weather? or izzit me? or shd it be her? i dun wana point fingers already... coz i think it's pointless... like i say... who dun do mistakes??? but if u know tt fault is in u, den admit... tt's why i think ive been saying sorry frequently... too frequently tt i think it shd be stopped... if not sorry will become too worthless a word...
we've quarreled for 3 or 4 times in a short period of 2 days... it's a record for us... and i dun think im at fault seriously... but it isnt hers i would say... it's juz both parties... when misunderstands occurs, it shd nvr be abot 1 psn's fault... especially in communication...
pls try to understand...
and oso, dun yi qi yong shi... sometimes things done cannot be undone rite???
im trying hard too... i noe ive been stubborn at times too...
im trying hard already... really i am!... im trying to listen to ur heart, to ur words... but sometimes, it's juz mistakes from you as well... so we shd juz correct it and den move on...
ive even get the ear piece wif me everytime i go out... so tt even in noisy conditions, i could hear u clearer... the huhs ive oso cut down... but wif silence i replaced, coz sometimes i really nvr hear clearly...
alot of things happened these 2 days... alot of things for my head to clear oso...
im not lost in my direction... but im lost on which path to take...
haix...
im praying hard... 10mths 0 day... today... we wun have to quarrel and spend a happy afternoon together...
afterall... we only have a noon... let's spend it wisely, wif each other's comfort....
...it's autumn time, 2:27 AM
En brothers...i think most of u shd have known abot them...
haha... im going to badmouth them here-_-" since i cant destroy the harmony of the club oso-_-"
think they're really trouble makers who really duno wat's their limit of making troubles-_-"
when i 1st see them... i already dun like em... when im yr 1... seriously dun understand how jul and jiao can mix wif them so well tt time...
and so they got into SP... omg! heng i oso grad liao... but suay for those juniors after us...
the era of the en bros... under the lead of zheng lao shi... they think tt they're very up there liao... and so started giving lessons and guiding other juniors... well... i got nthing much to say abot their action... coz tt time seriously lack of coach... but den after yrs they really does piss me off...
wat's da deal when u dun have a committee post in da club den u go confront the president to give u a post and in the end u did nthing when u get da post? total irresponsible... u need other juniors to ask me (who grad for 2 yrs liao) do the club have this and tt and how to go abot doing it-_-" wat kind of shit is he doing? might as well i still be the logistic head-_-"
trouble nvr ends i think... of so much un-welcomeness... they still dun realise...
den on grad nite... stunt-_-" destroy the whole fun and happiness in da nite by saying things unnecessary and making bad for those who organised the event for them... this is wat i call... DUN APPRECIATE...
best phrase of the nite came from shirong... he replied "shi meh? wan2 de hen guo fen meh? wo bu jue de lehhh..." lol... i hear liao almost laughed out
think it's really out of kindness to invite him to the event, when he already disappeared frm the club for so long... i guess... this is wat it meant by kindness misused...
den recently... troublemaker make their days again by blaming things on my darling-_-" okie... maybe im siding her, but seriously i think im not...
recently they have a performance... well... da last performance's attendance was poor, and he started to make a fuss abot it... but 1stly the thing was... they're not the orgnaiser of the performance, neither they are the in charge, and neither they are the performancers... so basically, they go be lao da when they're not.
so quite afew ppl are unable to attend and they started questioning the result why and stuffs during the next training... claiming tt nobody is informed of their absence and resulted in the poor performance...
and so after much 'investigation' and asking (heng when they complaining, leslie is there-_-) they okie, those 2 guys nvr ask da psn in charge den start jumping into conclusions... and started blaming on ppl not being responsible...
and i think this went into kimyong's ear and he claimed fangfang abot being irresponsible... (i duno how true is this) but no matter wat... i seriously think the brothers owe those who're being maligned an apology... freak irresponsible for them now-_-"
quoting frm leslie, why they didnt went straight to ask the ppl who're absent or take out the topic to say in open? their claim? "coz they're not popular, they wun listen" lol... if they really said tt... i think i really would wana laugh... so u noe u're unpopular?...
haix... pls ppl... there's always such misunderstanding going around... everyone likes to guess... coz it's so convenient... everyone likes to refer things on their own, coz it's only logical...
but when u noe it's a mistake, misunderstand... well... stand out and then admit it's ur mistake and den an apology!... who dun makes mistakes? who dun misunderstand things like tt??? but at least TRY to clear things out 1st b4 jumping to conclusion... and even if uve jumped into conclusion... admit it tt it's ur bad when things arent the way it is supposed to be...
haix... anyway, i dun think apology has crossed their mind b4...
*this post might have alot of comments... well... if u think u're going to comment things tt i wun be happy abot, pls dun... not in da mood...
...it's autumn time, 2:03 AM
juz wondering... is this right or wrong... maybe there isnt... it's juz perception...and so... there's this junior... HE is attached... but SHE is single... He and she is not attached together obviously... but wat i found wrong tt is their unusual closeness together... hm... more like BGR den close friends... it's like 1 look, yeah, they're attached...
but again, yah, they're not attached to each other, and the guy have his own gf... and so, does this extra closeness to other girls is right?
seriously, it's very wrong to me... i think when u're single... u do such things are more reasonable... but since u're attached already, shd u be having such closeness to other girls???
okie, at least i noe i dun like and i will not... i think im so much less touchy wif other girls when im attached... when im seeing them... it juz like seeing tt the guy is 1 leg stepping on 2 boats...
do i have any business in their r/s? the answer is no... it's juz simply showing tt i seriously dun like guys who are like tis...
...it's autumn time, 1:56 AM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Okie... long awaited entry... quite excited abot tis entry... coz there's quite alot of 1st time... and oso=p spent quite alot as well=p but nvrtheless... we enjoyed=)
Kicking off the day... an elephant to my darling... hoping tt she can be as strong as elephant... den faster recover from her cough...
she has been coughing badly since she went china...=(
she bought a pair of key chain from china for us...
soooooo..... guess which 1 belongs to me?=p
we went to fish and co, at park mall there... it's suppose to be a very gd atmosphere restaurant as recommended by my boss=p... but too bad... i went in the noon... so there wasnt any bands there playing for us=p
my darling is a beauty=p
we ordered 3 dishes... 1st to come wif is clam chowder soup=p
YuMmMiIiEeEeEeeeee...
den i duno wat's the name for this liao... starters.... something mussels=p hahahha...
it's superb!=p[ especially dipped wif the creamy sauce=p very rich in flavour
not forgetting the side kick, breguette=p tastes very nice oso=)
we cant wait to eat=p ahhaha... hungryyyyyyyyy=p think aunty going to strangle me le rite?=p
well... tt's not all=) we ordered seafood platter for 2... wahhh.... when they served us... both of us was shocked... coz it;s so big!!!... seriously... after the mussels and bread, i actually feeling full liao... lol!~
tt's a very big platter for both of us=p hahhahah... think it's for 3 sia=p
well... we couldnt finish it all in the end... really full... but the important and expensive 1 we eat finish 1st=p haha... but really nice for the dory fish... yummmmiiieee=p... think the next time we come again we'll order 2 fish set instead=p but it'll be quite long later liao... coz darling feels hurt for my wallet=p
hehehehe
*i think the customer service is quite gd for tt restaurant, above average=)
we went to shop around after tt=p in case u haven realise tt im bringing tt pro camera i borrowed frm my colleague=p yeah... tt explained the clarity and sharpness in the pictures... not forgetting the feel=p looks so pro=p hahhaha....
took out the cam and took tt shot quickly... coz the shop attendant dun let me take photos in the shop=(
After much consideration... we've finally decided on getting a pair of rings... *not showing the pics now=p
qutie tedious... hahaha... coz duno which to choose frm=p but we've finally got it=p and got it laser engraved... i'll be wearing fang², and she'll be wearing Weng, I... lol... wat's wif da 'I' u might ask... well... it's a secret=p so plans for my future use=p
okieee... den off wif our hands holding bubble tea=p we went to bought mochi for our dessert filling=p and went to suntec after tt...
heheh... went to daniel yam=p coz i promised a gown for her =p after so long of searching and trying... she came to decide of a dress.... but the problem is.... wat colour? lol... she loves the white... and the green too... coz the green is not conventional and striking, not striking lime green... but mysterious green... it's very nice to me for both... i would prefer the green though... coz it's not conventional....
after much discussion... we finally approached the shop attendant for comments=p hahahah... yeah... so we finally settled wif the white 1=p yupz=) she keep asking me... really ah really ah? lol=p my darling is cute lah!=p yesh.... im paying=p... it's a gift=) i oso wanmy darling to look pretty too ah=)
yeapz... so we ended up spending 1+hr in tt shop=p lol.... picture of the gown??? or dress?=p hahah... dun have... coz she dun wana wear it for me to take=p so shall juz wait for the next chance ba=p
yeapz... so we're running late for the ride=p wat ride? ahhaha... 1st time for both of us=p it's the singapore flyer....aka in layman term, ferris wheel=p
in the end we reached quite early after taking cab... freak... cbd + peak hrs is really ex... frm suntec to there is $7 liao...-_-" but anyway, cab is a confirm, coz i confirm tt i wun be walking there either=p
we went to put our barang barang in the luggage deposit centre and took our time to go to the queue.
feeling excited to get on to the ride=p
not forgetting to play around wif the camera too=p
yeah!!!!! finally boarding liao!!! wahahahha~`
wahhhhh~... SO NICEEEEEE.... * lol... okie, jkjk... tis is only 1 min after we got in=p
so each cabin is around 15 ppl inside
and den we started our phototaking frenzy... juz like the others=p
as it goes higher, darling starts to feel more scared liao=p hahahha.... but im there=p
if u wana take this ride? i suggest u wait till the IR is finished constructing... or at least after F1 or the marina dam... coz half of the scenery is filled wif construction...-_-" ^*&^!@(*_
heng i chose the 630pm slot... coz like tt we still can watch sunset=p
thank god too... for raining very heavily the day b4... and left today clear and shine=)
nobody helped us, so the crazy 2 of us used self timer=p hahaha... u got see ppl use dslr to take self timer photo b4??? lol=p
i love her=p
and so... 30min juz gone like tt i our fun phototaking... and enjoying the scenery... okie,actually is enjoying the accompany...
ride finishing soon le...=( so fast...
how can we juz end the day like tt??? especially wif tt powerful camera??? lol...
let us go thru the Yakult discovery=p
Bleahx!~
my darling bot only a beauty, she's a model=p
GHOST!!!!
hahaha... she's filled with full of emotions=p
best photo taken of the day!!!=p by her=p
anyone wana sponsor me wif this cam??
loved=)
YahoOoOOoO!~
there's a aunty walking past when i did this-_-" so malu... my darling nvr tell me=(
okie... tired liao.... ending this soon le...
it's liek around 730 le...
and so we walked to the mrt and met up wif gary and weibin for dinner in bugis
in 1 day,
we went to alot of place...
did alot of things...
had alot of fun...
creating lots of memories...
19th March 2008,
happy 9th mths anniversary...
I love you darling...
let's walk down our life together=)
...it's autumn time, 2:37 PM