Friday, January 30, 2009

330am... in sch... chionging... as in doing assignment, not going clubbing...

...it's autumn time, 3:32 AM

Monday, January 26, 2009

Claire...
She's not the only one who's unhappy...

And if u have been clear on wat the argument have been... it's not the $10 and it's going to be the 3rd time im gonna say... it's abot the attitude towards the parents. and i think i did mention i believe she nvr spends all the money? -_-"

Whether u stayed over i wun be able to noe most prob as well since most of the time either ive been wrking late all u all have been staying in her room and wat makes u think tt im not trying hard enuff? u think the stopping of those hitting is for wat? -_-" u think tt why she have to call me and ask me abot her future is for wat? hey... if im not trying... she can by all means having quarrels everyday in da house and i wun even heck abot her results and where would she be going. If u haven noe, the family had already been planning on back up for her since secondary and we already roughly noe where she is going. We had been, nono... i had been very very accodomadating.

K... at least u're starting to give constructing comments in the argument now and u shall be welcomed.

Shall say again, it's not abot me and her... it's still abot her and parents... i dun mind being rated as the bad guy or watever u girls think...

Okie, rachel will be out of the argument for now... coz foul naming wasnt wat i wanted on my 1st tag...

If i were to say who's the busybody, everyone of u here who have tagged on the right side are one... *except JT=p
which of coz incl u rachel, but den why are u all trying to kaypoh? coz it's us u all are concerned abot... which i noe... so give constructive ideas. hiding behind screens? kkx... everyone here is doing behind screen, so yah... u get the idea... when u have to say others, have to reflect back to ourselves 1st

and yah... u shall peace out and watever sides u take... im not asking u all to stand on my side... coz actually to say, i have no sides at all-_-" im making only a point LOUD... which is to treat ur parents right. tt's all... all personal attack shall be refrained...

and no need wat if for ur life experience, coz there's no if... it happened. and like i say in my prev post if i dun remember wrongly... i did say abot all of us have diff experience and we shall not be compared with those more fortunate den the rest. Im talking abot maturity when i say abot ur experience... it's only when u tagged tt u see our point and tt's when ur maturity shows!... we're not making u MUZ do this and that... but u must see the point...

and like once again... if she wans more beating frm me... she can ask for it... and shall say it once again and im very tired of it... i think it's been many yrs since i do tt... when ppl are giving u their piece of advice... dun show attitude and listen well... *the dun show attitude part is for me sis...-_-' and seriously againnnnnnnn... im not talking abot the money... haix---" go read thru again and noe wat am i arguing abot...

Im not caring abot the money coz i noe where the $$ goes most prob... it's the way how's it handled and the attitude to parent... u dun go saying ur mum crazy when she asked u to go 1 street away to save more $$-_-" and yah... when did she ever asked for money and we nvr gave?

the r/s was already sour not coz of the $$ issue... she was loved more den i by the family when she was young. it's nvr changed till the point she's changed to another psn who nvr fails to irritate me during primary. seriously, she wun even noe when it began...-_-"

AND TO MY SIS!
okie... whether u're going to be bad anot is ur decision which im making it sure. tt's why ur whole future on deciding on where to go i already say tt it's up to ur decision... ive given u all the knowledge tt i noe and ive given u to choose on wat u shall be choosing. ive already given u the monetary support that u dun even need to worry. it's up to you whether u make it or break it. Lots of ppl asked me to tell u to retake the whole O leve but den? wat's the point if u dun wan? if u wan... ive already told u the way and the method to do it...

like i say... ur own future, dad and mum already gave it to u... and my job? is juz to see u through and make sure nthing very bad goes wrong...

and yah! $10 is definitely more den enuff for a meal... so next time mum ask u to save more den explain to her and not say her crazy! ur super and biggest prob is that mum nags at u u give stupid attitude and nvr apologise later... den juz leave house or go inside the room and lock the door... by doing tt... wat makes u think tt u're not locking urself up and den u think mum can understand?-_-" try next time after all those attitudes given already den calm and peace urself and den talk to her again-_-" there's absolutely no excuse for u to ill treat them.

Whether of food is enuff anot is sure not a prob. u wan u can even cook at home. plenty of stuffs... jzu tt whether u wan anot... and -_-" it's not the moneyyyyyyy.... it's ur attitude... when u ask for money tt day... u noe how's ur attitude like? when did u ever asked for money and yet we didnt give? as long as it's to possible means and for the right reason.

The family has been going into loans and we're not asking u to contribute... wat they are asking for is that u can save up urself so that u can spend those money on ur own which incl travelling/tour in ur sch next time!... how many times mum asked u to save and it's for tt reason? they wants u to have fun and go tour which they cant... they want u to go enjoy urself as much as they want to... it's juz tt u needa save tt money on ur own in times of they not able to...-_-" if u said uve think through... maybe it;s time u tell me when u're gonna start caring for them and show some gratitude...

and glad tt u say it's ur fault... it's the beginning by juz admitting... so after admit u dun care??? den i shall say it as irresponsible... after admitting, u shall be thinking on how to make things better... if not... at least not to make it happen again...

and ive nvr talked abot other's life yet... and not probing into theirs as well... i have been throwing u my views and my life... and ive nvr ever said that it's easy as well... and if u think losing a mum is easy... u'll noe it very soon... it's juz a matter of 3-4 ten yrs...

and if i duno wat to say... u wun be here tagging already...-_-" u still haven see the motive of these arguments...

...it's autumn time, 9:55 PM

sianz... tagging war... shant tag on the board since i have the right of blogging...

kkx... 1st, spamming means that u put something the Same over and over again, tt's called spamming. and u said urself tt day when u quarrel wif mum... Even the cheapest food u get from mac is $6+ which she in turns ask u to go food court and coffee shop which u rebutted her 'siao' which is the time i came out and giving u my piece of advice where u can ride so far to go meet ur friends but not a street across... and i wasnt even at the tone of scolding.

and precisely at the cost u spend.. where did the rest of the money go? mum doesnt care abot how much u spent on tt food. she wans u to save the rest. with $10 a day, and taking at u spent $7 for meal. u still will have $3 left which results u to have $15 extra per week, not counting in the money uve earned. and that's the reason which question back to u... why u arent able to afford a $5 top up? she's concern on what have u spent on and why wasnt it able to survive ur daily expenses. and i shall say it once again. $10 is really more den enuff for 1 day. if uve seen wat ive calculated how much dad earns. by right u shdnt have any pocket money after ur 1st pay and they're still giving u money so that wat uve earned is wat u can spend. I dun even have the PRIVILEDGE... it's a bonus that they give u the money. not a must. do u understand tt?

and indeed... tt day u did complain abot the money as well... but im more angered by ur behaviour towards mum... and mind u... and i shall say once again... it's ur BEHAVIOUR, not the money... i always tell u and i emphasised again, there's not a prob with the money... it's with ur attitude. u're behaving in a way tt mum and dad dun even noe wat the hell is happening to u and like u say we duno wat's wrong! and u dun start blaming on us and u nvr start to sound out! we're not freaking mind readers. parents endured u, but i wun. all are concerned abot u but u dun care! if u care~ prove to us... simple actions means alot... juz by saying u wana treat for dad's bday u noe how happy he is? it's not always abot urself... when the whole family is always abot u...

and.. there's NO need to apologise... coz there's nthing wrong on the both side. we're unhappy coz of the way u all portrayed urself. not the words. Maturity is a big thing. i admit rachel might have gone thru alot. but maturity has it's -ve side as well... did you have a positive view? (juz a general statement) what we're pointing out as always, is to be grateful wif wat u have. Which i wana say is UR parent... u noe? sis...

when u said uve tried hard... it's so hard for me and maybe mum to believe... when u're hard has most of the time ended up slacking away. Even both the jobs u have was like... through me? though the 1st 1 is indirectly. Im not saying that u shdnt depend on us. but u're juz not showing the effort enuff. U think i got gd results and can get into uni wif no effort? i juz put in more effort den anyone else. in case u duno... i failed my maths b4 too and i got A1 later in Os... if u're not seeing any efx of ur hardwork, why give up? wrk even harder den!

and i can safely say tt u dun even understand urself well... u dun even noe wat ur future will be like!~ can u assure us tt u can go the course u wan, den study le den go poly den uni, or u wana go wrk after tt etc etc... can u?

Rachel... u might have a different experience wif us, but that isnt gonna change tt we ate salt more den u ate rice. A wrking adult life is much more suckier den what uve gone through now. U're blessed by being a student and going through the fun ure having now. and i have no advice for u but to have fun, not forgetting ur studies. and ur life experience will be so much different frm me. i lost my mum? have u? she wun be here anymore... but urs? there's not a need to compare as for now... i wana compare, we shall look at ppl who suffered more den us.

and yah... since it's like everyone is going to warring... note that it's new year... all warrring shall refrain from the words u shant say...

...it's autumn time, 4:58 AM

Okie... after such a longgggggg post...

i juz realised im depending on my parent next mth again! lol... shit sch bills... damn ex and no wrk is coming in, and im finally on the step to take my driving license. All those $$... die oso wana get the license this year... dragging is so no gd...

kkx...

For the past 3days.
Ive been trying to clean my room... shit...
I thot my room is still neat and organisable...
untilllllllll..... ive put everything laid out in the living room.
IT'S A WHOLE LOAD OF CRAP!

seriously, i was surprised myself. I only cleared my art stuffs frm the room and it already filled up half my living room! tt's how scary it is-_-"

anyway, ive decided to change the formation of my room... which i think is another 'time-contributing' factor=p

Decided to change it since i didnt do anything last year... was so happy wif someone that everything seems perfect... juz wana change a few stuffs, so that i'll noe, when i recall, it's the past, where i cant see it in present.

so these 3days, ive been trying hard to clear and clean my room. But i ended up being 'missed' by alot of ppl... coz i was sneezing non-stop... the dust level in the room is cannot make it 1... sneeze till my nose going to drop liao and to this point of time... my nose still feels very irritated.

Used 1.5 box of tissues overall... and my nose is liek rudolph... pain... and irrrrriiiiiittttaaattttinnnngggg... coz wana sneeze but cant-_-"

threw away 7bags full of stuffs and my room is still so FILLED!

happy wif the current layout, pity tt i cant get tt cupboard to change my wardrobe and display cupboard. but well... im still satisfied as for now. being able to watch movie from my bed and best, i got enuff space for mahjong!!! wahahahhaa....

For the past 3 days, haven been really slping and i was slping in e living room.... so now 4am! im seriously shagged... going to slp at 5am like every year... i wonder... who in this world will still 'shou shui'? actually... does anyone in the current era noes abot it?

personally... maybe it might have been a habit now... no harm for me by slping later and wishing better for my parents.

Went to chinatown at near 12am and heard the fire crackers. HAPPY MY YEAR! well... i duno whether it's a gd year ahead for me anot, coz many says it's bad, but some says it's gd... but either way, i noe i'll be living better den today or any other prev days=)

It was drizzling, with tt sensitive irritatin nose and the crowd and firecrackers... my life in chinatown was quite 'irritating' as well... at 1 point of time, the crowd really got stucked till nobody is moving and some ppl starts to resolve by violent pushing which in return of some people blessing with 3 letter words. cool... -_-"

Lost my mum somewhere in the middle but later got her back....
* to think that the whole trip that the tagger was tagging along and when i sound out they still acted neutral?-_-"

The rain and tiredness is not helping me at all to feel feverish. Juz keep wandering around...
Qn... izzit coz we're older already, tt's why we dun feel the spirit of holiday anymore? or izzit plainly me? coz i have no feeling for xmas and newyear... it's quite plain sianzness which den i realise... SHIT! i haven draw $$ for angbao! and i dun have angbao paper! lol... gonna sneak into the room and find 1 nice nice angbao tml mrning=p lol...

Rainy weather = emo days=p okie lah... not really... otw home... by the window, i see the raindrops being blown away by the speed of the van. I took out my hp and read some of the few smses ive saved. den ive made another decision... to give up 1 hope. yupz... im giving up the hope of any possible chance, as in yah. every possible chance... juz when u thot ive made another great inprovement in turning white... i realised others has already moved on much faster den me!!!

lol... it's not a competition lah... juz glad that they're feeling better...

okie... tml 1st time ever tt i dun need to go elder's house for visiting. and im gonna wait at home!!! so happy=p lol... coz i actually nvr did any cny shopping this year=p all my clothes actually dun match each other=p waahahhaa... so tml go bai bai liao den shd be going home le.

TO ALL THOSE WHO READS THIS SITE:
Important things to note for this coming new year:
Have lots of fun and surprises,
Increase pay and earn more $$ so that the above is possible,
Have gd health all year round so that the above points is possible,
May stress be gone and to all ADMers... may we have more time to slp=p lol~

...it's autumn time, 4:07 AM

Happening on chinese new year eve on my blog.

Well... first to kick off, i always try to refrain frm getting angry and scolding ppl on Chu 1... but well... after seeing all the tags, guess wat? im not angry... but rather happy... why?

Coz the purpose of tt post has been reached. To let her know the other side of the story.

Dun always push blames and be ungrateful to ur parents.

*and i thot when it was posted... yuan lai is the time where she left halfway.

To Rachel:
$10 per day is alot. so much more and too much and was given at a very generous amt. reason? during my time, i was only given $6 to survive the whole day which incl 2 meals & u might wana say food oso increase price, den i gotta say, it's the method u spend. There's absolutely no reason for me to spend $6 on 2 meals and yet her to spend $10 on 1... we're not spending at a gap of more den 20yrs... it's juz a matter of 6.

And im very kind to her by saying it out here... i guess u all noe tt im violent and i will not be hesitant to give her those slaps on her face, coz parents dun does it anymore, and i does... reason is not tt they're kind, rather, they gave up and tried using the softer way. if the soft way dun wrks, i go the hard way. and pls... if u think calling the police wrks, den by all means. coz to a certain level, im still allowed to give physical discipline.

Claire:
Nvr seen u b4 but anyway like u say, food court is ex, den why go food court? mum asked her to go other coffee shops to buy, which is simply a street away. It's the attitude she gave to parents tt made me extra pissed off. U're telling me that u HAVE to eat foodcourt coz u lazy to walk a street away? and my stand is that, she dun walk... she rides on bike, which saves even more effort. tt's why it is a lousy and lame excuse coz she can cycle to JP or anywhere to meet friends to eat but not a street away to get a cheaper food to save $$?

And i how old already? maybe u shd ask urself that qn? coz im very sure u arent able to stand at 2 points of view and look at the matter yet... im not afraid to scold her coz when i say, i have my points, and they're firm enuff to make u think things through. If u're not at fault, den there's not a need for u to cry or even slam the door and lock urself in the room trying to escape.

And guess wat? my anger management might only need to be applied on my sis. coz she's da only 1 in this world who can make me so pissed off. Since u think u might be matured, try telling me the reason why?

If u've wrked b4, and u noe $10 is ex, den wat would u do? my another qn for u... precisely it's ex and that's why there's certain thing u can do to save tt money. and frankly, how can u spend $10 on 1 meal??? it's not even fast food. I believe she nvr spend it all on food, but the rest of the money goes somewhere else. my point is. dun make excuse and give parents lousy attitude when u're making no effort.

I shant say whether im reasonable anot. u cant pass the judgement coz u duno me at all. If u choose to say tt im unreasonable, den be it.

To Joey:
Lol... im torturing her? den i guess it's time u ask her stop torturing her own parents. U can try waiting for someone getting home from 10pm till 12am and the psn still not home, call her dun pick up else hang up and the u'll only slp like 2am after she reached home and next day 6am go work. U think it's fun? u think tt's not torturing? Whatever u gals doing out there, there'll be somone who's freaked worried abot u. NO MATTER HOW OLD U ARE! if u cant see this point, i shall not say uve passed the m18 level. ur parents dun owe u anything but u owe them alot! okie... sorry rachel, i do noe some of ur background, so i cant really say anything for u... but believe me, there's someone in the house who's worried for u and yah, it's ur responsibility to make them less worried. *so claire, stop the torturing, applies to who?

in case u haven realise, it's been long since ive laid my handprint on her... u might have juz waken the devil in me?

Btw, the issue of $$ isnt as big. Coz the main prob tt ive been emphasising is ur maturity. and the handling of money is part of where maturity can be seen. i dun believe that me and my friends, all wrking adults can survive on $10 in city, why not her when she's only in neighbourhood? actually out of topic... mum juz wan her to save more frm the $10 so that she can buy her own stuffs herself instead of keep asking for money

*** and in case u dun how much my parents is earning:
Dad per day from labour, note, is labour: $50. and out of this $50, 1 fifth is given to her as pocket money. do u noe how much it is???? the computer u're using, the electrcity that comes wif it, the water she used to shower, the house she's living in, the insurance that she's protected under and the phone she's using to contact u friends... who do u think paid for it? and all those $$ are being squeezed out frm tt $50 per day. So what do u think my dad is eating? $10 meal? when he definitely need more food frm his hardwork as compared to my sis?

The family has always compromised alot juz to let us, kids, have a better living. The current status she's living in now are juz lies. why? coz everything was given to her on loan. Dad will go around borrowing money juz simply she says she needs it. but sometimes she cant justify why. And if u have an elder sibling in ur family, try asking them how's the feeling of taking care of u...

In case u didnt notice, ive borrowed $2k frm my relative and modified that com that YOU are using frm my own savings. She nvr ever paid a cent for it. I guess that claire, u need to be in other's ppl socks for sometimes... think for wat u have now was the result of someone's effort.

btw, sis is using those jialat hi cards all coz of the reason of super ex hp bill... and i think u shd noe the reason why.

What im saying overall... is that the adults here dun owe u any living but u owe them alot. be grateful with what you're having now and dun take them for granted. im so damn pissed off when u all does tt and always nvr rectify ur mistake. U nvr noe how big is the efx of saying sorry or even juz a simple chat with them after ur mistake will make them very happy.

You might not agree wif us abot the money issue, coz me and jasmine matured at a younger age due to family circumstances. U no need to agree, but u shd start thinking. Who gave u the life u're having now and how's ur attitude to them? ur blog says that u revolve around ur family and dog. BUT, are u really?

and to sis:
if u're reading u shd do some soul searching as well... this is the way we shall communicate since we cannot talk. im juz telling u that sometimes ure irresponsiblity has lead to alot of probs that u haven realised.

Since u're already starting to earn, and u shd be earning so much more den b4... use those money for ur own expenses. dad and mum nvr even ask u to take out money for them. they juz wan u to save up urself and u always cant see the point. they even give u $10 on top of it, which means u can save $50 more per week!~

and u be careful abot ur own future now. Dad and mum is still super worried abot u but they're not doing anything yet coz im handling you. U're given alot of freedom now which was given to u much earlier den u're actually supposed to. After Os, it's ur own decision on how u shd be living. Ur own decision allows u to make it or fail.

It's always not abot the money, coz no matter wat we'll still find tt money out to support u... it's ur thinking... if u stll think ur bro here is still at fault or sucky, by all means. coz it's dad and mum u owe, not me...

...it's autumn time, 3:18 AM

Friday, January 23, 2009

So that day i helped jul... by giving my 'pro-est' advice... and watched totoro at her house=p


After few hrs of torture, she finally finished drawing haijiao... but tt's already hitting 12am???


And i think this 1 is much faster... around 1 or 2 den we left le...


Next day jiao have to reach at 8am, by the time ive reached, they're done already


Wif my limited photoshop skill...


After tt is sam


Den back to jiao again... while i sianz till really slping liao... coz im the last psn...


Took photo wif jiao... but den i think my hair style not nice at this side


So i change side=p


Finally my turn... felt so raped... she touched me allllll over=( even licked=(




She say this is burnt mark... felt more like kena whack by some rod...


To do this skin is Freak painful... it's actually latex... den it'll still to ur 'little hair' and den pull together... feel machiam like waxing?


Those muscle lines arent drawn=p lol!~ she's not tt gd=p


Say wrong things... she murdered me...
yah... it's the ghost and spirit that is writing now..


Thew me aside


Man emo... coz she nvr kill me b4 jul...


So she stabbed me once more...


overall look

...it's autumn time, 3:46 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Fark CHEESE PIE!

idiot sister at her work again and her idiotness nvr fails to agitate me. FUCK!

If you farking reading this u bloody wake up ur farking idea...

U wrk so many days and spend all ur freaking money and nvr fucking save the money and on top of tt u're takin $10 fucking dollars everyday and spent them on 1 freaking meaal???????!!!!

U think u living in shenton way ah?! cb

And u fuck dare to say u already try not to spend so much by BUYING THE CHEAPEST MEAL IN MAC???? and u damn dare to say that YOU BUY 1 BOWL OF NOODLE AND DRINKS $5+ is CHEAP??

and Fark... wat u dun cut hair is coz u save the money? dun bull shit me...

mum ask u to go further abit to those hdb areas to get ur lunch and u say WALK THERE??? and tell mum crazy? u farker... u can go JP meet ur friends eat fast food, u can go till arena country club wif ur friends to eat and u dare to tell me walking to 1 street away is FAR?! and Fark... u wun even WALK! u simply ride ur bike!

Lame excuses and all stupid farking lame reasons...

i thot failing ur Os u finally can wake up ur mind liao... in the end? -_-" slap ur bloody mind hard... go earn ur own pocket money for ur holidays b4 i stopped dad frm giving u money... give u money to eat still wana kao be kao bu... nvr even ask u to cook urself at home already and $10 per day!!!! shit u! even wrking adults dun spend as much as u on 1 simple meal.

ARGHZzzzZzzz... pek cek till cannot make it... and fark say everytime is coz of me saboh her... nabeh chee bye... is coz u urself duno how to behave...

fire boiling in stomach and head...

...it's autumn time, 10:06 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009

Something's wrong but i aint know what.

Im getting cranky but doesnt relate to sleeping late much.

So i wonder what could it be?

Nthing came, but juz plain cranky...

well... forget what ive said recently... coz im not sober...
maybe from the sickness, ive yet to recover.

...it's autumn time, 1:09 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009

Okie... it's been quite long since ive updated my blog... nthing much abot to blog ba...

So sch has reopened... and it;s only the 2nd week and im down by fever and cough... headache keeps coming back now and i can hardly do my wrk wif this head pumping feeling...

but anyway... felt tt ive improved in my drawing as compared to last sem... personal achievement







anyone wana let me try drawing???=p lol...

hm... last week was the wushu BBQ... very sianz for me... v v v sianz... coz they've divided into 2 pits and automatically the juniors went 1 pit and the alumnis at the other... wat's even more stunning to me was tt the juniors juz bbq-ed food for themselves!-_-" in the end i bth and went to re-set the fire and cook myself liao...

i duno abot others... but i definitely nvr enjoyed myself much... her absence there somehow is gd for me... but at the same time... it's creating some sort of emptiness as well... arghz... wth... she went to her bf's cousin's wedding... anyway wasnt really in da mood till we started playing wif fire...




The word is 'Wu'




yeah=p im gonna use this for my 4D assignment or 3D possibly=p

3D this week was fun and im anticipating for it since last week=p

We're suppose to make a human/animal resemblence out of junk... soooo:


an imcomplete flamingo by sarah


an owl by cherry, but gotta change afew stuffs=p


giraffe by prav, which failed in the eyes of Peter chen, our prof


His 2nd try passed=) it's a crab!


A fish by shich, which failed in the end too


Peacock by cheryl


My WHALEEEEE=p hahaha... but den made quite a few changes to it as well


Yuehan's guppy


At 1st thot it was a Dove, but den, look at the tail... it's a peasant, by seehua


the smallest elephant by xianmin, her academic art=p


oooooh.. zoo in da making=p

there's more to come... watch out for next week=p

...it's autumn time, 3:50 PM

Friday, January 09, 2009

Ive juz deleted the counter at the bottom... it has been counting...
the number of days ive been sad
the number of days ive stayed in my room
the number of days that ive not moved on...

well... removing it doesnt means anything much... coz the counter has already embbed in the heart...

we will be fine 1 day... juz that when is the 1 fine day...

...it's autumn time, 12:42 AM

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Many things tells me that she loves him more den she loved me...

I know i shdnt be jealouse... neither shd i be bothered... but that is what i 'should' be doing, not something i can do...

Seriously i do hate tt guy... who the hell is he? what has he done? his presence is really a threat... a threat to get me even hurt more...

Even though she always say it's not what i think... but she always gave it out unknowingly...

I wish to talk to somebody... but i know im gonna get a great scolding as well...

So i'll juz shut... stay in the room... stone...

This room of mine dun feel warmth anymore... hate it...

...it's autumn time, 7:05 PM

Zen is getting semangat this sem (tryyyyy his best)

...it's autumn time, 9:42 AM

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Well... saw this ystrday and it's quite interesting when i get to qn 3... so juz gonna post this=p

Rules:Go to urbandictionary.com
and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you (*to make it interesting, i might choose the more interesting defination=p)
Tag 3 people.

1. Your name?
Zen
Definition:
Form is emptiness, emptiness is form
Q: Does a cow have Buddha Nature? A: Moo

2. Your age?
23
Definition:
The greatest number of all time.
Reasons why: It is...
1. a prime number, as are 2 and 3.
2. Michael Jordan's number.
3. the NBA record for most consecutive points scored by a single player in a game, done by none other than Michael Jordan.
4. the number of chromosomes in a human sperm or egg.
5. the angle between the earth's magnetic and rotational axis.
6. the Tropic of Cancer at 23 degrees N Latitude.
7. the Tropic of Capricorn at 23 degrees S Latitude.
8. a .com and the page is very cryptic.
9. the most quoted Psalm in the bible ("The Lord is my shepherd..."
10. the number of people executed in "A Tale of Two Cities"
11. the smallest number of people for which there is at least a 50% chance that two will share the same birthday.
12. the standard TCP/IP port for Telnet.
13. one of the "Lost" numbers on the television show....also the sum of two of the other numbers (8 & 15)and the solution to 42-15-4=23, all of which are also Lost numbers.
14. the number of times Caesar was stabbed in Shakespeare's Julius Caesar.
15. has been prominently featured in the following: Serendipity, Futurama, Star Wars A New Hope, Monty Python The Life of Brian, Seinfeld, The Big Lebowski, The Matrix Reloaded, and Die Hard III among MANY MANY other movies.
16. the number of flavors Dr. Pepper claims to be a blend of.
17. the number of distinct orientations of Tetris pieces.
18. the sum of U2, the greatest band ever. U is the 21st letter of the alphabet.
19. the number of letters in the latin alphabet.
20. the number of the Illuminati.
21. the letter W in the english alphabet, a letter with 2 points down and 3 points up.
22. the smallest number of integer sided boxes that tile a box such that no two boxes share a common length.
23. the only US president to serve between nonconsecutive terms of another president (23rd president Benjamin Harrison serving between Grover Cleveland's terms).

Michael Jordan IS number 23. Be like Mike.

3. One of your friends? (okie... this rox... both name got a very shocking answer)
Yingjie
Defination:
1)Rare species of virus. Although viruses are smaller than even 1 micrometer, Yingjie is the only virus that is visible by the naked eye. It is more than 1 metre long.
2)cannot be put into words
yingjie, why are you late for class again? yingjie, why did you file your homework? yingjie, answer this question.
3)only expletive in the dictionary that you will be jailed for 10 decades if caught speaking it to someone else, other than to you-know-who.
The suspect is found guilty to have said the word "" for more than 10 times in his life. In order to remove himself from 0.01% of his sin now, he has to die a terrible death!

Juliana
Defination:
1. An amazing paradox of a person. Can be open yet reserved, silly yet intelligent, beautiful and not realize it, and loud yet meaningful. Contact may stop your heart. 2. A one-legged bird 3. A Russian stew
1. "So then she cut me off, but I didn't do anything about it." "Why not?" "Because dude, she was Juliana." "whoaa" 2. "I saw this Juliana who totally couldn't fly." 3. "Dude, I ate Juliana yesterday!"

4. What should you be doing?
Editing video
Defination:
Editing video isn't defined yet.

5. Favorite color?
Purple
Definition:
1. An adjective to describe something worthy of being epic. If something deserves the status of epic, you award it with purple. 2. Another word for particular level of gear in the online game World of Warcraft. Gear on epic level is purple.
1. This, my friend, is epic win. I'm giving it purple. 2. OMG DUDEZ I LEIK SOOOO WON DAT PURP HUNTER WEAPONZ IN LAST NITES RAID YAY

>>> this is like meant for shich=p

6. Birthplace?
Singapore
Definition:
5 types of climate: hot, very hot, damn its freakin' hot, wow look roast human char siew all over the streets!, otherwise.
4 common interest among all typical Singaporeans: Food, glorious food! Shopping, Welcome to the Great Singapore Sale! Toto/4D, come Saturday Sunday.. will I win? (bai liu li bai hui bu hui kai), Education - "Boy AH! u finish tuition homework liao or not! Later got piano lesson! AIYO! Your spelling learn already anot?!"
3 MRT lines: North South line, East West line, North East line
2 hours(approx): is needed to travel from one end to another end of Singapore.
1 common language: Singlish "See liao lah... What you want?" "SCUSE"
Singapore is rojak.

7. Month of your birth?
December
Definition:
The month in which the hottest women are born.
That girl is FINE! She must have been born in December.

8. Last person you talked to?
Dad
Definition:
The parent that takes the most shit. Sure, if you had a shitty father, then go ahead and bitch, but not all of us did. Some of us had great fathers, who really loved us, and weren't assholes. Honestly, if you could see how much damage a mother could do to one's self esteem, you wouldn't even place so much blame on "dear old dad"
Dad: "Oh, nice. I spend all my life to raise a family, and buy them a house, and then my wife divorces me, and takes the house that I paid for, and my kids, so she can go off with some other man, and treat my own children like shit. But at least I got a tie for Fathers day, that makes up for everything"

9. One of your nicknames?
ocean_cap
Definition:
ocean_cap isn't defined yet.

well... whoever is too free... u're tagged

...it's autumn time, 11:09 PM

Life is a very idiotic thing...

For a moment you thot uve grown up already and noe how to deal it liao...

the next day u go do stupid stuffs again-_-"

...it's autumn time, 9:44 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2009

It is said that it is not good to set New Year resolution from a research. Especially those that have to do with personal being, such as losing weight, getting happier etc. As at the end of the year, when one can’t fulfill the resolution, he/she will actually get more demoralized.

So this year, my resolution shall be materialistic… I wan my iPod classic, I wan a new cupboard. I wan a new blinder at my window, I wana get my driving license.

Since my money are reserved for myself now… I shd be able to get those ‘resolution’ done… But No… Mum came into my room this mrning, saying that Dad got no bonus this year, so Chinese new year will be tight, she ask me not to buy the cupboard tt im aiming for and help in the family…

Haix… so there goes all my ‘resolution’, wat a firm decision… new year 1st week only already doesn’t seems to go well le… but anyway, I shd still be getting my blinders ba… coz wana shift my computer near to the window.

New year ahead wun be gd, coz emotionally im not there yet, and being an ox this year… it’s v gd already tt nthing bad will happen to me…

...it's autumn time, 6:06 PM

Yesterday, I reprimanded my sis badly… okie lah, not badly… but really v v angry wif her… It was the N*million times not to touch my stuffs w/o permission, N*million times not to use my com w/o telling me… and she fuck found the password to my account and used my com… she still dare to use my acc summore.

Was super pissed off already. Den she came on at 130am… fuck reprimanded her on the spot. Ask her go where and stopped her right after she enters. She dares to juz walk away after I told her abot she used my com and fuck use my acc summore. And she dare tell me den wat I wan?

You’re the idiot who’s at fault now and still nvr apologise and even there to walk away. Den she come telling and crying to me tt internet at her computer keep disrupting den I dun repair for her. Like WTF? U think I superman ah? Can control signal wave? Who the fuck u think u are? U think u can have a com to use now for wat reason? I paid as much to get my com so that YOU can have urs… ever since we got the modem for the house. Who u think bloody paid for those adapters and stuffs for u to use the net??? FOR U! and u dare come to me and say that I dun wan to help when u urself dun even noe the right thing to do and put the blame on me?

And 130am? I didn’t even came back at those hrs even during my poly! Who the hell she is to come home so late and letting dad and mum to lose slp as well?! They always stayed up till the wee hrs juz to wait for her to come home and go wrk the next day at 6am! She still dare to say that she msged mum and she nvr go see only. Wth-_-“ cannot call ah! Is U boh xim loh! Wat’s so hard abot making a call? And u still tell dad that you’re on ur way home and only home after like 2 hrs later???? Now… see the reason of why u’re the only 1 using hi card while others using normal lines? Coz ur freak responsibility for urself and others is not there! In case u nvr realize, u’re spending almost as much wif the normal plans and yet u’re still to use prepaid cards! Get to noe the facts behind every action damn!

Enuff of ur nonsense! Sec5 graduate… how old already??? Stop being in ur own world coz in case u nvr realize… u’re NOT!

...it's autumn time, 6:05 PM