Monday, December 29, 2008

Okie results are out...

Phew... relaxed for awhile...

I passed my Literature=p lol... wif a C+... damn hengz... got anot C+ for history... sadded, but expected=p

kkx... nownow... i got 2 As to cover my Cs, so GPA of 3.75 for this sem... er... okie lah... thinking tt i almost failed lit... this GPA consider okie le... heard other ppl got straight As... 4.66 or something like tt... wah!!!!! haha... i noe i'll nvr ever score like tt... but well... im going to rock for portfolio liao=p hehe...

Jasper dude, though i dun think u noe my blog, but ur all Bs score shdnt demoralise u ah! imagine u came in only noe how to draw stickman leh! now u got B liao u noe? and yah... we're all in foundation... the real fun only begins next yr! where we'll going after wat we wanted ya? so yeah... to the rest who're demoralised, think abot next year ba...

Next sem no 1 aim... i dun wan anymore Cs... so ugly=( sobz... but den... history sia... xiong... understanding singapore sia... i dun even understand myself!=p

...it's autumn time, 12:51 AM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

27th December, it’s supposed to be one of happy days I would have during the year. There are not a lot of days tt are like set to be happy…

Today, 27th… I think ive spent my worst bday… it’s worst den tt time I wanted to spend it alone…

Still on the way back to Singapore from Johore, tingyun sent me the 1st bday greeting on sms… haha… she on her way to johor while im on my way back=p

Not a lot of smses ive got today… but im glad enuff that u guys remembered…

Went home to pack up my stuffs, got headache and went to slp. After tt went out wif parents to eat for celebrating my bday. A simple meal, buffet style at Zhou kitchen, but I cant eat. I noe tt I haven eat but I no appetite to eat a lot.

...it's autumn time, 3:25 PM

Saturday, December 27, 2008

21st Dec

Tonight is the night that im going over to msia… to very enthusiastic about it, coz I dun really wana go oso… stressed…

Went to catch Yip Mun at 415pm when my bus is around 9pm, but anyway, wasn’t late oso… it’s a very gd show… u guys muz watch. Anyway, after movie, wana go buy shampoo to bring over 1… only den, I found out I lost my wallet-_-“ so rushed back and the attendant returned it to me… damn lucky… my seat is E-12, hall 3… so I asked my dad to buy 1123, too bad, 4D close at 6pm.

Went home to bath, pack, and ate dinner… left house at 8+ to go boonlay to take the coach no and stuffs… I was at her void deck… last year… same period… I was there too… she wasn’t wif me either… but her sms does…

I wanted to ask her whether she’s at home anot… and actually sent it out… but haha… it nvr reached her… it was inside the outbox all the way… something wrong wif the hp… I didn’t realize it till im on the way to Tuas 2nd link liao… no meaning to send her anymore… so deleted it… maybe… it’s meant to be…

My reminisce of her starts at the 1st stop of the trip break… coz I saw those bubbleyum bubblegum… the 1st time I got for her… we wasn’t even attached… it’s watermelon flavour… haha… tt time was steamboat for spwushu… for those guys enlisting. I forgot wat’s the reason, but I was late. And I wasn’t allowed to sit wif jul they all… they say no space-_-“ and they reserved my space beside fangfang’s lol… actually I was trying to act cool and behave like, okie, it’s alright. Lol… was happy lah=p but oso super paiseh…

Yah… so after the steamboat they went to the duno where, which I went in the end too… on the way back, I carried her on my back, and gave her the bubblegum=p lots of happiness back then… but, does she remembers?

22nd Dec

6am, reached the destination, went to my Xiao Yi’s house to put stuffs and ate our breakfast, den went off to their fishery… okie, I duno wat they call it… but they catch fish, den make them into salted fish… oso rear some seafood like ‘’lai niu har’ and crabs.

While waiting for the boat to come, we had our breakfast and stuffs… bought newspaper… and in the end, 1123 came out in msia’s 4D-_-“ wasted…

After tt we went out to sea to ‘tour’ not very fun… went to a ‘kelong’ not really a kelong, coz nobody lives there, they juz use it to rear larger fish… oso no fun, coz cant see the fishes, too deep liao, wana catch them up but kena scold-_-“ in the end we juz grab some food on the floor to feed the fishes… juz to catch some glimpse.

Not much of a prgrm… went shopping abit… and I thot ive survived day 1 of no qn-ing abot my r/s… but was so darn wrong… coz it’s a usual routine and they’l definitely ask… yah… so next time when my wedding, muz inform them earlier and stuffs… den my grand ma say wait for my other cousins still quite long… but my aunt say no, she thinks tt I’ll take longer… which, I totally agrees…

23rd Dec

Went back to Bt Mertajam, where my Uncle house is and where I always stay at… went to the morning market… cant believe… it’s like dejavu, it’s almost a replica… haix… Singapore already so much memory of her… come back to msia… she being in me doesn’t seems any lesser… I saw those mickey shirts at the pasar, last year me and my mum was still choosing for her… and me was still smsing her…

Noon to night was all about shopping… but all the shopping I did… I almost did it for her… saw so many things tt I wana get for her… especially those mickey stuffs… I know she’ll love it… but den it was like…. Er… nopez… not getting it… and yah… so I got nthing in the end…

Till the 2nd mall tt we went, den I started my shopping spree… coz juz nice got those tt I wan… and I spent almost all my money in 1 day. Ive got $360 rinngit, at the end of the day, im only left wif $30… lol… coz of those food and treats I gave to my younger cousins… and not bad lah, I bought a pair of shoes, slippers, 2 pair of pants, a shirt, and a shit for Jul=p haix… I still wana get a bag, jeans, jacket and books and DVDs! Sianz….

Even more sianz, got sms frm lady boss, Jamie, she told me tt got a couple wana change videographer, coz they wasn’t really happy wif me… to me, it sounds like a complain. They say im too quiet and they cant click wif us and I left on the dot w/o saying bye to them and I nvr video down their speech…-_-“ im like… huh???? Okie, I noe im quiet so they didn’t like it so I lan lan loh… but den the rest of the points is like wah lau!... I left w/o saying bye is like wth…. It’s so rude especially to the couple… I’ll nvr do tt lah! And worst-_-“ If I nvr say bye to them, how could they noe tt I left on the dot-_-“ summore I even ask, is there anything else for me to shoot if they wan. Tt’s my usual routine lah… damn sianded… still can remember tt day gotta rush off coz meeting coach they all to talk abot their wedding stuffs… nvm… no use of explaining to the couple as well. It’s like so long ago, and once they have the impression liao, no use changing it. So they change the videographer oso gd, coz I doubt I’ll be doing a gd job like tt anyway. Haix… see… OX PPLE! Ur luck is confirmed going down like all other Oxes does… please go temple pray to Tai Sui if u believe in this… well, i already noe tt my luck has ended since the break up… nt much of a diff to me=) it’ll get worse… but it’ll get better again someday.

My Da Yi came, my 4 Yi came as well den we went for dinner… haix… Da Yi asked the fateful question… ‘Nvr bring ur gf along?’ my answer was no more gf already… den she say last yr got this yr dun have ah? I say ya… den a moment of silence… lol… haix. I missed her a lot a lot.

Night was abit tired… but cant slp… coz tml is going to be as dramatic…

Tml going over to Penang… staying in the same hotel… if suay, it’s going to be the same room… the hotel where I slpt on the floor and the aircon is non-adjustable extremely cold… and it was her smses tt gave me warmth… lol… guess wat? I still have those smses-_-“

24th Dec

Quite a long day, much shopping, less sight seeing and lots of eating… eat till my stomach pain frm the 1st day till now=p time juz keeps going… and memories juz keeps flashing as well. Every single step was like going back to the same time in space. Seems as if like everything had not changed… but the fact is tt, it has been changed. Lazy to shop… so spent most of the time drinking coffee at starbucks or other cafes. No mood… really no mood… so juz walked the 1st few levels, saw wat I might like, go in, take the smallest size, tell mum to help me get it if she nvr see anything special=p hahaha…

Night is setting, we went back to take a shower b4 going out again, going for some countdown, in the end it’s too messy for a big crowd like us, especially wif so many kids, so we changed place… quite a few sms-es came in… and they duno im in msia, guess they duno they’re spending $0.60 to send me tt sms=p haha… sent her a msg as well…

Night was slow and cold. Went to some uncle type of place to sit down listen to oldies and order drinks… sat till near 2 b4 we head back to hotel to slp. This time, I wasn’t slping on the floor, had my own bed, but nevertheless, it’s as cold. The room is cold, so does my heart. Thot of her abit b4 I was too tired and fell into slp.

25th Dec

Merry Xmas=) It’s xmas already. In a blink. Last year was a really wonderful year. I really enjoyed my times wif her. I noe we quarreled over small matters, we had time we’re angry at each other. But in my memories, I only remember of all the happy times we had together. Last year was good, coming year is an unknown. Some says it’s going to be gd, some says it’s going to be really bad. Till this moment of time, I’ll take it as bad, coz it shows no signs of getting better anyway=p

Woke up in the mrning feeling very tired. Went to eat dimsum after tt went shopping again… dun feel like walking already… really sianz… I saw afew things tt I like… but den I nvr really went to look at it… no mood=p lol… ystrday my 4th aunt say tt this time I came back like very quiet like tt… haha… nthing to say back=p oso duno wat reason I gave her. Ystrday went to my cousin’s house too, she’s same age as me, but her son is already hitting 3. Den my dad was saying “If im lucky, I have a grandson as old as him already.”

Haha… my dad is unlucky den, coz im even more?-_-“ if im lucky… I wun be single now as well.

Anyway, went to my da yi’s stall to eat her friend kuay teow after a whole day of procrastination of duno doing wat. Realllllll hungry, ate quite a lot b4 heading back home at b mertajam.

Back home, showered and rested… we all slpt=p haha… coz really tired frm those travelling=p den head for dinner again at 8+ eat till around 10 like tt den we went to another place…. For some shopping, again=p lol… quite nice place, it’s something like Holland V, but vivocity version, meaning it’s big and those shops are double storey bungalows like tt… very nice. Got myself a small keychain, v nice and unique. Den mum stopped at those hair band shop, 1 look I spotted 1 tt she’ll like. V tempted to buy it but nvr… in the end, my 4th aunt got it, she got 1 xtra 1… so I got it frm her… so strictly saying, I haven buy her anything yet?=p

Went to macdonalds’ after tt… it’s 24hrs 1… and wat’s surprised me is that they actually provide unlimited refills for their soft drinks if u dine in!!! tt’s like provided in the whole m’sia…. Omg… lol…

3am now… slping soon le… got aunty’s very early bday sms=p lol… thx still=)

slping… nitez.

...it's autumn time, 6:47 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Today when im walking down the escalator from outram...

Just a sudden struck of thot...

I was looking at the back view of ppl... looking at them... then i thot that girl looks like who... that guy looks like who... felt that alot of ppl... their back view looks familiar or rather common...

Then i realised... i could hardly remember how her back view looks like... really... hard to remember... can only remember 1 view wif her pony tail...

Ive realise...
ive always been beside her, holding her...
ive always been in front of her, leading her...
but ive nvr really been behind her... letting her have a pillar to lean on...

...it's autumn time, 1:29 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

大树对落叶说：“我替你想了无数个离开我的理由。。。但，却没有一个能够抚平我的伤口。。。”

...it's autumn time, 10:19 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

EOS party... isnt as fun as halloween... like nthing much to do this time... maybe, no, muz be coz of how i was feeling tt day ba...

Went to adm slightly earlier den planning... den was standing there like clown... so decided to help out... lol... once again, G2 rocks... coz most of the helpers come frm us=p



Tried setting up the fire... sianzzzzzz coz they buy all the super gd charcoal... which means will take even longer to start the 1st charcoal burning=p well... my pit was the last pit and took very long to get the fire starting... coz im oso the last 1 to start fire ah...=p


purple sunshade! haha... idiot... jasper hid it so tt i'll take other colours=p but i found it=p


Daniel, 1st to set fire


Yuehan, his fire in the end warmed up later den mine=p


Sarah superstar


Shengyi






Finally the cooking after 1 long hour of building fire-_-:"

hm... yah... den the rest of the nite i noe i was juz floating here and there... cutting the chicken wings... taking ice cream to eat... sit around... walk around... not much of things to say ba...

Wat's cool is that the rest of the claz, not alot, but quite a no, came for the party!=) haha... i think it'll be the biggest gathering for us le ba... den with my filthy hands (coz my hand is totally marinated wif chicken sauce or chilly sauce) i go around disturbing ppl liao=p


Prav and Sarah started to get wet=p


The purplelish faye


Shich w/o her cast



Da gang of ppl frm G2

Washed up later den i started my slacking mode... sitting around lazing... and the event ended quietly... *coz they wasnt allowed to blast music-_- secure says it'll disturb the hostel ppl-_-" a party w/o blasting music -_-""




Things starts to get sianz...


Take photos of myself


tried heating red bull... but it all sucked when they put beer in=(


Freshly squeezzeeeeed


Da band that cant play loud music... coz of secure=(


So we self entertained wif??? JUMP SHOTS!!


Thanks to Chongyew, all photos are being watermarked by him






Prav v semangat


Chongyew tried to trick Xianmin to jump



After so many shots, this is to prove tt Shich DID jumped after all


Daniel: **** my ****=p, Faye: -_-"


G II








And so ppl get lesser,


They left,

So started packing up, yeah... think quite alot of help was rendered this time... muz say im quite proud of my claz sometimes... enthu ppl... always helping to get the events done and cleaned up...
Went club hopping later at wee hrs of the mrning... we left for DBL O or O' bar... at..... 2am? paid $30 to enter-_-" lol... drank a shot and dance whole nite... funny... tt shot didnt have any effect on me... not even feeling hot on the face... daniel told me tt it's mixed drink, not alot of alcohol... but still... i think it's qutie funny why tt little bit of alcohol is nt wrking up like it usually does.





3am... the club closes... we went to butterfactory, den we went to the Arena... cant dance my mind off all those moody feelings trapped inside... didnt really enjoyed as well... coz quite tired... the rest were really getting very high and up for the whole nite... but i cant get any of their spirits and got hyped=p



6am... reached home... chat for awhile after shower and dropped dead on bed...

woke up at 11 the next day...

tired... went to meet an insurance agent and talked to me abot savings plan... think i wun be able to upgrade my current 1 now... simply not enuff $$... unstable income... dun wana add to myself more burden abot $$

den went to queensway to buy boxes and find out the price of having to replace the mic attachment i spoiled (remember the last time i catch teeth? the the mic attachment of the camera broke off) sianz... it's $75... and ive gotta pay for it...=(

this is wat i meant by hao ren mei hao bao... so ppl... dun be a gd guy-_-"

and shitz... my suayness really doesnt ends ah... last week wedding shoot i lost 1 camera batt... now hoping that the couple can help me find back, shd be at the bride's place... if not..... $78 for replacing 1...
=(

arghz... damn sad... =( someone save me frm this losing streak!!!!

~random:
Juliana went for make up course as u all knew... BUT!... haha... as usual... anything pretty she's not gd at it... BUT!!!... anything wierd and funny... she's great at it=p


Her manly traits


Her future as a make up artist




But she needa learn some bio as well?

haha... so u can see... next time wana go halloween party? find her=p lol... eh! my film next time u be my make up artist den draw all those wounds lah!=p but i muz find other makeup artists for those pretty make up liao

...it's autumn time, 6:31 PM

Had been emoing these few days... thx jul for wanting to bring me to chinese garden... will go wif u some other day=)

Aunty... haha... had fun overseas eh? haven looked at ur facebook photos though=p but am sure uve enjoyed ah...

Haha... my turn to go msia will come soon... duno leh... felt more stressed and sianz rather den excited...

Ah jul... say le... wushu ppl so many ppl=p so i wanted an iPod classic=p lol... where got naggy and loh soh... is i say le u dun believe nia mah... lol...

Lots of other stuffs i wanted suddenly keep appearing... why??? coz it's new year! soon... chinese new year this is like damn early... january sia... why not feb??? feels like the holiday is gonna be wasted in jan ah...

upcoming xmas... no plans coz in m'sia... i come back jul they go... lol...

kkx... so after reading bananaahsoh's blog... it's my turn to do this...:

10 random things about myself:

Shit... i duno how to begin...

1) I like the colour of purple, it's known as the international gay colour, BUT IM NOT! loved it as it's the fave colour of the 1st girl i liked... Other meanings of purple includes the colour of royal, the colour of sentiments

2) The company that im setting up is named after what i like "The Purple Allure". Someone in my life pushed me further on to commit myself in this company. Purple being the sentimental value, allure being me attracted to it... That's how my company is formed...

3) Im the only video guy/media related person in my group of friends b4 i enters uni=p hm... or i can say, im the only one who has the interest in videos=p

4) Ive completed my 'first' business by getting a photo montage job from Haijiao. Damn happy... coz they're very satisfied as well=)

5) I wana go tour! I wana go anywhere... as long as it's tour=p

6) I like the emo-ing me... but over emo-ing is something i dun like at times=p

7) The usual routine when i reach home is to go to my com, look at msn... hoping got ppl talk to me...

8) Im not very satisfied with my life now... coz something i had went missing and there's a giant space/gap there... cant fill it up now... so trying to ignore... when ignoring fails, try to fill up with other stuffs by keeping myself bz with other stufsf=p lol... if all else fails, returns to emo me=p still thinking abot her... sometimes...

9) Must put down 1 day... and go BBDC... renew my PDL, and start learning to drive

10) Im going to produce/direct more films in my years of study, join lots of competition, and have as much fun as i can... old liao=p not much time to enjoy as a student=p

...it's autumn time, 4:48 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Im disappointed... and i actually ended the last link with her...

Her savings with me... had finally confirmed that i'll be returning her...

I dun mean that i dun wana save for her... but i dun wish that she's wrking hard to earn money for her pocket and hurting her studies...

I want her to spend the money and concentrate more on her studies... i dun our link to be money and not feelings...

I abit luan now... ive juz broke the last link wif her myself... and i think i nvr put it in a nice way...

I said why u wana leave the money wif me? why not save urself or some other ppl? why me? den she quiets down... and say transfer her the money...

i duno... i felt bad... haix...

emoemoemo... nvr slpt frm ystrday till now...

...it's autumn time, 11:40 PM

im very disappointed... and very low morale...

...it's autumn time, 9:37 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

有时，我真的不明白。
为什么有些人前方摆着两条路，
一个黯淡无光，毫无方向，
一个明亮清晰，道路鲜明，
可是，就是选择了黑暗。

难道黑暗这条路真得那么好走吗？
希望就这样走着走着能看到一个出口？
还是永远的盲目，根本不想找个出口？

有阳光的地方，有着的不只是明灯，也有着那暖意。
也许，前方的路是明亮的，可是那儿就少了这温暖。

我走的路或许暗了些，但至少有时会有些营火虫陪着我。
那光亮的路，现在还不适合我。当我找到那温暖时，我自然会回去。

-）这个笑，是躲在发后的微笑。

...it's autumn time, 11:40 PM

~listening to somewhere over the rainbow while blogging this down...

did some minor changes to msn... lol... guess not alot of ppl will notice=p

dun ask me why tt change... coz if u noe the reason, u'll think tt it's stupid=p

Hm... alot of ppl suddenly says... xmas coming xmas coming... yeah... indeed... long awaited december has finally came... ppl are looking forward to holidays, to new year parties... i shd be looking forward to my bday... but den... haha... seriously not...

Duno who'll be celebrating wif me as well... mrning den returned from m'sia, but jiao they all go m'sia-_-" got snipers gathering... but scared later they sabo me as well... den next day got wedding shoot... wana spend wif her... but den oso in no position as well...

Wana plan to make something for xmas and send it out... have been long since ive did tt... who remembers wat's my last xmas gift? lol... i forgot liao=p izzit adidas who got the xmas cards? or izzit some xmas ornament thingie i made back in poly? seriously... i forgot le...

Been procrastinating abot the xmas card... but den, aunty, nvr forget ur video ah... have been editing always... time here and there ah... juz tt i duno wat music to choose and now im revamping my laptop, re-installing everything... coz jiao's sis montage i met wif alot of probs... duno wat's wrong... so discuss wif my boss liao, decided to reinstall everything... hopefully everything will go well... hm... wonder will it be able to make it as a xmas gift??? lol... *dun bet on it though=p

who wana buy me bday gift? xmas gift? haha... poor guy here got alot of things he wans ah... lol... if u're to ask... be shocked!=p lol... bhb... so meaning? wana ask me, den prepare to buy ex stuffs=p if not, dun ask me, thots counts=) haha... no, dun wan cakes... please... i think the other grp is going to stuff me wif cakes liao...-_-" well say so much... dun even noe will be having any celebration at all too=p lol... kkx... dec... hope it's a gd mth... save enuff, buy watever i wana buy, save watever i wana save, do watevr i wana do, learn watever i wana learn=p

...it's autumn time, 2:00 AM

Monday, December 08, 2008

well... after such a long time being not around... hm... i think quite long? i forget oso le...

had been really busy... busy wif haizhen's photo montage... really stresses me out... coz it's like im so busy and den after wrk gotta chiong her montage... yet i fell aslp-_-" then there's technical errors keep coming up and i couldnt get the video exported out... dun even noe wat the hell is wrong till i finally give up and have the thot... my mac is not powerful enuff to render... and indeed... it's my laptop=( sobz... ive put too much hope in my lappy? but still im not giving up on it yet... going will try to clear my stuffs and hope it'll run better=p

hmm... anyway it's till the last min den i got the video burnt out on dvd...

so after doing the highlights for other couples back at the office, i rushed down to the couple's wedding... pretty bride... but to me, wat's more stunning is wif jiao... haha... looks gd, too bad i keep capturing the un-glam side of her... lol...

Each table was mean for 12 psn... 4 psn was vegetarian, 1 psn absent... and tt means the 7 of us has 5 more portions of food to eat=p wif leslie laken and me(not having my lunch), we sort of managed to clear the food... but the rest? hahhaha... we gave it to bin's recruits... lol!~

i think i was really famished ... i actually almost ate 2 portions of food for every dish-_-" den after their 2nd march in... was very surprised to hear my name in the thank u speech... lol... abit weird... but well... the dinner was superb, and entertaining... hard to be not when the gang is at tt table... haha... the other 3 vegetarian left halfway... ermm... coz of us? hahha.. no lah, duno why oso...in the end bin can eat their portion as well=p

it's tiring on the way back... 2 days nvr slpt liao, coz stressed over their montage den keep rushing it out... cant imagine bin they still wana play mahjong... *coz they dun need to run mah... anyway... rushed home, bathed, packed... slpt for an hr + den wake up liao... rushed to jul's house, cos she say her father no patient 1... so better to be punctual... it's on cab den i realise... shitttt... i nvr eat breakfast!=(

im soooooooo unprepared for this marathon loh... no food, no transport, no power gel, almost no music!... how to endure????

reached her place and den i immediately felt the slpiness liao... lol... i think i nvr said much later on... juz slpt... till reached the point... wondering around duno really noe where they wana head to... so i chose to go toilet 1st... in the end we're sitting outside the toilets... oso duno for wat till jul made the call to leslie...

waited for him at the convention centre and put our stuffs in his car... heng he got drive... if not it'll be like huifang say: 2pm they'll donate all the unclaimed bags at the bag deposit...

lol... me and jiao came in like 2pm? nono.. shd be even later...=p

anyway the race starts off already... every year we oso start late=p lol... but i think it's better tt way... dun wish to be in the middle of the crowd trying to fight for oxygen and meanwhile breathing in all the sweat glands smell.... bleahz.....

ran wif jiao for awhile, den wif leslie, den wif jiao again... lol... thot they'll always at the back... in the end? leslie went running off like soooooo damn farrrrrrrr... while me and jiao in the end walked all the way frm the 5thkm=p lol... i dun wana run by myself anyway... it's a damn sianz feeling and i think i will be emo-ing again... it really sucks running w/o an aim or goal...

like jul say... where's her bf when all the other couples are together?... same to me ba... last yr she'll be waiting for me... laughing at me, saying why i go suffer... but she'll be supporting me... i ran... coz i wana prove something for her... coz she's my goal and motivation...

well... nthing really makes me run this time... me and jiao were both tired... and i decided to join her walking... cant leave her alone as well... and so we walked and chatted abot lots of stuffs... and we even dropped by 7-11 in the end to eat breakfast=p lol!!~ coz really very hungry le! i was half laughing when i noe they're craving for bananas in the race=p lol=p coz me and jiao was as if like pat tor-ing... 8.5 hrs of it... lol

ECP was a reallllllyyyyyy long stretch... we kept walking and walking like it'll nvr end, till we saw leslie, but he say still got long way ahead-_-: den jul they all waiting at 1 corner... but den jul realise tt leslie wasnt wif us and she panicked and ran off... lol... was laughing... wif jiao... yeah... correct.. the power of love... coz within a min... she totally disappeared from our sight... not even at turning points we saw her anymore... coz we at least saw huifang and joa again... was telling jiao... finally... saw her panicking for him... it's quite a rare sight for both of them panicking for each other ah.... too bad nvr see leslie's 1... couldnt imagine, coz nvr see him panicked b4...

so me and jiao was trying to overtake person by person... and we somehow how got frm the last stream of people to the middle back stream...

we're talking abot ourselves.... tt we're actually qutie alike... in character, in fate... the way we handled some stuffs... haha... hopes tt everything for her will turn out gd... and for me too... but we both dun really hopes alot ya=p lol....

the last 7 or 8 km was really tiring and cui... saw coach the 2nd time and he say: "WAH! u 2 really walk ah? they very infront le leh!" lol... yah... they're damn ahead le ba... den ailvera keep calling till i abit tired to answer laio... coz seriously tired... to the point tt army style came in... i slpt and walked=p lol... till i took a wrong step den i woke up=p

Last 4 km was totally speechless... coz im enduring pain frm my ankle liao... slightly swollen at the nerves area... den saw ferraris and other sports cars... wake up for awhile b4 i went dead again...

finally reaching the esplanade... signs of ending... great! but den i recalled how i felt last year... it's all cheating u... u still gotta walk around padang! b4 u reached the finishing... both me and jiao decided not to run... coz 1) we really cant run... =p lol... so we walked in and leslie looking at us walked=p lol... saw chong yew at the ending being the photographer

yay! finally completed this marathon in 8.5hrs... got my shirt and medal... happy liao... but tt oso meant tt my leg busted liao=p but it seems to me tt jiao have no prob wif walking leh! summroe she's wearing WUSHU SHOES!!!! it's like totally no cushion!-_-" very shen qi girl=)

ate mac, slpt there, left on cab and went home...

thot was running on fever... den i realise-_- damn... sun burnt...

haix... reached home, showered... abit aimless... surfed the net den slpt le... and alllll the way till tis noon? lol... skipped my breakfast...=p

oh well... tt;s all... life's boring... and it sux... to a certain extend=p wondering will i be joining again next year?... haix.. who noes?

i wana catch some movieesssssssssss=(

...it's autumn time, 11:23 PM

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

omg...... is this a marriage season? why so many ppl getting married??? saw on facebook... another of my friend getting married... lol...

...it's autumn time, 12:09 AM

Monday, December 01, 2008

This coming weekend... marathon...

Im glad that weibin said tt he'll run with me this time... or rather... walk with me...

but den... again... does it help me to complete the marathon?

Most prob i might be bluffing myself, thinking tt someone will be waiting at the finishing line ba... or shd i ask her out?

guess not... i'll complete the marathon somehow... need to get myself some music to go thru the whole journey... dun think im going to run alot this time... without a goal... my timing this time will sure be worse den last=p

...it's autumn time, 10:07 PM