Everyday is a sunny day!

recently... ive been chionging alot of assignments... everyday is 1... and im getting quite tired already... tml is a wedding shoot and now im actually doing video for the club which i really dun wish to do now... but no choice... they have a date line... haix...

i oso dun wana be tt bad to fly them aeroplane... thot this week might be easier coz it's abot phototaking... but who noes... it's been really funny abot the weather recently... keep raining... i went to punngol with 1hr, stayed there for half an hr and it rained=( shit...

haix...

all the photos we're to take was to be black and white... coz it's easier to handle den to colours. Black and white photos... it seems like the colour i would like to adopt for now... photos taken in B&W... the time seems to have stopped... the seconds paused at tt exact moment... it let me remind of lots of stuffs suddenly...

i felt abit moody...

May I? could I? is there a chance since u still feel me?...

...it's autumn time, 6:52 PM

i thot of 3am tt nite suddenly...

felt the pierce in the heart...

fell aslp after much tearing...

im tired...

...it's autumn time, 1:39 AM

Okie, today is really a -_-" day... coz i saw these 2 drivers who's actually quite goon doo...

and they are? female drivers-_-"

kkx... not to like purposely mark on female drivers, i noe tt there's lots of female drivers out there who's zai... but when all those funny funny things happening on the road, then juz nice they're female drivers... *though we see more accidents happening to the guys? lol...

so wat they did???? it happened during the mrning when i cycled to sch, and noon when i cycled back home... they actually drived passed the pedestrian lines (meaning their back wheels actually passed the pedestrians' path totally) and emergency break suddenly... den reversed their way backb4 the pedestrian lines-_-"

the reason is coz of RED LIGHT liao...-_-" wat i dun understand is... if u wana chiong, u shd expect to chiong all the way mah... it's as if like they suddenly saw/realise tt it's red den they emergency break...

hm... aunty, dun do tt hoh... Payyyyy attention=p lol... jul, nvm... coz i think when u driving, alot of ppl will keep reminding u=p

...it's autumn time, 12:29 PM

Today went for the $1 film fest organised in ADM...

well... the 1st film i watched is sooooo old... lol like during the 70s like tt lol...

and the next show was trishaw, depicting the ending life of a trishaw rider... it slowly died out in the decade due to the changing world.

the 3rd film is sewing... which the freak i super dun understand... it's a miniature model of a room wif sewing model... den it shows u the 'glimpse' of the room... duno wat is the director is trying to do anyway...

den the last 1 is singapore gaga... it's more like a documentary... qutie interesting, especially at this 4:33" music piece... the pianist actually had a concert, den came in to her piano, sat down, and did nthing for 4:33" den left. lol... cool!=) she's a singaporean=) i noe abot this piece, but i nvr knew she's a singaporean=p

anyway yah... back to chionging proj... this week is a hell week for me..hopefully next week i can have assignments done b4 the dateline=(

...it's autumn time, 12:35 AM

shit... and im beginning to get the 50% of the impact from uni liao...

felt so stressed out suddenly...

everyday muz churn out 1 assignment...

coming to think tt im actually slow by 1 week...

shit...

study stress=p

...it's autumn time, 12:18 AM

Life in uni is still fine till now...

i could only say tt it's very Zen-ned

why?

during FOC, we're playing some water games where we'll need move frm chair to chair very quickly... we're sitting on the chair of coz... and i moved very fast... they gave it a name... Zen surf...

in the 4th day, we had a bash tt nite... den we're sort of to perform a video from youtube... i taught them 1 of the steps... they called it Zen walk

during 4D (design and time) class, we're suppose to draw our own characteristic/ something to describe ourselves... i draw a psn medidating at the nite on waters, with ripples... which simply meaning tt i like the nites by myself and ripples stands for me trying to get my thots across to others... den the comment "very Zen"

during 3D (design and volume) class, we have to make a form out of wires... and mine? looks like the chinese word: mountain... and once again.... u shd noe....

and yah... the claz all noe me liao... but i might not remember them well... why?
coz i still slps during lectures... professors keep calling me... and yah...guess tt's really fast getting to noe me...

lol... i gave myself a name Zen, so tt ppl can pronounce my name and remembering it easily... well...i did it=p

nopez, i haven started struggling wif sch wrk and wrk yet... coz 2nd week only... but i really can see the amt of wrk in future... can slp in sch le lah... already starting to pile up my food stock in the sch=p lol

...it's autumn time, 11:59 PM

Today training... i was abit caught by surprise, or rather, my heart pinched when i saw her tears...

hurts even more when u left her alone... and saw her figure, by herself...

It's the feeling of useless and helpless when u're not able to render any helping hands to help the one u wished for... im now sitting on afar... trying to smooth ur feeling... hoping that ur tears will stop... hoping tt u'll feel better...

are u better already?

i guessed they've noticed already... coming back in... a little warmth i hope uve received... no matter frm who... u're not alone...

~A shoulder left empty, yet there seems to be you lying...
A gentle hug leaving ur warmth on the body, yet there's no soul in sight...
All in the name of lone, an empty shell, yet a warmly feel, juz a touch,
I hope to fill..............

...it's autumn time, 5:58 PM

Our makeover portfolio is finally out...

We're quite satisfied with the final album... had really sweet memories in it...

It was alot of effort in thinking for the gift... and making it come true...
Wishing that the day she received this gift... it was her brightest smile on her face...

Right now... im juz reliving moments...

her friends who looked at the album... says tt im photogenic...

and my friends who looked at the album... says she's pretty...

i have to say... both is true=p

...it's autumn time, 5:57 PM

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