Everyday is a sunny day!

Sem 2 finally ended!!! i made it somehow... but IM NOT DONE YET!!!!!!

There's a super important task for me to do still!!!! it's FRESHMEN CAMP!!!

okie... wth... i think it's really super stress at this period of time... feel like giving up, but it's juz not me to throw this away...
sick for the past few days... but under the care of my mum... i finally recovered for 1 day... but i think im spoiling it again-_-"

hope tt i wun die so soon... pray for meeeeeeeee....

anyway, juz show u my last few works tt you all haven seen

2D: Self promotion
We're supposed to create something to promote ourselves... but haix... i went quite out of point... but anyway, i like my work=)

im promoting myself as chocolate, someone who can bring you the sweetness and the richness the chocolate could bring

so the packaging is to package this bigger block of chocolate which contain DVD

this 2 chocolate is given on complimentary to the couple, who'll eat it and enjoy the richness while watching their video

The bigger chocolate bar is also wrapped with aluminium wrapper like this, so that they'll experience the opening of the chocolate bar

So the chocolate bar containing the dvd can be 'break' open juz like u break a choc bar, den the 'liquid' chocolate filling will flow out

so when u pull out the liquid, u'll get the dvd

This is my namecard, packaged as chocolate bar

The kick is that i'll break it like a choc bar and pass the name card to u=)

3D: Make a work that people of Today will understand
Im supposed to make something that is 3D form and make people today understand. so i divided my 3D form into 3 parts, basically Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow. working 3days consec.

Yesterday, being a history, that is concrete truth, that is not changeable

a clay model is being used to represent this part

Today, being the present, it is where actions is changed to truth, where actions are changeable to fit into yesterday, ready for tomorrow.

Plastic resin was used to show this mouldability of today.

The resin is used to enclose Yesterday.

The day i poured in the resin, represents Today.

Nice?

Tomorrow, it a structured future, it's a thot, a frame of mind. nothing comes true until today arrives

A simple frame is used to represent the framed mind.

Well... generally... IT IS NOT EASY!!!! =p lol... took me darn long to figure alot of things out=p and yah... it's actually damn hard=p

3D: Collage
Well, this is my prev 3D proj=p think nvr show u all b4... so juz update abit=p

a collage telling a dream, a thot... actually juz feeling emo

The alcohol and hearts

The pouring of sorrow

The escape

The girl in thot

The macaw who looks back

So i have to come out with a 3D model with the concept of this collage.
So i came out with an hour glass,

With wax

I wana pause my memories, in moments.

well... let's not emo so much, moving on to 4D

Actually... i duno wat to do... so juz anyhow do=p lol
it's juz some ghosts, trying to find places. Coz during the last few weeks of school, the whole area is in a mess coz of the installations tt a few other classes is oso taking. In the end, the place is very cluttered and so i couldnt really do any installation at all. So the ghosts represents artists trying to find their space to display their works in the cluttered world outside.

This is at upper level

This is at lower level

Going up

Hiding behind door, ready to infiltrate

Space under skirt?

Stalking

Dead end

Squeezing thru

Lockers oso cannot fang guo

kena shocked!

okie... anyway, tt's somehow marked the end of my sem... with tomorrow going for end of year party at sentosa. but...... really... it's not the end. still got freshmen orientation... tt's the end of the sem i think=p lol!~

let's look forward to more photos coming soon=p

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...it's autumn time, 3:54 AM

does anyone actually believe in luck? to me... to a certain extend i believe... or maybe, u can juz say tt im blaming on it...

the suayness streak is still with me and yet to change...
Mahjong is 1 thing
den followed by all the shit here and there...
recently is my submission i actually went out of brief without realising it.
my USS exam sucks like duno wat... high chance will fail.
driving oso-_- instructor recorded my test time wrongly and booked the wrong circuit timing. and it means tt i went circuit once only den go test lioa-_- fail
work oso got prob... my last shoot was badly done when i thot it's still okie after so long nvr shoot.

sianz... ive juz told her ystrday to be more confident with herself...
and today... all my confidence like duno go where liao...
actually... maybe confidence still there... but really sianz... really really sianz...

life very fucked up now at this moment... even though exam is over, but i dun feel the load getting any lighter.
FOC is coming... and i really dun wish to see anymore political stuff coming again... sick of handling... why not compromise abit here and there, be friendly with each other, take comments positively, and work well for the camp?

i really feel v sianz now... need support... really lots of it to make myself push on... haix...

now muz wrk hard on earning $$... owe alot of $$ liao... juz these 2 weeks for the driving and assignment and stuffs like tt.. ive loaned $600, not counting in the money i took frm my parents... felt v guilty... arghz!!!!!!!!!=(

...it's autumn time, 9:01 PM

going to start my next wave of studying soon... before that...

Ive reached home and slpt since 6.. really v tired le...

in this midst of blurness, i remember mum coming in and asked me when i finishing my exam... while i answering... she said tt ive got soooooooooooo thin! tt my cheek is going into the skull liao and asked if i did skipped meal and stuffs like tt...

kkx... holiday coming soon... indulgence in food shall be coming again to build up fats for next sem=p

...it's autumn time, 1:03 AM

How difficult is it to forget a person?
How difficult is it to forget a relation?

Actually, it's really difficult.
Always easier said, hard to be done.

It's been quite some time, long enough for me to get use to her absence in my life. Yet, it's just another trick when the mind plays with you.

I thought it would be fine for me to attend yesterday's grad night. At most I dun pay any attention to her. But in the end. I know i have this kind of sense for her. Whenever she's around, i would know.

Being meticulous is sometimes so bad. I cant help myself noticing the shining ring that she wore on her finger. If only my attention on details can be applied academically.

Sometimes it's just impossible. When some memories you thought you've left behind already, it's actually just hiding at the corner... waiting for the time to be found again.

If i could hate you, my life would be so much easier.

time to move on, on to preparing for exams... no time...

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...it's autumn time, 10:11 PM

Just reached home from school... and now is 430am... and i WALKED HOME! shit...

Just as i was thinking earlier in the day, i wana put my nick as Zen on ecstasy-_-"

Prepared a whole night on western art history, damn! library sux... i got so much info online den 2 days spending in the library lah! -_-" but oso heng for me somehow... i cant imagine how i will die if i dun have help from the internet.

By 7am in da mrning, i had my 1st draft of the essay im going to write out and went to slp, waking at 8, whereby elena ask me to go slp again... LOL... and i blur blur and listened to her...

Woke at 9am den prepared for me draft for the next question. Didnt really completed it so i only memorise the points that i wana write.

Confident. 1st time ever in history=p lol... confident reason is not becoz im going to score well, but confident coz at least i got something to write about. I even had drafts!! which i didnt had last sem. If it wasnt for pravin's and elena's answer last sem, i would have jolly well failed it.

Well... with so much stuffs in mind, i went in the examination with the mindset of faster write finish, faster go... but i ended up staying throughout. Satisfied though. If I never write out of points and my eng didnt failed me, i shd be able to get a B. But i know where my english lies... so a C+ shd be my grade. though i felt i wrote a B- work=p

after that wana go chiong 3D... and SHIT! Peter wasnt in sch! Hafiz oso not in sch! Chris oso duno where he is. How the Fuck are we able to work and complete our assignment when the past 2 weeks the labs are not opened for us to work???? damn pek cek... plus the point that i haven been slping caused me even more sianz...

heng the prev day i opened the windows and nvr locked it. so i climbed into the lab to get some tools den i need and started working. tedious shit... stuffs that was at 1st planned to be completed within 2 hrs in the end made me stayed on till now. and the finishing was quite bad... haix.... but i oso heck liao... like wth... no tools, dun complain. he better dun bring up this topic, coz i confirm will say him back...

tml 10am start of critique... shd i be there? or slp=p

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...it's autumn time, 4:33 AM

*** HELP NEEDED! who have finished their 3D already? i need help tml after History paper to chiong my 3D!!!=p

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...it's autumn time, 4:40 PM

exam chionging... if im really chionging for exam now, i would be happy... but im stll chionging for assignments!!!=(

stayed afew nites in school liao... the 2D lab looks like a hostel now. with couches and bed, with lockers and all our stuffs inside the room... it's like a big locker...

few more days and history paper liao.... better start preparing le...

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...it's autumn time, 9:38 AM

Hmmmm... having a life in ADM is so different from other schs i think... even there's night that others have to chiong in sch for their projects, but i think none of them did like us...

At 5am in da mrning, im cycling back while meeting my fellow admers walking back to his hall... lol...

Life in adm... somehow, it's cool=p
though xiong=p

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...it's autumn time, 5:41 AM

Everyone has a side that they'll always lose out in life...

Being emo for 2 days... i know tt im a loser in relationship...

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...it's autumn time, 12:48 AM

ystrday was abit funny...

It was ystrday that i came back and think that im still a creative psn afterall...

I realised tt during 2D and 3D, i was actually suggesting lots of ideas to others as if im the teacher like tt... but i wasnt able to give myself constructive idea!-_-"

sadded... coz my projs are still hanging in the air, not really where to go... but im glad that i did help others... and hopefully my comments will spark them wif more and better ideas.

Feels great=)anyone wana have critique session wif me? lol...

Vizcommer in the making ~ me?=p

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...it's autumn time, 11:37 AM

If anyone had watch hell's kitchen ystrday, you might wana say, man! guys cant cook!

...it's autumn time, 10:31 AM

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