Everyday is a sunny day!

Today, went back office to do wedding highlight... quite a few stuffs happened today.

Went to office and met yongxiong on the way... den we msged each other the same qn: "Where you going?" lol=p

First time i did a highlight so fast. 5pm ive already left office and delivered the DVD liao. and i think the beginning part of the highlight not bad. the shots that was given to me are placed nicely one after another... well done dan=p

So the dvd was delivered to Safra west, the newly opened safra opp jurongpoint. Well... since im here, why not juz walk around and explore?

Hm... basically... it's a place for a family to come... but not for me to go... im not a sporty person. the gym dun suit me. i dun like swimming, summore the pool is for children, so the pool is not for me. The maze seems fun! but im overage. i think there's some place called kbox or mahjong rooms tt suti me more... but... huh? who will go the west side when most of the friends are in the east?

Overall... as a new site in the area, everyone will go there... but in no time, it'll loses it's interest. A new location to where i can hold my shooting too.

After so many new stuffs.... even more new stuff is coming up

The newest member in da house.

Dad & Mum went out to buy dinner and on their way back, they heard it chirping loudly... so they went to look for it and finally found it.

The wierdest part is tt mum actually allowed dad to bring it home! and now it's still in my house...-_-" wierd wierd wierd... the world suddenly changed like tt...

Fed it some bread and water... and now...

it's slping like a bird...

[Video of Nightingle]

well... if that's the amount of wierd surprise today, it aint ending yet. those crayfish or some ppl liek to call it lobster gave birth few weeks back... and dad point out a few to me that made it and grown bigger... cool... it looks transparent blue, as if glowing in the dark and the size is only 20-50c big!

Check out this video, i like the animation

well... i noe alot of things i haven do... and needs to get doing... FOC ppl are getting frustrated at me i guess... but i shd be as frustrated as well... Operation remedy... im hitting the red button and mayday operations shall begin.

...it's autumn time, 9:14 PM

Second day of workshop, we learnt dolly and cranes today.
Abit tired for me at the 2nd half of the day though... was nuaing and sitting around. Coz too many ppl trying to handle 1 equipment. simply makes me feel off... off as in not pissed... but... nah... dun wana squeeze with them, coz it'll get nthing done.

Another fun day in the workshop. Started off with some dolly action. *I still dun like canon XL2 till this point of time. Maybe im too used to Panasonic DVX? But den again, i still feel that XL2 is not gd enough. especially it doesnt have a sesitive zoom/focus ring.

Break after tt, lunch was split into 2 grps sadly, coz not enuff seats around in da canteen. After lunch i knock out liao... shagged and slpy=p we went to the sound stage and set up the crane for practice. Like they say, cheap thrill... coz the crane wasnt really tt useful when it can focus/zoom, pan left/right. Only tilting is possible and it's not really user friendly if u wana tilt manually.

Den we went into this bumper chair frenzy. lots of fun. especially the wheels of the chair is wrking perfectly fine=p hahaha...

After that we went to the basement to set up an event larger crane, which is definitely much better. More ex stuffs is better stuffs=p the remote and the angles it could provide is superb. Went to try once or twice den i stop le. All the while was juz sitting around, walking around, looking at them, thinking of how to use this equipment in my future shoots=p lol... excuse=p actually i juz lazy liao=p hahha

Talked to pris, and some mates, sharing our knowledge and experience in film. was glad and felt this group, that im going to be in few more mths time, feels like home. A small group of ppl, wrking and helping each other.

Cool=) really enjoyed the workshop too today. Food provided, can learn new stuffs, play, and we can loan the camera out on weekend! hahah... wat's more better den this?=p

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...it's autumn time, 6:39 PM

Yesterday worked till very late for the FOC. So late till it became so early, and i cant fall aslp coz i got so many things in mind.

In the end i worked till the morning and went to the film workshop.
We learning how to use canon XL2. ooooh... 5yrs ago, i was using XL1... so it's still new to me. Though i noe quite abit of technical aspect, that dun put me in any advantage also. That is why the workshop, organised by the seniors, is for.

Had fun in the workshop today. At least i finally escaped from the camp pressure. Really relaxed, joking around, knowing my clazmates that is going to stick together for the next 3 years. Seniors are fun group to be with. Haha... i think the next few days of workshop is gonna be as great=)

Something tells me that this vibe will continue and be good=) jiayou for the camp! whoever is inside the comm and reads my blog, u better jiayou too!=p

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...it's autumn time, 5:41 PM

Last sem, i got 2As, 2Bs, and 2Cs. GPA 3.75

This sem, i got all Bs, AND MY GPA DROPPED!!!!! GPA: 3.41! SAW THE DIFF???

(*okie... now i noe the efx of As... so much diff!!!! exchange 2As for 2Cs to be 2Bs dun worth at all!)

Wah lau eh... fucking disappointed!!! and i thot i did better den last sem lah!! wth!

And i still aimed to pull up my GPA to 4.0-_-" seriously... v v disappointed with this result.

i thot ive did well for 2D and 3D this sem... but my grade dropped! though my history and sociology was a surprise Bgrade-_-

arghz... i juz cant believe that ive did so badly this sem for all the efforts ive made. *okie... not really a great big deal... juz that... biangz... cant believe ive fared so badly this round. and the fact that ive pulled my GPA so much lower! wth am i doing!!!!

Current gpa score: 3.58... wah lau eh... this is damn damn damn bad... 3.75 pulling it to GPA 4.0 is still possible and... 3.58 is like soooooooo far=( and competition next year will be so damn high as well. coz alot of students have film background... and their english powerful... haix... my target next sem. I"LL PULL IT BACK TO 3.75!

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...it's autumn time, 4:06 AM

Sometimes... i think im really asking for trouble...

Why do i have to say stupid things and in the end i myself suffer the fate?
-_-

stupid...

...it's autumn time, 9:09 PM

The effect of irregular slping hrs have kicked in i think...

I think nobody knows that i have breathing difficulties... especially when im tired... it takes extra effort and also occasionally i needa take in very deep breathe in order to 'feel' breathing or continue breathing normally...

Today, i woke up... it's either coz my slpin position is damn lousy, if not it'll be my slping hrs... when i woke up, i had difficulty breathing, not coz of asthma, coz i dun have, but coz of heart pain. 1 small little breath i take, a great pain i feel in the heart. Feeling is as if some nerve or vessles hooked onto ur rib cage... and u're trying to loosen it. Pain-_-"

whole day today, until evening den it got better...

sudden thot... wah lau... heart attack? hahaha.... it's not a Not possible kinda thing. considering that amt of fats from those instant noodles and no exercising, and the small vessels in my small body, clotting is absolutly possible=p but anyway... abit worried... coz alot of things haven settle... at least let me settle the stuffs 1st...

if this pain is gonna continue... i foresee a fortune going to be gone again=(

Talking abot things to settle... abit sianz of FOC... alot of prob arising... and yet cannot be settled till now. And when they start saying 'at most cancel foc loh'. it's really a disappointment to me... They're not on the same line with me in organising this event then.... the only reason tt im going to give up this camp is coz Govt/NTU is going to cancel everything due to swine flu... if not wat the hell i wrked so hard for? Though they're saying it jokingly, not meant to take to heart... but it's juz disappointing to hear that....

if 200% hard work is not enuff to make things work, maybe 300 will...

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...it's autumn time, 12:49 AM

The world is ever small...

How small the world can be? it's juz plain small...

Ever since jasmine starts to know weiyang, i already felt that the world is so closely connected already... Anna knows, my sec sch classmate... Aunty knows my ex and friends in poly... 2 days ago, during wushu, Janice told me that her primary school friend was my clazmate... and Kwokleong (me sec sch friend) was there at SP training too...

The world... is just so small... so small that in my eyes, i would be able to see her no matter how i look away-_-"

K... gotta admit tt im emoing tt day... really haven let go... couldnt take my eyes off her anyway... juz felt that i sucked alot... sucked as in being bad, not literally the action...
I remembering reading off somewhere... a psn deleting off her ex's Facebook... issit being childish? no... it's a plain action of self protecting... she is just refraining herself getting hurt from those guts action that goes on with the photos on it. I didnt explore her account... it juz that when she posts thing... i'll be 'lucky' enough to see it... and that explains all the slpless nites as well...
im tired... im doing things i can do change it... but nthing i did seems to have any real results...

im tired... but yet to the extend of living....
I need to learn to protect myself more...

...it's autumn time, 2:44 AM

Today, Vesak day... but im quite tired... apart from the daily night-mares that im having.

Went to Singtel today, my sis signed up a student plan. so she got herself a LG viewty, when the actual plan was to take a free phone for my mum to use.

The we upgraded our mioplan for higher connection. and dad's plan was used to buy another hp... G705, and im using it=p tt means i have a new hp now=p BUT! im paying it though... plus all the trade in and stuffs... ive paid $126... hm... worthy for 2 phones lah=p

But the sadded thing was! that i thot G705 was a touch screen phone, so i was thinking that i might be able to utilise the organiser and stuffs... sadded thing was... NO... G705, was juz a normal phone=p ARGHZ! shd have take W705 den=( the phone now... it actually seems like a normal phone like my W910i=( lol...

But my own plan i can upgrade next Jan=p hahaha... so a new hp again 6mths later? lol=p hehehehe

...it's autumn time, 2:28 AM

Nights, used to be the period of a day that i liked.

In the nights, i would be with myself, thinking of things alone, being who i am, what i am.
It's peaceful, it's windy, it's cooling. You have movies to watch, matters to think, hours to sleep, endless time where you can think of the happy stuffs that happened during the day.

Quite alot of nights... ive not been slping well... it began with school work, then the camp... then exams... and now... it's something that i havent been thinking of for quite some time...

During the nights, out of no reason... or maybe the very reason of facebook... she appeared in my mind... with her bf... the very image caused my head spinning with lots of memories... and im not able to slp...

So everytime when that happens, i will be at my com... surfing, watching movies, watching anime.... till i got very very very tired, den i'll lie down on my bed... hoping that i could just slp... most of the time... it dont work... till the point that im tired till that i'll really fall aslp the moment i lie down.

It has been so, for the many nights that has passed. one year... yet the very memories are still there, the very line that tied me to it isnt snapping off. Disappointed? not really... being in love too deep, too zhuan yi, isnt really good sometimes... but that is me i guess...

I'll juz have to continue such suffering, till one day... i duno which...

I juz want to have my sleep, in more peace... without the tears...

Nights, are not just as beautiful and quiet anymore...

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...it's autumn time, 1:26 AM

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