Everyday is a sunny day!

oh yah... 1 thing happy to add on.... ive finally got the driving license in my wallet=p

...it's autumn time, 5:03 AM

haha... abit random saying this now.. but yeah... i do love my life now... kind of wierd...

all this late nites in sch... staying over... helping ppl with their works and stuffs... being so busy...

staying single...

this is the 1st time i actually felt great about being single... all those busy days nvr allowed me to have any breather to think of anything more den academic stuffs... every night is spent on work work work work... ahhaha... sounds workaholic... but it's not a choice... coz no time really...

the reason im blogging here now... in fact... is coz im feeling very moody and sianz...

yesterday was really a wrong decision on going clubbing... im so tired and slpy plus 1 cup of alcohol is enuff to make me feel the headache pumping... dance halfway and fall aslp-_- in the end i cant take it anymore and i went out to slp-_-" LOL... quite happening back there on the dancefloor when im gone.

In the end the drama went on for quite some time and we as middle man really giap in btwn oso duno wat to do... hope such things wun happen again... but looking at the drama going on... all the more im satisfied wif my own life now... much simpler... concentrating on something i wish to do and dream of for future.

went home after suppering den slpt... and i cant wake... nobody woke me up... felt even worse... and i missed my asian art history lecture + tutorial... tt sucks super more...

whole day mood juz gone like tt... and tt's how i ended up in the 'office' slacking now... though i noe i needa do some wrk... but i guess im juz not having any mood to start....

...it's autumn time, 9:43 PM

When i see you happy, i am too.

But im not happy now... not coz ure not... but...

MY FILM IS IN GREAT TROUBLE!!!!!!!!

haix...

sometimes... it's better for myself to be happy....

...it's autumn time, 3:19 AM

for the whole of last week... my days are totally packed till cannot make it...

5am slpin? 8am wake? or lesser... really damn tiring... production is really xiong...

this week is gonna be even worse...

im still writing out my script...

duno whether i can make it or not...

arghz......... film is gonna make me fail all other modules!!!!

...it's autumn time, 12:23 AM

When you put so much trust and believe in one person... one simple action that she does will really cause so much pain in the one who believed her...

You promised that you will tell me... and from you! who believes that if you cant keep a promise, den dun make it!

Not only today i saw a promise being broke... i saw myself putting my trust and believe in someone wrong again...

Im just disappointed... and a little hurt...
little... coz i expected and prepared that it would happen... just that when i would find out myself...

From you who inspired me... for you who hurt me...
i really duno wat else i could say to you anymore...
if ignoring me was the best solution... i guess i should just take it.

thanks for giving me the joy that i nvr had before... thanks for the days cheering me up...

.... too many bad things happened in one day... im really tired again... why am i always challenged with one stuffs over another and another an another in just 1 day??? im really tired already...

for you people out there... if you cant keep a promise... or even forget a promise... den dun even make it...

...it's autumn time, 12:53 AM

Today... erm, I mean yesterday, ive finally got a car from my cousin and fetched my parents... Okiez... officially told them i passed liao=p but nvr tell them im going to drive lorry within the week as well=p

Going breakfast with family on sunday is a dangerous thing as usual, which i actually forgotten...
After few hours of sitting down there listening to them chatting (btw, family breakfast on weekends really means FAMILY... i'll see like 1 quarter of the NG family there, taking up few tables... talking loudly...) and so... being the rare guest... it will somehow drive towards the direction of attaching-_-"

They're still in their own world with the thot tt im still attached or new girl already-_-"

Damn dangerous... lucky i was leaving the place already... if not mei wan mei liao...

Went over to Jiao's place to test drive the lorry. Okie, im comfortable with driving it. Now the challenge is to get it back to the west side. Lol... Journey to the West practically. Pray for my safety and others as well=p

Went over to library, totally no idea how to start doing Asian Film... coz my whole brain is graphic design works... which im actually still doing now=p haha... good luck to me=p

...it's autumn time, 3:43 AM

IM WASTING SO MUCH TIME???

as days goes i found out more and more assignments that im supposed to do... from orginally 2 or 3 assignments, now is increased to 7 or 8!!!!

THIS IS CRAZYYYYYY!!!!

and i haven complete even ONE! FARK! film is really getting alot of time... and i haven freaking found my actors yet... and most important... IT COST ALOT!!!... i think i will be spending almost $200 for my set...

SAD!

...it's autumn time, 3:31 PM

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